"This is absolutely unbelievable", Lily sat next to Severus on his small brownish couch. They went to his rooms, so Harry could stay at Lily's. The student rooms were so empty these days, that they didn't want him to sleep all alone at the other end of the castle.
She placed her hand on her lower stomach, which was still flat, because she was only nine weeks along. She didn't feel or see anything yet, but she knew that her baby was there.
"This will change my entire life", he whispered to her, placing his hand on hers.
"Will you still love me when I am round as a Quaffle?", she looked up at him. Insecure about all these changes coming up. Being pregnant could be hard and ugly some days, and she knew that these days would definitely happen.
"Are you joking?", Severus asked, now looking into her eyes.
"I will love you every day of this short life. Every hour, every minute…", he began, "Lily, you are bringing life into this world. You are creating a human being inside you. Ever thought about that? Even to get the gift of being able to, is a miracle. I will love you at your ups and downs; would even love you covered in a paper bag."
He grabbed her hand but let them covering her belly.
"I don't deserve you…", she whispered and shook her head slightly, "I don't deserve to be on your side"
"You deserve so much more than just me", Severus answered and kissed her slowly.
Slowly, but with so much love.
His hand moved from her belly to her hot cheek, holding her head in his big hand.
She kissed him back, shyly but full of desire.
"I want you, Severus.", she whispered into his face, "take me"
"Take you, yeah?", he smirked, grabbing her hand, pulling her off his couch.
"I can't get more pregnant", she said, letting herself fall onto him a bit.
He grabbed her head in his hands, pulling it up to kiss her, desirable.
Meanwhile, she wrapped her hands around his waist, playing on the fringe of his buttoned up jacket.
He wasn't wearing his robe today.
Her tiny fingers found their way to the lowest button, grabbing it, and unbuttoned it softly.
Button by button, she worked her way up, while Severus watched her doing it.
"It takes forever", Lily laughed, finally reaching the highest and last one. As she opened it, he slowly let it fall off his shoulders and down to the ground below him.
Now his white shirt came to daylight.
"For god sakes", Lily looked at it ironically. Annoying and amused by the idea of unbuttoning it as well.
It always took ages for him to get dressed, and now it took this time as well to get rid of his clothing.
Lily loved it. She loved how well dress he always was. Such a fancy man.
"Wait…", he slowly pushed her hands aside, stepped back and ripped it open very quickly.
"That's how I like it", she started biting her lower lip, almost crawling up back to him.
His shirt still on his shoulders, he closed her in his arms, kissing her again, pushing up her shirt, stroking her hot skin.
He wanted to feel her.
Feel her the closest possible.
After their first time about 6 months ago, something deeply changed within Severus.
He had done it with other women before, but nothing ever felt that good before. He never felt such a huge desire towards someone.
They acted like teens, after they did it for the first time. It was like they instantly got addicted and now were obsessed with each other.
Every thought about her let him feel like flying. He never loved anyone or anything more in this world.
The thought of Lily becoming the mother of his child gave him goosebumps every time.
His beautiful Lily gave him the greatest gift in life.
He never thought about having kids, because he never met the right woman, but with her everything felt differently.
With her, he always pictured a family.
The next week, they stayed together at Lily's. Harry got used to Snape and his mother being pregnant pretty good.
It was strange at first, but now he actually got excited about it.
When Ron, Hermione and the other ones arrived back at Hogwarts, the trio met at the boys room.
"So, how was your Christmas?", Harry asked them both. They were sitting opposite to Harry on Ron's bed.
"Crookshanks brought me a mouse in Christmas morning. It was awesome", Hermione laughed and glanced over to Ron.
Harry always felt this sparkling atmosphere between them, but over the holidays it somehow got stronger.
"Lucky it wasn't Scabbers", Ron smiled a bit, trying to avoid looking into her eyes.
"Yea, nothing interesting happened really. I stayed with Ron, so of course nothing exciting happened.", she told quiet, giggling.
"What about you, mate? How was Snape?", Ron asked Harry, and couldn't help but look over to Hermione again.
"Actually… you know? You are going to hit me for that, but actually I really like him.", Harry answered, "he understands me… and you can actually laugh with him."
"He can laugh?", Ron gave him a skeptical look.
"He's human too, Ronald", Hermione gave him a typical Hermione-know-it-all look.
"Yes. He is really not that mean", Harry answered, nodding towards them.
"Your mother seems so happy lately. She really glows by happiness", Hermione smiled at Harry.
"She really is. And not just because of Snape.", Harry looked down for a second and back to his friends.
"This is top secret, guys, but she's pregnant"
"Bloody hell", Ron burst out.
"O-okay", Hermione blinked fast and sat a bit back.
"I told you, Harry. I told you that you have to share her with his baby", the redhead now laughed.
"Professor Trelawney would be so proud"
