A/N: I'm glad you guys like the idea, thanks for the reviews, they made my day (yes my life is that pathetic lol) but seriously everyone who left a review had something good that I wanted to hear so thanks! This story is for a friend who I made a deal with and she likes EO pairing so Angie here you go!

Elliot sat his desk looking through a file, not really reading just running the lie he told Kathy through his mind. He fell asleep at the crib and spent the night in the precinct. He was so happy with Olivia last night but he hated himself for doing that to Kathy. The worst part is he didn't regret it one bit.

"Where's your partner?" Cragen asked looking at Elliot and the empty desk across from him. Elliot was just starring at the file not even realizing someone was talking to him "Elliot" Cragen tried again. Elliot was still thinking about last night.

"Elliot!" Fin and Munch yelled at the same time.

"What?" Elliot asked looking up and being interrupted from his guilt. Fin and Munch pointed at Cragen.

"Where's Benson, she's late?" Cragen asked starring at him and being totally confused.

"I don't know, its not like I was with her this morning" Elliot said managing a small smirk to pass it off as a joke. All the guys just gave him a weird look and went back to their work.

"Look who decided to join us" Munch said as Olivia came through the door.

"Sorry I'm late, had girl issue" Olivia said knowing the guys would want to know more so she went with something they would never ask about. Her period. The guys said nothing and went back to work. The truth was she was debating in her mind if she should come to work or not, and she did have a girl problem. Crying. She didn't look at Elliot and he didn't look at her.

"Ok, that's an excuse, spare the details. Just get working" Cragen said nodding at Olivia and going into his office.

"Morning" Casey said as she came in the precinct.

"Morning" Fin and John said in unison by accident. Fin gave John a look like he stole his word. John smiled and shrugged.

Elliot and Olivia said nothing and just kept their eyes on the papers on their desk. Both afraid to talk to each other cause they knew it wasn't just drunken sex or a drunken mistake. It was love. But neither one of them was ready to tell the other that they didn't regret it at all.

It was 2 in the afternoon, they managed to ignore each other the whole morning. Fin, Munch and Casey kept making bets at what time they would talk. They weren't surprised since they hardly talked to each other unless a case was being investigated.

"We have a victim, Saint Anderson hospital" Cragen said appearing from his office and handing Elliot a piece of paper.

"Lets go" Elliot said getting up and taking his coat, passing Olivia's coat to her. Olivia said nothing and followed him outside. Fin and Munch passed 10 dollars to Casey who smiled very happily about earning 20 dollars.

Olivia was starring outside the window while Elliot drove the squad car.

"Liv" Elliot said just to fill in the silence.

"Yea?" She asked still staring outside the window.

"We haven't talked all morning, now that were alone I think we should talk" Elliot said knowing he had to be the one to bring up the subject.

"Go ahead, talk" She said looking over at him, not wanting to sound mean or sound like it was a mistake but she didn't know what to say. Should she tell him how she felt or should she pretend like she never wanted it to happen cause that wasn't true, she wanted him as much as he wanted her.

"Um…what do you want to do?" He asked not sure what to say, he wanted her and he didn't want to pretend like it never happened. She meant something to him and he wasn't going to let go of her, but the question was did she feel the same for him? He didn't want to be the one that messed up her marriage.

"I don't know" Olivia said honestly and bit her lip and looked out the window.

"Do you regret it?" He asked knowing he just had to be honest about it. If she said yes, he would lie and tell her the same thing, just so he doesn't make the situation more difficult for her. If she said no, he would be honest and tell her how he felt all of those years.

"I don't know, I mean both of us are married, should I regret it?" She asked not knowing if she should tell him that she didn't regret it one bit.

"I don't know, do you want to regret it or do you regret it?" He asked looking at her and then back to the road.

"Um…I….I, I wish I regretted it" Olivia said honestly, she was hurting for Jeff, but she was dieing for Elliot.

Elliot just smiled and nodded. Not wanting to say more cause they were at the hospital. She saw him smile and she let out at small smile.

They finally arrived back at the precinct at 6, it took a long time to do the rape kit and talk to the victim.

"Hey what do you have?" John asked, who was already broke from making bets all day with Fin and Casey.

"Jill Cooper, 27, a fractured rib and bruising on arm" Olivia told him reading off of her notes and sitting down. Fin sighed and passed a 10 to John.

"You two are betting?" Elliot asked looking at them and took off his coat and sat across from Olivia.

"On age, I lost my money on you two, so we started doing bets about who would spit out my coffee first," John said smiling.

"I won, Cragen was the poor victim" Fin said smiling.

"Any witnesses?" Olivia asked.

"Nope, but were going to check tomorrow with some stores around the crime scene for security cameras" John answered.

"Why tomorrow?" Elliot asked.

"Vacation time for the stores, tomorrow they return, might have left cameras on and got the whole thing," Fin answered.

"Okay, why don't you guys go home and get some sleep" Elliot suggested looking at them.

"Don't have to beg me" Fin said getting up and grabbing his coat.

"Do you think I can earn my money back now? I'm broke," John asked getting up and taking his coat.

"You're a cop, were always broke" Fin said with a smirk and went outside.

"Don't I know it" John mumbled and followed him outside.

"You want to get going? There's not much for us to do until rape kit since Jill is not awake yet." Elliot asked looking up at Olivia.

"Yea, sure" Olivia answered and got up. Elliot grabbed her coat and held it open for her "thanks" she said smiling as she put it on.

"No problem" He said returning the smile.

They went to her apartment, again drinking, again kissing, again disloyal. They sat on her couch and kissed. Both of them had enough alcohol in them not even realizing they were cheating. They were so into the making out, they never heard the key in the lock.

Jeff opened the door and went completely numb. He watched a man he was friends with, a man who was one of his groomsmen at his wedding kissing his wife. He felt like he was in a middle of an earthquake, half of his body in pain, the other half in denial.

Olivia felt someone watching them and she stopped and looked up. Her whole stomach did a 360, she saw Jeff staring at them. She went pale and felt like she was going to throw up.

Elliot saw her expression and looked to see what she was starring at. He didn't know what to do. He didn't know if he should say something or do something. He knew that Jeff knew Kathy and at that point that's the only thing that ran through his mind.

"What the hell is going on?" Jeff asked looking pissed as he grabbed his bag that was on around his shoulder and hung by his hip and took it off and threw it on the ground.

"Jeff…" Olivia began not sure what to say and was glad Elliot interrupted her.

"Jeff look…" Elliot began as he stood up but Jeff cut him off.

"The best thing for you to do now is not talk" Jeff said starring at Elliot dead square in the eyes.

"Are you threatening me?" Elliot asked starring at him.

"Yes I am, now I suggest you get out of my house" Jeff said as calmly as he could.

"Elliot you should go" Olivia said getting in between the two men who she loved but just so they wouldn't hit each other.

"No, he's angry and I'm not going to leave you alone with him when he's angry at you" Elliot said, he had alcohol in him so he wasn't completely aware of what he was hinting at. Elliot and Olivia knew that Jeff hated it when someone accused him of being violent or dangerous toward women.

"You want to be a big hero, fine," Jeff said now yelling, he grabbed the whiskey bottle from the coffee table and threw it at a wall, completely shattering it "there you go hero, save her from drinking more like her mother" Jeff yelled and went outside and slammed the door behind him.

Olivia dropped on the couch and started crying. Elliot sat next to her and took her into her arms.

"Maybe you should go" Olivia choked through her tears.

"I cant leave you alone here, he might get drunk and come back" Elliot whispered stroking her hair.

"He wont get drunk, I know him, and he would never do anything to hurt me," Olivia said which made her cry even more realizing what kind of guy she just blew it with.

"Your upset and I can't just leave you here"

"Its better if your not here when he comes, plus you need to go and see your wife" Olivia said wiping her tears. Elliot nodded knowing he had to be home just in case Jeff called to tell Kathy.

"Ok, but if you need anything just call, ok? No matter what time or for what reason" Elliot said slowly letting go of her.

"I will, you need to go" Olivia said and gave him a gentle kiss on the cheek. He nodded and went out of her apartment.

Olivia lay down on couch and starred at the ceiling. She could smell the alcohol that was all over her wall, but she was so depressed and felt so horrible all she could do was lay there.

It was midnight already. Jeff still didn't come home. Olivia finally got up to clean the broken glass. She stared at the alcohol and broken glass, thinking how can she get drunk of all people she got drunk, Jeff never got drunk in front of her just because of her past with her mother. She kneeled down and slowly started picking up the glass.

She heard her door open slowly and close slowly. Jeff walked in and said nothing, he just kneeled by her and picked up the glass. She looked at him and then back at the floor. What was he going to say? What was he going to do? She kept thinking, but was just glad he was calm.

"How long?" he finally spoke up still picking up the glass.

"Since last night" she answered honestly and quietly. He just chuckled. She looked up at him.

"You didn't mind sleeping alone, I actually slept bad without you, you just said you slept bad," He said with a chuckle and got up to throw away the glass.

"I didn't like it that you were gone, that was true" Olivia said standing up and throwing away the glass "ouch" she mumbled as her hand started bleeding, she could hardly feel pain how bad she felt. Jeff looked at her bleeding hand and took it. He turned on the cold water and put her hand under it.

"Keep it like that" he said calmly as he took a gauze from a cabinet. She just starred at him, amazed how well he was taking it but then she just thought, calm before the storm.

He took her hand and gently dried it off with a towel.

"Why?" he asked as he wrapped her hand up.

"We got drunk…"

"Of all people, you get drunk. Did you change this much for me being gone one week" He cut her off. She looked up at him. "I came one day earlier because…because today is our 5 year anniversary of out first date" he said as he held back a tear and finished wrapping up her hand and walked toward his suitcase. She knew this was it. The storm was coming.

"Happy anniversary baby" he said as he threw a framed picture on the couch and went to their bedroom. She picked up the picture and looked at it. It was their first picture they took as a couple. She was about start crying but held it back as he came back with a pillow and blanket and put it on the couch.

"What are you doing?" She asked, knowing he never slept on the couch as long they have lived there.

"I'm sleeping here, I can't sleep in the bed where my wife and my groomsmen had sex" He said as he took off his shirt and jeans and lay down on the couch in his boxers. Olivia said nothing, not wanting to provoke the fight. She just went in their bedroom with the picture in her hand.

"Goodnight" She yelled out.

"What's so good about it?" he yelled back, a tear just rolled down her cheek "goodnight" he yelled out again, she managed half a smirk.

She laid in bed starring at the picture of them, it was already 3 in the morning and she was crying the whole night.

Jeff lay on the couch starring at a wedding picture, he could hear her crying and it killed him inside. No matter how much he hated her that night. He still loved her and always would. He got up from the couch and went toward their bedroom.

Olivia could hear noise and she knew it was him. She tried to hide the tears and tried to stop the sniffling, but she couldn't. She felt him get in bed next to her and wrap his arms around her stomach.

"Why liv?" he whispered trying not to cry cause it was killing him.

"I'm sorry" was all she could say through the tears.

"Were you happy?" he asked wiping a tear from her face. She didn't know how to answer, should she lie or should she tell him the truth. "Were you happy with him?" Jeff tried again.

"Yes" she whispered honestly as more tears ran down her face. She could feel his chest expand as he was trying not cry. It made her cry even more.

"Do you love him?" He asked as a tear rolled down his face. He didn't want the real answer cause he knew the answer already. Olivia wouldn't throw her marriage away for a fling, he knew she had to love him. "Don't answer that" he said before she said anything.

"I'm sorry" she whispered again.

"I know, don't answer that question I know the answer" he said wiping a tear way from her face.

"We were drunk" she said again.

"Sleep, we'll talk about this tomorrow" he said pulling her closer to him.

"Ok" She answered and put her hand over his.

"Happy anniversary, I love you" He whispered and kissed her on the cheek.

"Happy anniversary, I love you too" She whispered back and moved closer to him and closed her eyes.

He starred at her knowing she was probably thinking about him, he made her happy and her being happy was the only important thing. He now wished he never called Kathy.