Disclaimer: I don't own Kingdom Hearts, it's owned by Square soft and Disney. I also don't own Final Fantasy. I do own Yoko, Miroku, and Luca. And 'Saki' is a band that I made up, and any songs from that band (unless otherwise noted) were written by me.

Warning: In some chapters, there will be Shounen-ai, Yaoi, rape, (not a lot), and Lemon. So if that does not appeal to you, leave now and do not review saying how sick I am.

In this chapter: Language, angst, gothic stuffs, shounen-ai, drinking, suicide attempt, and self-mutilation

Note: Flames will be used for Sora and Riku to snuggle up together in front of a warm fireplace.

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He stood there, staring at the sight in front of him. In the corner, there was an impossibly large amount of blood, pooled into a big puddle. He looked around. There was some bloody footprints near it, and bloody handprints all over the walls leading to the bathroom that connected to her room. He gasped. A bloody knife was in the corner of the room, too. He looked at the bathroom door, there was another bloody handprint, and it was cracked open.

"Oh shit…" He muttered, and without hesitation, he sprinted over in record time and kicked the door open, and cried out in horror. There were bloody handprints on the mirror and walls, and Yoko was laying in the bathtub, blood all over her, and her eyes were wide open. He would've thought she was dead if it wasn't for the steady but slow raise and fall of her chest.

"…ugh…" She slowly moved her head so she was looking at him, her lavender eyes were not as bright as they normally were. They almost looked gray. Her hair was a mess, she was as pale as the moon, and had blood all over her. She looked like the dead.

"No! YOKO!" He kneeled down beside the bath. He cried. She just stared at him, her mouth slightly ajar.

"Why are you crying?" She whispered, and was going to pick up her wrist to wipe away his tears, but it sort of flopped since it was slit so deep.

"Yoko…?" Riku took her face in his hands.

"Yoko? Who…?" She said, and talked as though she was out of breath. She couldn't finish her sentence.

"Wha…" Riku blinked.

"Who…you? Don't touch…me…" She seemed very confused. ",DON'T TOUCH ME!" She screamed, and started to sob. "Don't…stop…ngh…" She went limp, and her eyes rolled into the back of her head, her head lolled to the side. She was still breathing, at least.

"Shit!" He picked her up, and ran downstairs. Vincent looked up from the television, and jumped up.

"Hi, Ri-WHAT?" He yelled. He ran over to him, took Yoko in his arms, and placed her on the couch.

"I came in and-"

"Explain later. Hurry, get a cold towel and that roll of gauze in the cabinet."

"Yes, sir." He moved quickly. Vincent wrapped the gauze around her wrists. Riku put the cold towel on her ghostly white forehead.

"Now, explain." Vincent had a very serious (and deadly) tone to his voice. Riku gulped.

"I came in, and there was blood everywhere. There was a bloody handprint on the bathroom door, so I went in, and she was in the tub. She didn't remember who she was, who I was, and where she was. There was a bloody knife on the bedroom floor."

"I understand…" he sat down in the chair and put his face in his hands. "She never will quit, huh…" He muttered. They sat in silence for ten minutes…then twenty…then thirty…then forty five.

"Hn…hnnnnngh…" Yoko stirred on the couch, and opened her eyes. Both of the guys were standing above her.

"Yoko!" They said once. She blinked a couple of times before her vision was clear.

"What happened?" Her voice was slightly slurred. "I remember crying…and lots of blood…and then I hit my head on something really hard…"

"You…attempted suicide, but you're lucky. Riku here, came and rescued you. You lost a lot of blood, but not so much that it will do anything bad." Vincent said. Riku smiled.

"Oh?" Yoko said, and smiled at Riku.

"Yup."

"Thank you, Riku." She said, and fell asleep.

"I should go home…" Riku said.

"Alright. Yoko might be better tomorrow. Send someone over if you can…In the meantime, I guess I'll have to clean up her room and bathroom." They nodded at each other, and Riku left.

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"WE'RE GOING PARTYING!" Yoko happily said. She had made an unusually fast recovery. It was like it never happened, and it was only 4 days after everything had happened. She still wore bandages on her wrists, and everyone had found out what had happened. They decided not to talk about. The teens were at Destiny Island and were sitting on the Paopu Island, star-gazing as the first stars blinked into the black abyss.

"That's sounds great, man!" Wakka said, and everyone else agreed.

"Where are we going?" Tidus gave a questioning glance at Riku, who was smirking.

"Well…" Yoko said, and giggled.

"She has a gig tonight." Selphie said, and Yoko nodded.

"I am performing at a…erm…club, and I would like you guys to come!" She smiled and scratched the back of her head. She was acting a bit bashful.

"Of course we'll come! But why the shy look?" Sora asked. Yoko frowned.

"Well, the club I'm performing at… is the gay gothic club downtown, Eclipse." Everyone gasped except Riku, Kairi, and Selphie, but they just laughed.

"Us girls can do all of your make-up, and you all will have to wear the clothes we went out and bought today. But, there are going to be aggressive males there, which we all know as the 'Semes'. They will go after anyone who looks well, anyone who looks 'Uke-ish' which are the submissive males, so we thought of this. Sora should wear a collar and have Riku carry the chain, looking like Sora's taken, and the same with Wakka and Tidus, Wakka holding Tidus' chain." Sora giggled at the idea. Wakka and Tidus groaned, but after everyone turned away, they looked at each other and grinned. Yoko noticed out of the corner of her eye.

"Sorry! It's either that, or stay here." Kairi said, and she tapped her foot.

"Fine." Wakka and Tidus said in unison, and Sora nodded. Riku couldn't help but notice the cuteness Sora had when he blushed.

"Well, two hours 'till Showtime, so lets do your makeup, shall we?" Selphie said, and she held up a bag full of make-up, while Yoko and Kairi held up four bags of clothing. The girls giggles, and they all left to go to Tidus' house.

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Tidus was wearing baggy black pants with many belts crisscrossed and chains, and a tight, black long-sleeve shirt with gothic makeup and a dog collar. Sora was dressed the same except his makeup was a little different and his shirt was mesh on the sleeves. Wakka was wearing baggy black shorts with a mesh long-sleeved shirt with another mesh long-sleeved shirt over that one with a skull on it. He changed his headband to a black one with a skull. Selphie was dressed in a poofy, black, white, and gray dress, and dyed her hair black with make-up. Kairi had on baggy black capris, a black tube top with a mesh top over it, and had on makeup. Yoko had a poofy black skirt with platform black boots, and a black halter with mesh arm warmers and mesh hanging off the bottom of the halter. She dyed the tips of her hair from blue to white. Riku was changing. When he walked out, the girls whistled. He was wearing tighter-than-skin-tight black leather pants, and a mesh tank top. Wakka and Tidus snickered, and Sora was about to start drooling. Yoko put some make-up on Riku, and they were out the door.

The club was big, and was owned by a woman named Tifa Lockheart. She was one of Vincent's friends, so she let all of Yoko's friends have free food and drinks. Yoko was singing some of her more 'punk rock' and 'rock and roll' music tonight. Besides the fact that Sora and Tidus were kind of embarrassed of having chains around their necks, everyone had a great time. When Yoko had a break, she approached Wakka and Tidus.

"Hey, Wakka, can I ask you something?" She said. Wakka nodded, and moved away from Tidus so he couldn't hear.

"Hey, what's up with you and Tidus? And about that truth or dare thing when you said that was revenge for something or other?"

"Oh, well, we dated on and off for awhile, and then I got really mad 'cause he cheated on me wit' a guy named Laguna." He said, and smiled. "But we're togedda now. No problems at all." He said, and smiled wider. He gave her a wink and walked back over to Tidus, kissing him lightly on the cheek. Yoko grinned.

How cute… She looked around, realized she had to get back, and ran backstage to prepare for act two.

On another side of the club, Sora couldn't help but flirt with Riku, even though they were in the public. Both of them started getting drunk, and began to dance in the middle of the dancefloor together…
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"What?" Sora awoke to find himself lying on the couch in his living room. Everyone else except Riku was standing around, either talking, eating, or watching television.

"You're awake!" Kairi said happily. The teens drew their attention towards Sora. He blushed. It was morning, and everyone was in their pajamas. They must have stayed at Sora's place, because it was a mess. Sora had somehow changed. Visions of the night before flashed through his mind.

Shit… He thought.

"Where's Riku?" He asked.

"Sleeping. Looks like both of you had one too many shots…" Tidus said.

"How'd we get home? I remember listening to your music, and we were in the club, and then everything blacked out." Sora said. He knew what had happened, he just had to refresh his memory.

"Well, we got ya home 'cause I gave ya a piggy-back ride, and Yoko drove Riku home." Wakka said with a snicker, and Sora gulped.

"Yeah, you should've seen what happened! It was fucking HILARIOUS!" Yoko said, and was cracking up.

"Wh-what happened?" Sora squeaked.

"Well, both you and Riku got drunk, and began flirting. Then, you started making out, but no one noticed. Somehow, you got yourselves into a private room, and Yoko must've saw, because the show was over by then, and she watched as you guys…well, 'had fun'."

"And I have pictures too!" Yoko giggled.

"Yesss…ultimate blackmail!" Kairi said, and gave her a high five.

Shit.

"…A-and what else ha- appened?"

"Don't worry, you didn't have sex or anything. Later, I walked into the room you were in, and you were topless, lying on the bed with a bottle of vodka in your hand. You had hickies all over you, and Riku was lying on the bed also, shirt off, and holding another bottle of vodka. His body was decorated with hickies as well." Selphie said. The girls were in a fit of giggles.

"Well…I-I…uh…um…"

"I think you guys are ADORABLE together!" She squealed, and so did the other girls.

"Stupid yaoi-fangirls…" Wakka put his face in his hand.

"You know it!" They said together. Riku then walked in the room.

"What's this?" He asked kind of irritably and pointed to his well built body, covered in hickies.

"Das called a hickey." Wakka said slowly.

"Gee, I know that. How the hell did I get them?"

"Lover-boy over there had some fun last night. You did too." Tidus said, and everyone laughed except Sora. Sora just blushed.

"Oh, come on!" Yoko said, and everyone got changed, but not after having a pillow fight against Sora and Riku, and packed their stuff. That day was pretty dull, full of raft-checking, fighting, and a trip to the ice cream parlor, but the next day, big news came around.

"Hey, HEY!" Yoko shouted, and the teens averted their attention from Wakka and Riku wrestling to Yoko. "Guess what?" She squealed. Everyone else shrugged.

"Huh?" Tidus asked.

"Paine and Vincent are to be married in a week!"

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Yeah yeah, it was all unhappy and went back to normal. Hey, don't kill me if I do that often…I'm not THAT skilled at fanfiction. xD But I must say I'm getting better.

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SO SORRY for the delay. But no one reviewed and I felt unloved. ;o;

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