Author's Note: Yay! Another AxelRoxas by me, only this time it's a oneshot. Yah I changed my penname, though it annoys me but whatever, for now I'm keeping it the same. Anyways ummm ... this is kinda angsty and sad, just check out the genre. Umm so yah ... please R&R.
Disclaimer: I do not own these characters.
Warnings: Shonen-ai fluff, maybe some slight language. Spoilers for KH2.
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Here I was again. Damn what was I doing here? What I was doing was risky, dangerous, I could get in trouble. But it would all be worth it, as long as I got to see him.
I entered his room, green eyes landing on the boy I had come here for and I couldn't help but smile. He had that kind of heart warming affect on me. Heh, ironically though, I had no heart. So I guess it was just some kind of ... weird fondness. A strong fondness.
I walked towards his bed and quietly, very carefully, I sat at the edge, watching as he stirred slightly in his sleep and made a small noise and I smirked. Damn he was cute and I missed him, I missed him a lot.
Why in the hell did he leave the Organization? Because he wanted to learn about himself and about the Keyblade and why it chose him, because he wanted to remember. Heh, remember. To remember, you have to forget, which he did. Damn, I wish I had that luxury.
I can still remember being in the Organization together, the bond we had, the times we spent together and every time I think back on it all it pisses me off.
How could he just fucking forget me and everything we did together like that. We were friend, best friends though I couldn't help but think it went a little past that.
He was the only one I liked in the Organization, the only one I could get along with and made me feel ... he made me feel good. He made me feel really, really good. Best I've ever felt. But damn ... Roxas had to go and forget.
I sighed and scooted closer to the blond, my gloved hand just yearning to touch him, to touch his cheek, to feel how soft he was again but ... he'd probably wake up.
Man I just felt like slugging him one for forgetting me. What kinda friend forgot their friends huh? And we had been best friends even. Looks like that made no difference.
Damn it ... sometimes I just wish you'd wake up, see me, and remember everything. And come back with me to the Organization so we could start our lives again.
But I know you wouldn't. You were too stubborn to just go with someone you didn't know. You'd put up a hell of a fight. You had put up a hell of a fight.
Damn you Roxas. I always knew you were dense but not dense enough to forget me. But you have and I'm gonna do whatever it fucking takes to make you remember me.
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Author's Note: Ack! Again I think it sucks. It was too short and just like ... ugh it sucked. But I just had to write it. Next thing I'm writing is a HaynerRoxasSeifer, my ot3 and hopefully that'll be better than this. Anyways, please R&R the suckyness.