Yeah to Will Darcy I was just a geek. The not worth your time type, I mean he said hi and stuff but never anything else but I wanted so much more.

I couldn't give it anymore thought as Jane bounded up besides me, her brown hair bouncing. She looked very excited, I couldn't ruin it for her, my moping about Will again. Even though I would love to cos I adore talking about him. I eat, breath and sleep, Will, don't get me wrong or anything I'm not obsessed, but I've fancied ever since he started coming to our house. There was a rumour around for a while, still is actually, thatCaroline and Will are dating but actually he was coming to our house to study or well to put more bluntly to stop,Caroline from failing.

I will always remember, that's one of the times I saw mum really angry, usually it's at me but anyway ifCaroline would have continued to fail with a big fat F, she couldn't get into the cheerleading school she had always dreamed of, SIGH. Poor Caroline.

Well anyway at first at hated him, I thought he was a jerk jock, who had nothing better to do than tease me. He came every Wednesdays and Saturday without fail for two years. It was heaven and hell, we got on quite well, but after a year he went all funny on me. I couldn't decide whether I liked it or not, I mean now I could see there wasn't any hope for us what so ever, but I still missed him terribly. I used to sneak into the dining room so I could just hear him talk; he's a year older than me. So not that much of an age difference. Well that was two years ago I was 15 then, now I'mseventeen and ready to take the world by store.

I would eventually forget about Will Darcy, sooner or later, but I had a feeling it would probably be later, much later.

Well back to Jane.

"So yeah, I saw Charles today and he looked soooo cute in his kit"

Charles is Will's best friend. So I'm going to be reminded of Will all day.

"I think he was checking me out, do you think he likes me, Dais?"

God yeah he fancied the pants of her only Jane couldn't see that. In our classes, even though Charles and Will are a year older than us, we're in most of their classes, and anyone can the way he drools all over her. I mean like yesterday, we were in the homeroom and Jane flipped her hair and Charles just completely ignored the teacher and fell off his chair. It was funny but you could tell who he was looking at. She's completely ignorant of it; it's irritating to say the least.

We enter our Maths class, and maths is one of my favourite subjects as is Science and I have no probably doing it. Unlike most people in the class, I don't need help, so Mr Morris just lets me get on with it.

My train of thoughts get interrupted by a

"You freak, what in god's name are you wearing; even my granny dresses better you. You're a bitch too I can't believe you won't help your sister and all the work she's done for you."

I bit down on my tongue and went to retort. NOBODY speaks to me like that.

"Good afternoon, students be quiet and get your books out on page 50. Thank you"

How ironic technically saved by a teacher.

The next two hours flew by and before I knew it I had to go to P.E.

In some ways I love P.E but in most ways I hate it. I can run fast but we never do running, so the teacher doesn't know.

I can baseball and basketball really well but again my teacher doesn't know it. We play volleyball instead. Yay and gymnastics, so mainly beach games yeah.

Unfortunately on most occasions, I just get teased because I can't be bothered moving to volleyball so I just wait for it, also my glasses, I don't want them to get broken. I usually try to use that as an excuse but today it didn't work.

As it was our fitness day in two days and they needed teams.

I just sat down no way on earth was I going to get chosen. If I did it would either be as a joke or Jane and Will doesn't take this class. I envy the girls who can look at that body working. I will never get my chance, well I did once and I've savoured it in my mind forever. As I would never get the chance again, and believe me, whoa did he make me feel hot and bothered.

I envied the girl, he would date. The main contender was Mandy Field and my sister, both cheerleaders, and incredibly stupid. Usually a jocks type of girl, I thought Will had better taste than that, I mean come on, my sisters like an ogre. Okay maybe, I'm exaggerating just a little bit.

Mandy Field is unfortunately in my year and treats me like a piece of dirt, and today wasn't going to be any different. As soon as I came out of the changing room it was,

"Oh my gods, like check it out, the freaks are here"

"Like oh my god, check it out, her vocabulary has improved. Can you like spell freaks?"

"Of course I can you freak"

"Yyyeaahhh I'm sure"

"Girls, I'm going to start some new sports this year. Can anyone guess what?"

"Shopping"

"No, Mandy shopping's not a sport."

"Anyone else? No okay then, well were going to start. Running, baseball and basketball"

YES, this is great. I'll show that girl, who's a freak.

"Now everyone get into pairs, we're going running"