Title: Miss You
Fandom: X-Men
Author: Dysnomia
Rating: PG
Pairing: Remy/Bobby, although I guess it could be Remy/anyone
Warnings: AU, slash
Summary: Just a short little drabble that came to me while listening to music.
Even before Antarctica things weren't going right. He'd stay out all night, leaving me alone, laying awake waiting for him, waiting to feel his arms slide around me, lulling me to sleep. His arms were the only comfort I had anymore, well, when he was actually there that is. He was too distant the rest of the time, no warm kisses, no more loving words. I missed him, even when he was in the same room as me. But every once in a while I'd see my Remy again, in the dead of the night when he thought I couldn't see the tender looks.
I thought that after he got back from Antarctica things were getting better, my lover was back to being his usual self. But it didn't last. I think all he wanted was the warmth of another body to banish the remembered cold away. This time though, he didn't even bother pretending. He said goodbye, and now I'm more alone then I ever was, because the man I love can't even stand to look me in the eye. I miss him so much I can't even sleep at night, can hardly function daily, and the others have noticed, because they don't even bother getting me to come fight with them anymore. I'm a burden to them now and I don't even care. All I wish was that I had the courage to tell Remy just how much I still love him, how much I miss him, and that it's slowly killing me to not belong to him any longer.