Chapter 13
Vince
McMahon was interesting to talk to. I liked the man, who seemed
to
have the same kind of steel in his makeup as Mark. All too soon,
he
went
upstairs to his room. Brenda followed with a sigh.
"Like
Vince," she told me and Glenn, "I am beginning to feel my
age a
little.
Good night children"
Glenn challenged me to a game of gin.
"You'll just beat me again," I pouted.
"I'll give myself a ten-point handicap."
"Well...just a couple of hands."
He held out a chair for me at the small table. "Sit down."
I
smiled across the table. "Why can't Mark be like you? Friendly,
and
easy
to get along with and fun to be around..."
"He
used to be, when you were younger. It's only since you've
started
growing
up that you think he's changed."
I
stuck out my tongue. "I don't think, I know. He growls at me all
the
time."
"You light the fires under him. Like tonight."
"I don't like her."
"And the feeling seems to be mutual. I don't think attractive women ever really like each other. But I have an idea that her dislike stems from your own. You've hardly been friendly to her."
"You're right. I haven't." I began.
"Trying to get back at Mark?"
"My arsenal is limited when it comes to fighting your brother."
He laid down the cards in sequence. "That goes for all of us."
"I
don't see why I can't have an apartment. I can get a job and pay
for
it."
"A job doing what?"
"That's
the problem. Finishing school didn't prepare me for much of
anything.
I know I'll advertise to be a rich man's mistress. I'm
qualified
for that."
"Don't you dare say that around Mark while I'm in the room he'll think I suggested it."
I
couldn't help but laugh at the expression on his face. Glenn was
such
fun
and such a gentleman. I was fonder of him than I liked to say. He
was
truly like the brother I wished I'd had. But Mark...I turned
my
attention back to my cards.
I
was so caught up in the game that I forgot the time. I was one
card
short
of winning when all of a sudden I heard the front door open and
I
froze
in my seat.
"Oops." I murmured.
Glen
grinned. "Sounds like they're home." He said as
Melissa's
high-pitched
voice called good-night from the staircase.
Before
I could reply, Mark, looking big, dark, and formidable, came in
the
room. He glanced at us as he slung his jacket onto a chair and
tugged
his tie loose, tossing it carelessly on his jacket.
"Have a good time?" Glenn asked slyly. My eyes couldn't miss the smear of lipstick just visible on Mark's shirt collar.
Mark shrugged. He went to the bar and poured a glass of whiskey.
"Uh,
I think I'd better get to bed." Glenn said gauging Mark's
mood.
"Good
night all."
"I
think I'll go up, too," I began hopefully rising as Glenn made
his
quick
exit to the hall.
I
was only a step behind him when Mark's voice stopped me with my
hand
on
the knob.
"Close the door." he said.
I started to go through it.
"From the inside," he added in a tone that was vaguely threatening.
I
drew in a breath and went back into the living room, closing the
door
reluctantly
behind me. I leaned back against it, flashing a nervous
glance
at him.
"Did you have a nice drive?" I asked.
"Don't
beat around the bush," he growled. His angry eyes slid down
my
body
in the velvet dress with its side slits and plunging neckline, and
I
felt as if his hands were touching my bare flesh.
"Vince's
gone to bed. He's very nice." I murmured. I'd seen Mark
in
plenty
of bad tempers, but judging by the control I read in his face,
this
one was formidable. The courage I'd felt earlier dissolved now
that
I was alone with him.
"So is his daughter. Not that you've taken the trouble to find out."
"She bites."
"So
do you, honey," he replied, lifting his glass to his lips. "I
want
the
truth, Jaime. Did Glen buy that dress?"
"No.
That is, he signed for it because I don't have a charge account,
but
Brenda said herself that I needed some new clothes."
"I
said the same thing. But I hadn't planned on your dressing like
a
prostitute."
"It's the style, Mark!"
"Almost
exactly the same words you used after the party. And I told you
the
same thing that I'm telling you now. A dress like that raises a
man's
blood pressure by five points while it's still on the mannequin.
On
you..." He let his eyes speak for him, dark and senseous as
they
seemed
to caress me.
"Melissa
was wearing less," I replied, feeling the heat in my cheeks.
"I
could almost see through her dress."
"Throwing stones? Your breasts are barely covered at all." Mark pointed out, causing me to wrap my arms around me.
My
face went hot under the words, and I glanced at him. "Oh, all
right.
I'll
never where the silly dress again, Mark. But I can't see
what
difference
it makes to you what I wear."
His
eyes narrowed, and his hands tightened on the thick glass.
"Can't
you?"
I
squared my shoulders. "You're just being a tyrant." My
hands slid
over
my hips as I lifted my face. "What's the matter, Mark, do
I
disturb
you?" I challenged. "Would you rather see my wear my gym
suit
from
high school."
He set the glass down on the bar and walked toward me, his eyes blazing, his face hard. I saw the purpose in his eyes and panicked, grabbing for the doorknob. But the action was too late. He caught me and whirled me around with rough, hurting hands to hold me struggling against the door.
I
stared up into the face of a stranger, and my voice caught in
my
throat.
"Mark, you wouldn't...!" I burst out finally, frightened by
what I
read in his dark eyes.
He
moved, and his big, warm body crushed me against the door. I felt
the
pressure of his hard, powerful thighs against me, the metal of
his
belt
buckle sharp in my stomach. There was the rustle of cloth
against
cloth
as his hands caught my arms and stilled my struggles.
"Oh, wouldn't I?" he growled, as his eyes dropped to my lips.
Stunned
by the sight of his dark face at such a disturbingly
close
proximinity,
I looked up at him helplessly until he suddenly crushed my
soft
mouth under his, forcing my head back under the pressure.
I
kept my mouth tightly closed, my body trembling with sudden fear
at
what
Mark was asking of me. I stiffened, struggling instinctively, and
his
mouth twisted against mine to hold it in bondage, his teeth
nipping
my
lower lip painfully.
A
sob broke from my throat as I yielded to the merciless assault that
was
years
beyond my few experiences with men. Nothing that had gone before
prepared
me for the adult passion I felt in Mark and it sparked a
response
that was mingled fear and shock. This was no boyfriend
assaulting
my senses. This was Mark. Mark, who taught me how to ride.
Mark,
who drove me to cheerleading practice and football games with Jen.
Mark,
who was a confidant, a protector and now...
He
jerked his head up suddenly, surveying the damage to my
swollen,
bruised
lips, my red eyes , flushed cheeks, and disordered
hair.
"You're...hurting
me" I whispered. My fingers went to my dropping
breasts,
nervously as tears washed my eyes.
His
face seemed to harden as he looked down at me. His breath came
hard
and
fast. His eyes glittered with emotions.
"This
is what happens when you throw that sweet body at me." he said
in
a
voice that cut. "I warned you before about flaunting it, and
you
wouldn't listen. Now, maybe I've managed to get through to you."
I
drew in a sobbing breath, and the tiny sound seemed to disturb
him.
His
eyes softened, just a little as they wandered over my face.
"Please
let me go, Mark," I pleaded in a shaken whisper. "I swear,
I'll
wear
sweatpants and sweatshirts for the rest of my life."
His heavy brows drew together and he let go of my arms to lean his hands on either side of my head against the door, pushing back a little to ease the crush of his powerful chest and thighs.
"Afraid?" he asked.
I swallowed hard, nodding, my eyes mesmerized by his.
He
let his eyes move down to my swollen, cut lip as he bent toward
me
again.
I felt his tongue brushing very softly against it,
healing,
tantalizing
and I gasped again- but this time, not in pain.
He
drew back and caught my eyes. The expression there was one
of
curiosity,
uncertainty. I met that searching gaze and felt the breath
flow
out of my body. My heart went wild under the intensity of it.
I
wanted
suddenly to reach up and bring his dark head back down again, to
feel
his mouth again. To open my lips and taste him. To kiss him
hungrily,
and hard, and feel his body against the length of mine as it
had
been, but not in anger this time.
His
jaw went rigid. His eyes seemed to burst with light and
darkness.
Then,
suddenly, I was free. He pushed away from me and turned to walk
back
to the bar. He poured himself another whiskey and paused long
enough
to put a litter brandy into a shot glass for me before he moved
back
to the door where I stood frozen and handed it to me.
Wordlessly,
he caught my free hand and drew me back to his desk with
him.
He perched against it holding me in front of him while I
nervously
sipped
the liquid.
He
threw down his own drink and put first his glass then mine aside.
He
reached out to catch me by the waist, drawing me gently nearer.
He
stared down at me for a long time before he spoke, in a silence
heavy
with new emotions.
"Don't brood," he said. Mark's voice was gentle and soothing. "The tactics may have been different, but it was only an argument. It's over."
I pretended to calm but I didn't feel it, and some of the tension went out of my shocked body. "It doesn't sound very much like an apology," I said.
One eyebrow lifted. "I'm not going
to apologize. You asked for that
Jaime, and you know it."
I
sighed. "I know." My eyes traced the lines of his chest. "I
didn't
mean to say what I did."
"All you have to
remember, little innocent one is that verbal warfare
brings a
man's blood up. You can be provacative without even realizing
it."
He shook me gently. "Are you listening?"
"Yes.
You...I didn't think that you..." I stopped trying to find
the
words.
"There's no blood between us to protect you
from me, Jaime. I react
like any normal man to the sight of a
woman in a revealing dress, Glenn
could have lost his head just as
easily."
I felt my heart pounding and caught my breast.
"Perhaps," I whispered.
"But he would have
been...gentle, I think."
He didn't argue the point. His
big, warm hand tilted my face up to his
quiet eyes. "Another
of the many differences between me and Glenn,
young Jaime. I'm not
a gentle lover. I like my women...practiced."
"Do they get combat pay?" I asked with a smile as I touched the cut on my lip.
His lips turned up, and his dark eyes sparkled. It
was as if there had
never been a harsh scene to alientate us. "It
works both ways, honey.
Some women would have returned the
compliment, with interest."
"Women...bite men?"
I asked in a whisper, as if it was a subject not
fit for decent
ears to hear.
"Yes. And claw, and scream like banshees."
"I...I
don't mean then. I mean when...oh, never mind, you just want to
make
fun of me. I'll ask Glenn."
He chuckled softly. "Do
you really think he's ever felt that kind of
passion?"
I shrugged. "He's a man."
"Men are different." he reminded me as his eyes trailed to my lip. "Poor little thing, I did hurt you didn't I?" he asked gently.
I drew
away from him and he released his hands to free me. "It's
all
right. As you said I did ask for it. You're...very
sophisticated."
"And
you're a delicious little innocent. I didn't mean to be so
brutal
with you, but do want to impress on you what you invite
from a man with
a dress like that. I've got a low boiling point
and I do recall warning
you."
"I didn't think you were serious."
"Now you know better."
"And
better. I'm taking back every dress I bought while there's
still
time."
"Jaime, don't be ridiculous,"
he growled. "You know what I meant. I
don't want you wearing
dresses with necklines cut to the waist, that's
all. You're still
much a child to realize what you could be letting
yourself in
for."
I turned to the door with great dignity. "I'm
not a child anymore Mark.
Am I?"
He turned away,
bending his head to light a cigarette. "When does that
writer
get here?"
"Tomorrow morning." I watched him
walk to the window. His broad back
toward me. "Aren't you
going to tell me to call it off again?" I asked, testing him,
feeling a flick of danger run through me.
He started at me
across the room. "At least I won't have to worry about
you
sneaking off to go to that convention with him while he's under
my
roof. And he'd have his work cut out to seduce you, from what
I've seen
tonight."
"That's what you think!"
He
only laughed. "Before you bounce off, hugging your attractions
to
your bosom, you might remember that I wasn't trying to seduce
you. You
ought to know by now that my taste doesn't run to
oversexed adolescents. Not that you fall in that classification.
You're green for a young woman just shy of the twenty-first
birthday."
That hurt, even more than the devastating taste of him as a lover.
"Jeff doesn't think so."
He lifted his cigarette. "If I
had his limited experience, I might
agree with him."
"What do you know about his experience?"
"You didn't think
I'd let you go away with him and his hair brained
sister without
checking him out did you?"
"You don't trust me?"
"On the contrary, I trust you completely. But I don't trust men."
"You don't own me," I cried.
"Oh, go to bed before you set fire to my temper again."
"Gladly," I returned. I went out the
door without even a good night and
then lay awake half the night
worrying about it.
