Summary: This SongFic takes place about right now on the show. It is just my opinion. I honestly thought I would never write something like this. In Lorelai's POV. Enjoy.
A/N: The words in Italics are the song lyrics.
Disclaimer: I do not own Gilmore Girls, or any of the characters. The song "When There Was Me and You" belongs to whoever wrote it.
And Away We Go!
Its funny when,
You find yourself,
Looking from the outside.
He hid her from me. How could he do that? He knew that I would understand. And still months later, he still hasn't even let me meet her. It hurts so bad that he doesn't trust me.
I'm standing here,
But all I want to be is over there!
Why did I let myself believe?
That miracles could happen.
Cause now I pretend,
I don't really care.
I thought he was my guy. Who wouldn't do anything to hurt me, I guess I was wrong.
I thought you were my fairytale,
My dream when I'm not sleeping'!
A wish upon a star,
That's coming true!
At first I thought I would be the only person to make Luke Danes a daddy. I mean, I'm pregnant, but what if he doesn't want it? He used to be the person I could go to with my problems. Now he is the problem.
But everybody else could tell,
I confused my feelings with the truth.
When there was me and you.
I tried to hide my feelings, but everyone, except Luke, could tell I hurt. Rory did her best to comfort me, but she wasn't Luke. Luke could always make me feel better. Until April came along.
I swore I knew the melody,
That I heard you singing.
And when you smiled you made me feel,
Like I could sing along.
I always had a special smile from him. Now he uses it for her. He used to be mine, not hers. I NEED to talk to him. To bad he's with April. I guess I have to wait now. No I'll go.
But then you went and changed the words,
Now my heart is empty!
I'm left with used-to-be's,
And once upon a song!
"You changed. You aren't my Luke anymore." I said practicing as I walked towards the diner. I was going to tell him about the baby, and something I may regret later on. But then I remembered all the fun that we had.
Now I know you're not a fairytale,
And dreams are meant for sleeping,
And wishes on a star don't come true!
Cause now even I can tell,
I confused my feelings with the truth,
Because I liked the view,
When there was me and you.
As I walked into the diner, the all too familiar bells rang, and Luke looked up from helping April and saw me. "Lorelai." Was the only thing he said. I then went behind the counter and dragged him upstairs by his shirt.
I can't believe I could be so blind,
It's like your floating,
While I was falling,
And I didn't mind!
Because I liked the view,
I thought you felt it too,
As we got to his apartment, I sat him down and started talking. "Ok I want you to listen, and don't interrupt. Ever since April has been in you life, you've been pulling away from me." I said slowly pulling off my engagement ring. "I'm pregnant Luke, but I have to do this," tears were now streaming down my face, and my ring was completely off, which of course, Luke noticed. "I want you to give this back to me, when you are seriously ready for a relationship." I said giving him the ring and walking out of the apartment. The walk home was harder than breaking up with him. But when I reached the hose Rory was sitting on the front porch, I hugged her, told her everything, and then cried my eyes out.
When There Was Me And You!
We never got back together, he started dating Ana, and they eventually got married. But my daughter, Lynsey Victoria Gilmore-Danes, never had a father. Which hurt me the most.
The End!