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Author's Note: Reuploaded 3/4/2020. Reedited 3/24/2020.
Word Count: 12,900
Chapter 6
The Next Morning: Zelda
It was the predawn hours of the morning when I opened my eyes and checked to see if Link was awake. The hero was stationed by a tree, sitting upright with his sword in hand. He kept watch in that position all night. His eyes were now closed and he appeared to be sleeping. I wasn't surprised at his exhausted state. It was difficult keeping watch for such an extended period of time. Also too, after our conversation yesterday, not much was uttered between us. We simply went through the motions of getting through the evening. He skinned the rabbit, roasted it, we ate it, then he kept watch while I went to sleep. It was all we could do to keep the peace.
At this present time, I had to act quickly. I kept my eyes on the hero, waiting several minutes before I moved to make sure I didn't disturb him. Time passed without delay, as it was already day two from my departure of the castle. I promised Lydia I would inform her of my whereabouts by day three. A day earlier would probably put her at ease. I didn't want to forget. There was no telling where I would be in another day's time. I also didn't want her to go to Sir Shad preemptively about my doings. He was aware I was on a quest, but he had no idea I was meeting up with Master Link. That would cause a great deal of worry for my steward. And his worry would help no one.
I sat up slowly, keeping my eyes on the hero. Then, very carefully, I reached for my satchel. From it, I pulled out a quill pen and a scroll of parchment paper. Afterwards, I got up and walked stealthily to a clearing to the north of where we were sleeping so I could write in private. I had to make haste, so I sat down on a stump and started to write. I wasted no time in worrying about proper calligraphy for my dictation. I had a general idea of what I wanted the letter to say. I simply needed to give the overall details of what happened thus far.
I scribbled feverishly:
Dear Friend,
My dearest Lyddie I wanted to correspond with you so you
wouldn't worry. I wanted to inform you that I made it to the rendezvous point
safely and am currently en route north to the adjacent province. I have made contact
with the person of interest I informed you of, and he is currently in my company.
There are a few things I need to investigate further, but please know that
I am well. Keep my guise up for me, and if anyone asks, tell
them I am keeping company with a certain important Roostian.
Do not worry about what the people will think regarding that. It is not a concern
of mine right now. I will keep you posted on my progress and
please keep a leveled head. Sincerely, your friend.
~Elga of Dragon Roost~
I reread the finished letter twice to make sure it made sense. In the end, I was satisfied with its contents. It was short, simple, and to the point. I didn't have paper, nor time, to spare for a long loquacious speech. This was sufficient. It was important I didn't use my real name due to the possibility of an interception en route. Nothing was guaranteed. However, I was certain Lydia would know who the letter was from given the context clues. Hopefully, the pseudonym wouldn't be too much of a misnomer. Although, I did tell her I would be using a different name for security purposes. Seeing I needed to hurry, I got up from the stump and looked back to the campsite. I saw that Link's eyes were still closed by the tree. Afterwards, I walked several more yards into the clearing and whistled a faint distinctive whistle.
A few moments later, in the distance, a large hawk appeared from the darkened sky. It flapped its majestic wings powerfully in the predawn air. When it saw me, it glided down slowly and stayed stationary in mid-flight above me. I reached up with the rolled message, as sunrise was rapidly approaching. I wanted this letter in Lydia's hands by the first mailing. That was the sixth hour past midnight. I stood on my tip toes as the animal hovered. I tied a small string around the parchment to make sure it was secure, then placed the letter gently between the talons of the bird's feet. The hawk looked down at me when I finished as if it understood. I nodded, and in response the bird flapped its wings higher to above the treetops. I watched as it gained momentum.
"Hurry!" I whispered, and afterwards the bird took off.
Judging by the hawk's speed, it would make it to Hyrule in about an hour, well before the first mailing. When the bird was out of sight, I turned and headed back to the campsite. I assumed I was stealth in my actions. However, my heart skipped a beat when as soon as I got near my resting place, I saw that Link's eyes were now open and he was wide awake. I gasped and took several steps back. He then stood as he stared at me with open distrust. Afterwards, his gaze averted to the heavens at the bird in the distance. My heart pounded at the sudden tension in the air. We were both quiet and I felt unsettled with the suspicion in his eyes. I placed my hand over my heart, trying to calm down before I finally spoke up.
"Master Link," I said breathlessly, "you gave me a terrible fright."
He didn't answer right away. Instead, he kept his eyes on the bird in the distance.
"What were you doing just now?" He ignored my concern.
The question was a reasonable one. Since there was no use concealing something so important, I decided to just disclose the truth.
"I was writing to one of my servants at the castle. I wanted to keep her abreast to my whereabouts so she wouldn't worry. I'm sorry if I woke you."
Link was quiet at my response. I think he was trying to determine if he believed me or not. To be quite honest, it wasn't my concern if he did or didn't. I knew it was the truth and I didn't feel like I needed to explain every action I took with him. Link certainly didn't with me, so why should I with him? My reasoning was a little petty and I was certain ancestral mother wouldn't agree with me, but I was still a queen. I had my pride. After the brief explanation, Link stood up with his eyes still focused on the bird in the distance.
"Don't worry about waking me. That isn't the issue. We need to get going anyway."
I saw his point. The predawn hours were the most important hours of travel. Less heat. Less caravans. Less problems. I nodded, then went to collect my bag and the rest of my things. Link then did something I wasn't expecting. He took some of the ash from the embers of the fire and mixed it with a little deku nut oil he kept in a little vial. He made a dark paste then took an oral brush from his holster and began brushing his teeth. I looked at him amazed, not having thought to do something so clever for oral hygiene. I opened my bag and pulled out my own oral brush and petitioned him.
"May I have a bit of your paste?"
He nodded and offered me his palm. I rubbed my brush into the contents, then went to clean my teeth. The taste was less than desirable, but if it got the job done, that was all that mattered. I soon finished brushing and followed his lead to rinse my mouth in a cistern nearby. Afterwards, I couldn't help but compliment him.
"You certainly know the lay of the land."
He didn't have much to say, but he was cordial.
"When you spend as many nights as I have under the stars, you start thinking of ways to make practical use of the environment."
I couldn't have agreed more.
"Hear, hear, well said." However, then I looked down at my soiled dress. I hadn't had a bath since I left the castle. I felt filthy. I couldn't travel like this. "I don't suppose you have a solution for soap for bathing? Or perhaps know if there is a spring nearby? I'd like to freshen up if I could."
It was then he gave me an offhanded look. He probably assumed my priorities were out of place.
"It's going to be hard attempting to bathe everyday out here, my lady. This life is far different from the castle amenities you're used to. These days can get rugged for us."
I understood his point, but it didn't negate my need for freshening up.
"Are you saying there is no water nearby?"
The hero shook his head.
"I didn't say that, it's just going to be difficult," he corrected. "There is a little creek that leads to some standing water down the road, but you're not going to want to bathe in that. Your best bet would be to wait until we got to Faron's Spring. There's much cleaner water there."
I appreciated the insights.
"That sounds like a good idea." I put my cloak on. "Thank you for the suggestion."
Link simply nodded, but the distrust he apparently still felt was latent in his expression. I chose to ignore it for now and headed to Epona. He in turn, put out the fire and collected the rest of his things at the campsite. Afterwards, just as dawn started to approach, we headed down a narrow tree lined road towards the mainlands. It was important for us to get across the expansive fields before the sun hit its highest peak around noon. We still had a ways to go before we got to our next destination. Unfortunately, in that time Link and I hardly spoke two words to each other. We were more focused on our own thoughts than coming to an amiable truce. However, I wasn't sure if the lack of speaking was due to what happened this morning with the letter, or because of yesterday when I informed him of the second mirror. Or, if Link still had doubts about what I told him at Ordona's Spring. It could have been any of those instances. Our communication was at a nil. Even so, we persevered forward.
I glanced over at him when we were about three hours into our trek. His expression was thoughtful, but serious. I wanted to know what he was thinking, however thought it best just to leave him be.
He can't hold a grudge against me forever, I tried being sensible. Well… he could, but it wouldn't do him any good.
Realizing I was at a loss, I switched priorities for a moment and decided to allay my focus on something else. Something I had a little more control over, like deciphering the first riddle. The contents still had me stumped. I pondered over them constantly.
'Faded pictures of the celestial bodies are reflected on fractured sand.' I placed my hand to my chin. What could that possibly mean?
Were 'faded pictures' related to a specific geographical location? Was the riddle numeric by the number of words found within it? Was it just symbolic? Was it literal in some ways and not others? I wasn't sure. It could have been any of those things, or perhaps, all of those things.
"Faded pictures… faded pictures, faded pictures, faded pictures," I said in rapid succession several more times. "What are you trying to tell me?"
I glanced over at Link again while I contemplated, hoping to get his insights on the matter. It would be the easiest way to initiate a neutral conversation. Finding the shards was something we both wanted.
I cleared my throat before I spoke.
"Master Link."
Link then turned his head slightly to show I had his attention.
"Yes?"
I leaned forward a little on Epona.
"Have you any new thoughts concerning Ordona's riddle?"
He tugged a little on Epona's reigns.
"Not really. The obscure nature of the content has me a little confused. However, I was entertaining a theory."
I nodded. Perhaps I was wrong in what his serious expression ascertained. Maybe he looked so staid because he was so focused on the riddle too. I leaned forward a little more, wanting him to go on.
"What theory is that?"
He shrugged at my cue.
"Well, I was trying to determine how we should look at the riddle."
I was just thinking the same thing.
"Go on," I encouraged.
Link moved a low tree branch from the roadway to prevent it from scratching his face.
"I think it would make more sense if we understood the true nature of the riddle itself before we try solving it. What does all that jargon mean? 'Faded pictures of celestial bodies?' What does that even entail?"
We were more in tune than I surmised. I was on the same exact plane of thought.
"I completely agree. We should narrow things down."
Seeing he had my approval, Link went on.
"Is it a geographical riddle? Do we have to look at it contextual literally? Is it symbolism for something else? The first thing we need to figure out is: what is this riddle really saying."
I knew it was silly, but I couldn't help but smile. It was like we were one in the same, sharing the same ideas. He was a lot more clever than he gave himself credit for.
"That's a very good point. I was leaning more in the direction of symbolism myself, considering the reference to fractured sand."
Link pursed his lips together and nodded. He also considered that.
"That is a very offhanded expression. What is fractured sand?"
I saw his point and raised my brows.
"Your guess is as good as mine. Cracking this clue is the sixty four million rupee question." Then keeping in line with what we were discussing, I took out the Book of Mudora. "There was a vague reference regarding astronomical rotations of celestial bodies. It made mention of recycled matter or something. Maybe the fractured sand reference comes from that."
Link shook his head, disagreeing partly.
"That's not likely considering sand is a known terrestrial element. Recycled matter would be more for the first part of the riddle."
I was impressed with his counter argument.
Look who sounds like a Hylian scholar.
"True, true," I nodded. "Hmph, it looks like someone's been keeping up with the Scholar's Almanac."
Link grinned and glanced over at me.
"I get by, but I'll leave the puzzle solving to you your majesty. You're the one imbued with the Triforce of Wisdom."
I returned his smile.
"Very well, but I think you sell yourself short. You can't defeat Ganondorf and Zant with brawn alone. After all, you did just give an excellent suggestion for the riddle. And don't forget, years ago when I tutored you, you mastered most of the Hylian law within six months, six months. Who does that?"
I saw another grin spread across his face, which prompted him to stop for a moment and look up at me. He stared at me for a brief moment. It was a kind, readable stare, but I didn't put too much stock into it. Our conversation was allotting that.
"You remember all that?"
I was surprised slightly by his tone. I tried to keep my cheeks from blushing, but it didn't help much.
"Of course I do. How could I forget? We saw each other almost everyday."
His grin faded a little when he saw the look on my face and I had to look away. I didn't mean to conjure up that part of the past, but it was there, and I did miss it. There was a time when Link was prepping for a very important event I invited him to, and part of his preparation was mastering certain aspects of the law, the sciences, and ancient Hylian. He did excellent in every category and even exceeded all my expectations. Part of that preparation was me tutoring him. He would come to my chambers every night for eight months to go over everything he needed to know. I grew very close to him in that time and I believed he with me too. Unfortunately, certain circumstances ruined our relationship, so it seemed like ancient history now. I just hoped we could get back to being friends again.
What man doesn't like a little encouragement?
Link held his gaze before he finally cut it short and turned back around to guide Epona. There was a brief silence between us after that. A part of me wished I hadn't said anything. It didn't seem to merit much.
"That is true," was all he said in reply.
I didn't say anything in return.
True indeed good sir.
Afterwards, we continued down the road in silence and entered a narrow pathway that led to a tunnel. Link then raised his hand to stop Epona. I was puzzled with what he was doing.
"What's the matter?"
He waited for me to dismount.
"We're here."
I looked at him surprised and it only added to my puzzlement.
"We're here?" I looked around perplexed, but did spot an opening leading to an alcove on the opposite side of the mountain. "So soon?"
He nodded.
"You didn't expect it to be so close, did you?"
Link had me there.
"I didn't know what to expect, but I certainly didn't think we would be here within a few hours. I thought we were going to have to cross Hyrule Field or something."
He shook his head.
"Ordona and Faron are practically nowhere from each other."
That is an understatement.
"Whatever you say. You know this territory better than I do."
Link settled Epona down before joining me and leading me to the canopied niche. The spring was settled in amongst some trees that lined both sides of the triple tiered cistern. The crystal clear waters ran off into the receiving pool in a constant cascade of flow and rhythm from a waterfall. The pool stayed ever constant due to the perpetual haze of overcast above it. The evaporated waters lingered in the treetops and released periodically in the high mountains to maintain the flow. In short, the spring was beautiful. The guardians' resting places were mini paradises to behold.
"My goddess, I had no idea that Ordona and Faron's Spring's were so close to each other."
I was so surprised I had to say it again.
Link merely nodded.
"After I collected all the vessels of light and traversed through the Forest Temple, Faron was completely freed. The good thing is, we don't have to collect any tears of light again and Faron's Spring is readily available." Link paused and shook his head for a moment. "I hated collecting those tears of light."
At least that eases our journey.
I grinned at his facial expression.
"Sounds like it was tedious work."
He gave me a knowing look.
"It was."
I thought I'd offer him a bit of humor.
"Well, you have my condolences good sir," I joked.
It seemed to work, Link smiled and shook his head.
"Thank you madam. You have no idea how much grief that caused me."
His reply made me chuckle.
Afterwards, I walked towards the spring and stood near the edge of the pool. I stared at the refreshing water, wanting so badly to bathe in it. Link wasted no time passing me and getting in. With his presumptuous lead, I followed after him and waded into the water. We both waited, clearly in expectation for what we witnessed the first time. I was expecting the same spectacle as Ordona. However, as our waiting continued, there was a clear distinction that this occurrence was going to be different. When the water began to bubble, the canopy immediately darkened.
What in the world?
It wasn't the subtle dimming like Ordana's presence, the world around us had suddenly veiled in a shroud of darkness. I turned to look around and noticed that the entire forest now appeared this way. I had never seen anything like it, and from Link's face, neither had he. What was going on?
"Why is the transformation different?" I asked him anyway.
Link shook his head, not having an explanation.
"I don't know. I've never seen it like this before."
I looked at him in concern. I soon let my thoughts go to the wayside, when the bubbling waters swirled up into a ball and floated above us. The water shifted and changed into a large arc that resembled a monkey's tail. The differentiation continued until an apparition of a monkey's body appeared. The guardian was suspended upon a ball of light in midair. Faron shined with the same iridescence as its brethren Ordona, with colors radiating from the spectra of light blue, light green, gold, and light pink, but the brilliance wasn't quite as impactful. In fact, the guardian looked stoic. I looked around at the darkened surroundings, still troubled as to why the reduced luminescence had taken place. Why was the forest darkened? Why did the guardian appear to have an ominous expression? Faron apparently sensed my foreboding and addressed it.
"Greetings Queen of Destiny, and Hero of Twilight. You, dear queen, have a look of concern on your face, but I say to you don't mind my dull appearance, it is merely a manifestation of mood."
I stared at Faron surprised at the revelation.
A manifestation of mood? I wasn't aware the guardians had moods.
"Could you please explain?" Link took the question right from me.
Faron didn't answer right away.
"It is nothing to concern yourself with good hero. If it were necessary to inform you, I would. Just know it is of little concern... at least for now."
I didn't like the sound of that.
At least for now? Why is Faron deliberately being evasive?
Sensing I wasn't going to receive the information I needed if I questioned it, I let the matter go. I would have to concern myself with that ordeal later. I got to the point of the meeting.
"My lord, we were sent here by your fellow guardian Ordona. We were told you have some valuable information for the hero and I."
Faron nodded after my utterance.
"Yes, I know, I found out telepathically from my brother."
I looked at Faron with open expectation, waiting for the guardian to give the second riddle, but for whatever reason it remained quiet. My concern was growing.
Why does this feel like its stalling?
I didn't want to appear impatient, but I was disquieted with all these long pauses. It was apparent the guardian was keeping something from us.
"My lord?" I was puzzled as to why it was delaying.
Faron stared at me with an intense gaze just then.
"I understand your motives your majesty, but I must inquire, are you entirely sure this is something you want to do?"
I was completely astonished by the question. That came out of nowhere. However, I wasn't totally shocked because I knew from the way the guardian made its presence known that something was amiss. I looked over at Link who was looking at Faron taken aback as well. This was the second warning about this matter. What was so disconcerting that the guardians of Hyrule felt the need to warn us about it?
The hero decided to speak up on the matter.
"Why wouldn't she be sure?" Link was getting frustrated with the vagueness of the alerts given to us. "If you would tell us what you mean, then perhaps we could better understand."
Faron didn't even look in his direction.
"I'm not speaking to you regarding this, hero. It was the queen who brought about this proposition. It is the queen I will address regarding this question. Do not interfere."
My astonishment deepened. The guardian almost sounded angry.
Link was stunned at the reply, but then he became angry.
"I have just as much-"
"Do not interfere," Faron interrupted.
It sounded like a warning.
I gasped and covered my mouth.
Oh goddesses, this is taking a turn for the worst.
I reached over and touched Link's shoulder. He needed to calm down. We weren't going to get anywhere if we proceeded with this in a disrespectful fashion.
"Don't worry," I reassured him. "I haven't changed my mind. We're still going through with this." I then turned my attention back to Faron. "I'm quite sure my lord," I said to the guardian, "I've already explained this to Lord Ordona."
Faron's face didn't change, but there was a significant dimming in the already darkened luminescence after I answered. Link and I both looked around cautiously.
What is this all about?
My concern was deepening.
"Very well," the guardian replied finally. "If you are quite sure and cannot be swayed, I really have no choice."
I stared at Faron confused, not understanding where any of this indirect talk was coming from.
Cannot be swayed? No choice? It almost makes it seem as though I'm asking for a death wish.
I really wanted to know what it was talking about.
"My lord?"
The guardian just stared at me for a moment.
"It is nothing your majesty. Take it as simple conjecture."
That statement did not help. There was nothing simple about what was being said. However, I didn't offer another rebuttal, even though I was starting to doubt if I even wanted to go through with this anymore.
Faron then closed its eyes and spoke. "The second riddle is this: 'there must be a perfect harmony of water kissing the wind.'"
I looked at the guardian perplexed.
'There must be a perfect harmony of water kissing the wind?'
I glanced over at Link. He looked just as befuddled as I.
"This is getting more and more convoluted," he muttered to himself.
I couldn't agree with him more. However, each clue had something to do with finding the mirror. I attempted to garner more information.
"Is there any way we can be afforded anymore clarity my lord?"
Faron didn't offer much, just a stare.
"You took it upon yourself to do this task. It is now up to you to finish it. You will not be given anymore information from me."
My ears perked at its tone.
Is that anger again?
I decided I wasn't going to question it. There was no point. I wasn't going to get an answer.
"I… I see."
Faron's gaze didn't falter, then it abruptly concluded our meeting. There was obviously nothing more to say.
"Farewell Queen of Destiny and Hero of Twilight," Faron began to disappear. "May we meet again at the crossroads of life."
With that, Faron's body curled back into a ball of light. Just as magnificently as it came, the dispersal diffracted across the canopy. A moment later, the light guardian was gone. The guardian was gone, but the whole meeting was unnerving. Everything about it had a sense of danger and foreboding. From Faron's initial appearance, to the things it said. I glanced over at Link who seemed to be lost in his thoughts.
He finally looked over at me.
"Why is there such hostility coming from the guardians? It's almost like they don't want us to do this."
The truth of the matter was, he was right. They didn't want us to do this. However, they couldn't expect us to stop if they were unwilling to disclose their reasons why. We were Hylians after all. And, Hylian nature meant striving for something greater than one's self. My father always told me that.
I shook my head.
"I honestly don't know, but we have a choice to go on. If they can't share with us more candid reasons why we shouldn't proceed, then we can't worry about their inclinations right now. We have a twilight queen to find."
Link was quiet at my conviction, then nodded slowly.
"I suppose you're right."
I started for the pool's edge.
"Come along," I said with a gesture. "Let's write what was told to us down so we don't forget it."
I headed back over to Epona and pulled out the Book of Mudora. On a blank page in the back, I quickly wrote the new riddle down under the previous one. I wanted to be careful not to miss one word. Every bit was important. Link joined me a few minutes later, but then looked at me perplexed when I put the book away and pulled out a dress along with some fresh undergarments from my satchel.
He gave me an offhanded look.
"What are you doing?"
I latched up my bag before I turned to answer.
"Do you think you could stand watch while I bathe? I feel so dirty in these clothes from the past two days and desperately want to change."
Link looked at me surprised.
"Uh... you want to bathe?"
I clutched my clothes close to my chest.
"Well, you said this was the only spot available because the creek wasn't feasible this morning. That's why I waited."
Even at my explanation Link shook his head. He probably thought I was being silly.
"My lady..."
However, I didn't want to be discouraged.
"Oh please, I won't be very long. I can't go around smelling like must all day, it doesn't become me."
For some reason he rolled his eyes at my comment, but his throat seemed to tighten at the thought. He suddenly looked a little uncomfortable. However, he eventually nodded and gave into my reasoning. He took a few steps back and gave me a quick once over.
"Um... fine, of course. I'll just wait with Epona. Just please remember that you aren't at the castle so you don't have the privacy you are normally afforded. But don't worry I won't come unless you call for me."
I smiled graciously, only half listening to what he was saying at this point, then hurried back towards the spring.
"Thank you," I called over my shoulder, "I promise I won't be long."
With that, I didn't wait for another word from him and went back to the spring.
~SSS~
Link
I watched as Zelda hurried away and groaned. I couldn't believe after what we just witnessed she was worried about taking a bath. Even so, I was going to honor my promise and keep watch until she was done. A queen was still a queen I suppose. I went over to Epona and took her to the far end of the road where the entrance of the spring was barely visible. I sat down on the ground next to the mountainside, keeping my line of sight straight ahead of me. From my periphery, I could see the spring in the distance, but Zelda must have made her way to the waterfall at the top, or something, because I didn't see her anywhere in the pool... not that I was actively looking. I wanted her to know I respected her privacy. Even so, my thoughts were preoccupied with other things anyway. My mind kept going back to what Ordona and now what Faron was warning us about.
Ordona stated we were going to 'unbind the terrors of the netherworld', and now Faron basically called us idiots for pursuing this venture. I didn't understand it, and if something wasn't completely clear to me then there was a hint of truth missing somewhere. If finding the mirror was something that was going to potentially harm Hyrule, why were we pursuing it? What did the queen's promise in wanting to help me find Midna have anything to do with Hyrule's safety? Why were the guardians being so obscure? Was the queen even telling me the complete truth?
Admittedly, I had my doubts about all this, and frankly I still do. But, I didn't think Zelda was lying when she said she wanted to help me. She seemed eager and enthusiastic to do so. However, I also couldn't help but think she was hiding something more from me as well. Why would she do this endeavor on her own at great risk to her own safety? She was the queen and she was out gallivanting throughout the land with me. Who was ruling in her stead? Was it someone trustworthy? How long did she tell her regent she would be gone? What if the citizens found out about her disappearance and started to panic? There were too many questions that needed answers.
It doesn't make sense.
I was convinced something bigger was brewing behind the scenes and the queen just wasn't disclosing all the reasons to me. If I hadn't caught her this morning with that message she was sending, she never would have told me about it. All I could do was hope she would share more of the details with me as the days went on. But, I needed to be patient. Admittedly, my attitude had been less than favorable. We just got reacquainted, and with the way I've been treating her, it was no wonder why she was reluctant to share more than what she needed to with me. One minute I was frustrated with her, the next I was smiling at her. I couldn't expect her to be forthcoming if she couldn't properly gauge me. However, I couldn't pretend my resentment wasn't still a very real issue either. I worked hard to control it, but yesterday just brought it all to the fore again. Finding out about the second mirror was a lot to take in. Even so, I hoped we could be amiable like we were now. I couldn't lie, I was enjoying her company very much. What man didn't want to travel with a beautiful brilliant woman? I forgot how gracious and unintentionally charming she was when she spoke. She was also funny in her own unique way. And though I wasn't letting it show, a lot of what she was saying made me chuckle.
"'You game me a fright,'" I mocked with a small grin.
Switching topics for a moment, I was still stunned to know we were looking for a second Mirror of Twilight. I pursued it myself some years ago with no success. How I was halted I didn't care to remember. However, I was told my pursuits were in vain because there was no second mirror. I tried not to be bitter about it now, and that was why I was remaining quiet. I had nothing to say. I just wanted to see where this all led. I wanted to see if Midna was at the end of this rainbow.
I ran my hand over some grass next to me.
How in the world are you twilight queen? What is your life like right now?
I then glanced back over at the spring and saw that Zelda was fully dressed and braiding her wet hair at the shoreline. I was surprised she washed up as quickly as she promised. Admittedly, I appreciated that she cared how she looked and smelled. It showed she didn't take anything for granted. However, there was one caveat I had with her appearance. I wish she wasn't wearing her hair back. The prudish look reminded me of when I first met her. Back then, she always wore her hair back and appeared serious. She was a beautiful woman either way, but she was glorious with her hair down. It flowed like waves down her back. She had such perfect hair. Maybe she would wear it down again one day. Whatever the case, it wasn't my place to tell her to or not. And, with my attitude being so ineffectual right now, it hardly seemed appropriate for me to ask. Nevertheless, I got up and headed back to the spring. When I approached, she turned and looked slightly startled, but calmed down when she saw it was only me. She smiled and placed her hand over her heart as I approached.
"You gave me a fright Master Link. How perfectly incorrigible of you."
I grinned at how she said that.
"Perfectly incorrigible?" I repeated.
She had no qualms with it.
"Yes, you should be ashamed."
My smile widened and I was even surprised at her new disposition. I was glad she was smiling more. It meant she was more confident in who she was. I remember the days when she barely smiled. I was glad to see she was making such efforts. It was certainly more attractive to see a beautiful face with a happy grin, than a pretty face with a sullen expression. She then got up and finished braiding her wet hair.
"I'm sorry if I kept you waiting long," she apologized. "The water was perfect."
I glanced over at the spring then back at her.
Was it? Thinking maybe I should bathe myself.
Even so, there was another little alcove I could go to to freshen up later. I wanted to get out of this forest for now. The most dangerous part was ahead. I didn't want to alarm her. However, when I didn't say anything, she looked at me with a hint of concern.
"Are you alright?"
I cut my gaze from the pool to back her face. My eyes searched her perfect visage for a moment.
Am I alright? That I'm beginning to question.
"I'm fine, " I verbalized. "Are you ready to go?"
She nodded.
"Yes, and thanks for keeping watch. You saved my existence."
I didn't reply right away, but it was sayings like that... nuances like that. She didn't realize how soothing and sweet her voice was when she spoke. Colin was right, she really was... something.
That even got a little chuckle out of me.
"Anytime, anytime."
~SSS~
Several hours later: Zelda
After I freshened up, we left Faron's Spring. We started our way north, where I eventually had to dismount Epona and travel with Link through a cave by foot. The cave exited to another tree canopied enclosed area of sorts. The canopy, though open, was dank and smelled of embossed mildew. Inadvertently, I found myself hovering closer to Link than I normally would. I couldn't help it, enclosed, dark places were not my forte. We journeyed farther north after exploring the small cavern, going over several gates, and traveling up narrow precipices and cliffs in the process. We finally reached the expanse of Hyrule Field beyond the last gate as our reward. Once we were there, Link called for Epona once more.
I still marveled at how in tune he was with her.
What an extraordinary horse.
I took in a deep sigh when I mounted her again.
"Are you okay?"
He must have taken notice of my uncomfortable state while we were in the cave. I merely nodded, hoping there were no more caves in the future. I hated the dark.
"I'm fine, thank you for asking."
Link nodded in return, and we continued on our way to Hyrule Field. We traveled in silence as another hour passed. The roads were light of travelers, until we finally caught sight of a small carriage coming up from the opposite direction. We got off the main pathway to allow it to pass by, but the closer it got the more it seemed to be coming towards us.
That's odd.
I initially didn't pay it any mind, but when I saw it stay its course, I quickly hooded myself and kept my head low.
Who in the world? I felt a twinge of panic.
Link apparently had the same response.
"Why are they following us?"
We were about to find out.
When the carriage got closer, I saw it was a standard model found around Castle Town. It was someone from the city. Link halted Epona when the carriage came to a complete stop near us. I saw the hero's hand station itself at the butt of his sword furtively. I was hoping there would be no need for that, but there were no guarantees in this day and age. Shortly after, a woman looked out the window, then the door to the carriage opened. Link gripped his tang tighter, but then lessened it when to both our surprise Lydia jumped out.
I stared at her shocked.
Dear goddesses, what in the world is she doing out here? Did she not get my letter?
"Lydia!" I said slightly stunned.
Link turned to look at me.
"You know this woman?"
I was surprised he didn't remember her too, they had spoken in passing in the past. However, perhaps she didn't leave a great enough impression on him. I nodded anyway and quickly dismounted.
"Yes," I stood at a distance so the carriage driver wouldn't see my face. I then lowered my voice. "She's a dear friend. She knows about my leaving the castle."
Link looked to my friend once again.
"Are you sure she can be trusted?"
I nodded again.
"She's always been loyal to me," I whispered.
That seemed to be the indication Link wanted to hear.
"Very well then, if she's okay with you, then she's okay with me."
I grinned at him for saying that.
Without waiting for a cue from me, Lydia hurried up to me and gave me a hug. She squeezed me tight.
"Forgive me for being worried about you," she whispered as she held me close, "I just wanted to make sure you were being tended to properly."
Her words made me smile.
That's my Lyddie, always concerned about me.
"It's quite alright," I pulled back, "did you get my letter?"
She nodded.
"Yes I did, but for whatever reason it made me even more worried about you."
I sighed.
"You silly girl," I shook my head. "How did you know it was me?"
Lydia nodded towards Link.
"You said you were going to be traveling with the hero, remember?" She pointed out. "As soon as I saw him I knew who the hooded woman was with him."
I appreciated how keen she was to what I wrote.
Lydia then glanced over at Link and smiled. She leaned in closer to me.
"He's even more handsome than I remembered my lady," she whispered.
I blushed when she said that.
"Lydia..."
Link grinned at Lydia's compliment, not disparaging the fact that he was listening in.
"I heard that," he joked.
Lydia giggled, then gave me a mischievous look.
"Have you told him yet?"
I couldn't believe she said that. I glanced over at Link, who was now looking between the both of us.
"Told me what?"
I was quick to speak up.
"Nothing, it's nothing."
I wasn't convincing in any way, and it only made what Lydia was talking about seem more suspicious. Link narrowed his eyes slightly, but decided not to question it further. Lydia was only making matters worse by looking over at him and giving him a flirtatious smile.
"She wants to let you know you look rather dashing in your tan tunic. Your rippling pectorals almost tear the fabric apart, you manly handsome creature you."
Link tried to keep a straight face, but it broke and he chuckled softly at what she said. Then, he turned his attention to me.
"Is that what you wanted to tell me?"
I looked over at him glowing red and didn't have an answer.
"Uh... yes."
Now the both of them laughed softly. I suppose it was a nice ice breaker. I didn't mind a laugh at my expense if it dispelled me from further embarrassment. I grinned and shrugged, which made the both of them laugh more. I looked at my friend gratefully, wishing I could communicate with the hero as easily as she.
She makes it look so simple.
Link's grin widened to a smile and he nodded playfully.
"Well, thank you madam."
"Uh...you're more than welcome good hero."
When he looked over at Lydia, she winked at him. This woman was too much.
I can only imagine what she gets like when she's alone with Ivan. That man probably has his hands full.
"Anyway," I directed the subject back to why she was looking for me, "how did you know to find me here?"
Lydia shook her head.
"I didn't in all honesty. I was heading to Ordon Village like your letter stated, but it seems we intercepted each other here instead."
I was grateful she didn't go all the way to Ordon. That would have only prompted more questions. However, I needed to know why she was searching for me.
"Is everything well?" Thinking there may have been an issue at the castle.
Lydia nodded.
"There are no problems to report, however, there was something unusual that happened while I was in Castle Town this morning."
Link and I both gave her our undivided attention when she said that.
"Something unusual?" Link repeated
I wonder if it had anything to do with what has been going on in the forest today, I discerned.
"Go on," I looked over at the carriage driver, who was now looking at me with a slight suspicion.
I couldn't say I blamed him. It was kind of odd with the way Lydia had him stopped, just to jump out and speak with two random people, especially when one of those people was the hero. I planned to wrap this up soon and get her going. I didn't want anymore rumors starting that didn't need to be started.
Lydia then spoke.
"There was a strange looking man dressed in warrior gear with bandages covering his face. He had an enigmatic emblem on his breastplate, and piercing red eyes. I had never seen such a person before, it was quite strange."
I shook my head stunned.
"What?"
The description she gave sounded like someone from the Sheikah, but they hadn't been personal attendants to the royal family in years. What was one of them doing in Hyrule?
Link suddenly looked at Lydia concerned.
"Was he an assassin?"
Lydia shook her head.
"I don't know, but when he saw me specifically, he came up to me and said, 'tell your queen to open her heart and forget her foolish quest,' he then went into the crowd and disappeared."
I looked at Lydia dumbfounded for a moment.
Open my heart? I was confused. Forget my quest? This is getting more puzzling by the minute.
"I was terrified for your safety," Lydia said suddenly. "So I went out looking for you. I was so glad to see Master Link in your company."
Link merely nodded.
"You don't have to worry about her being protected. I'd do anything to protect my queen, anything."
I didn't mean to, considering our subject matter, but I looked over at him surprised. I stared into his eyes for a brief moment.
"Really?" I couldn't help but ask.
His expression didn't change.
"That's something you should never doubt my lady. So yes, really."
I didn't know why I felt the need to hear that again, Link was a man of chivalry, of course he would do his duty. However, right now he was just down right puzzling me. I didn't know whether he liked me or hated me. In all honesty, it didn't matter, the only thing that was important was his loyalty to Hyrule, and I knew he had that without a shadow of a doubt.
Lydia decided to emphasize her appreciation more readily.
"I knew you would."
I decided to let the impromptu side matter go for now and took Lydia's hand in mine.
"Thank you so much Lyddie. I won't forget this."
She fanned me off.
"Don't worry about that. Just be careful."
This time Link interceded.
"You needn't worry. I'll protect her, I promise."
Hearing it again only made me feel more astonished. I didn't know what to say.
Zelda stop being foolish. This is what you asked him to do.
Lydia smiled at his words, then impulsively came up to him and gave the hero a hug.
"Thank you," she whispered, "please don't let anything happen to her, she's honestly like a sister to me."
That was very kind of her to say, and I found that my throat was tightening up because of it. I had to bat my eyes so I wouldn't tear up. I was so grateful that Lydia was so loyal to me. I couldn't have asked for a better friend.
"You better hurry back to the castle," I said, when she pulled away. "I need you and Sir Shad to keep the ruse going."
Lydia merely nodded and almost bowed, but caught herself.
Good save. My heart beat slowed to a normal state.
"Yes Miss…" she waited for me to cue her.
"Elga."
Lydia gave me an offhanded stare and nearly snickered.
"Uh… Miss Elga. By the way, the little rumor you wanted me to circulate, well it spread like a bramble patch."
I looked at her perplexed for a moment.
"What are you talking about?"
Lydia grinned.
"Your little tryst with Prince Elbourne," she divulged quietly so the carriage driver wouldn't hear. "Everyone is saying it's positively scandalous, but it's also about time."
I was going to kill her. Why would she bring up Elbourne in front of all people Link? Maybe she wasn't aware of how much the two men disliked each other. There was a brief silence between the three of us before Link took a step forward and looked between the two of us.
"A tryst with Prince Elbourne?" he repeated.
"It's-"
"It's not true," I interrupted with a little fierceness in my voice. "I only had it said because I needed a cover, and I didn't want the guards coming after me."
Lydia and Link both looked at me in surprise. Inadvertently, I felt my cheeks blush in embarrassment.
Maybe I did put a little more oomph in that than I should have, I realized I overreacted.
There was another brief silence between the three of us, until it was obvious the conversation needed to end in order to stay on a safe note. Lydia decided to take the lead in that.
"Well…" Lydia trailed, with a hint of nervousness in departing from my company, "I better get going."
I nodded.
"Yes," I replied, with a hint of finality, "I think you'd better."
Afterwards, Lydia took a few steps back and carefully put her hand over her heart as a sign of allegiance to me.
'Please be careful,' she mouthed.
I merely nodded back.
Lydia my dear, I don't think there is a woman in the entire kingdom more loyal to me than you.
Link nodded at her as well.
With that, Lydia got in her carriage and headed back to Hyrule Castle. Link and I both waited for the carriage to be out of earshot before either one of us spoke again. Link spoke first.
"What an extraordinary woman. What a display of loyalty."
I couldn't have agreed with him more. I stared after the carriage until it was safely onto the main road, then thought about some of the things she told me.
I wonder who that man was that Lydia described. That's so strange that an individual, that I don't know, would just come out of nowhere and say I needed to 'open my heart'.
It was just one of many unusual things taking place in Hyrule actually: bandits were on the loose with possible cult affiliations, guardians giving vague warnings with mysterious uncharacteristic behaviors, ancient metaphysical texts were showing up out of nowhere, and now strange men were popping up giving unsolicited advice. What in the world was going to happen next? I pondered over all these occurrences while glancing over at Link. To my surprise, he was already looking my way, staring intently at me. I wondered what his expression was about.
"Yes?"
He didn't answer right away, but he looked concerned.
"Is there anything you want to discuss my lady? Are you sure there's nothing you want to unload?"
There was plenty, but I didn't even know where to begin.
"No, not really."
Link's eyes searched my face after my answer. Admittedly, it made me a little uncomfortable and I didn't understand why. He was simply concerned. I needed to stop being so nervous around him. Link attempted to probe me once more.
"Are you sure there isn't anything you'd like to talk about? You seem troubled."
I forced a smile, which was probably the most disingenuous thing I could do.
"Oh no, I'm fine. Really."
Link didn't believe me, but I didn't expect him to.
"Nothing? Nothing at all?"
I swallowed hard at the intensity of his blue eyes staring into mine.
"Yes, I'm sure."
I could sense he didn't believe me, but then he looked away. There was a brief silence between us. Afterwards, I decided to mount Epona again.
What was that all about?
"Shall we get going?"
Link stared up at me for a moment, then finally nodded. We started on our way once more.
"Whatever you say." He shrugged.
He sounded disappointed, and, I couldn't believe how foolish I was. The hero was actually willing to talk to me and I completely squandered the opportunity. I was already going back and forth in my head about starting an exchange with him. Finally, he presented me the chance to do so, and I cower away. We then rode along for another hour. I kept glancing down at the hero. He was quiet, but his expression was notably serious. What was he thinking? Was he upset? I certainly hoped not. I then decided to start the conversation again. I didn't want to thwart anymore attempts.
It was then I spoke up.
"Uh… I wanted to thank you for your words of loyalty earlier. It really does mean a lot to me."
Link didn't turn around to look up at me.
"That shouldn't be a surprise to you your majesty. I'm always going to be loyal to you and Hyrule."
I was still shocked to hear him speak this way. It was a long way from a couple days prior. I knew I was was probably making more of this than I should, but his words meant a great deal to me. Our relationship ended on such a bad note before. I didn't think he would ever profess loyalty to me again. Even so, I still needed to remember not to overreact to ever little thing he said and did. I was acting like an adolescent,
Come on Zelda, stop being ridiculous.
"Thank you."
He shook his head.
"Please don't thank me. What kind of man would I be if I didn't protect my queen?"
I contemplated on those words for a moment. His queen... his queen. There was something intimate and personal about saying my title that way. I was glad he still saw me as such. It was nice to be his something. I knew I couldn't expect this kind of reaction all the time, but it was nice to have it now. I had to be honest, I found it remarkable he could still say those words to me... after... after everything. I grinned and stared down at Epona's mane. That was when Link turned and saw my expression. He caught me off guard. He returned my grin.
"I knew that would do the trick. It's much easier to make you smile these days."
I did not have much of a rebuttal, so I shrugged. It was true. His words were prophetic. They made me smile more.
"Indeed," was all I replied.
Link turned back to facing forward.
"I'm glad you're smiling more often your majesty. You have a beautiful smile."
I looked at him surprised. The compliment seemed to come out of nowhere. Why was he being so agreeable suddenly?
Is he being serious?
"Oh… thank you once again Master Link." I did not know what else to say. "I certainly appreciate your kind words."
We got quiet again and rode along for a couple more miles. Our conversation pieces were becoming so disjointed: they would end and begin, and end and begin, and end and begin. And, I knew it was because of my shyness. We were at an ending phase at this point. However, this time Link broke the cycle once more and we were going to begin again. We were heading north onto Eldin Fields when he decided to speak up. It seemed something pressing was on his mind that he wanted clarification on.
"So... what was your friend talking about back there your majesty?"
I looked at him curiously regarding the inquiry.
"Regarding what? There was a great deal she discussed."
At first, I assumed he was talking about the Sheikah Lydia spotted. It was the most interesting part of the previous conversation. At least in my opinion. However, with Link's distinct chuckle in thinking for some odd reason I was deflecting in some way, I knew he wasn't speaking on that. He was being specific on something judging from his apparent cynicism. But honestly, I had no idea what he was talking about. He then made his point more clear, it was more salacious than anything regarding the Sheikah.
"Regarding your little tryst with Prince Elbourne."
At hearing the dragon prince's name, I rolled my eyes. I wanted to avoid this subject as much as possible, nothing good was going to come of it. I knew how much Link disliked the dragon prince.
"Oh, right… that."
Link turned to look at me, and slightly narrowed his eyes.
"Yes, that."
I knew then it was best just to explain my reasoning the best way I could.
"Well, it's simple really, it's nothing. It's just a rumor I had started so I could leave the castle without question."
I could tell he understood my justification, Link obviously just didn't agree with it.
"And why would a rumor like that have such merit?"
I stared at him surprised, but tried not to be baited.
"You... you know why. He's my friend."
He avoided my eyes just then and got quiet.
"Something I still don't understand," he muttered to himself.
My ears perked.
"I beg your pardon?"
Link shook his head and continued to avoid my eyes.
"It's nothing, forget it."
Afterwards, there was a brief silence between us that I wish had been verbalized. One where I knew we were both thinking more on the subject than we were saying. We should have been brave and honest. It was better to clear the air than remain silent. In fact, when Link looked my way again that was exactly what I intended to do. Even so, I never remembered his gaze being quite so intimidating before.
"What's on your mind Master Link?"
He paused for a moment and looked away again.
"Nothing really."
The evasiveness was starting.
"What does that mean?"
He paused, but then finally decided to be more forthcoming.
"Are you sure that's the kind of rumor you want circulated about yourself? You, as an unwed woman, having an open affair with a playboy like his highness? It might get back to Dragon Roost."
I looked at him a little taken aback by his frankness. However, I fully expected the rumor to get back to Dragon Roost. It would have substantiated it more if it did. I decided to ignore the apparent digs in his question.
"That only gives it more clout."
Link seemed frustrated with my answer.
"Won't your little boyfriend, Prince Elbourne, get the wrong idea and think wedding bells or something? Unless, of course, that's what you want."
I was quiet for a moment. Something was definitely amiss in how he asked that question or the implication of that question. He almost sounded jealous. And to be frank, extremely jealous.
Where's this coming from?
I wasn't going to pretend I wasn't slightly flattered that the hero was so interested, but I didn't know if it was because he despised the dragon prince or was concerned for me. In any such case, I decided to put his mind at ease.
"I have no intention of marrying Elbourne." I got rid of that notion. "I told you, he's merely a friend."
Link looked away like he didn't believe me.
He scoffed.
"Oh really?"
I didn't know how many times I had to say it. I wasn't lying, so I saw no need to keep reiterating the same point, but admittedly he was starting to get under my skin.
Why is he acting this way now? What difference does it make to him when he's so enamored with Midna?
I wasn't going to back down.
"Yes," I replied, with a hint of defiance, "really."
Link's eyes met mine once more as if challenging me.
"That's not the way he sees it."
I stared back.
"I don't care how he sees it. Our relationship has always been one of friendship, that's all."
Link didn't react to the irritation in my voice at all. However, he wasn't going to let my last statement slide either. It was the first time since we got reacquainted again that I actually let my guard down.
"Do you have any idea what he says about you? Do you know how he describes your encounters of the two of you alone?"
My ears perked when he said that.
"What?"
He felt vindicated by my reply.
"So I'm guessing you don't know."
My heart skipped a beat.
"What are you talking about? What did he say?"
Link shook his head.
"Trust me, I don't think you want to know."
I felt my stomach churn at his reply.
"That's where you're wrong," I replied, "I do want to know."
He shook his head.
"No you don't."
"Yes I do."
"No... you don't."
I was getting frustrated with this back and forth. Link clearly wanted to stir the pot, and now that he piqued my curiosity he was going to insist that I didn't and shouldn't want to know what Elbourne said about me. What kind of nonsense was this?
"Will you stop being evasive and just tell me? I'm an adult, I can handle it."
Link then stopped Epona and turned to face me full on. He looked me straight in the eyes.
"You're the Queen of Hyrule," he stated, as if I didn't know my own title. "And, he talks about you like you're a brothel girl. He's vulgar and crude about your relationship with him."
I stiffened when I heard that. Link looked so serious while he was addressing me.
Vulgar? I felt nervous. What the hell has Elbourne been saying?
I wasn't expecting this.
"How do you know any of this?"
Link's gaze didn't waver.
"I was his escort remember."
I avoided his gaze for a moment. This might have been worse than I thought. Who knew what Elbourne would say in Link's presence just to get a rise out of him. I was almost afraid to ask, but... I did so anyway.
"What… what did he say?"
Link paused and was quiet for a long time. After his moment of contemplation he shook his head again.
"I... I really don't think I should tell you," he reneged.
Good heavens what the hell did he say?
"I want to know."
He shook his head again.
"My lady-"
"Tell me!" I interrupted loudly, then covered my mouth when I realized how uncouth I sounded.
Link looked at me surprised, then raised his hands in surrender.
"Alright, alright you win. I'll tell you."
I sighed, not meaning to raise my voice.
"I'm sorry," I apologized. "Forgive me, I didn't mean to snap."
Link simply nodded, but he still didn't divulge anything right away. In fact, he looked away from me, and ran a hand through his dark blonde hair. He seemed really uneasy with what he was about to say.
"Uh… uh… are you familiar with the term the 'spread tektite?'"
This was going to be worse than I thought. The 'spread tektite' was a hypersexualized position, where one person was one way vertically, while the other person was the other way vertically, with their legs were spread... standing up. I read about it. I knew what it was. But I never experienced it myself, especially with Elbourne. It was usually privy to brothel girls.
I was shocked.
"What?"
Link didn't bother repeating himself.
"I'll take that as a yes. Well, he said you were a huge fan of the 'spread tektite' ... especially when you drank more than you should."
My heart raced. That was a complete and total lie. I didn't know what to say. I hardly indulged in alcohol. I was never drunk.
"I-I… I…"
I can't believe it, Elbourne is telling people I've done that with him!
Even with my reaction Link decided to go on.
"He also talked about you having a birthmark in a very distinct place. He never said where."
I was going to kill that bastard. The dragon prince knew how much I hated that thing. I never liked discussing it, especially because it was so unorthodox. Even still, I felt the need to explain.
"He's speaking about my birthmark by my belly button. Elbourne first saw it at a swimming party at his family's lake shore home! Me, along with twenty-six other people mind you! It simply due to my bathing suit!"
Link looked surprised at the divulgence.
"You were in a two piece swimsuit?"
My stomach churned. That was what had his attention?
"It-it was a modest two piece!" I defended. "That's besides the point! Elbourne should not go around spreading such salacious rumors!"
Link just nodded.
"I agree, but it gets a lot worse. And with as closed knitted as you are in your appearance, I'm surprised you admitted to wearing the two piece to me."
I wanted to scream.
Do I really seem that uptight? I'm so sick of people thinking I'm a dull, boring person!
"I have a rather fun side Master Link!" I said, with ironic seriousness. "I'm more fun than you can imagine!"
Link inadvertently snickered.
"Right," he said sarcastically.
My frustration mounted.
Link probably thinks I'm some hedonistic pleasure seeker who pretends to be a prude! Maybe that was another reason why he was so angry when I first called on him. He had heard all this nonsense from Elbourne!
The hero went on.
"He also said something about when you're hot and heavy, you moan like a pussycat. That's intense. He also said you whimper like a kitty."
My jaw became agape, but honestly that had more credence than I would ever admit to.
"Whimper like a what?"
Link had no qualms and went on.
"Yeah… then he talked about 'tasting your cherry tart.' He said it's the best thing in Hyrule. I thought that was pretty vulgar even in amongst a group of men."
I was starting to panic.
Oh my goddess! It can't be true! Elbourne could not have been talking so licentiously about me to his escort!
I didn't know what to say.
"I… I'm disgusted."
Link nodded, but continued. I think in some egregious way he found this humorous.
"He also said you go crazy when he rubs on your-"
"Okay I've heard enough! This is disgusting and ridiculous!"
Link shrugged.
"I told you you didn't want to hear it."
When I saw Elbourne again I swore I was going to slap him across his face. How could he let filth like that fall from his lips? True or not, those things shouldn't have been uttered about me. Where the hell was the dragon prince's honor?
Link then turned and saw the distressed look on my face. He spoke on it.
"For what it's worth, I didn't believe a word of it, especially now that I've seen how you react in my presence."
I looked at him taken aback.
"What do you mean by that?"
Link clarified.
"If you were the wild woman that Elbourne claimed you to be, then you wouldn't blush every time I looked at you," he reasoned. "A woman who's been around doesn't blush at a look. It takes a whole lot more to make a woman like that blush."
As if on command, I felt my cheeks burn. He acts as if he was an authority on the subject. Link turned and smirked at me.
"See," he said with a hint of arrogance.
Ooh! I hate how he can do this to me, and I'm so weak about controlling it! And I find this behavior rather odd considering his apparent fixation for Midna! What the hell is wrong with him?
"That's a very pompous thing to say."
He didn't feel deterred by my comment.
"It's a very true thing to say your majesty."
I greatly disliked the fact that I had no rebuttal for that. I didn't have one, I didn't have one simple reply.
"Whatever," I muttered to myself.
I watched Link turn back around and grin.
You and that cocky charismatic smile, I wish you didn't see through me so easily Master Link.
Link giddied Epona again, and we started back down the road.
We traveled for another hour in silence, and since we were getting along again, I thought this would be a good opportunity to try and bridge the gap between us. The real gap. The one caused so long ago. I knew Link and I could dance around the subject all we wanted, but eventually what happened was going to have to be dealt with.
There's no way we are going to be able to work together if we pretend there is no conflict between us.
"Um… Master Link."
The hero turned his head so he could see me in his periphery.
"Yes?"
I wasn't sure how I should begin this.
"I wanted to thank you again for accompanying me in this endeavor."
Link nodded.
"To be quite honest. I was surprised that you made the request that you did. I thought that kind of generosity was gone."
He must have been referring harder times.
I'm so sorry Link.
"I… I want to apologize for not taking this into consideration sooner."
I subtly dropped a hint.
However, Link fanned my apology off.
"I understand why you couldn't. You had a kingdom to rule."
I wasn't going to let that deter me.
"That shouldn't matter, especially with all that you've been through."
The trek with Epona suddenly slowed and Link got quiet. He then realized what I was doing.
"My lady..."
My guilt started to surge. It couldn't be helped.
"I-I want to make my apologies to you. I want you to know-"
He closed his eyes.
"Drop it."
My breathing quickened. I knew he was going to say that. But then Link suddenly turned to look at me. He stopped his horse completely now.
"Master Link-"
He was adamant.
"Drop it your majesty," he interrupted again, more sharply.
There was a tense silence between us afterward. I stared in his eyes, feeling at odds in that moment. It was either keep lying to ourselves or deal with this head on. I chose the latter.
"You know I can't do that. You know what we need to address. I only want-"
His eyes said it all.
"I don't want to talk about this!" he snapped. "I mean it."
My throat tightened.
"But Master Link-"
"Do you really want to do this right now? Do you really want to have this conversation right now?"
I wasn't surprised at his anger, but his quick shift caught me off guard. I looked at him helplessly.
"I really think that we should. How else are we going to heal?"
He suddenly looked at a loss himself. Then... then he gave me that stare... that stare. The one that cut so deep into my soul. The one where I knew he couldn't hide behind a ruse. All the pain he tried to conceal was in his eyes. There was no denying it.
"Do you want another escort?" he countered in a low controlled voice.
I shook my head. It didn't have to come to this.
"Of course I don't want another escort. I want you, I want to be with you. You're the reason I-" I stopped myself when I realized what I just said. "What I meant was, you're the reason I'm doing all this."
Link too was surprised by my slip up, but he ignored it.
"We can call this whole thing off right now. I will escort you back to the castle and I will return to Ordon. The choice is yours. However, I will not rehash what happened between us five years ago. It's over. I don't want to think about it anymore."
I could see that the wound was still raw. I could still see the trigger that caused him to go rogue was still there. However, something deeper was going on here. Something much deeper. His anger was coming from a much more visceral place. I knew our falling out was bad, but there was something else that happened to him back then that he wasn't willing to tell me. That is where I think all this anger was coming from.
Something else happened to him. Something I'm not aware of. I know he went through quite an ordeal, but there's no way what I've done to him is triggering this kind of reaction. No, no this is much deeper.
I decided I was in a losing battle today.
"Alright, I'll drop it."
Link stared into my eyes for a moment, before turning back around and taking hold of Epona's reigns. He closed his eyes, and sighed frustratingly.
"Thank you," he muttered finally, and giddied Epona along.
This was not how this was supposed to go.
"You're welcome," I replied.
I hated that we quarreled this way.
That's alright great hero. I'll leave the matter alone for now, but we will discuss this later. There's no doubt in my mind that you and I will have to one day finally clear the air.
Thank you for reading.
