This is my first Hamtaro fic so be kind

Disclaimer: I do not own Hamtaro if I did I wouldn't be making up stories about it

The rain lashed on a small window as Hamtaro ran his hand through his hair yet again. "How can I love her?" Hamtaro found himself thinking over and over as he sat down on his bed to continue thinking. He sighed as he pulled on a loose piece of carpet that Boss was supposed to fix weeks before.

"I'll fix it tomorrow I promise." He had said and continued saying that until he forgot about it. Hamtaro shook his head trying to clear it so he could think, he had put this aside until when he had awoken that morning so early. His head hurt but he knew that he still had to think about it "There's no proof that I love her is there?" he assured him self but he knew that there was….. Just take the dream that he had had that morning.

Dream sequence

Hamtaro had been walking outside during winter. He was just taking a stroll around the lake near where he and his friends live. He had been daydreaming what a soft voice called his name.

"Hamtaro? Vhat are you doing?" Bijou asked

"Huh? Oh hi Bijou I'm just walking" He had answered "Uh do you want to join me?" He asked uncertainly while looking at his shoes.

"Oui I would love to" She smiled.

When she smiled Hamtaro of coarse took note that she had the most beautiful smile he had ever seen. Why he had not noticed this before he did not know.

They walked around the lake many times before Hamtaro suggested to go in. When the got to the doorway however Bijou stopped looking up at the top of the door way her already pink cheeks grew darker. When Hamtaro looked at what she was staring at his face also got hot for up in the door way was the dreaded mistletoe. Hamtaro cleared his throat in a nervous kind of way and when he spoke his voice was higher than normal.

"Uh mistletoe you know we uh no um" He sighed begging him self to speak in English this time. "We don't have to I mean no ones watching it's just a tradition but if you want to….." His voice faded away as his face grew nearer to her's until….he awoke to find him self kissing his bed side lamp.

End dream sequence

Hamtaro assured himself that he could have had the dream about any of the other girls that he knew but he also knew that he wouldn't have the same joy if it was anyone other than Bijou. Hamtaro groaned inwardly as he fell on his bed hoping to rest his mind, but no such luck memories kept bubbling up to the surface waiting to be pondered. One more embarrassing memory came to focus, Hamtaro blushed at the thought of it.

Flashback

Hamtaro was walking down the hallway of their mansion like house where he and all of his friends live together. He had been board to death in his room so he decided to come out and see what everyone else was doing. As walked he came up to few of his friends talking to them until they had to go and do something. Hamtaro approached the only person left in the hallway. "Hey Bijou" he said with his usual happy tone.

"Bonjour Hamtaro" Bijou smiled back. "How are you today?" Bijou asked politely still smiling.

"I'm great." He replied while grinning, "Hey did you hear about what Boss did this morning?" Hamtaro asked. Bijou shook her head. Hamtaro's grin grew wider while saying "well we were having lunch in the kitchen when Boss had just gotten his food and was trying to get a table while talking to Oxnard," Hamtaro stopped long enough to see Bijou nod in understanding so he continued "well then he tripped on his pants leg and when he fell, his face landed right in his jello!" Hamtaro managed to get out between his laughter. Bijou had been laughing also but got cut short by some yelling.

"STAN! HOW DARE YOU DO THAT AND LIKE RIGHT IN FRONT OF MAXWELL!" Sandy yelled

"Uh hey I don't want to be drug into th….."Maxwell tried to explain but was cut off by Sandy yelling again.

"OH NO YOU'RE LIKE NOT GETTING AWAY WITH THIS ONE STAN!!!!!!" Sandy screamed

"What HEY NO GET AWAY YOU CRAZY WOMAN! Stan yelled back in fright as he tried to make his get away.

Hamtaro then heard both of them running what sounded like right towards him. "Oh no this can't be good" he murmured to himself. Unfortunately he was correct for he could now see the twins one running for his life and the other looking like she wanted to strangle him with her bare hand.

"Oh my vhat happened to Sandy?" Bijou said as they closer.

"I don't know but I think that we should move!" Hamtaro yelled but only to be heard by Bijou as he grabbed her wrist to move her out of the way. They jumped out of the way just in time for Hamtaro not to get hit, but Bijou got knocked down by on of Stan's arms, resulting in Bijou falling on top of Hamtaro.

So now Hamtaro was lying on his back while Bijou on top of him both of their faces crimson not only because their position but that their faces were about a centimeter apart. Bijou immediately gasped, and blushed even more… while Hamtaro wasn't much better, his face also got redder, if that was even possible. Um Bijou….. not to be rude or any thing, but can you please stand up now?" Hamtaro asked all the wind knocked out of him.

"Oh Hamtaro I'm zo zorry did I hurt you?" Bijou's embarrassed look changed into a concerned one as she got up.

"No no I'm fine" he had said

End flashback

Hamtaro's face had gradually gotten redder while looking back on this incident. He looked out his window and smiled it had stopped raining at last, he didn't much like rainy days because he wasn't able to go out side and play. He took out a piece of paper and began to draw, but he didn't know what he was drawing however because another memory came to mind this one had happened just a few weeks ago…….

Flashback

Hamtaro and Boss were out side on a hot spring day watching Stan and Sandy having another one of their fights.

"STAN!" Sandy yelled "YOU LIKE DRANK ALL OF MY LEMONADE!!!"

"DID NOT I NEVER TOUCHED YOU LEMONADE!" Stan yelled back

"LIKE DID SO"

"DID NOT"

And so it went on just like that for who knows how long, after about five minutes of it everyone got board and went back to what they were before. Hamtaro sighed and returned his gaze back to the water sparkling in front of him. Slowly his eyes roamed the yard and finally landing on Bijou. He didn't know how long his eyes stayed on her intrigued by the way she writes in her diary but he must have stared at her for along time for Boss to notice.

"So you do like her huh?" he asked grinning.

"Huh?" he asked, "oh, yeah" but then he remembered that Boss liked her too, " uh I mean no I don't uh how could you say that?" He asked covering up his earlier answer.

Boss laughed, "I don't like Bijou any more didn't you hear? I have a new girlfriend now her name is Melody" Boss said with glazed eyes. Boss wasn't paying any attention so anymore so Hamtaro returned his eyes back to Bijou who was now talking animatedly with Pashmina. Hamtaro must have stared at her even longer cause he barely heard Boss say, "Hamtaro? Hamtaro! HAMATRO! The grass doesn't need watering." He pointed out after Hamtaro came to his senses.

"What are you talking about Boss?" Hamtaro asked blankly.

"You were drooling" He said flatly.

End flashback

After looking back on this Hamtaro was suddenly aware of a sharp pain in his right hand. When he looked down at his paper he had been absentmindedly doodling on he saw in mixed surprise that he had drawn Bijou's name outlined in many different things, "Now" he told himself "if that wasn't proof that you are in love with her than I don't know what is"

Hamtaro sighed as he looked at his clock, it was finally time for breakfast. He groggily got out of bed and went down stairs while mentally promising him self to tell Bijou how he felt today now that he was sure what he was feeling for her.

As he walked down the stairs he found not everyone sitting in chairs, but grouped around what it looked like "Harmony?" he asked as he came closer "what are you doing here?"

"I'll answer that in on minute Hamtaro" she answered, "right now, I have great news Ham Hams!" she announced her eyes sparking.

Ok how was that for the first chap? Good? Bad? Tell me in a review! And if you have any tips tell me because it's my first fic so help me.

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