To Have Loved Him

Chapter 7

My Mates ?

By: 12stoneswithin

Summary: You never quite know what life has instore for you but sometimes it's better not knowing.

What Happened Last Time-

" Why did you send them away?" I hate how weak my voice sounds but I can't help it.

" They went to find answers for your amnesia as well as why you are my mate." he stated simply before laying be down and cuddling me. " Now sleep hopefully when you wake up we will have answers."

Kag Pov

I woke up to something soft and fluffy curled around me and couldn't help but snuggle closer only to hear a small growl beside me. Jumping up I caught sight of a very annoyed Sesshomaru and I tried to roll away only to have him pull me closer and nuzzle my neck. "Mate you know you can't leave me without pain; however, you are making it hard to remain a gentleman when you insist on teasing my person." his voice was slightly husky but it was still gentle as he whispered in my ear.

"I wasn't teasing you." I mumble into his chest.

" Were you not fondling my tail?" he chuckles softly as realization begins to dawn on me and I squeak softly in embarrassment.

" I'm sorry, I wasn't trying to tease you but we do need to talk about this whole mating thing. " pulling back and looking at his face I could tell he didn't really want to talk about it but I need this.

" What is there to talk about ? " his eyes begin to flicker between red and gold "You are mine!" his eyes are red now and I can tell he is no longer in control.

" Sessh…" I can't help but become slightly afraid at his sudden change.

"Why do you insist on arguing with me about being mine?" his voice is rough as he shakes me.

"Your hurting me Sess please stop." If I'd known this was going to make him this mad I wouldn't have said anything.

"Mate I'm sorry. I didn't mean to I just don't want you to leave." the shaking stopped and he pulled me close nuzzling my neck.

"I just wanted to understand why its happening now and how ? " I mumbled into his shoulder. "I wasn't planning on leaving." I can't help but feel weak and small in his arms as tears begin to fall and travel down my cheeks. "I'm so tired of being weak." I can feel him hold me closer and start running his hands through my hair as my tears fall upon his bare skin.

"My mate you are far from weak. You are a strong kind women capable of great things." i felt him lift my chin so that i was looking at him " We will find the answers you seek but for now rest assured that you are mine and nothing will change that."

Kami's Pov

Looking down upon them smiles could be scene throughout the room but we all knew that she was not to be his mate alone. Soon she would meet her second mate and together they would all bring the world into a new era of peace and prosperity. However, as we looked upon the new couple and looked forward to the coming of the last puzzle piece we all knew they would have to defeat the new yet old evil that was brewing close to home.

Sess Pov

Holding her in my arms made me feel whole like nothing bad could happen and if I was being entirely honest it made my heartache with the fear of losing her. My beast had scared her but she opened up to me she didn't lash out it made me wonder if she was really my mate but there was no denying the soul deep pull I was feeling now. Looking down on her sleeping form I couldn't help but feel peace and happiness. I could here Jaken coming but I couldn't muster the energy to wake her once more just yet. I heard a loud knock at the door followed by him squawking about a visiter but before I was able to respond my room door was thrown open to reveal my father in the flesh.

"Mate" he said as his eyes looked upon her but as our eyes met we both knew there was something terribly wrong.