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Must I be Awake?
I'm awake.
In darkness.
But,
Just make,
Me go away.
All of me.
Gone.
Gone…
My mind has dived into division,
Leaving my wantings pinned alone,
I want my cravings,
And to become my cravings is one in its own.
To forever want to be a beast of moon,
That prowls and romps in wood,
Like, but unlike vampire, coming from nowhere
For blood; for no good.
This light in this dampness dark,
Is not one from a tunnel liked,
But without hope there's fur,
Without peace there's teeth,
Eyes of bark as worse as bite.
That hollowed hole, a blinding sun,
One sun that brings false heat,
A sky so filled with endless stars,
To ice should not be beat.
As beat,
As I.
As I,
Am beaten,
Into no recovery.
Should one,
Nor I,
Suffer with my ways?
My cravings?
My Nights not to be?
My Nows,
To Laters,
Later from Now,
My cravings,
Will die,
Along with me.
Until…
I'm awake.
In darkness,
But,
Just make,
It all go away.
I don't want to see darkness,
Even if it's just shadows,
Of
Curtains in the hospital wing.
Scratch.
Scratch.
Scratch.
From one finger to the next.
One arm,
One leg,
One face,
One back,
Bare hairless skin,
All,
Scratched.
Here I am in Later
And Here I'm awake in darkness,
But just please,
Just make,
Me go away.
All of me.
Gone.
Gone…
Must I be awake?
I truly sympathize for Moony. He's a wonderful character and doesn't deserve this, but I don't think I could imagine him any other way. All he needs is acceptance and being a werewolf could seriously feel so much better. Don't you think?
OOH! Please read my other fics! I love reviews and I swear I'll update some if I get a few more! I love my readers a lot! Hope you enjoyed this!
-Luna-