A whole week passed by and Olivia still didn't have the courage to tell Jeff she was pregnant. They saw each other for divorce papers and when he came by to pick up his motorcycle from the buildings parking lot. She knew she couldn't tell him then since he proposed well they sat on his motorcycle. She remembered how he just proposed spontaneously after they made out on the bike, she couldn't help but remember how happy she was that night. Jeff lived with Lucas well he looked for apartments, he knew he had to get out of there since Casey was over all the time and them being so happy killed him inside.
Jeff sat on his Ducati in the back yard of Lucas's house. Cleaning it and trying to cover up what he scratched on the night he got engaged 'I love Olivia forever' it was scratched on the side of his bike.
Flashback"Don't do that to your bike, you love it" Olivia said smiling as she watched him get his keys.
"But I love you more," Jeff said kissing her on the cheek. They sat facing each other on the bike.
"Don't lie, you love that bike like it's your child, I've seen you…" Olivia said laughing but got interrupted.
"Marry me," Jeff said looking into her eyes.
"Are you talking to your bike again?" Olivia teased smiling.
"I'm serious, Marry me Olivia " Jeff said placing his hands on her thighs and looking into her brown eyes.
"What?…What are you doing?" Olivia asked watching him get off the bike and get down on one knee.
"Will you marry me Olivia Benson?" He asked taking her hand, she just starred at him as her mouth dropped "Please with chocolate cherries on top, I'll even add your favorite, coffee, please marry me?" He tried again smiling.
"Yes, of course" She said smiling pulling him by his hand to get up from the ground to hug him.
"Good, now I have to do this" He said smiling as he gave her a kiss on the cheek and grabbed his keys and started scratching her name in the black paint.
End Flashback
"Hey Jeff" Casey said walking out from the back door. Lucas lived in the house that used to be Jeff's parents house, but when they passed away they left it for Andy who gave it to Lucas.
"Hi" Jeff said quietly getting some black paint that was sitting next to him.
"Cool bike, What is it?" Casey asked smiling as she sat down on one of the steps of the porch facing Jeff. She knew Olivia was pregnant since Olivia told her everything. Casey made sure she never let it slip.
"Thanks, it's a Ducati ST3, what you two up to tonight?" Jeff asked as he looked at the marking and wondered if he should cover it up.
"All I understood was Ducati and that's cause Luke loves your motorcycle. Bowling alley, you want to come?" Casey asked since she knew he never got out of the house and hardly ever smiled anymore. It scared her since he was always a happy guy and never let anyone be sad around him he always had to cheer them up.
"No thanks"
"You sure? It will be fun, since Luke sucks at bowling and I know you like to watch him lose by a girl" Casey said smiling in attempt to get him to smile. He didn't.
"No I'm fine, thanks," Jeff answered in the same sad face. He grabbed the black paint and covered the marking. In attempt to cover up the hurt that was killing him.
"Case you ready?" Lucas asked appearing from the door.
"Yea. Are you sure you don't want to come? The offer is still on the table" Casey tried again looking at Jeff.
"Thanks, but I'm fine. Luke come here," Jeff said as he got off the bike. Lucas went down the stairs and over to his brother.
"What's up?"
"Here" Jeff said throwing the keys of the motorcycle toward Luke "Give a little throttle with your right hand. Don't race the engine, like last time," Jeff said giving him a look remembering when Luke almost blew his engine by not waiting to shift to second gear. He grinned at that thought cause Olivia was laughing so hard because she knew how to do it easily and Luke couldn't get it.
"You serious? You're going to let me drive your bike?" Lucas asked giving him a confused look.
"Yea, that's cause Casey is with you and I trust her, bring it back in one piece and fill up my gas tank" Jeff said as he walked up the steps of the porch "have fun" He called out as he went in the house.
"Motorcycle. Sexy" Casey teased as Lucas got on his brothers bike.
"What can I say, I'm just sexy like that, you coming or what?" Lucas asked smiling as he started up the motorcycle. Casey just smiled and sat behind him.
"Hey stud, might need this" Jeff said coming out of the house and holding up Lucas's wallet and two pairs of sunglasses.
"Oh I forgot" Lucas said getting off the bike and walking over to Jeff.
"Sunglasses will help with wind and wallet cause you might need driver's license, Casey sunglasses our liv's you can keep them or give it back, its up to you" Jeff said giving the stuff to Luke.
"Ok, thanks Jeff" Casey said, seeing Jeff get even more depressed as he mentioned Olivia.
"No problem, bye" Jeff said quietly and walked back in the house.
"Will he be ok?" Casey asked as she put on the sunglasses.
"He's been eating my food, watching my tv, so he doesn't have money problems" Lucas said sarcastically. Casey just smiled and gave him a look "He will get over it eventually, later then sooner he will get over her" Lucas said putting his hand on the clutch as he gave it gas and rode off.
Olivia took the day off, since the morning sickness became all day sickness. She sat on the couch and watched a movie. She looked at the clock at saw it was 3, she knew Elliot would come by soon since he told her he would bring her some food during his lunch brake. She finally heard a knock on the door.
"Coming" Olivia yelled out as she got up from the couch.
"Hurry up" She heard Elliot yell out sarcastically.
"Impatient today aren't we" Olivia said smiling as she opened the door.
"I got you food, you cant tease me" Elliot said smiling holding up a bag full of food.
"Sure I can," she said smiling as he came in.
"Ok, maybe you can" He said as he gave her a kiss.
"Of course I can. What did you bring me?" she asked looking into the bag playfully.
"Food, I think," He said smiling as he placed the bag on the counter top.
"Any of it approved by the food administration?"
"Probably not" Elliot said sarcastically smiling. Olivia just smiled rolling her eyes as she took food out of the bag.
"Hey, since I'm feeling better now, I was thinking of going to talk to Jeff since I have a day off" Olivia said looking up at Elliot.
"Ok, are you sure you're feeling better?"
"Yea, it passed, and I think its time for him to know"
"Ok, when are you going?" Elliot asked looking up at her.
"After we eat," Olivia answered and looked at her food again.
It was 5 when Olivia arrived at Lucas's house since she knew he was staying there. She could hear Jeff yelling and cursing at Lucas and Andy and them laughing hysterically. She rang the doorbell. Casey answered the door laughing.
"Hey. What's going on? I can hear you guys out here," Olivia asked with a confused look. Casey finally stopped laughing and moved out of the doorway for her to come in.
"Andy and Luke are trying to make him shower since he has been moping around here and doesn't want to do anything, we finally got him to eat something else then cake or chips" Casey answered smiling.
"Oh god, you guys are mean" Olivia said smiling as she heard Andy and Lucas fighting with Jeff in the bathroom.
"Guys its cold, stop or I'll kick your ass, c'mon stop" Jeff yelled standing in the shower with his clothes still on as he tried to get out, Andy and Lucas grabbed him and pushed him in with their clothes also on.
"Stop being a baby, just get in there," Andy yelled holding him under the shower.
"Plus your making my house smell bad, were doing community service" Lucas said laughing as he grabbed some shampoo.
"Go to hell, you can do that for community service, you stupid assholes" Jeff yelled getting really pissed off at them.
"Its not like she died, god you over exaggerate your problems too much" Andy said pouring shampoo on Jeff's head.
"For me she did, you don't know what its like to lose someone that way, maybe I want to be depressed just leave me alone" Jeff yelled pushing them off.
Casey and Olivia just stood by the door and listened. Both feeling bad that Jeff was so depressed and bothering him was the only way he would talk about. Casey knew that since he did that a lot over the week. She took Olivia to the backyard cause she knew Jeff said everything he felt when he was angry at Luke and Andy and she didn't want Olivia to hear everything and make her feel horrible.
"You want us to give up on you, well luckily for you we were never fans of listening" Luke said holding Jeff as the water poured down.
"Just leave me alone, I want to feel depressed that I lost her, depression is the only thing that works when I lose my wife to one of my friends" Jeff said still trying to leave the shower.
"No, you're taking this shower" Andy said pulling him back. Jeff finally gave up and stood there letting the water hit him in the face.
"He listened to me say my vows to her, its not fair" he mumbled looking at the ground.
"You have to get over it, you said it yourself you want her to be happy," Andy said placing his hand on Jeff's shoulder.
"I do want her to be happy, but me dieing over it was never part of my good intentions"
"Take this shower and then we can go see a movie or something so you would stop moping around" Lucas said patting him on the shoulder as he got out of the shower with Andy following him, both of the guys were soaked.
"I don't think me getting over it will come anytime soon," Jeff said as he took off his wet shirt. Andy and Luke said nothing "guys?" both of them turned around and looked at him "thanks" they smiled and left the bathroom.
Olivia looked at the motorcycle as she sat in the backyard. Casey sat next to her and just watched her look at it.
"You ok?" Casey finally asked looking at her best friend.
"Yea, I'm fine, how's Jeff being doing?" Olivia asked looking at Casey, she knew that Casey and Jeff were good friends and she was kind of jealous that Casey knew how he felt better then she did this week.
"He took a week off of work, has been sitting on the couch or locked in his room the whole time, hardly ever smiles" Casey said honestly. Olivia just looked at the bike and got up to sit on it.
She looked at where he covered up the marking, it killed her that he did that, but it probably made him feel better.
"You know he proposed on this bike," Olivia said tracing the handlebars.
"He did?" Casey asked as she got up and went over to the bike.
"Yea, one night I caught him sitting on it in the middle of the night, I sat down with him and after all the making out he just proposed out of no where" Olivia said smiling.
"He is such a stubborn ass," Luke said coming out of the house still in his wet clothes.
"He finally gave up?" Casey asked smiling looking at him.
"Yea after almost killing us…Oh Olivia hi" Andy said as he froze looking at Olivia, freaked out since the night he hit Elliot.
"Hi Andy, relax I'm not here to kill you" Olivia said smiling.
"Damn I was just going to put ten bucks on her pulling out her gun" Luke said smiling.
"10 bucks on her kicking his ass" Casey said smiling.
"Your so on" Luke responded smiling.
"Casey you lose, I'm not going to kick his ass" Olivia said smiling and rolling her eyes.
"Damn, and I was up for a good beat down for Andy, Luke I'll give you a kiss, call it even?" Casey offered looking at Luke.
"Deal" He said smiling giving her a Hi-Five.
"No wonder Jeff is so depressed, you two make him depressed" Andy said rolling his eyes.
"We do not, we simply encourage him by kissing in front of him" Luke said smiling, Andy gave him a look "You should try it sometime Andy, c'mon tell us when was the last time you got laid?" Lucas teased laughing, Andy looked at him and started chasing him. Luke started laughing and ran for the front yard.
"They are so weird" Olivia said smiling.
"Yea they have been beating each other up this whole week, since Jeff never separates them now" Casey answered smiling as Luke ran by both of the girls.
"Who do masturbate to?" Luke yelled out as Andy chased him. "Diane Lane?" Luke asked smiling as he ran behind Jeff's bike.
"You better knock it off or I'll hurt you" Andy threatened.
"Unfaithful or Under the Tuscan sun?" Luke asked smiling as he ran behind Olivia.
"Luke leave him alone," Olivia said rolling her eyes, standing in between them.
"I bet its both, cant blame you she has amazing legs" Luke provoked on purpose. Andy rolled his eyes and pretended to move to the side but grabbed Lucas and wrestled him to the ground.
"What was that you shrimp?" Andy asked holding Luke's neck in a headlock.
"This hurts, but its ok, I get laid once in awhile unlike you," Luke said smiling as he lay on the grass. Andy squeezed his neck harder "you don't need to be mad just cause I'm good looking, relax sweetheart we'll find you a nice boy" Luke said laughing hysterically. Olivia and Casey just watched and smiled.
"Knock it off!" Jeff yelled as he came out of the house, only in a pair of dry jeans after his shower.
"But Jeff, Andy is mad cause we still didn't find him a homosexual friend" Luke said laughing as he wrestled with Andy on the grass.
"I'm not gay, Casey did he tell you he is gay?" Andy said smiling as they fought each other. Jeff grabbed both of them and separated them.
"Knock it off or only guys will be interested in you after I beat you up" Jeff threatened starring at each one of them.
"Andy guess what?" Luke said smiling.
"What's that?" Andy asked smiling.
"He took a shower, my house wont be smelling like his depression anymore" Luke said laughing, Andy started laughing also. Jeff hit both of them in the back of the head.
"Lets go away from this house, so Jeff doesn't kill you two" Casey said smiling pulling Andy and Luke in the house.
"Hey" Olivia said quietly. Jeff turned around not even realizing she was there the whole time.
"Oh hi, when did you get here?"
"While they were making you take a shower" Olivia said with a smirk. Jeff blushed since he didn't want her to know how sad he was.
"Oh that, I was…that was nothing…I mean…" Jeff said not sure how to recover from his embarassment.
"Don't worry about it, I came to talk to you about something" Olivia said putting her hands in the pocket of her jeans. Jeff saw it and new she did that when she was nervous.
"Ok, lets go in the house" Jeff said pointing to the house.
"Sure" Olivia said smiling and walked up the stairs. Jeff followed and without realizing he did what he always would do when she walked in front of him. He looked at her ass. He realized what he was doing and quickly looked up. Olivia smiled walking up the stairs knowing what he was doing since he always did it but she didn't say anything she just walked in the house.
"You want anything to drink?" Jeff asked opening the fridge trying to forget how amazing she looked in those jeans.
"No, I'm fine, thanks" Olivia said smiling as she leaned on the counter top.
"Yes you are…I mean can I get you anything?" Jeff said quickly trying to cover up his flirting. He felt like hitting himself for flirting with her but he just smirked thinking she does look very fine in those tight jeans.
"No, I'm good" Jeff felt like throwing himself off a bridge. Is she trying to turn me on cause that's exactly what she is doing, is she trying to flirt cause everything she says sounds sexual to me? Jeff stop checking her out, say something. His mind was going crazy with thinking.
"Ok, um…what did you need to talk about?" Jeff asked trying to get his mind off of her looking so sexy in the kitchen. Stop thinking she is sexy she is not yours, Jeff c'mon get over yourself.
"Well I just came to tell you something" Olivia said playing with a napkin that was next to her. Well that was smooth Olivia and you call yourself a detective, get it together and just tell him your having his child. Her mind was about to explode.
"Ok sure, what's up?" Jeff asked looking up at her. Please let this be good news, cause if she says something like her and Elliot are engaged I swear I'll kill myself cause that's the last thing I need now.
"You know that morning when I got sick?" Olivia asked slowly trying to ease in the news. Olivia stop hinting and just tell him, this would have been easier if he had a shirt on, stop looking at his body and just tell him.
"Yea how could I forget that weekend" Jeff said looking down. Well congrats Jeff you totally suck about forgetting things and not putting them into people's face.
"Well that was morning sickness, Jeff, I'm pregnant" Olivia said looking at him, she looked at the napkin she had in her hands and it was tiny little pieces by now.
"Ok, um…well I'm not sure what you want me to say" Jeff said scratching his head. Is she trying to kill me? Why in the world would is she telling me she is pregnant? Why would I want to know if she is having his baby?
"Ok, well you don't need to say anything at this moment, but I just thought that you should know" Olivia said sort of nervously, sort of surprised he wasn't hugging her at that moment. Hello earth to Olivia, come in Benson, tell him it's his baby before he kills himself. "It's yours" Olivia blurted out once she realized she never told him that.
"Oh my god, liv, are you trying to kill me? I thought it was his, I was about to jump off a freaking bridge," Jeff said throwing up his hands in the air and rolling his eyes.
"Sorry, I didn't realize I didn't tell you that," Olivia said scratching her head. "So do you have something to say know that you know its yours?" Olivia asked with a smirk.
"How long have you known?"
"About a week, I found out the day after you asked for a divorce, but I have been pregnant for a month now, anything else you want to say?" Olivia asked smirking.
"Yea I do, but I don't know if it's appropriate at this moment in our lives" Jeff asked returning the smirk. She gave him a confusing look wondering what he would say "I love you, but not sure if its appropriate right now even if it is true" He said smiling as he walked over to her.
"Yea, it is appropriate, I love you too" She said smiling as she hugged him, she wished he had a shirt on so she didn't have to touch all of his muscles and totally get turned on.
Jeff wrapped his hands around her and hugged her, he couldn't help but look down at her body and smile. He wished she would have found out before so they could at least have sex after finding out they were having a child together. While he was wishing for stuff he knew would never come true he wished she never did what she did. They should be kissing and telling each other how much they loved each other and how happy they were that they were going to have a family. It was killing him not being able to kiss his wife after finding out she was going to have his child.