River of Blood
Chapter 2: Sweet little Raven
Did your computer kill you? I at least hoped it tried, ok now new chapter ok uh in case anyone reviewed then I want to say 'thanks' yay we happy we go home we eat we sleep we die hail Satan... say 'NO! FUCK YOU!' To the giant pink bunnies if they tell you not to read this story and watch teletubies instead with tubbie toast! (Trust me it works they ended up crying and being fired) Shady is evil, Shady will kill you in your sleep, Shady opens her TV to let the little people out, Shady tried to fly and died as a result… ok that's a long enough message from the author, enjoy the story.
Disclaimer: I don't own Teen Titans but the little people in the TV from which I watch Teen Titans are my tiny minions and they will kill you in your sleep so try and stop me hahahaha.
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Star walked away and Raven let a tear drip from her face as she could sense sadness in her. She hadn't been spending much time with her friends lately, always been locked up in her cold depressing room by herself cutting, purging, crying… this is what Raven's life had been like. She jumped on her bed and shut her eyes slowly with tears staining her face and she curled into a tight ball.
"…Sweet nightmares"
Sweet little Raven sleeping in her room
In the Darkness she waits in her gloom
Sweet little Raven shaking her wrists
Scrap them everyday call the feeling bliss
Sweet little Raven won't speak a sound
Back in her memory where her thoughts are all bound
Sweet little Raven what will you miss?
Maybe the day where you and Robin kiss
Sweet little Raven ready to die
The only hard part is to say good bye
From the shadows Raven heard a sound she sat up alert looking around her dark room trying to see is someone is lurking there. Then her mirror on her table falls and smashes on the ground. Raven is really scared but holds it back and warms up her powers, she hears something swipe past her stool.
"Who's there?"
She says then she hears quiet breathing then from behind her but she doesn't turn only listens to hear who it is.
"Sweet little Raven I am in your room… awaiting to complete a job that is your doom"
Raven knew who it was and gasped and turned around but saw nothing but a fist in her face, she was flown back onto the floor with a quiet thud and she didn't want to wake her friends. She got up quickly trying to see in her dark room where this person was but couldn't then from behind her 2 warm hands grabbed her shoulders. She was petrified; she couldn't move, scream or even breathe.
"Nice scars Raven… but do you really want to end your life like this? Flow a river of blood with pain and sorrow all 'cause of what you think about yourself? Girls like that are stupid you know? They really are fat, ugly and heartless as well"
Raven wanted to scream and shove him away but she couldn't she just tilted her head down and let tears drip from her face. She tried to think of herself and Robin together to block out his words and actions and then he would just leave and she can cry to her pillow all night about it. Instead he knelt down in front of her but she tried to look away as he titled her head up to himself.
"It hurts doesn't it Raven?"
She didn't answer but her lip quivered remembering the pain and she let her emotions go, things in her room started randomly falling and were being throw everywhere… the room was a mess and she just hoped that someone had heard it and would of come to ask if everything was ok, but her friends knew that she never wanted to be saved so they would leave her alone.
He picked her up and took her out the window of her room and she didn't know where she was going or what he was going to do to her but all she was thinking about was Robin and how he would freak when the titans couldn't find her. But all she could whisper was just a simple word that meant nothing but everything…
"Bye"
Raven awoke with a gasp and sat up immediately and it took her a few seconds to realise where she was, she was in the medical room in Titans Tower. The room she was in was dark and it was only about 10pm, she looked at herself and her arms were bandaged up tightly covering the scars and she was wearing a light blue dress over the top of her ripped uniform. She looked around to see if anyone was still up, she got up despite the pain her legs consumed and went to the door leaving the room as it was.
She walked to the hallway and froze thinking if someone was there in the shadows… if he was there. It took a minute or two to gather up her courage and take a few steps toward her room trying not to make to much noise; she didn't want anyone coming out to see if she was alright, especially Robin. She knew at the break of dawn that her friends would get up and start being nice and will want to know what had happened to her but Raven didn't know herself… or maybe she just isn't trying to remember it.
She finally reached her room and opened the door and walked in and saw her room all cleaned up, her shelve was up, her books were back and everything that was broken was replaced. On her bed there was her broken mirror that had dropped still in pieces but with all of them and next to it was a little note that read 'sorry'. She realised what they mean as her mirror is a portal to her mind and they weren't sure where to get a mystical mirror or how much it would cost.
She smiled slightly but it slowly faded away, she went to her bathroom and had a quick shower to wash off all the dry blood on her body and then changed into a clean uniform. Since she was asleep from the afternoon she didn't need rest so she grabbed her favourite book and began to read it even if she had nearly memorised it, she just needed something to get her mind off things but soon after she fell asleep on her bed.
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Next morning it was still dark but Raven had got up early but didn't know what to do. Should she go out and start making her friends breakfast and pretend nothing had happened? Or perhaps run out screaming and crying and tell the titans everything? Or just stay in her room and don't say a word to anyone? …it was a hard choice but after what he had done to her, she felt like she could not trust anyone at the moment, that anyone could just leap up when she least expects and abuse her.
She walked around and around in her room thinking before she heard someone's door open and foot steps down the hallway. She thought they were headed towards the room in which Raven was put but after a while they walked back towards her room and then she heard a knock on her door and only then she felt like she wanted to die just so she didn't have to say anything.
"Raven? …are you in there? Do you want to talk?"
It was Robin and he sounded extremely worried, Raven didn't answer but walked closer to the door to hear if anyone else out there.
"Raven if you're in there please open the door or I'm coming in…"
She starting freaking about if he wanted to hurt her but she thought it was only Robin, the guy who would rather die than see his friends be tortured and would give anything to save Raven but her only fear was that he was too late.
She opened the door slightly revealing her dark, hooded face with no expression and Robin smiled at her but she didn't back.
"…Can I come in?"
He asked and Raven didn't want to hesitate and look like a lost fool so she opened the door for him and she walked to her bed and sat down trying to keep away from him. He walked in and didn't bother about her room only about her, he sat next to her but she moved away he just stayed there looking at her when she was trying to avoid eye contact.
"How are you feeling?"
She nodded as an 'ok' and he nodded as well. Then he looked down at her arms and thought about the horrible scars that littered them on her skin and bone body, he reached out and touched them and she jumped and pulled them back towards herself.
"… Why Raven? There are scars all over your wrists… you've been cutting…"
She stood up and moved away from him trying not to hear him.
"… There is bruising down your throat… you've been purging…"
She turned away from him and was about to walk out the door but she stopped.
"… You could have been mine Raven"
His words echoed through the room and the hurt Raven… bad. She loved Robin… but Robin didn't love her, after what she has done to herself it seemed like she didn't want anyone. Raven forced back her tears and sobs trying not to let him see but he walked up to her as if wanting to expect a kiss… but he walked past out the door to the others, just leaving her there in her own air of insanity and depression.
… After that Raven never spoke a word, not to Robin, not to her friends not even to herself… except Raven was sick… she thought she was dying and even if she was she would be too insane to ask for help. Robin didn't even want to look at her ever again… Raven heard a knock on her door.
She opened it and it was Starfire, she knew about Raven's state and looked more depressed and worried than she had ever seen.
She had a blood red rose in her hand and she gave it to her, Raven took it and smiled at Starfire but she had already walked away quietly. It was as if the whole team was fading away in sorrow, in their own River of Blood.
Until one day….
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Well wasn't that cute? PLEASE DON'T REVIEW ABOUT MY PAIRINGS! IF YOU DON'T LIKE ROB/RAE TOGETHER AND THE KISS THEN I DON'T KNOW WHY YOU ARE FUCKING READING THIS! THERE IS MORE TO COME! …much more! Muahahaha! Haha… ha… yeah. chirp chirp chirp uhh… Read and Review? Please? And yes I added a flower for my reviewer because you reviewed and it was sweet and I hate you! Jokes! But I showed YOU! HA! Like my poem:D
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