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Hermione awoke about 3 in the morning as she turned over she noticed that Snape was asleep on a chair. His face was smooth and his hair was not as greasy as it normally looked. Hermione carefully got out of bed and went to the bathroom as she walked in she noticed a razor blade on the side. The blade was shining on the side of the bath and Hermione stood frozen. All she could think was just to cut. Snape was asleep she just needed to cut one little cut wouldn't hurt.
Severus awoke and had a crick in his neck as he looked around and noticed Hermione had gone, fear gripped at him. Quickly he noticed a light in her bathroom. Before he could do anything else he heard a crash from the bathroom. "Shit." Severus ran to the bathroom.
Hermione was on the floor rocking back and forth mumbling incoherently. Severus looked around the room and noticed his mirror was smashed and the razor in his bath. Carefully he knelt beside Hermione and she leaned into him he held her as she rocked. "it ok you did the right thing." Severus wisp heard into her ear. "it's ok your going to be ok." Severus picked Hermione up and placed her on his bed. Once Hermione calm down she looked Severus in the eyes.
"Im sorry sir I don't know what's come over me." Severus looked at Hermione tears where in her eyes. "I just needed to. I just well." Severus listened as Hermione tried to say what she was feeling. Then he talked so quietly Hermione didn't notice he had stared talking at first. "Harming yourself is not the way miss granger. The pain doesn't hurt after a while it feel numb just like nothing. Please don't go through this alone. I know I am not a good man but please don't go through this alone." Hermione just cried harder. If Severus was his usual evil self she would have been able to cope but this was not the severus snape she though she knew. "I know I am not a nice man and I admit that this is my own doing. But you don't need to take this road. Not letting people in is something that once started you can't go back to are forever trapped in your own mind. One day you wake up and go to far." "Sir I just do it to release pain. I don't mean to go. I mean I would never." Severus looked at Hermione. "Life is what causes pain miss granger and the amount of death you have seen you should know." With that said Severus swept out of the room. Leaving one very confused Hermione sitting on the bed.
Severus went into his living room and picked a bottle of jack daniels of the shelf and began to drink he sat on the couch and stared into the fire. A single tear crawling down his cheek. Hermione crawled into a ball and began to wonder about the man that is Severus snape.
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