It's a one shot
fanfic because I was really inspired to write something besides my
current fanfiction. I hope you like it.
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The
Rain The Park and Other things
As he prowled through
his thoughts one more time at the day…that day he attempted human
transmutation to bring back an Ishbalan child he had killed with his
own flames. With just a snap the little girl went into flames her
skin charring fast and the pungent scent of burning hair. He sat at a
park bench his legs crossed, his arms folded and eyes closed. He wore
a neatly pressed baby blue collared dress shirt with black dress
pants and black shoes. His silky charcoal black hair slightly stirred
in the slight wind every so often. He went back to his thoughts one
more time when he was in his apartment drawing the six point array
with chalk and taking the dead girl's fully charred body in the
middle of the array. He took a deep breath in and without a moments
hesitation he clapped his hands then set them on the six-point array
and light filled the room.
The next thing he knew he was standing
in front of The Gate of Equivalent Exchange. The door creaked open
and millions of black hands grabbed for him and he woke up in a
hospital with Riza Hawkeye at his side looking at him with pleading
eyes to survive. That was more than 5 years ago since that happened
and today was the same day he attempted to bring back the little
Ishbalan child. The day he gave in exchange half of his blood. He
survived from a blood transplant from Riza. If it wasn't for her he
wouldn't be here today.
"Riza."
Her
name fell from his lips effortlessly in a gentle whisper. She always
stuck her neck out for him and he never did anything in return. God
did he feel selfish since he happened to be in love with this woman.
If anything he felt like he never deserve her she was to good, out of
his league. She was always there for him if he asked her to be there
or not. She is a perfection of flesh, surely god graced me with a
vision of heaven itself. Those eyes of beautiful chocolate. That
hair, like molten gold. What a greater ecstasy could a man like me
get the pleasure to encounter such an exquisite rapture on this
Earth? I've always been awed by her beauty and her intelligence. I
have succumbed to her loveliness over and over ever since that
day…that day…I want to tell her everything. I can't the
military forbids fraternization besides she would never return my
overwhelming feelings for her. Would she? Roy was interrupted by
his thoughts as he opened his left eye catching Riza Hawkeye walking
Black Hayate. He wanted to hold her, embrace her warmth, touch her
hair, kiss her luscious lips or at least hold her hand for cripes
sake!
It took all of his will power just to stay still in his position now. She looks so gorgeous with her hair let over her shoulders swaying as she walks. The way her lips curve into a smile makes it all the more difficult to try not to run up to her and kiss her long and hard.
Riza smiled as Black Hayate trotted happily behind her intending to play some hide and seek. Her hair was let down and she wore a red sweater that revealed her shoulders and stopped right at her chest with a black leather skirt that stopped ¾ down her thighs. The leather accentuated the curve of her thighs beautifully to Roy. Roy continued looking at her stunningly smooth long legs on black high heels. Riza stopped walking and noticed him sitting on the bench alone in seemingly deep thought.
She walked over
towards him to say hello and maybe chat. My he looks quite
handsome without the uniform on. Roy heard the clicking of heels
and opened his eyes and saw beautiful Riza Hawkeye sitting on the
other side of the bench smiling. Why did she have to sit down!
Now I want to scoot over and kiss her! Stupid!
"Hello
Sir what are you doing out on this lovely day?"
Riza beamed,
"It's suppose to rain pretty soon I wouldn't say that is
lovely. I'm just killing time here. Please call me Roy we aren't
on duty. Besides it would be great to get on a first name basis with
at least someone in the military besides Hughes."
Roy
chuckled attractively trying to not show his depression. Riza watched
Black Hayate run back and forth and then drew her attention to Roy.
"Roy. Please tell me what's wrong. I can tell in the way your
trying to hide your worries something is wrong."
Shit.
She's good. Roy waited for a while to get his thoughts together
and what to say then he spoke.
"Riza do you know what today
is?"
Riza paused. What is he talking about exactly? Riza
put her hands on her lap gently.
"No Roy. What does
this have to do about your doubts?"
Without waiting Roy
responded quickly,
"Today is the same day I attempted Human
Transmutation to bring back that little Ishbalan child remember? You
saved me by donating as much blood as you could to me so I wouldn't
die from blood loss. Why did I listen to him?"
Riza starred
into his twinkling sharp black eyes from the side of his face. He
didn't want to face her fearing something might slip from him that
should not happen.
"Who is him Roy?"
Roy sighed
gently,
"Basque Graun. My superior in the Ishbal war."
Riza scooted over a little bit over towards him on the bench,
"You listened to him because you had to. He outranked you back
then but he's dead now."
Without waiting Roy shot right
back at her without turning to face her,
"I could've done
something for that poor child. She didn't have to die!"
Riza scooted a little bit more with still a lot of space between them
on the bench. A crack of thunder was heard and rain carelessly fell
to the pavement. The tree over their heads shielded them from the
rain but neither one of them knew it had just rain.
"Roy
don't do this to yourself. What's done is done and can't be
undone…"
Roy interrupted Riza his voice near to a shout,
"It's no excuse for the life I took! All those people including that little girl! THEY ALL BURNED!"
Riza backed away
a bit. A couple of seconds went by with complete silence between them
until Riza spoke almost afraid of what he would do or how he would
respond.
"I know how you feel. For you are not the only
soldier with hands stained with crimson Roy."
Roy bowed his
head down,
"You don't know how I feel. No one knows how I
feel except for Maes but he's…gone. I deserve to feel all that
pain that those people felt when they died. I remember what that
little girl said before she died. "Your nothing but a mindless
demon."
She was absolutely right."
Riza scooted over
more towards him on the bench with still more space between them. She
couldn't take it any more. She hated it when he tried to shoulder
the blame all by himself,
"No your wrong. You show feelings,
you feel things, your human nothing else just like me."
Roy
sniffed a little about to cry, Riza continued to speak,
"Your
wrong I know how you feel."
Riza was abruptly interrupted
again,
"HOW WOULD YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL!"
Riza
kept her stern face on and yelled back,
"BECAUSE YOUR NOT
THE ONLY ONE WHO KILLED HUNDREDS OF PEOPLE WISHING FOR ALL OF IT TO
STOP!"
Roy was taken back, he'd never heard Riza
loose her cool before. Riza sighed and spoke gently.
"Roy
don't do this to yourself. Don't try to shoulder the burden all
by yourself it's too heavy. Please let me share your load. If it
means anything…"
Riza scooted all the way over towards Roy
and leaned over putting an arm on each side of him and kissed his
cheek gently. Roy reddened in the face, while Riza continued her
sentence,
"Your more then a mindless demon."
Roy
couldn't believe what just happened. He was still trying to process
what just exactly happened. That was Riza Hawkeye. Riza Hawkeye
just kissed my cheek. The same Riza Hawkeye that threatened me
yesterday with her magnum to finish my paperwork or she would turn my
face into her pencil holder. Roy finally turned over to her on
the bench and saw her rare caring smile and put his ungloved hands on
hers gently on her lap. Riza spoke again so softly, gently and
lovingly,
"Roy."
"Riza."
Roy said in his deep seductive voice. His arms
found their way from her hands and around her shoulders pulling her
towards him until there was no more space left. This is it Mustang
it's now or never. Roy moved his face to hers and kissed her
luscious lips, Riza jumped a little bit but found herself kissing him
back with equal affection. She put her arms around his neck gently
wrapping them around him and moved closer to him. They were chest to
chest now and Riza could feel his rippling muscles through his shirt
the more her chest heaved up and down the more she wanted to moan in
pleasure. Roy broke the kiss and stared at Riza.
"Thank you
Riza Hawkeye for everything…I…I .Love you so much."
Riza smiled,
"Your welcome Roy. I love you to."
Roy
smiled affectionately,
"We'd better get home."
Riza nodded,
"But its raining Roy and I'm wearing
leather."
Roy looked dumbstruck, Wait it's raining?
Ahh!
"Well I guess we'll have to wait for it to stop.
In the mean time I would like finish what I started angel."
Riza blushed and leaned into his mouth. Roy broke it and left kisses
from her mouth and down her neck getting dangerously close to her
chest and gave a yelp and grabbed his face.
"Maybe this angel
is going to reconsider about turning your face into a pencil
holder." THE
END.
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