How Zelda Got Her Groove Back

by ZeldaRubix

Seven years after the events of Twilight Princess, Zelda is queen. However, she must right the wrongs of the past and help a broken hero heal. What lies ahead for the queen? She will be guided with the help of an unexpected friend. Reupload. Original upload May 2012.

23. Chapter 23

Inspiration: "Don't Know What You Got 'Til It's Gone," Joanie Mitchell. "Tree of Life," album by Audiomachine for the 2020 reedit.

Original Shout Out: Jessica, Leah, Catnip101, Elza17, PrincessZeldaFigureSkater, thanks for reading.

New Shout Out: Pumpkinboss, thank you for reading.

Author's Note: To GodonXiR there's a little something in there for you lol. Reuploaded and reedited 6/26/2020.

Special note: Remember it's ONLY a story. Enjoy the read! ~ZR~.

Word Count: 18,443

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Chapter 23

Later that night: Link

After the meeting with King Xavier, everyone retired to bed. I was currently in the antechamber room of the main hall watching over Midna. The day had been arduous. I was grateful, for the most part, that everyone was safe. Midna being the exception. However, I was hopeful with what Hylia disclosed. The twilight monarch was breathing. The twilight monarch was subdued. She resembled a woman more in deep sleep than on the verge of death. But, this was only the first few hours of this happening. There was no telling what toll her body would take as the days went on. Her vital force was being monitored with an orb floating above her, giving constant readings of her status. The orb turned on automatically when I moved her from the chaise she was previously resting on, to a plush couch situated in the far right wall of this room. There must have been a sensor to her life force for it to automatically activate and monitor her. This condition was grave. We needed to find this 'Virtue Key' Hylia spoke of as soon as possible.

Until then, I made sure Midna was comfortable by placing a duvet over her body and tucking her in. Afterwards, I went checking the perimeter once more. The room appeared safe, but Ghirahim was no regular menace. If he wanted a way in, I doubt he could be stopped by a barrier. I went back to the window to reexamine the panes and saw that nothing was out of place. It would be hard getting through an adamantine structure. Hard, but not impossible. That was the issue. We had no idea what destructive powers this monster could definitively employ. Beyond the pane, I found myself staring at the mysterious black and orange light flickering in its own unconventional way. Midna's twilight power. It was a marvel. However, I couldn't rightly explain how she was sustaining herself, while also protecting everyone else. Sheer will? Training? Something else perhaps? In any such case, Midna's safety was an absolute priority.

The only thing any of us can do for her now is keep her out of harms way.

Beyond the barrier was the vast landscape that made up the rest of the Twilight Realm. It was amazing. The ethereal light stayed perpetually cast, only differentiating the night time from the day time by a waning darkening luminescence. At night, everything seemed to give off a glow. The black trees radiated. The multi colored water shined, creating these small rainbow-like arcs on the surface. And the general vegetation had an inherent biological luminescence to it. In short, the realm was magnificent. That magnificence was now being threatened by a deranged psychopath.

Ghirahim was out there in the world somewhere and he wasn't going to stop after one set back. That attack at the moat was merely a test to see how far he could extend his reach while still eliciting control over the creatures he sent to this realm. If he somehow was able to maintain a greater amount of control, he was going to use that to his advantage. My guess was he was going to try more aggressive attacks as the days went on. The strength and will of those monsters would determine the growing strength of their master. It would also determine how much weaker Midna was becoming. Hylia stated that Midna had one month at best to maintain the full concentration of the barrier before her life force gave out... one month. It was a sobering reality. I just hoped that it would be enough time to find this Virtue Key and wake her back up. It would have to be.

I narrowed my eyes slightly.

I am not going to let anything happen to you Midna.

Soon after, I turned from the window and walked back over to the twilight queen. I stared at her sleeping face for just a moment. She was a vision even in slumber. It was no wonder I lost my head for a moment when I saw her. I thought seven years would have dulled that. It seems it hadn't. Even now, I felt surreal in her presence. All those memories of our adventuring together, cajoling each other, getting frustrated with each other... they surged through me like lightning. And when she kissed me... I couldn't say I hadn't desired that from the moment I took on this endeavor. Here she was. Alive. Tangible. Real. It was no wonder Zelda reacted the way she did.

I sat down on the chair next to the bed and ran my hands over my face. How in the world was I going to reconcile my actions with the queen of Hyrule? How could I explain to her it was a moment of weakness that had nothing to do with my love for her? I wasn't grandstanding. Even now, I knew who I wanted to be with. I knew who I was in love with. It was Zelda. But would she believe that if I told her right now? Had I done too much damage? I needed to talk to her. I needed to see her so I could try to reassure her. However, I wasn't sure she would let me. I wouldn't be surprised if Zelda told me she never wanted to see me again after everything was said and done. It was like the most terrible parts of our history were repeating itself.

I shook my head at my folly.

"Link, you're an idiot," I muttered of myself.

I had to make things right. However, a new problem had now presented itself: Elbourne of Dragon Roost. That slimy bastard was trying to weasel his way into my relationship with Zelda. I saw how he was trying to manipulate the situation. I saw how he was trying to discredit me in front of her. I saw how he was trying to needle everything I said and did. It was by design. He wasn't a fool and I knew there was credible history there. I knew from the moment he infringed himself upon us at the Arbiter's Grounds, that he was going to be a problem. I just had no idea how big of a problem he was going to be. He was involved with Midna, a secret alliance, and who knew what else. Then there was that incident at the barrier. Hylia stated that the barrier repelled evil. What the hell did that say about Elbourne? What was going on with him? I couldn't let myself be consumed by him because Ghirahim was the greater threat. However, this was not going to go unresolved. There would be a reckoning.

I was at a loss for now. There was only so much my two Hylian hands could do. After my contemplation, I got up and went back to the window to watch the horizon. No changes to the landscape, as I hadn't expected there to be, but then suddenly something unexpected happened. I saw a figure land in the foliage below after apparently jumping from a second or even third story window. Afterwards, the person took off running into the forest nearby. It caught me off guard, but it only took me a moment to realize that the figure running was Hylia in her Sheikah disguise.

I looked on taken aback.

"What is she doing?" I whispered.

Realizing I wouldn't get an explanation just standing there, I made a quick decision to go follow after her. It would be a gamble leaving Midna alone, but we couldn't afford to lose someone as valuable as Hylia. The goddess is the goddess and she was spot on in her insights, unorthodox as she may be. I grabbed my satchel and my broadsword, then made my way to the main hall. However, I stopped midway to the front foyer when I noticed a shadow looming across the opposite wall of a long stairwell. It was someone heading upstairs.

"What in the world...?"

Unsettled with this discovery, I quietly hurried over and hid myself underneath the stairwell. As the adjacent staircase winded around to the top, I saw that the shadow belonged to Prince Elbourne. My frustration grew at the sight of him. I had a strong feeling I knew where he was going. Who he was going to go see. I continued my stealth climb when he ascended to the top. When I heard him knock on the door, I walked slightly faster but stayed low. I crouched at the top stair so as not to be seen, but I was just in time to witness him being invited into Zelda's room. I wasn't going to lie, I felt my blood begin to boil at this revelation. However, I wasn't going to barge in on them right away and make a scene. That was what Elbourne wanted. I was going to wait. Elbourne had twenty minutes. If he wasn't out of there in twenty minutes, Zelda was going to have another upset visitor. At that point, I wouldn't care about creating a scene. Until then, I was going to wait. I would bide my time. It seemed my going after the goddess was going to have to wait. However, there was no way in hell I was just going to allow something like this to happen right under my goddamn nose. I walked over to a curtain near the entrance of the door and hid myself behind it. I didn't want to stay in sight.

What the hell Zelda. I understand that you're upset with me, but what the hell is this? What are you doing? Why are you being reckless? Whatever the case, you have twenty minutes.

~SSS~

Meanwhile moments earlier in a Twili's lodging: Zelda

What a day yesterday had been. I was glad we were able to intercept the queen in time, but the dangers were only beginning. I couldn't help but feel guilty knowing much of what was going on was happening because of me. If only I hadn't been stubborn. If only I had listened. If only I had given the shards to Hylia. All would be well. Midna would be awake. Ghirahim wouldn't be out in her world planning its destruction and the insurgence of Hyrule. Demise would stay an after thought. History would remain how it was. This was grave. This was very grave. It had only been seven years since the people had peace. Would their lives be shattered once again? I tried not to be a cynic, but I couldn't shake this feeling. What was Xavier truly doing here? His alliance talk was a cover. He was here for another purpose entirely. Why else would there be a coup waiting for him? Did he give Midna that locket? If so, why would he do so? To silence her? To warn her? What was Xavier really up to? Why was he so terrified of Ghirahim? Besides the obvious, he sounded as though he knew the creature. Was he working with Ghirahim somehow? I had my suspicions, but I needed answers. When dawn arrived, the king had some explaining to do. He was not going to walk away again. There was too much at stake.

I rubbed the back of my neck wearily as I stared out the window at the half jade half opal moon. The mysterious luminary rose high in the sky and shined an eclectic dual light beyond the barrier. The phenomenon was extraordinary. I wondered what accounted for its existence. I had never seen such a thing. There were sights here that were simply magnificent. Black trees with platinum white ferns. Gradients of xylem and phloem being seen while drawing up within the foliage. Dark spectras of space created fractals, which were responsible for the bioluminescence in the surroundings. Branches swayed in a constant rhythm in the wind. The wind actually sounded like music at certain points in the stream. The Twilight Realm was incredible. There wasn't a place in Hyrule that could compare. I had to wonder how anyone would want to leave. I could stay here and study its culture and atmosphere for a lifetime and still not know everything. I suddenly understood why Midna was so proud of her land and her people. It was a world of wonder. It was a world of secrets. I could understand why she wouldn't want a bunch of 'light dwellers' interloping and ruining it. However, beyond the beauty, was a menace lying in wait. A menace that needed to be stopped. I could have no solace until he was stopped.

I walked away from the window and sighed as I contemplated the events of the past few days. So much had changed in such a short span of time. I hoped to garner some more insights. I needed some information, some clarity with what to do next. I looked in the Book of Mudora, but there was no other clue for me to tap into at this time. Until I spoke with Exerion, the next few chapters were shrouded in mystery. Pages coded in an ancient Twili language. That was strange because those pages didn't appear that way until we entered into the Twilight Realm. Therein lied the problem. What could I reference now? I needed some way to access information. Maybe I needed to look again. I was about to restart my search in the Book of Mudora, when something caught my eye. I noticed a large shelf in the north corner of the room.

The shelf did not have typical bound volumes as seen in Hyrule, but instead round orbs organized on it, hundreds of them. I walked over to the shelf curious. Could this be what I needed? I picked one up and saw the orb had an inscription engraved in Twili: פאַרמינג אָרב farming orb. My curiosity grew and picked up another. It read: סטראַטעגיע אָרב strategy orb. I then realized these orbs were like books. Each orb had different subjects and frames of reference. I was marveled. I decided to look at the strategy orb I procured. It might provide some much needed information. I placed the other orb back on the shelf, and took the strategy orb to the table in the center of the room. Something told me this large piece of furniture was not merely for decoration. I wasn't certain how to activate it, until I saw a concave recess in the center of the table. Thinking I might have found the mechanism to open it, I placed the orb on the recess. A moment later, a Twili projection appeared and a male Twili started speaking. I took a step back stunned.

It spoke in Twili:

"די טוויליגהט אָרב נומער 121735, סטראַטעגיעס פֿאַר ניצל," די פּרויעקציע סטאַרטעד. "עס איז גאָר וויכטיק אַז איר מאַדזשאַסטי קווין מידנאָ, בעל די טווילי סליפּ טעכניק. עס איז אַ טעכניק וואָס איז געניצט דורך אונדזער אָוועס צו באַשיצן אונדזער טווילי מענטשן פון די אַרויס וועלט און פון ליכט דוועלערז, אויב זיי קלייַבן צו ברעכן דורך. איך האָב גערעדט צו קינג טווילים וועגן די ענקערידזשמאַנט פון זיין פרוי און אויך דער דערציונג פון זיין טאָכטער פּרינסעס מידנאַ. אָן זיי לערנען און מאַסטערינג דעם טעכניק, די טווילי מענטשן קען ליידן אַ שרעקלעך גורל. א בילדונגקרייז אָרב איז געגעבן צו פּרינסעס מידנאַ, און קווין מידנאָ האט שוין ינקעראַדזשד צו האַלטן אין זייער פרייַע צייַט. טוויליגהט אָרב אן אנדער דערהייַנטיקן וועט זיין צוגעשטעלט אין דער צוקונפֿט צו מעסטן און האַלטן שפּור פון זייער הצלחה.121735 איז גאַנץ."

I obviously didn't understand everything that was said, but then I saw there was a translation option. I pushed the round shaped button operating the device and suddenly the Twili translated to Hylian. The projection started again.

It spoke in Hylian this time:

"Twilight orb number 121735, strategies for survival," the projection started. "It is of utmost importance that her majesty Queen Mydno, master the Twili Sleep technique. It is a technique used by our ancestors to protect our Twili people from the outside world and from light dwellers, should they choose to break through. I have spoken to King Twylim regarding the encouragement of his wife and also the rearing of his daughter Princess Midna. Without them learning and mastering this technique, the Twili people could suffer a dire fate. An educational orb has been given to Princess Midna, and Queen Mydno has been encouraged to keep practicing in her leisure time. Another update will be provided in the future to measure and keep track of their success. Twilight orb 121735 is complete."

The projection then stopped. I placed my hand on my chin thoughtfully.

"That would explain Midna's fail safe," I reasoned, "but I can't imagine her energy could be sustained at such a level. Hylia said it herself, Midna's life force would only last a month."

I then removed the orb and went back to the shelf. I searched for another orb that could provide some more useful information. Instead, one caught my eye that was a little more salacious. But, it might be helpful. It was titled: ליכט דוועלער יענטע אָרב light dweller gossip orb. The title was a bit vogue, but I took it to the center console anyway. I placed the orb in the recess like before, and immediately chose the Hylian setting. A moment later, another projection was showing. It was quite a revelation.

"Twilight orb 282167, the light dweller," the projection started. "A light dweller has been seen on several different occasions walking throughout the Twilight Realm. The light dweller seems respectful of our customs, but many of the people find it strange that Queen Midna would be entertaining such a person when there are far more exceptional Twili suitors in her consort. This has led some to believe that the queen is not looking out for the best interests of her people, but her own selfish desires. There are even rumors that she is having a romantic relationship with this light dweller. He is a prince from the world of light, but beyond that not much is known to the people at large. The queen is secretive for the most part about this relationship, but too many Twili now know of this prince. Many of the queen's counselors have advised her against this relationship, but that has proven ineffective. Until more insight is garnered on this situation, the relationship will be seen as professional. Twilight orb 282167 is complete."

With that, the projection stopped. I was surprised at the contents of that orb. So, it wasn't only me who thought it was strange that Midna and Elbourne were carrying on a secret affair. The Twili had their suspicions too. Any reasonable person would. It made me ponder back to what Elbourne mouthed to me. What did he want to discuss tonight? What was so important? Would it be something like what was found in the contents of these orbs? Perhaps he would provide more insight on his father. I never knew what I was going to get with the dragon prince.

When Elbourne and I were children, we had our own method of communicating with each other. We left notes and messages in covert places. Or, if we were present in the same room, we would simply look at each other and know by an expression that the other person wanted to speak privately. It was something I couldn't properly explain, but we learned to master it over the years. Elbourne was truly my kindred spirit. It was an odd thing for me to admit when he was so cruel at times, but he was kind when he wanted to be. When my parents died, he put off going to the Dragon Master's Academy for a whole year so he could be there for me whenever I needed him. I couldn't lie, I called on him often. I had so many sleepless nights that he helped me get through. Elbourne was at my beck and call. He even bonded with me in a way that I never should have allowed. He fell deeply in love with me after that incident and never came out of it.

In many ways, I was his first... everything. He told me so. It made me feel guilty when I didn't properly reciprocate it. When I knew that was what he wanted from me... what he needed from me. I was selfish. I uttered things to him I never should have to get my way. I didn't truly mean them. That was cruel, but I felt a comfortable lie was needed for the both of us. Perhaps that was why I put up with some of his shenanigans now. I branded him with my own type of cruelty. It hurt him. I know it did because he told me so. In the end, I didn't know what to do about Elbourne. I wanted him to be safe. I wanted him to be happy. I wanted him to settle down and find his dragon queen... it just was not me. I was in love with Link, even if he was acting like a charlatan as of late.

I should have swallowed my pride and spoke to Link about how what he did earlier made me feel. That would have been the best course of action. Now, I've just made a mess of things.

I expected my thoughts to be my own, but then came an utterance in reply from the background.

"Yes," said the voice from behind me, "you should have."

I thought I was alone. I then turned quickly to find Hylia staring at me from the other side of the room. I wasn't sure how long she had been there watching me, but it was intrusive nonetheless.

"Ancestral mother," I said in surprise, "what are you doing here?"

Hylia didn't reply right away. Instead, she put her hands on her hips and shook her head. I figured now would be the time for my inevitable chastisement, but I felt it would be futile. There was too much to think about outside of Link's and my relationship. Ghirahim was the more important issue, not my love life. I took the orb I accessed and placed it back on the shelf I retrieved it from. The goddess walked over to where I was and crossed her arms over her chest. She stood in front of me, still in her Sheikah disguise. She had a very disapproving look in her eyes.

"I was just wondering why you were still up," she replied, but then looked at the shelf, "but now I see. You've accessed the Twilight orbs."

I avoided looking at her while I searched for another one.

"I was doing some research for tomorrow. These orbs are incredibly useful right now. The Book of Mudora is once again encoded."

Hylia looked at the shelf herself.

"As it should be. It will open when it needs to."

That wasn't helpful. Even so, I found another orb I wanted to access. It was on maps of the landscape.

"Which is exactly why I decided on another route for research," I replied. "Why stay in the dark unnecessarily when you don't have to?"

Hylia narrowed her eyes at me.

"That's one way of looking at it."

I wish she would stop with the games. I didn't need this build up.

"I suppose it is," I said with a slight impatience.

Hylia took note of my tone.

"What's the matter Zelda?" she asked finally. "Why are you so defensive?"

The answer was obvious.

"You know why. When are you going to start your lecture?"

She paused for a moment.

"I'm not here to lecture you."

I didn't believe that for a second.

"But you are, I know you are. You might as well side step the small talk and get to the point."

Hylia studied me for a moment.

"Your attitude could use some readjusting."

I scoffed then turned to look at her.

"And what are you going to do about it?" I demanded. "Fight me again?"

The goddess got quiet.

"You are really angry, aren't you?" she asked quietly.

I hated that.

I hated the stating of the obvious.

"Yes," I said honestly, "now could we please get on with it?"

Hylia's patience was starting to wear thin.

"Fine," she said. "Why is Elbourne coming to see you tonight?"

Here we go.

You should have just done this from the beginning.

"I was hoping I wouldn't have to," she replied to my thoughts.

I rolled my eyes at her reading my mind. I was so tired of that.

"If you must know, he asked to speak with me alone."

"For what purpose?" she went on.

I crossed my arms over my chest.

"What other purpose is there?" I countered. "He's a friend. Am I not allowed to have friends?"

The goddess sighed.

"You're being juvenile. This kind of behavior is beneath you."

I had no rebuttal for that.

"There are much more important things for you to be concerned with than my meeting with Elbourne. Why don't you focus on that?"

"Zelda-"

"If you're going to scold me ancestral mother," I interrupted, "do it in your true form. I have had enough deceit."

There was a brief silence between us, one where the goddess appeared frustrated with me. However, a moment later she snapped her fingers and changed back into her true form. Her ninja gear was replaced with her traditional white gown and golden blonde hair.

"Is that better?"

I thought nothing of it and walked past her.

"Yes," I said anyway.

Hylia turned to look at me when I went over to the large table. I placed the orb on the recess. A moment later, just as before, another Twili projection appeared. I didn't have a chance to change the language setting as Hylia spoke up again.

"Zelda," she began concerned, "why are you acting so rashly against Link? You haven't even given him a chance to explain himself."

The projection was running in the background.

"די טוויליגהט אָרב 273451, טיפּאָגראַפי," די פּרויעקציע סטאַרטעד..."

I suddenly looked at her in complete disbelief.

"Are you serious? After his blatant display with Midna yesterday I can't believe you're even saying this to me. You saw what he did when he caught sight of the twilight queen! He kissed her in front of me, then proceeded to marginalize me and act as if I didn't exist. You'll have to forgive me if I don't see that as becoming behavior from the hero."

"די טיפּאָגראַפיע פון די טוויילייט באשטייט פון פילע מאָווינג טיילן. אין סדר צו דורכגיין די ווילד לענדער רעכט, אַ טראַוולער מוזן פֿאַרשטיין ווי די פראַקטאַלז אין פּלאַץ אַרבעט. פראַקטאַלז זענען די פּאַרטיקאַלז וואָס ווייזן צו זיין פלאָוטינג אין פריי פּלאַץ. פּאָרטאַלס צו זיכער טיילן..."

Hylia crossed her arms over her chest.

"I'm surprised at this reaction. Isn't this what you wanted?" she asked poignantly. "To be the martyr? To be the self sacrificing victim of a love lost?"

I groaned in frustration and looked away.

"I should have known you would side with him!" I snapped. "For as long as you've acquainted yourself with me, you seem to have always favored his position over mine."

Hylia scoffed.

"Spare me Zel," she said calmly. "That man has said time and again that he loves you, and you were the one that was insistent that he come to the Twilight Realm to see Midna. He was perfectly happy with abandoning this quest, but you were the one who decided to be 'noble' and go on."

I couldn't believe what I was hearing.

"How dare you?" I demanded, not being able to help myself. "With everything you've done to me, how dare you come at me this way?"

Hylia didn't budge.

"I told you from the onset to listen to your gut, which at times you did, but in the end Link did wind up falling in love with you. Again, you were the one hell bent on getting him back to his 'beloved! And now what do you do? Run back to good old reliable, Elbourne. The only reason you're running back to the dragon prince is because you refuse to listen to Link. However, I must say, you need to be cautious with him. He isn't everything he seems Zelda!"

"די פּאָרטאַלס וועט ניט מער פאַנגקשאַנינג אויב די מלכּה אַקטאַווייט די טוויליגהט סליפּ. פאר מער אויף די טוויליגהט סליפּ, ביטע אַקסעס טוויילייט אָרב 121735. טוויליגהט אָרב 273451 איז גאַנץ. "

There was a tense silence between us just then as the projection ended in the background. I stared at Hylia indignantly. I came at her again with a deflection.

"You made me miss the information I was researching," I detracted.

Hylia gave me an obvious look.

"Are you serious right now? Will you focus!"

That was the point. I was attempting not to focus.

"Hylia, this isn't important."

The goddess groaned then addressed my deflection head on.

"The transmission said this: 'Twilight orb 273451, typography,'" she started. "'The typography of the twilight consists of many moving parts. In order to properly traverse the wild lands, a traveler must understand the way the fractals in space work. Fractals are the particles that appear to be floating in free space. Portals to certain parts of the realm are accessed through these fractals. However, the portals will no longer be functioning should the queen activate the Twilight Sleep. For more on the Twilight Sleep please access twilight orb 121735. Twilight orb 273451 is complete." She then gave me a knowing look. "There, satisfied?"

My frustration grew, but for a much different reason.

"As a matter of fact, I am," I replied smartly.

Hylia shook her head.

"Zelda-"

"Elbourne has been my friend since childhood," I defended. "He has never done anything to hurt me, never."

The goddess took in a deep breath.

"I need to tell you something," she said suddenly. "Whether you like it or not, it's for your own good."

Something in her tone made me uneasy. As if I knew, but didn't want to rightly acknowledge it. I took a step back at her warning.

"What's that?" I asked anyway.

The goddess then paused for a long time before speaking.

"When Link, Elbourne, and myself went to go help Xavier, something strange happened," she divulged. "We all went through the barrier pretty much unscathed with the exception of Elbourne, he was the only one who sustained a minor injury."

I looked away.

"So what, what does that have to do with anything?"

Hylia stared at me sympathetically.

"Zel... the barrier repels evil," she revealed, "and the only person who got hurt was the dragon prince. Now, I don't know what that means, but I think you need to be careful."

My throat tightened.

"I don't believe it," I whispered. "I don't believe you. He... he would never..."

She came up to me and took hold of my shoulders.

"Honey, I know he means a great deal to you, but you have to consider the possibility that he might be..." she didn't finish.

My bottom lip quivered as tears suddenly filled my eyes.

"The possibility of what?" I said quietly. "That he might be evil? He isn't a wicked person Hylia."

The goddess didn't answer.

"He isn't evil," I tried to reassure.

Hylia's eyes searched my face.

"Zel-"

I had a feeling I knew what she was going to say.

"No!" I interrupted and freed myself from her grasp. "I refuse to accept this! He's my friend and I know him! I know him! I don't need this from you right now! If you're so hell bent on believing that Elbourne is a dishonorable man, then why don't you read his mind and be done with it? If you think he's such a terrible person, why don't you look into his thoughts definitively and know for sure?"

Hylia raised her brows just then.

"That's the problem," she divulged, "I can't, and when I can't read someone's mind I have a hard time trusting them."

My eyes widened stunned. I wasn't expecting her to say that.

"What?" I asked. "You can't read his mind?"

Hylia sighed.

"No I can't," she repeated, "or Xavier's for that matter," she disclosed. "Why do you think I was so aggressive with him when I brought him back to the palace?"

I raised my eyebrows. I didn't think to consider it that way. This was a profound revelation to me. But how? How was it possible that Hylia could not read Elbourne or Xavier's mind? I stared at her stunned.

"But why?" I whispered. "You're the Goddess of Hyrule... why can't you read their minds?"

Hylia shook her head.

"I don't know," she said, truly puzzled. "The only way that could happen was if-"

She suddenly stopped in mid-sentence.

I stared at her expectantly. I waited for her to continue.

"If what Hylia?"

The goddess's eyes suddenly widened.

"That's impossible…" she said to herself, "unless…"

I didn't understand and wanted her to share her thoughts.

"Unless what?" I asked a little impatiently. "What do you mean?"

She never answered me. Instead, Hylia snapped her fingers, changing back to her Sheikah form. She then went over to the window and jumped onto the seal in preparation to leave. I looked at her completely bewildered.

"Where are you going?"

The goddess then turned to look at me.

"I need to do a little investigating," she explained. "I think I just stumbled onto something big. I'll be back in a couple of hours."

With that, she opened the window, jumped through the barrier, and into the night. I hurried over myself to look after her as Hylia landed gracefully onto the foliage below. Afterwards, she sprinted ahead into the neighboring forest.

What was that all about? I wished she had been more clear.

I watched after her for as long as I could. However, soon after, there was a knock at my door. I turned and stared at it with a sudden rapid beating of my heart. I knew it was Elbourne.

He's here.

With everything ancestral mother said to me, I didn't know what to think now. I wiped my eyes and hurried to the door. However, I stopped mid-trek and went over to the vanity mirror for a moment to check my appearance. I picked up the brush and brushed my hair to make sure it wasn't disheveled. When I was satisfied with how I looked, I swooped my hair behind my shoulders. Afterwards, I checked to see if my clothing was suitable. I turned to the side and eyed the long white cotton gown. Honestly, it couldn't turn on a statue, which meant my attire was appropriate. I didn't want to give Elbourne any ideas. Soon, there was a secondary knock.

Perfect.

"Coming, coming," I called, scuttling across the floor.

I paused for a moment, trying to calm my racing heart.

Why do I feel so nervous? Ancestral mother is wrong about Elbourne... he isn't that kind of person... he just isn't.

I didn't want to think on what Hylia divulged anymore, so I put it out of my mind as I answered the door. I made it a point to be conscious of my expression. The abridging sounded and on the other side was Elbourne of Dragon Roost. He was dressed down from earlier. His cape and regal garb was replaced with a simple long sleeved bastian white cotton shirt and a loose fitting pair of hunter pants. His platinum blonde hair, normally slicked back and perfect, was falling slightly into his face at the bangs. His hazel eyes seemed more crystalline in the twilight moonlight. He couldn't have looked more handsome. And, for a moment, he looked exactly like Link. Exactly like him. It had to do with the way the light was capturing his eyes... they almost looked blue.

My goddess, I was in minor disbelief, his resemblance to the hero is uncanny.

I greeted him with a curtsy.

"Good evening," I said quietly.

He grinned at my etiquette and bowed in return.

"Good evening."

It was then I noticed he was holding a bioluminescent flower. The flower was black and white with a repeating optical pattern that glowed in the moonlight. It was intriguing and lovely. I had never seen a flower so magnificent.

"How beautiful," I whispered, "is that for me?"

Elbourne nodded and handed me the flower.

"You and no one else. There was a bouquet of these in the room I chose to lodge in. I thought I'd bring you one if you didn't have any."

I took in a deep whiff of its natural essence. It smelled like honeysuckle and white rain.

"It's wonderful," I looked up into his eyes, "and no, there were no flowers like this in this room, thank you."

"I'm glad you like it." He then eyed me for a second and grinned. He raised his brows at my appearance. "No body suit tonight?"

I gave him a knowing look.

"I think not. It isn't that kind of meeting."

He pretended to be disappointed.

"That's too bad," he joked. "It should be."

I couldn't help but giggle and shook my head.

"You're incorrigible."

He smiled at my laughter and looked past me to my room.

"I know," he replied, then asked, "may I come in?"

I hesitated for a moment, still contemplating Hylia's words. But then decided against it when I realized I was being ridiculous. I spent many nights with this man. He never, in any of that time, was presumptuous. He was always a gentleman. I, in turn, gestured for him to come inside. Right now, Elbourne needed a friend. It seemed the whole world was against him. I wanted him to know my solidarity. I wanted him to know he could count on me. I decided to answer his question with a jest.

"You're not going to unleash the dragon are you?"

Elbourne chuckled and raised his eyebrows.

"Only if you don't want me to," he replied, then shrugged and added, "but if you have a request…"

I never finished his trail. I simply laughed at his reply and moved out of the way.

"Come in."

"Thank you."

The dragon prince came into the room and immediately spotted the orb in the recess at the table when he looked around. He commented on that first.

"I see you've accessed the Twilight Realm's library, the twilight orbs."

I closed the door and came up next to him.

"Indeed, I was quite surprised when I first saw one. There's a whole shelf of them on the north wall. They hold a great deal of information."

Elbourne looked around the room again.

"It makes sense considering you chose a tactician's room for your quarters," he divulged.

I stared at him surprised.

"Really? How do you know that?"

He nodded, then walked over to the table.

"The decor. What orb did you access?"

I came up next to him and shrugged.

"This one was on typography. It was quite educational."

Elbourne stared at the orb before activating it. When the projection actualized, he raised a brow.

"General Twilo..." he said more to himself than to me.

I looked at him perplexed.

"General who?" I asked.

Elbourne was quiet for a moment.

"The Twili in this projection is someone I know," he disclosed. "I've met him several times when I visited here in the past."

That was an unexpected revelation.

"Is his information something we can trust?"

Elbourne gave a wayward shrug.

"It depends," he said, "but I've been here so often, I have much of the typography memorized."

I wasn't expecting to hear that either, but it gave the other orb I just listened to more credence.

"Really? You're just full of surprises, aren't you?"

The dragon prince grinned.

"You know me," he half joked. "I beat to a different drum."

I then moved in to remove the orb from the recess. I didn't want to get off track with why he was truly here.

"I'm just going to put this back." I headed for the orb shelf.

Elbourne smirked.

"How many of those have you accessed?"

I reached up and put the orb back on the third shelf.

"Three," I replied.

The dragon prince paused for a moment.

"What were the others?"

I looked over at him and studied his face for a moment. Why did that matter?

"Well, one was actually about you and the escapades you had with Midna," I divulged anyway. "It seems the Twili people are concerned with that too."

He raised his brows and his smirk never left.

"That's quite the coincidence that you would access an orb like that considering the nature of this visit."

I gave him a knowing look.

"There seems to be a bunch of coincidences lately. Starting with you and your father."

Elbourne's smile widened.

"Right for the jugular I see," he joked. "You pull no punches as of late."

I walked back over to him and stood in front of him.

"As I shouldn't, you have some explaining to do."

The dragon prince chuckled, then crossed his arms over his chest. It was then I noticed the injury to his right forearm. I deflected for a moment.

"What happened?"

Elbourne caught my gaze and looked down at his arm.

"It's nothing, just a little scratch from yesterday."

I heard his reply, but I stared at it much longer than I intended to. Afterwards, I looked into his face and felt a small feeling of dread. This was the injury Hylia was talking about. This was what the barrier did to him. My expression probably revealed my feelings. It prompted him to inquire about it.

"What's the matter?" he asked, with a hint of concern.

I looked to his wound again.

"Nothing," I shook my head. "Let me-uh-let me uh... get some threading to fix you up."

Elbourne then gave me a peculiar stare.

"There's no need my dear, it's only a scratch."

He was too late. I was already heading for the dresser.

"I insist." I pulled out a small needle with a threaded bobbin from my satchel. I used this for my dresses, but this would work for his wound too. "Now go sit down."

He just grinned and did as I instructed. He went and sat down in a chair across from the bed. Once I had all the things I needed, I went and sat across from him on the bed. I placed his arm in front of me in midair.

"Hold it still," I mandated, and cleaned the wound first with some red potion.

Elbourne chuckled at my seriousness and obeyed. The red potion worked quickly, but I still wanted to thread the scar together. It would look better aesthetically once it healed. Once I was done, I looked on proud at my work.

"There, that's perfect."

The dragon prince nodded in agreement.

"It is indeed, thank you."

Afterwards, I got up and put my sewing implements away. A moment later, I came right back and sat down across from him again on the bed.

"Now," I began, rubbing my hands together, "why did you call for this rendezvous tonight?"

Elbourne smiled again at my question, but then looked away when his smile faded and his expression was replaced by a serious one. He even seemed lost in his thoughts for a moment. I assumed it was because of what his father had said to him. The king's words were so hateful. It would cut to the core of anyone. Elbourne remained quiet before finally looking me in the eyes again. I noticed a sadness he was trying to conceal. He then leaned forward and rested his weight on his knees. He seemed uneasy, which was rare for him.

What's this all about?

I reached over and touched his hand.

"Are you alright?" I asked softly.

Elbourne then looked away and cleared his throat.

"I-um," he started, choosing to ignore my question, "I wanted to apologize for how I acted earlier. It was unbecoming considering the circumstances."

I stared at him surprised. I wasn't expecting an apology, especially after what his father had said.

I squeezed his hand.

"You don't have to apologize to me," I whispered. "If anything, I think you deserve an apology. I think you had every right to feel what you felt."

Elbourne still wouldn't look at me. There was another brief silence between us. One where he was trying to get his thoughts together.

"Why did you come to the Twilight Realm Zelda?" he asked suddenly.

My eyes widened slightly. I was expecting the question, but not quite in that manner.

"Does it matter?" I countered. "It seems futile now."

Elbourne finally looked my way.

"It matters to me. I want to know why you went through all this."

I was quiet for a moment. My reasons seemed a bit embarrassing now when the outcome was attested, but what was done was done.

"I stated my reasons when we were in council with Midna, did you not hear?"

"I must have missed it, because I cannot recall," he said honestly. "Remind me again."

Considering how our conversations went, I could see how my divulgence could get lost in translation. I took in a deep sigh, not wanting to appear as foolish as I felt.

"You'll probably find this humorous, but I came here to reunite Link with Midna."

The dragon prince stared at me taken aback.

"What?"

I shook my head.

"It's true. You remember how sordid things got in the past. Link didn't work out with me because he loved another. It turns out that other was Midna."

Elbourne appeared astonished.

"I thought his initial reaction to seeing her was odd when he's supposedly in love with you."

I didn't have very much to say.

"Yes... well, now you know why."

He studied me for a moment as his eyes searched my face.

"Well, your mission was accomplished. You reunited him with the woman he loves."

I avoided his eyes.

"Indeed," was all I said in reply, "and I unleashed a lunatic in the process."

Elbourne shrugged.

"A small price to pay for love," he joked.

I groaned.

"Will you be serious? This is no laughing matter."

Elbourne had no qualms one way or the other.

"For someone who accomplished their mission, you don't seem very pleased."

I cut my eyes to him.

"I just told you why. Who could be pleased with themselves when they released a devil? You're just savoring this, aren't you?" I accused. "Besides, you know why I'm hesitant... I... I love him."

The dragon prince was quiet at my utterance.

"You love him..." he repeated, "and he treats you like garbage."

I looked away.

"You wouldn't understand."

He shook his head.

"You're right, I don't. He has clearly made his choice and you are sitting here sulking over him."

I rolled my eyes.

"I am not sulking. I handled myself very well. I will not beg him to love me."

"As you shouldn't," Elbourne agreed. "You deserve a man's complete heart."

I paused when I heard that. I knew where this was going.

"Elbourne-"

"You deserve my heart," he interrupted. "You know how much I love you. Why settle when you can have everything you desire in a man from me?"

I shivered a little with how much conviction was in his voice. I turned back and stared into his eyes, which were challenging me. I decided to take it up.

"How are you any different than Link? You sleep with Midna. You are in no position to judge."

Elbourne accepted it.

"True, but I never loved her," he countered.

I groaned.

"You're unbelievable."

"I'm honest. The only person I have loved is you. The only person I will ever love is you."

I was going to bring someone up, but decided against it. I knew he would find it too intrusive.

"Elbourne, you have to understand why that's so hard to believe."

His eyes roved about, searching my face again. He then changed the subject. It was extremely abrupt.

"Do you want to know why I followed you to the Twilight Realm?" he asked all of a sudden.

I was taken aback at the shift, but I gave him my undivided attention anyway.

"Besides what you already disclosed earlier? If you desire to tell me more you are free to do so."

He paused for a moment.

"I initially thought you found out about me and Midna," he divulged.

I gave him an offhanded stare just then.

"Really?"

Elbourne nodded.

"Really, I thought you found out about my affair somehow and was coming here to confront Midna about it. So, I followed you to the Arbiter's Grounds."

I didn't see the logic.

"Why would I do that? It's none of my business."

Elbourne paused for a moment and smirked.

"I guess it's my own arrogance in wanting you to be that way," he stated. "I thought maybe you had seen the error of your ways."

I blushed when I understood the under current of his argument. Even so, I chose not to address it.

"I had no idea you were courting Midna, and even if I did, it wouldn't be my place to act so irrationally. Now, what it means politically is a whole different story. That's why I was so upset when I initially found out."

Elbourne was quiet for a moment.

"I wasn't courting Midna," he corrected for some odd reason. "I was sleeping with her, that's all."

I failed to see his point.

"I beg your pardon?"

He avoided my eyes just then and didn't answer right away.

"You heard what I said," he replied.

That was a provocative response.

"I didn't mean to touch a nerve, I was merely assuming."

"Never assume."

I looked down at the flower he gave me and was at a loss for words.

"Whatever you say."

We were quiet for a moment. Elbourne then turned my way and studied me.

"Are you disappointed with me?"

I didn't know what he wanted me to say.

"Your life is your own. You can share it with whomever you wish."

I avoided his gaze. Elbourne got quiet after hearing me say that.

"So, you are upset."

I didn't understand why he cared so much. In the end, he didn't have to answer to me. I immediately reached over and grabbed his hand, squeezing it affectionately.

"No," I said sincerely, "I'm not, really. Stop being bothered by what I say."

I suppose that was easier said than done. Elbourne stared into my eyes, but then cut his gaze back to his hands. I must not have completely convinced him. Elbourne then looked uneasy all of a sudden and it made me concerned. He was one of the most confident men I knew. Or, maybe I was mistaking what I thought was confidence for something else. Elbourne was a man of many faces. Insecurity often masked itself in a cloak of confidence.

My concern was deepening.

"What is it?"

He paused for a long time before he spoke up again.

"Do you think what my father thinks?" he asked me suddenly. "Do you think I'm a disgrace?"

I looked at him taken aback, but I empathized with him.

"Elbourne…" I expected him to know the answer.

He finally looked at me again.

"I'm serious."

I could tell from his gaze that he was. The hint of playfulness was gone. This was the dragon prince that no one knew but me. This was the man he worked so hard to keep tightly kipped. This was the side of him that tempted me to marry him on several different occasions. There were times when Elbourne just poured his heart out to me. Some of the things he said scared me, but he was honest and I respected that about him. This instance actually made me recollect on a moment we had ten years ago at an Aristocrat's Ball. We were both seventeen. Elbourne just announced his acceptance to the Royal Dragon Master's Academy. I was very proud of him. He looked proud himself. However, I knew he was uneasy about displeasing his father. He also wanted reassurances from me. He told me that if I believed in him he could do anything. To which he gave proof thereof by graduating at the top of his class. I remember it like it was yesterday.

We were dancing.

He was staring into my eyes with the same hesitancy and doubt that he was exhibiting now.

The conversation went something like this:

"Are you proud of me?"

I smiled at him.

"Of course, I'm sure your father is proud as well."

Elbourne wasn't so sure.

"I don't care what he thinks Zelda. All I want is to make you proud so you'll marry me."

I giggled at him, thinking he was joking.

"You're so silly Elbourne. However, if you keep doing these marvelous feats, I might consider it."

He smiled sincerely in that moment.

"Then I shall complete more marvelous feats," he whispered, then added with more seriousness. "You know I'm in love with you, right?"

I knew it then, but did not want to acknowledge it.

"Of course."

I sounded more like a tease than anything. Then Elbourne looked at me seriously.

"Your opinion is the only one that matters to me Zelda. Yours and yours alone."

I stared into his eyes and knew then he wasn't joking.

As I stared into his eyes now I saw he still wasn't joking. Even after all of his accomplishments: crown prince, dragon master, scholar, warrior, negotiator, he still needed reassurances from me. He still needed to know that he was good enough. I hoped one day he would understand that he was good enough. I hoped he could know that for himself. That was the greatest actualization a person could have.

"I've never thought of you as a disgrace," I said finally. "A hedonist and a fool yes, but never a disgrace."

Elbourne grinned at my description of him.

"Well… that's good to know." Then we both laughed softly and got quiet. Elbourne looked to the adamantine ground for a moment. "It's certainly a step up from what my father thinks."

I didn't understand that myself. His father seemed irrational to me as of late.

"Elbourne, I know you may find this untoward, but I must know, why was your father so cruel when we were in conference? I don't remember him being so poignant."

He got quiet for a moment.

"Father always speaks like that," he said more to himself than to me.

I looked at him taken aback.

"I don't remember him being so daft about it, and it doesn't make it right."

He grunted.

"You get used to it after twenty-seven years, but I guess if I were him I would be the same way too. I can't say I blame him."

I thought that was an odd thing to say.

"I beg your pardon?"

Elbourne didn't mince words.

"He hates me Zelda, but he has his reasons. I try not to let it bother me."

I couldn't believe what I was hearing. Why was he making excuses for him?

"Elbourne... he was downright maniacal. You can't excuse that."

He was silent for a moment.

"I don't know if I agree with your logic, especially where my mother is concerned. The capacity for that kind of hatred is within all of us."

I didn't understand the gist of what he was trying to say.

"Come again?"

Elbourne then turned and simply gave me a knowing look. He stared at me hard for a moment. He was definitely conveying his thoughts with his eyes. It was then my eyes widened slightly and I covered my mouth. I couldn't believe it.

It can't be!

"Elbourne, you aren't saying..." I couldn't bring myself to finish.

He looked thoughtful at my trail, but he decided to finish what I couldn't.

"That I'm not Xavier's son?" he said sarcastically. "Yes."

I ignored his inflection.

"Be serious, this is no laughing matter."

He shrugged.

"I know that, but how do you expect me to deal with it?"

"Tell me the truth," I demanded.

"I just did, I am not Xavier's son."

I felt surreal for a moment.

"Dear Hylia," I whispered, "but you have the Roostian bloodline features. How do you account for that?"

Elbourne shook his head.

"That confuses me too," he said honestly. "I think I'm Rowen's son, the man I currently know as my uncle. It would explain why him and Xavier have such a rift. Rowen has always cared for my mother... perhaps too much."

I didn't know what to say.

"This is.. this is sensational Elbourne," I whispered.

He just smirked.

"Imagine how I felt when I first learned of it."

I was at a loss for words.

"I thought the only person your mother was involved with was the former chief of my royal guard."

Elbourne wasn't too inclined to me bringing that up.

"Apparently that wasn't the case."

There was a long silence between us where I felt deku shell shocked. I couldn't believe the hatred Xavier was exhibiting was because Elbourne was never his blood. This certainly complicated things.

"Have... have you spoken to Rowen about this?"

He was quiet for a moment.

"No."

"Then how do you know for a certain that you are his son?"

He avoided looking at me. "I don't, but it is the logical guess."

"But Elbourne-"

"I don't want to discuss this anymore," he interrupted. "Drop it, okay?"

I looked at him surprised. I expected he would want to end the conversation soon, and I could understand his reasoning. I wouldn't want to talk about something so sordid either, especially if it dealt with my family. I was very sensitive about my father in particular. There were things people knew about him that I didn't know as a child. When I found some of those things out, I was shocked. But it never shook my love for him. I suspected the same thing was the issue with Elbourne, and even Xavier. There was a mutual convolution between the two. I had no idea Elbourne was harboring such a secret. Elbourne then stared me in the eyes once more. He looked like he was preparing to tell me something else. I leaned forward to show he had my attention. I wondered if it would be anything on the same scope and scale as what he previously uttered.

"I... I meant what I said to farm boy about you."

When I heard this, I was slightly disappointed. I tried not to let it show, but I didn't want to discuss the hero again. Link was on my mind enough.

I can't seem to get away from you Link, can I?

Even so, there was no avoiding it now.

"His name is Link, Elbourne," I corrected.

He knew how I felt about the hero. I just told him. Why did he feel the need to always put him down? It was rather juvenile to be honest. Elbourne studied me for a moment.

"What do you see in him Zelda? He's totally oblivious to you."

After what Link pulled yesterday, it would be hard to convince anyone, let alone Elbourne, of his love for me.

"He is a good man."

Elbourne was not convinced.

"A good man who just kisses another woman in front of the one he claims to love?"

I had no rebuttal.

"You don't understand."

He shook his head.

"You're right, I don't."

"It was just a mistake."

Elbourne's eyes searched my face.

"So now you're making excuses for him?"

I shook my head and looked away.

"It's not like that," I reassured. "I'm not a fool."

Elborne got mildly frustrated with my words.

"Zelda... I love you too," he confessed again. "Why is that so hard for you to accept? Why won't you give me a chance?"

He knew the answers to those questions.

"If you must know, it's because your life course is rather contradictory to your words. The things you allow yourself to do without conscience is very telling."

The dragon prince wasn't going to let that slide.

"Like?" he challenged.

I didn't see the need to remind him of all his indiscretions. However, if he wanted a refresher, then so be it.

"Like how you allow your body to be used as if you have no respect for it at all. You can say it's simply because you're a red blooded male and that you enjoy the company of many women, but the reality is it's an empty life. I know how that life has made you feel. Do you know how many girls have been devastated by you not wanting to see them again after you've had your way with them? You need to think about how what you do affects your soul."

He held a serious expression for a moment. He seemed to be milling through my words.

"Okay," he said quietly, "you want me to stop sleeping with other women. Fine. It's done. What else?"

I gave him an obvious look.

"I think you missed the point."

He disagreed.

"No, I got the point loud and clear." He prompted me to go on. "What else would you like for me to do?"

This wasn't exactly what I was expecting.

"Elbourne..." I trailed.

The prince looked undeterred.

"What else?" he pressed.

I shrugged. If he wanted me to go on, why not? What harm could the truth do?"

"Well, what about your dealings with the Goron people? Every year I hear that another mine has been confiscated from them. I understand you want expansion of your culture, but infringing on the rights of others is not the way to go about it."

Elbourne had a slight rebuttal for that critique. I don't think he was expecting me to mention politics. However, he slowly nodded at my response.

"It's funny that you mention that. I plan on meeting with Darbus as soon as I get back to Dragon Roost. I'll work on my relationship with the Gorons, what else?"

There was no need for this laundress's list. He knew what he needed to work on.

"You know what else. Treat people with kindness. Stop acting like you're immune to the concerns of peasants. Stop acting as though no one's rights matter, but the rich and your own. Find one woman, stick with her, and marry her. Stop being a philandering fool. You're too old for that nonsense Elbourne."

At the end of my list, he seemed in agreement. He was hardly argumentative except for one thing.

"For the record, that point you made about the peasants is nil," he corrected. "I have increased the wealth of all my people, including the poor, by one hundred percent. Every citizen has a dragon. Every citizen owns land. Every citizen pays their fealty. The people give me nothing but praise when I see them."

I looked at him impressed by the correction.

"Well, those words were my folly then. Just fix everything else."

Elbourne chuckled at my utterance. I did grin at his laughter and it so made me want to ask why he didn't see these things for himself. Why did he need to be told what was so obvious? It was then I asked him a rather personal question. I deferred it earlier, but now I thought it was appropriate.

"What... what happened to that girl Adle?" I asked suddenly. "I thought you had a real connection with her."

Elbourne stared into my eyes surprised for a moment.

"You remember her?"

I gave him a knowing look.

"Of course I do. You were with her not that long ago. What happened?"

He looked away just then and stared at the ground again. He was quiet for a long time before he answered.

"She ended up marrying my cousin," he divulged.

My eyes widened slightly. I was stunned.

"What?"

He nodded and didn't reply.

"Really?" I asked.

His features filled with regret suddenly.

"Yes... it's complicated, I don't want to talk about it."

Unintentionally, I knew I hit a nerve at the mentioning of her. I knew how special that woman was to him at one time. Now I wish I had held my tongue.

"I..." I did not know what to say, but then changed the subject, "well, then what about Midna?"

Elbourne immediately snapped out of his thoughtful state and turned to look at me. His expression said it all.

"What about her?"

It almost sounded like a demand. I paused for a second.

"It's obvious you and her have a connection. Why not utilize the proper course of action and court her? You could get married and have a legitimate alliance."

Elbourne stared at me with open frustration.

"After everything I just told you, you still want to run with that? You really don't get it."

"What was wrong with what I proposed?"

He didn't bother to dignify my question with a clarified response.

"The answer is no."

"Elbourne-"

"I said no Zelda," he interrupted.

I pursed my lips together and shook my head. There was another brief, tense silence between us. However, I wasn't going to let him off the hook that easily.

"Then, why do you sleep with her?" I asked finally, not being able to help myself.

Elbourne had no qualms.

"Because it's just sex, because of the alliance. I just told you."

I crossed my arms over my chest.

"I don't believe that. You can't expect me to believe that nothing is there."

He then got up from his chair and sat next to me on the bed. He didn't back down from his initial stance.

"Believe it Zelda. The only reason I sleep with Midna is because she lets me. I don't know how else you want me to answer that question."

I couldn't reconcile that.

"You've been sleeping with her for three years, and you don't feel anything for her? Nothing at all?" I asked incredulously. "You must have emotions of stone then."

Elbourne wasn't offended.

"Apparently, you don't know me very well then Zelda. I don't feel a thing. My relationship with Midna is purely political. Besides, when I'm with her, all I think about is you anyway."

My heart skipped a beat at hearing that confession. I was hardly expecting him to say that.

"What?"

Elbourne didn't reply right away.

"That shouldn't surprise you."

I didn't know what to think.

"I..." I started, "don't you think that's cruel?"

The dragon prince simply shrugged, then got himself more comfortable and laid back onto the mattress.

"This is me you're talking to," he stated in reply. "I'm not known for my piety."

That wasn't exactly a revelation.

"That's true, you're not."

That attitude is the reason I can't fall for you Elbourne. I can't be with someone who has so much contempt for everyone else in his heart.

Elbourne saw my expression and went to stroke my back gently to quell it. He didn't immediately give me the same arousing sensation as Link did, but he wasn't exactly immune in how to seduce a woman either. There had been some evenings that he and I had gotten very very close to consummating the ultimate desires, only to stop ourselves because of some fleeting idea I had of keeping our boundaries intact. I couldn't explain how many times those boundaries had become blurred from our inherent passion and selfishness for each other. Even now, he had come closer to me and wrapped his arm around my waist, pulling me to him to hold me close. It was already starting.

"However... you do know I wouldn't be that way with you," he disclosed, dropping his voice a little. "You're special."

My throat tightened. Afterwards, I got up to escape his hold. I wished he wasn't so selfish. He could be such a good man if he wasn't so selfish.

"I'm not that easy," I said, turning around to face him from my standing position.

Elbourne grinned at my stance.

"No, you're not." He stretched and put his hands behind his head. "That's what makes you so desirable."

I looked at him helplessly and shook my head. I would be just another good time girl.

"That's all you want, isn't it?" I couldn't help but ask. "Just one night in bed? You'd say and do anything to me for just one night in bed."

The dragon prince stared at me for a long time before saying anything in reply. His small smile faded. He sat up and rested his hands on his knees as he gave me a long once over. He didn't bother to mask the desire now in his eyes.

"You've got me wrong again Zelda," he divulged finally. "I want you every night in bed. You seem to think I don't take you seriously because I find you so sexually attractive. That isn't true, I respect you immensely."

I doubted that and cut my eyes away from him. Elbourne then got up and stood in front of me. I avoided looking at him when it was obvious he wanted my attention. He lifted my chin to look in his eyes. I finally gave him the gaze he wanted, but I remained stubborn. The cavalier expression on his face was gone and was replaced with a serious one. It was then he finally spoke.

"All joking aside, I've been in love with you since we were twelve," he disclosed. "I still remember the day we first met. I couldn't speak or see straight when I first saw you. I thought you were the most beautiful creature in the world." He looked at me somberly just then. "I still do."

His eyes were so intense that I couldn't look away.

He continued on.

"How you find it in your heart to show kindness to a man like me is beyond me. I don't understand it because I have so much hate inside, but you are the only person who cares about me without expecting anything in return. That's why I love you Zelda. You don't have to love me back, I've got enough for the both of us. Only you are worthy of the throne of Dragon Roost. Only you could ever be the queen of dragons. You're the only woman I've ever loved. Maybe... just maybe you would seriously consider marrying a scoundrel like me."

My eyes widened stunned.

Marriage?

I knew this time it wasn't a joke like before in the sky city. This time he was dead serious. I attempted to step back, but suddenly Elbourne's arms went around my waist and he pulled me to him.

"Elbourne wait I-" He cut me off by pressing his mouth against mine.

It was a passionate kiss that probably went on a lot longer than it should have. I was holding onto him and kissing him back with the same ardency he was showing towards me instead of letting him go and stopping this. It felt comfortable. It felt familiar. And, while I cradled his face between my hands and opened my mouth to his when he beckoned for it, I remembered why the lines were so blurred with us. We did things like this. Our breathing increased a little, and when he pulled away after a few moments, I inadvertently reached up and kissed him again without thinking about it, wanting to prolong the moment. Elbourne was a little surprised at my sudden forwardness and searched my face slightly perplexed because of it. He pulled away once more.

"Zelda...?"

I gripped the collar of his slightly opened shirt and got on my tip toes as I stared into his eyes.

"Just a little bit longer," I whispered, "...please."

Elbourne looked at me seriously just then and didn't hesitate to kiss me again, only this time it was hungrier than before. He was holding me tight, with his hands stroking up and down my back lovingly. He was always so accommodating to me when I needed him. I think in a way those small selfish words of mine gave him hope. He even pulled back to reassure me of his feelings.

"I love you so much Zelda," he whispered between a kiss, "you have no idea."

At hearing that, I stiffened a little bit because I knew what he was saying was true. Elbourne didn't just say things of that nature to say things of that nature. He wasn't a man of idle words. Or, one to just pour out his feelings and be vulnerable. He really meant what he was saying to me right now. I wasn't sure what to do about it. I kissed him back, but my eyes were open throughout it. I felt so guilty for using him like this, but admittedly it was nice to be the object of someone's affection. It was nice to be someone's number one and not their number two. I closed my eyes just then.

I just want to forget you Link. Maybe I can, if I got lost with someone else.

When Elbourne pulled back once more, he stared in my eyes with open desire. He didn't bother trying to mask what he wanted for the both of us now. He stroked his fingers through my hair and pressed his forehead against mine before verbalizing his request.

"Did you... did you want me to stay with you tonight?" he asked me quietly all of a sudden. "You know I will if you need me to."

I stared into his eyes surprised by his forwardness. My cheeks blushed as I looked away and contemplated his request. I knew nothing good would come of me using him in such a way. Besides, I couldn't deny that the biggest reason to decline was because I didn't want to betray Link in such a way. I still loved the hero, even though I was angry with him. However, the irrational part of me knew the sex would be amazing. I knew Elbourne would do anything I wanted. He would spoil me. However, the rational part of me understood there was more to life than amazing sex. Especially with Ghirahim on the loose. I would have to decline.

I hesitated for a moment.

"I... I think we better not."

His eyes searched my face.

"Are you sure? Absolutely sure?"

I couldn't lie, I was tempted. Goddesses, I was tempted. However, I knew deep down I couldn't entertain such a request. It would be reckless. It would be beyond foolish.

"Yes, I'm sure."

Elbourne was quiet at my reply and he understandably looked disappointed, but soon masked the emotion with a grin.

"That's too bad. You would have really enjoyed it. I don't only ride the grandest dragon in Hyrule, I have the grandest dragon in Hyrule."

I couldn't help but laugh.

"I'm... I'm well aware of your dragon Elly," I flirted.

His smile faded for a second.

"You're going to kill me with that smile Zelda," he whispered.

Now mine faded a little as I blushed.

"Then, you should probably say goodnight to save your beating heart."

He was quiet again.

"You... you already know where my beating heart is Zelda, it's with you."

I winced slightly because I sensed he wasn't merely being cavalier. In fact, he came up to me again and kissed me once more. I didn't pretend that I didn't want him to, I kissed him back. Soon, I noticed he was guiding me towards the bed backwards with small subtle footsteps. However, I locked our steps when I realized what he was doing. I pulled away and stared into his eyes. I gave him a knowing stare.

"I think you better go," I whispered, "please."

He took in a deep sigh.

"Do you really want me to?" he whispered.

I stared into his eyes, so tempted to say no.

"Yes," I verbalized.

His eyes searched my face and he finally nodded.

"Okay, okay. Just think about everything else I said to you, alright?"

I nodded.

"Alright."

With that, Elbourne kissed me softly again, took a step back, and bowed.

"Get some rest, we have to get up in a few hours and get going anyway."

I did a slight curtsy back.

"That is true, but thank you for coming to see me and thank you for the flower," I said, not wanting to forget the gesture. "It was very thoughtful."

Elbourne grinned at my thanks, and I swear he looked exactly like Link just then.

Just like him...

Why is that man always on my mind?

I felt like I was cursed.

"Anything for you Zelda."

Afterwards, the dragon prince bowed once more and made his way over to the door. However, at the entrance he paused for a moment to look at me.

"You will think about what I said, won't you?"

My eyes widened slightly. I think he thought I wasn't taking his words seriously.

"Yes, I promise I will."

That seemed to be all the reassurance he needed.

"Perfect, goodnight."

I grinned at him.

"Goodnight," I said in return.

He finally took his leave. I sighed after he had gone, realizing that my relationship with him was as complicated as ever. I couldn't believe he wanted me to seriously contemplate marriage with him. That seemed like such a farfetched idea. When we were children Elbourne had far fetched ideas all the time. He often joked that marriage was for the weak and foolish. I guess after living such a lonely, empty existence he grew up a little. He finally realized that monogamy and marriage was the only constitution of union that made the most sense for a long term relationship. I didn't want to guess how many women Elbourne had to deflower to come to that conclusion.

That man...

I walked back over to the window and stared at the twilight moon once more. What in the world was I going to do with Elbourne? I was hoping to ponder that a little further, but suddenly there was another knock on my door. I froze for a moment, but then a smile curled my lips. I hurried for the door. I thought it was Elbourne coming back for a goodnight kiss. He deserved a goodnight kiss. He was often impetuous like that. I knew it was silly, but I loved the attention he showered me with.

I made haste to unlock the door.

"What's the matter dragon prince?" I teased as the tumblers sounded and the scaffolding started to abridge. "You've come back to give your beguiled queen another kiss?"

I had a smile on my face as I answered the door, but soon it shifted to one of pure shock when I realized the man staring back at me wasn't Elbourne.

It was Link.

And he didn't bother hiding that he was upset.

Damned upset.

My stomach suddenly churned.

Dear goddesses.

We stared at each other for what seemed like eternity before either one of us decided to speak up. The hero spoke up first. It seemed he didn't want me to miss that he heard what I previously said. It was the first thing he mentioned.

"Another kiss Zelda?" Link inquired quietly.

I immediately looked away. I wish I hadn't said that out loud. Now things were going to be even more awkward. I closed my eyes for a moment and took in a deep breath. Afterwards, I opened them and replied with an inquiry of my own. I decided on a diplomatic approach to this conversation. I started with ignoring his question.

"Is everything alright with Midna?"

He seemed frustrated with the inquiry, as he probably assumed it was a ploy on my part. I couldn't say I blamed him. And with the way he was staring at me, I could tell he was going to call me out soon.

"Midna's fine."

I nodded.

"Oh, well... good. So... then what are you doing here?"

He stared deeply into my eyes just then. His blue eyes seemed bluer in that moment.

"I came to see if you were alright."

I shrugged.

"I'm fine."

Link's eyes narrowed slightly at my response. He then looked beyond me in my room.

"Is everything okay in there?"

I didn't reply right away and looked over my shoulder merely for show.

"Everything is fine."

I turned back to meet his disapproving gaze, but he cut it shortly thereafter and looked into my room. Something caught his eye.

"Did I interrupt something? You seem distracted."

I didn't budge. I was making myself look more guilty than I intended to.

"You didn't interrupt anything."

Link gave me a quick once over. I knew he was wondering why I hadn't invited him in yet.

"Are you alone?" he asked point blank.

I cut my eyes from him, which was a bad idea because that often assumed guilt. However, in this moment I didn't care. Afterwards, I returned my gaze and narrowed my eyes at his accusation.

"What kind of a question is that?"

Link took in a deep frustrated breath. He clearly could see I was trying to be evasive.

"Is Hylia with you?" he redirected.

I shook my head.

"No."

He took a small step towards me, staring into my eyes.

"Why are you so defensive?" he demanded. "What's going on in there?"

He didn't bother to hide the fact that he was trying hard to peer around the corner of the door to broaden his line of sight. However, I put my hand on the door to stop him.

"Nothing, now will you please step back."

The hero looked down at me and decided this time to ignore my request.

"No, I want to know what you're trying to hide."

Without waiting for a word from me, he brushed his strong body past me and came inside without my invitation. Once inside, he looked around the commodious room to find no one there. He turned back around to look at me, attempting to cover his tracks.

"Where is she?" he asked regarding the goddess.

I knew he didn't come in here looking for Hylia.

"I don't know, as I said before she isn't here. She left a little while ago saying she needed to investigate something."

Link didn't reply right away and nodded.

"I see."

I then opened the door wider for him and gestured for him to depart.

"There, are you satisfied now? Can I bid you goodnight?"

There was no need for us to talk right now. It was only going to end badly. However, Link didn't budge. In fact, he seemed more determined than ever to have his say.

"I'm not leaving," he stated to my actions. "So, you might as well close the door and forget that idea. You and I need to talk."

I closed my eyes and pursed my lips together, not wanting to discuss this right now. However, I did close the door so as not to prompt another appearance from Elbourne. I didn't want this to turn into a physical altercation. Afterwards, I walked back towards the middle of the room and crossed my arms over my chest. I was already in a defensive mood, which wasn't good, but I couldn't help it. I was frustrated with this man and his treatment of me. One day he loved me, the next he didn't. And, I could tell by the look on his face he didn't approve of my attitude. Well, guess what? I didn't care. I didn't appreciate his disrespectful behavior towards me either. I was tired of him treating me as an after thought.

"Fine, say what you intend to say and leave."

Link stared at me taken aback at my tone, but was wise enough not to comment on it.

"Look, I understand why you're upset" he started. "I know I messed up, but I wanted to apologize."

I looked away from him, expecting to hear the same song and dance as to why he acted so erroneously. I honestly was not interested in hearing why he loved Midna so much, or why he lost his head for a second. Onomatopoeia, onomatopoeia, onomatopoeia, et cetera, et cetera, et cetera. It was none of my business. I had no problem defending him to Elbourne, but ironically seeing him here now only aggravated me.

"For what?"

He stared at me for a moment.

"You know for what, for the way I acted last night. What I did with Midna yesterday was inexcusable."

Those sounded like hollow words to me now. I had nothing to say and looked away. That was when Link came over to where I was standing and stood in front of me.

"Zelda..." he then took hold of my shoulders, "I'm sorry."

I didn't look at him and felt my throat tighten. I still had nothing to say. I was so tired of all this. I was sick of this back and forth. Link lifted my chin, forcing me to face him. He caressed my cheek and his eyes were full of regret.

"I need your forgiveness," he whispered. "I can't leave here without it."

I didn't know why, but this reminded me of a time when he came to visit me secretly in my chamber years ago. It wasn't the same circumstances, but he was acting with the same general disposition. He wanted to reassure me of his loyalty.

"I've already forgiven you." I avoided his gaze. "Life's too short not to."

Link came a little closer and his features shifted a little at my curt wording. He sensed it was all a ruse.

"I love you," he whispered, and I trembled.

I closed my eyes and shook my head, attempting to free myself from his hold. I didn't need this right now.

"Let me go," I protested when his grip tightened, "I don't want to talk about this."

The regret he had in his eyes suddenly filled his face.

"Zelda..."

I didn't understand why, but the way he said my name made my eyes fill with tears. I hated myself for it. I hated being vulnerable in front of him like this when I wanted to be upset. I knew he wasn't going to let me go now.

"I'm sorry, please forgive me."

My throat tightened as two tears spilled onto my cheeks. I didn't want this to happen because I knew I was losing ground when it came to my pride. But, I felt helpless when it came to my feelings for him. I loved him so much. I still didn't say anything. He wiped my tears away and suddenly wrapped his arms around my waist.

"Zelda... please..." he whispered.

I didn't even know what he was begging for now. I looked up into his eyes while my bottom lip quivered. More tears came and all I could do was look and shake my head. I hated that he was seeing me like this, but I had no control over it.

"I'm-I'm tired of being treated like I don't matter," my voice was broken. "It isn't fair."

The hero nodded at my words and reached up and caressed my wet cheek.

"I know."

I wiped my tears away, but before I had a chance to say anything else, he leaned in and kissed me softly on the lips. It was tender and sweet, much of what I needed right now, but wouldn't readily admit to. I initially resisted, but it wasn't long before I kissed him back. I wrapped my arms around his neck and reluctantly hugged him. Link's grip suddenly tightened around my waist when he kissed me deeper and squeezed me in his arms. His breathing increased and it wasn't long before he swooped me up and carried me over to the bed. When he placed me down, he hovered over me immediately. I crawled back as a secondary reaction. I knew where this was going. I was resisting to simply resist at this point. However, he was determined.

Link waited for me to relax before he reached down and kissed me again. His lips were soft and obliging. He was firm, but not aggressive. He finally let his full weight come down on top of me. He kissed me deeper when his solid body made me slightly nervous. It wasn't nerves related to fear. It was nerves related to my resolve. I wasn't sure I could keep my resolve with him being so close. And... I think Link knew that. He ran his hands through my hair and admittedly I was starting to succumb. It didn't take much for me to have a reaction. That wetness began to release between my legs and I felt so vulnerable. I was frustrated with myself. I didn't want to be vulnerable when I wanted to be angry.

Link's hands slowly found their way down at the hem of my gown. He was cautious, but he had every intention of lifting that night garment. He kissed me deeper once it was up around my waist. I didn't stop him. I was telling myself to, but I didn't and I should have. I finally closed my eyes and kissed him back. He didn't take off my undergarments. He didn't provoke me sexually in any way, even though I was aroused more than I had ever been with him. He just spread my legs apart gently and kissed me tenderly on my lips. His hands were at my waist, rubbing over my belly. His touch was soft and gentle. However, it was when I yelped involuntarily that I realized what he was truly doing. My eyes widened suddenly and I gasped. Link then opened his and stared into mine. It was a very intimate gaze since he was so close.

I was hoping against all hope he hadn't heard that, but I knew with his prolonged pause he was gauging me. He ran his strong hands over my belly again and it happened once more. I yelped. I tried to make the reaction softer, but it was hard to control. His eyes gave my face a long once over.

"So you weren't lying," he whispered. "It does make you react."

I didn't reply right away because I knew that operatic cadence was going to come forth once more. Link was deliberately pressing on my birthmark. I was so embarrassed, I couldn't keep looking him in the eyes. I looked away, but then he did it again and I yelped out like before. He kissed me once more to make me feel less self-conscious, but there was no denying what he was doing. When he pulled away, he saw I still wouldn't look at him.

"It makes me sing," I confessed the obvious. "I hate it."

Link shook his head.

"Why? I think it's sexy."

I blushed.

"You wouldn't understand."

He stared down at it and shook his head.

"You're right, I don't."

I met his gaze again.

"Link…"

I didn't know what to say. He came close, but instead of trying to reassure me of something he would never understand, he kissed me again. His strong hands then went up the rest of my gown and cupped my clothed breasts. My hope was when he came here tonight he wouldn't try to take advantage of this situation. It seemed I was wrong. I didn't have the willpower to say no. I wasn't sure I even wanted to say no. However, it seemed so inappropriate to make love when the world was in such peril. It was such a Hylian thing to do. It was so reckless. We needed to find Ghirahim, not magnify our petulant squabbles. Even so, it was hard to resist him when the hero's hands were so perfect. He knew exactly how to touch me. Link didn't seem to care about any of that inappropriateness. He was focused on me. He soon parted from my lips and slid his hands back down to my thighs. He then maneuvered in such a way that his mouth was now on my abdomen. He started kissing my belly button. I edged back, knowing my belly button wasn't what he truly wanted.

I attempted to crawl from his grip, but his hold tightened.

"Where are you going?" he whispered.

I shook my head. I didn't have an answer.

"Link... please..." I begged, but didn't say anything else.

Those sky blue eyes of his looked at me determined. He finally stopped stalling and did what he intended to do. He licked his soft tongue over my birthmark and I couldn't control it.

"Ah!" that operaic yelp escaped my throat.

He kept going and I kept singing. He did it again, and I sang again. He did it once more, and I sang once more. It was erotic. It was freeing. It was exhausting. It was also discomfiting. I didn't stop singing until he pulled away. I could finally catch my breath. Once I got my bearings together, I looked down at him and he was grinning at me.

"I really like the singing. You have no idea what you look like from this angle. The writhing is very provocative."

My cheeks blushed.

"It's embarrassing," I insisted.

He stared into my eyes for a long moment.

"Do you really believe that? Do you really think something so unique and sexy about you is something you need to be embarrassed about? You need to have more confidence Zelda."

I edged back a little, not in reprisal, but in nervousness.

"I... I..."

I had no answer. And Link wasted no more time. He tugged on my legs so I collapsed in the pillows. Afterwards, he kissed my birthmark and I sang again. It was visceral. Every time I sang the more sexually aroused I got. When he pulled away he caressed his fingers over my skin.

"That's right queenie," he whispered, "sing for me baby."

He ran his soft tongue over my birthmark again and kept it there to tease me. I held that last note for a good ten seconds. However, I had no time to catch my breath when he suddenly pulled away and came back up and kissed me again. His mouth was hungry and his kisses were intense. Even so, his passion certainly wasn't one sided. I felt that wetness soak my undergarments. I felt like a fountain. A moment later, I could feel his clothed bulge press against my groin. The action was more than intentional. Link pulled back and stared me in the eyes. I knew what he was going to ask. I could see it all over his face.

"Let me make love to you," he whispered. "Let me show you how much I love you."

I stared into his eyes and froze. This was not how this was supposed to go. I was not supposed to be this weak. I was not supposed to give into him like this. I was supposed to be angry for how he treated me. I was supposed to stand my ground. Not let him kiss me, and touch me, and make me feel like a yearning little girl. Where the hell was my pride? I suddenly shook my head.

"I-I can't do this," I stammered.

Link stroked my hair.

"Yes you can," he whispered in my ear.

I was starting to cave.

"Link please..." I begged.

He started kissing my neck.

"I know you want me Zelda," he whispered in my ear. "I can feel it in your touch. I can feel it in your body. I can hear it in your voice." He then boldly slid his hand between my legs and started massaging my labia. "I want you as much as I know you want me."

My bottom lip quivered helplessly.

"Oh my goddess!" I whimpered.

His expert fingers went beyond the cotton barrier of my undergarments and slid slowly into my orifice. The two that went in were saturated immediately. He kissed me deeper when he felt that. He even penetrated me a little when he felt how tight my walls clenched around him.

"Link please!" I begged. "Ah!"

I began to writhe in pleasure.

"Please what?" he taunted.

I didn't know what to say.

"I can't."

Link kissed my neck again.

"Yes, you can."

I shook my head, almost having an orgasm at that last touch.

"Link," I moaned, "ah!"

He didn't let up.

"I love you Zelda."

I was at a loss for words.

"I love you too, " I whispered honestly, "but I can't do this."

He negated that notion.

"Yes, you can," he reassured. "Stop trying to convince yourself otherwise."

I shook my head.

"No, no, I can't, please, please stop."

"Zelda-"

However, finally I sat up and freed myself from his grasp. I couldn't let this continue.

"I can't do this Link!" I exclaimed.

Afterwards, I pushed past him and hurried off the bed. I walked back towards the center of the room to put some distance between us. There was a deafening silence between us. When I turned back around to face him, Link wasn't exactly surprised, but my reaction wasn't exactly what he was anticipating either. He was startled for a moment, taken aback at my tone. He got off the bed and raised his hands in surrender.

"What did I do?" he asked.

I didn't answer that, and nodded towards the door.

"I want you to leave."

That was when he looked at me shocked.

"What?"

I rolled my eyes in frustration and shook my head.

"Go!" I repeated. "I want you to go!"

His expression changed slightly at that and he stood his ground.

"I'm not going anywhere."

I had had enough.

"Oh yes you are! I'm tired of being used by you!"

His eyes widened stunned.

"Is that why you think I came here?" he demanded. "To use you? I was worried about you!"

I didn't believe him so I didn't bother to answer. I just looked away. He came up to me again and looked me straight in the eyes.

"Zelda listen, I-"

"No Link, you listen," I interrupted suddenly, "you can't come in here and have it both ways."

Link was dumbstruck for a moment and shook his head.

"What the hell do you mean by that?" he demanded.

I scoffed.

"You know exactly what I mean! You honestly think you're the only one entitled to your feelings, aren't you? As soon as we got here you forgot all about me!" I said, realizing I was letting my feelings get in the way of being rational. "Zora's Domain, the time at Ashei's, our traveling together, the night of the Hyrulean Festival, -none of it meant anything to you!"

Link stared at me in complete disbelief.

"What?" he demanded. "You know that isn't true! One of the biggest priorities I had at the festival was telling you how I felt about you, which I did! You said it in return and I thought we were going to start building our foundation from there! But no, for whatever reason you started questioning whether what we had was real! You tried to convince me I still loved Midna!"

I knew I had no rebuttal for that. Somehow I knew my words would come back to bite me in the end.

"I don't see how you could blame me when you practically confessed being in love with Midna throughout the entirety of our time traveling together! What was I supposed to do?"

Link wasn't going to let that slide.

"You insisted that I come to the Twilight Realm and make things right with Midna! Or, did you forget? You're so obsessed with you're own self righteousness you're too blind to see that!"

I couldn't rebut that either.

"You didn't need much convincing from me now, did you? At the very mentioning of the twilight queen you were eager to cast what we had aside!"

Link's eyes widened.

"That's not true!"

"Your actions yesterday state otherwise."

The hero shook his head and almost seemed at a loss.

"Why are you always doing this to us? Cheating you? Cheating me? Why don't you want us to work?"

He couldn't have been more wrong, but from his point of view I could understand why he thought that way. Even so, I answered none of his questions. Instead, I walked back over to the door, opened it, and prompted for him to take his leave.

"Please go," I said, staring at the ground.

He didn't budge.

"I told you I'm not going anywhere."

I didn't waver.

"Please go Link! This isn't important right now! We need to focus on stopping Ghirahim!"

Link was growing tired of my stubbornness.

"You say that, but how do I know that as soon as I leave that you won't invite that bastard Elbourne back here?" he demanded all of a sudden. "I know he was with you tonight! Don't think I didn't know about your little rendezvous with him! Nothing passes my attention Zelda!"

I forced a laugh.

"Right," I said sarcastically, "like when you noticed the locket on Midna that was keeping her subdued? You're not perfect Link! No one is!"

He came over to where I was and slammed the door back shut, which made me back up reactively.

"Why is it okay for you to sneak around with Elbourne when I can't make a mistake with Midna? What kind of double standard is that?"

He had a valid point. One I couldn't argue down.

"You're right! I guess we're both just horrible people!"

He stared at me in disbelief.

"I can't believe you!"

"I-" I tried.

"I told you I wasn't going to let you act recklessly, I won't let you play with fire!" he interrupted with a slightly raised voice. "Elbourne of Dragon Roost is the deadliest kind of fire there is! There is something going on with that man!"

I stared at him defiantly.

"I'm not playing with fire! I've known Elbourne longer than I've known you! He's my friend!"

Link narrowed his eyes at me.

"He only wants one thing from you! I'm telling you Zelda you need to be careful of him!"

I narrowed my eyes in return.

"So what!" I replied, knowing I didn't mean it. "There's more to me than a crown!"

He tried to reach for me, but I slipped from his grasp.

"Zelda-"

I didn't want to hear anymore spiels from him. I had heard enough.

"Go back to watching Midna!" I snapped. "I know that's what you want!"

Link was starting to lose his patience.

"What I want-"

"-is two women!" I interrupted vehemently, not caring any longer. "You get a little greedy alright! Well, I have news for you! You can't have us both! You have to make a choice, and I am not going to be your rebound girl any longer!"

It was then he came over and successfully grabbed me by the shoulders once again.

"You were never that kind of girl to me!" he insisted. "I-"

"You did the same thing to me that you did to Ilia!" I interrupted. "You used her when it was convenient! So why not do the same with me?! It's probably easy for you now!"

Link's grip suddenly tightened as his eyes narrowed. I knew I crossed the line just then. I stiffened a little do to his grip. It was the first time I felt afraid of him.

"You're-you're hurting me," I tried to keep my voice steady.

His grip didn't lessen and he ignored my complaint.

"You better thank Hylia that I know you, or I can't promise you what I would've said to you just then!" he threatened in a whisper. "You don't know a goddamn thing about Ilia's and my relationship! You only know-"

I had had enough. I was tired of going in circles on this matter.

"I want you to leave!" I interrupted.

Again, he didn't budge.

"No Zelda! I-"

I knew if I really wanted to end this I was going to have to use my trump card, my power.

"Unhand me!" I interrupted in a stern authoritative voice. "I am Zelda, Queen of Hyrule, and you will do as I say! Unhand me at once!"

After hearing that, Link looked at me stunned. He stared in my eyes almost dumbstruck.

"Zelda-"

"I said let me go!" I interrupted again, showing I was not playing.

The shock never went away from his face. Slowly, I felt him release me. His eyes searched my face in true disbelief. Link took several incredulous steps back and just stared at me. I looked him straight in the eyes. There was another silence between us.

That may have done it Zelda, I told myself, thinking it was really over between us.

I finally walked over to reopen the door.

"I bid you goodnight," I said to him, without looking at him.

However, Link didn't leave the room right away. He kept his gaze on me and was about to show me just how determined he was. I knew he was stubborn. I just had no idea he could be as stubborn as me. He was going to make sure he had his say before taking his leave.

"Fine," he said with a hint of finality, "I'll leave, but I'm coming back. I'll keep coming back until you rightfully know how I feel about you. You know I love you Zelda, and I know you love me. You're going to know at the end of all this that we belong together. But... for now, I'll leave. I bid you goodnight… your majesty."

His words left me a little shaken. I had nothing to say. However, his exit was definitely a barometer. He slammed the door hard behind him when he left. So hard, that the adamantine room shook.

Adamantine.

I stood staring at the closed door in confusion and soon after burst into tears. I covered my mouth, having no clear answer of why I made the decision I made. What was I thinking?

"Why did I do that?" I whispered. "Why did I do that?"

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