A.N. O.K. here is my next chapther. sorry it took me so long, but i think this is a good one.
It was nearly five o'clock, and she had the day off. So there was no reason for her being ordered into the office. Well of course there was a reason, she knew the reason well and knew it was necessary. They all had to be there, especially if they were planning on facing their boss. The F.B.I dricter none the less. She just didn't feel like facing John, not after what happen earlier that day she still couldn't believe. It was as if all her dreams were coming true. He loved her. He said it. He confessed he loved her then he pulled her into a kiss. But it was not just a kiss. No, she had been kissed before and that wasn't a kiss. That was to good to be a kiss. They would have to make a new word to call what he did to her. It was simply amazing.
He was kissing her so sweetly; he made love to her mouth using his lips and tongue in ways she didn't even know it was possible to use them. And then, out of nowhere, he pulled away. He just pulled away and apolized. As if he had done something wrong. "I'm so sorry Mon, I didn't mean to. I shouldn't have- it won't happen again," he said. Then he started the car and pulled out of the parking lot. Neither one said a thing during the drive; she for one was to stun to say anything. When they arrived at her house he open the trunk took all the things out put them on her front step. When he noticed she still hadn't gotten out of the car he went over and opened her door for her, without even looking at her. She tried to tell him something, anything, but he just turned away. So she got out of the car and stood in front of him. He just walked around her and got into his car. She watched as he drove away.
Now only two hours later she was driving to work. Were she would have to see him. She didn't even know why she was so nervous. 'It's not like I did anything wrong. He was the one that made thing acward afterwards. If it was up to me, we would be tangled in the sheets right about now' she said to her self and sighed.
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Great. Just fucking great John thought to himself. How god loved him so. He had the day off for god sake. Even if he didn't it was after working hours. He shouldn't have to be going into work. He shouldn't have to see her just yet. Damn. How was it that in such little time he managed to screw up years of friendship? He would be lucky if she didn't put in for a transfer. Damn.
He didn't even know how it happened. They were shopping; having a pleasant day, well not really pleasant but they were having fun. He was helping her shop, how was it that he lost control. He never lost control. Never. He had known her for years not once had he let his feelings slip. How is it that he spends one morning shopping with her and he loses it? She probably hated him. "John you shouldn't-" that was all she got to say before he cut her of. There was no point in letting her continue. Her knew what she was going to say, 'John you shouldn't have done that. That was real stupid, you are such a stupid ass'. Ok so maybe she wouldn't call him a stupid ass, but she should. She didn't say anything the whole ride home. She seemed shell-shocked. So not only did he make a fool of himself by telling her he loved her, he was a bad kisser. Then after the car ride she didn't even want to get out of her car.
Now one hour and fifty-seven minutes later, (yes he did look at the clock, he did have to mark down the first time his lips touched hers), he was driving to work. Were he would have to see her. She wouldn't look at him she probably avoid him, sit by Dana. Then at the end of the meeting she would ask Skinner if she could she see him in private, there she would request a transfer. When skinner asked her why, she would respond "well you seem to have me partnered with a stupid ass, that has fallen in love with me and I no long fell comfortable working with him." Great. Just fucking great.
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Ah! The day was going so great. Prefect. Wonderful. She wasn't sure she had ever had a more wonderful day in her life. Why couldn't she just have one prefect day? It was five o'clock the day was almost over, they could have finished it wonderfully, but no they had to be order into work. It made no sense. She was on leave she wasn't do back 'til Monday at eight when her first class began. So why was she begin order into work? Well, she did know why she was being order in, and it made nervous. Facing her enemies always did, but they had to. She just didn't understand why facing her enemies couldn't wait one more day. The day was going great. Prefect. Wonderful. She still couldn't believe it. Well she still wasn't sure if what she tough was going to happen was going to happen. But it sure as hell seemed as if it were going to happen.
They were lying in bed after making love. She really loved doing that with him, if she had known he was that good she wouldn't have wasted so many years. She was snuggled against his chest; she had drifted to sleep when she felt him kiss her forehead. She thought he was ready for another round, she tilted her head and kissed him when she went to position herself he told her, "shh it ok go back to sleep." when she looked up at him with a questioning look. He told her that all he wanted was to kiss her. His exact words were, "I just needed to kiss you." when she asked him if was sure that all he wanted while sliding her hand slowly down his abdomen, he told her, "all I need and want is to kiss you. It's hard to explain, but I don't have to do anything with you. I just love holding you like this, is all. I love holding and having rest on me, I love kissing your forehead. I love walking up behind you and wrapping my arms around your waist. I love waking up every morning to your soft smile. I love saying I love you and I want to shout it to all the world. I don't even remember when it happened I don't remember when I started to love you so much. I think it was two seconds after you walked into the office, you know when I looked up. But I never showed you how much I loved you. I was always a selfish self-absorbed bastard. I would always leave you behind make decision without you. Not any more. From this day forth every single desiontion will be made by both of us. Were a team, were partners, lovers, a family and I want to make it official." he had finally finished his long rant. Dana was looking at him with tears in her eyes and ask what he meant, hoping, praying he was asking her to marry him in his own odd way. Mulder begun to stater, he would have given her a strait answer that is if the phone hadn't rung.
So now here they were in the car. Driving to the damn building. To make matters worse Mulder wouldn't say a word to her. Well actually that was all he said, a little over a word. When the phone rang he was too happy to answer. Now he was turning on the radio, and every time she was about to say something he would ask about the song playing. How was it such a perfect day had been ruined. Ah!
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Wonderful. It was five o'clock on a Saturday. It wasn't even working hours. Even if it was they didn't employ him any longer. So why was he just order into the office? He knew why he had been order into the office. The bastard of Kersh wanted to intimidate him. Nothing new. He always did the same thing. Mulder would discover something he wasn't suppose to and Kersh would try to intimated him. Same as always. The only difference was that this time Kersh had things he could hold against him the people he loved, his family. So now on a Saturday afternoon he was driving into his formers bosses offices. Well he had to thank the damn bastard. If it wasn't for his call coming at the time it did, he would have messed everything up. How he ended up in that position was beyond him.
They had made love and she had drifted to sleep. Some where along the line his thoughts began to wonder. He thought about how he was so lucky to have this women. And about how stupid he had been for so many years. How long he had loved her and hadn't noticed. He thought about how she deserved so much more then him. He thought about how she should get all she ever dreamed of and more. About how she went against everything she ever believed for him. Hell! Living in wedlock with him went against her catholic believes. But she did it anyhow because she loved him. It was in that moment that he realized how special his proposal would have to be, so that it could be worthy of her. He wasn't sure how he was going to pull it off but one thing was for sure, he loved Dana Scully more then anything in the whole world. With all this going through his mind he couldn't resist kissing her. She woke up and they stared talk, he started spilling his guts and let it slip. Not in so many words, but he knew she knew what he was thinking. She even asked, but the phone had rang. Even afterwards she was still trying to ask him what he meant, he knew he wouldn't be able to resist her much longer.
So now the were in the car driving to see a bastard which would threaten them, and try to intimated him and lord only knows what else. And instead of confronting each other she was trying to make him finish saying what he had begun to say in the bed, and he was doing everything in his power to avoid convection with her. Wonderful.
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Even though they were all suppose to go to the deputy directors office, they all went to Skinner's office first. His assistant told them to wait a couple of minutes because he was taking a call. Each one of them took a separate corner of the outer office. Trying to get away from the other.
"Dana what are you doing after this? I was thinking maybe you and me could go do something." Monica looked over at her friend. Waiting for a reply. Dana begun to reply but was cut off by Mulder.
"That's a great idea. The two of you haven't had that much time together, you should really go. And Will and me could do some male bonding, hell John why don't you join me. We could get to know each other. We might as well gossip some since the girls will doing it all night." he said eagerly, with a huge smile on his lips.
"Sounds great Mulder, but Dana still didn't say she would go." John said in a flat tune.
"Well, since I already have permission, why the hell not." Dana said through clenched teeth, sending an annoyed glare at Mulder.
Skinner's assistant, Kimberly, was getting a little nervous. "I- I think he is about done, um I'll go check." she got up and hurried for the door, tripping on the trashcan in her rush. She got into Skinner's office and closed the door.
"Sir, I think they are about to kill each other."
"oh they will never kill one another."
"well, if they don't kill each other they might shot each other."
"They already did that." when her eyes grew big with disbelieve, he laughed. "You really think they are about kill one another. Answer this, is Mulder drinking, and punching people?" she shook her head no. "Is Agent Scully's her face as red as her hair?" again she shook her head. "Is Agent Doggett punching walls?" again she shock head. "Is Agent Reyes lighting a cigarette." She once again shock her head no. "then we are fine send them in." she did as she was told and went to get them.
The four of them walked in, each looking annoyed and as if they were about to kill some one. When Skinner eyes grew wide. Kimberly mouthed 'told you so'; he just shook his head and watched as the sat in the chairs. They didn't take their normal order he notice. Instead of it being Mulder, Dana, Monica, and John. It was John, Mulder, Monica, and Dana. Monica the only one that was sitting were she always did was Monica but that was only because she waited for John to sit before she sat down. Skinner sat down in his chair. And just stared at them waiting for one of them to say something. None did.
"Kersh called all of you in?" he knew the answer but was trying to see if any of them would move, none did. "I think the only reason called you in now was to upset you some." he waited, nothing. He got tired of waiting for them so decided to just continue. "Mulder he is probably going to ask you what you found out. It is up to you how much you tell him. Dana he is going to do everything to upset you, all of you. Don't be surprise if he brings your son into this. Monica, John since you two are in charge of the x-files he might threaten to take them away. All of you have to be ready for this, he will try to get everything out of you." he looked to see how much they had taken in. he saw that not one of them was looking at him, Dana was looking at her fingers, Monica was staring at the floor, john was staring at his lap, occasionally looking over at Monica, Mulder was just staring past him. "And if you stay as chatty as you are now he won't get a damn thing." he sighed. "And I'm not wearing any pants because my assistant just finish giving me a blow job." One Mississippi, two Mississippi, three Mississippi, four missi-. Finally Dana looked up.
"Ok we get it. He will do anything in his power to shut us down and get the information we have. We've been through this how many times? After nine years I think we got It." she said annoyed.
"The thing is, he helped you. He is making the paper to say Mulder was in witness protection. They don't do anything if they don't get anything in return you know that Dana. I think he wants something."
"We'll handle it. We always do, don't worry." Mulder said standing
The all walked into Kershs office. He was pissed off until he saw their expressions, then he smiled. "Sit down Agents." No one moved. "You think I put knives and blades on the chair. Don't tell me that Mulder's paranoia has affected all of you."
"Mulder might have been paranoid but he was always right." Monica was the first to snap. Kersh just laughed.
"You really believe him don't you agent Reyes? No wonder you were the black sheep in New Orleans. Agent Scully of course believes him, when did you stop believing in science anyhow? If I remember correctly your were sent to spy on Mulder and instead you had his baby. How is it that such a reasonable woman believes what this idiot says?"
"I never stopped believing in science. On the contrary it has been science that I have depended all my believes on. It is science that proved what this idiot said. It was science that made this reasonable woman believe this idiot."
"And you Agent Doggett what made you believe in Agent Mulder? You really were on the fast track, but you choose to believe in this idiot, why?"
"The proof is what made me believe in this idiot."
"Now people we really should stop offending Agent Mulder, he has his uses. Agent Scully centrally thinks so." Kersh said.
"I'm not an Agent any longer."
"We'll get to that in time. First I want to no what you found out. I know you Mulder; you wouldn't be back unless you had information. So what did you find out?"
Mulder look around at them, then back at Kersh. "You really want to know what I found out. Fine I'll tell you. I found out that I like my family more then I like the truth." Mulder said with a smile.
Kersh slammed his fist on the desk. "Damn it! Can't you see I'm trying to help you!"
"That sure not what it looks like."
He turned to Monica, "let me remind you Agent Reyes, you were never assigned to the x-files."
"Then let me remind you that are still under investigation, sir." John said moving closer to Monica.
"Believe it or not I am trying to help you. You have no idea what these people would do. You are their biggest treat, always have been. Ironic it really is, how they but you together. Creating their own destruction. Agent Mulder you are a big threat to them, you need friends."
"Thanks buddy, but am good with the friends I have. They seem to be able to remember that I'm no longer an Agent."
"That's another thing I wanted to talk to you about. Agent Scully you know we are in need for more profilers at the academy. It would be a great idea to have the F.B.I. Greatest profiler teach. What do you think Agent Mulder?"
"Are you saying you are planning to rise the died? I though the F.B.I.'s greatest profiler was dead." Mulder ask with a serious face, which caused everyone to laugh.
"Agent Mulder you know damn well you are one of the greatest profilers. You might even have my job if you hadn't been diverted. I'm offering you a job working in the academy. If you need time to think about it that's fine."
"I don't need time. I'll do it."
"Well then. I believe everything is settled, for now. Everyone enjoy the rest of your leave. Agent Mulder I'll be contacting you."
They all walked out of the office. Monica wasn't as angry as before, and john wasn't as nervous. Mulder still was indifferent. But Dana was furious. Her face had gone six shades of red with in seconds. She didn't even stop to talk to Mulder; she just told Monica that she will meet her outside and stormed away. Monica was walking ten steps ahead of the guys, when she bumped into Brad.
"Monica! How lucky can I be to bump into you? I was going to call you later on but since you're here, I was wondering if you were doing anything later. Because if you weren't we could go get drinks, catch a movie, have dinner, you know for old time sake." he said moving closer then was necessary.
"Sorry, but Dana and I have plans."
"How about tomorrow." he said not missing a beat.
"Fixing up my apartment." Monica responded quickly hoping he would get the hint. He didn't. "All by your self. You know I can help."
"Thanks for the offer, but I already told Mon I would help." John said while wrapping his arm around her waist. Brad finally got the hint. The problem was he got the wrong one. He stared at both of them shock his head the walk away.
When Monica was sure Brad was gone she pulled out of Johns arms. She turned to him and open her mouth as if to scream, but instead blew a breath through clenched teeth and stormed away.
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John and Mulder were sitting in Dana apartment, drinking beer. William had been but to bed a while ago. Neither of the men felt much like talking. They were both to figure out they had done nothing wrong. Neither figured it out. Mulder looked over at John.
"You got it bad."
John looked shocked, "well I'm not the one that has had a ring hidden in his desk draw on top of Dana picture for lord knows how many years, and still wont propose."
"How the hell do you know about the ring?"
John started laughing he couldn't resist teasing him. "Mulder I was in charge of finding you. I searched your apartment, looked in the draw found the ring then the picture, put two and two together. I noticed she didn't know about it so I put it right back were it was, without logging it in as evidence." Mulder just stared at him not believing that John had known about the ring this whole time. If John had found the ring the first time he went to his place, then Dana must have seen it. "Don't worry she never found it. Why is it you still haven't asked her anyway?"
"She deserves more. I think I'm going to buy a bigger ring. And do something she will never forget. That what she deserves, something unforgettable." Mulder said pulling out the ring, and smiling. "What about you john, there is something going on between you and Monica. What gives?"
"I messed up. We were shopping and I don't know it was going great until her phone rang, then she got made at me for no reason. When we got in the car she stared asking me what was wrong with me, she started crying and I lost it."
"What did you do?" Mulder asked his friend. "I kissed her." john said so low Mulder barely heard it. Then he stared laughing.
"It's not funny. She pulled away and didn't say anything during ride home. Then when we got there she was about to tell me that I should have never done that. And you saw how mad she got when I went to get the damn bastard away from her. She hates me. She probably going to put in for transfer, which Kersh is going to be too happy to give, and then I'm going to lose her. Damn it!"
"That's what I though the first time me and Dana spent the night together. She came in late to work the next day, and had stopped by Skinner's office on the way. I was freaking out. But nothing happened."
"Well nothing better happen. I don't know what I would do if she put I for transfer. I really don't" Mulder looked over at his friend with sympathy. He knew exactly what the man was felling.
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"I don't get him," Both women said at the same time.
"He kisses me. I mean he did kiss me I didn't imagine it."
"He was going to propose. Or was I just imagining things."
"Then he pulled away. And APPLOZIED."
"Then when the phone rang he shut down."
"Then after turning me down he doesn't even look at me."
"He did everything to avoid talking to me."
"And when Kersh is threatening me he's there like a knight in shining armor, one I don't need."
"He says all decisions will be made by the two of us."
"Then when brad comes to ask me out he's there again."
"But when Kersh offers him the job he takes it with out even asking me, what I thought about it."
"ASSHOLE! Who needs them any way?" both women said sitting on Monica's couch. "We do." The looked at each other for a while then began to laugh.
"He was going to propose?"
Dana shrugged her shoulders. "Who knows. He kissed you?"
Monica nodded her head. "Then he pulled away. He keeps on confusing me. I don't know what he wants."
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