A/N: Hey there my loyal fans! I know I haven't been writing as much as you'd like, much less updating! Sorry, but I don't have any internet at my house, so I have to make trips to the library and then…well you know how it goes. Bleh, well I don't like Anzu if you haven't guessed by now! I love exclamation marks! Damn school is coming up soon, but I'll have internet there so expect more updates. Well then, I guess I'll go off and right more for you dirty little scavengers. Ja'ne!

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Damn Anzu…

Ryou walked towards no destination…hell, he wasn't usually so impulsive, but he was so happy he made that decision to leave… She just wouldn't stop talking. Glancing around the young boy could see a few girls trying hard to not stare at him, and that made him happy to think that some girls still enjoyed his presence. ( a/n: he's " God's gift to the world!")

Is that Bakura! No it's not…I thought it was, and if it was then I would have been hurt twice as much as usual. But I do wonder where he goes during the days…Damn it, no! I don't care, I don't care about him. "What the fuck is wrong with me!" He spoke unbeknownst to himself… a young mother stared at him and frowned, grabbing her child and rushing away. Come on lady, he's going to hear it sooner or later! Oh damn, Bakura's personality rubbed off on me… That really was creepy…but then, if you live with someone you do pick up some habits of theirs… Ryou chuckled slightly when he thought of what Bakura had picked up from him. Actual mannerisms? Hm, or did he just get stronger by beating the poor boy?

There truly was nothing to do in this lame city. Well, there was nothing to do when you were by yourself anyways. I hope they get it…I mean…but then again, what have I to live for? My father may as well be dead to me…just like my mother and my sister. Bakura just uses me as a toy to screw with. My so called friends don't care about me, if they did one of them would have asked and followed me or something. I don't know much. I am just a kid but I have nothing else to live for.

Ryou turned to corner to the city park. A girl was sitting on the closest bench, so Ryou proceeded to walk over to the bench overlooking the pond with the ducks. No one noticed him at all, just some ducks that he had approached and startled. He eventually got to the bench and took a seat, staring out on the pond bored as hell.

If I died…mother, if I died, I would be with you and Amane. Why did you have to go mother? Why did you leave your son and your husband, but take your daughter? I still need you mother…father doesn't care about me and denies me. I've heard him when he talks to his friends. He tells them he has no son, that I died with my mother and sister. Mother…where are you now? Are you watching me up there in heaven? Can you see how weak I've gotten in your absence? Mother, I can sometimes still smell your perfume on the air…I can still hear you calling me and Amane to eat. You never gave me my birthday present you know that? I don't care, but the perfect gift would be you and Amane. Mommy, I thought this pain would go away after some time! Mommy, please come back, I need you back, I miss you…

Amane, I know I made it seem as though I didn't like you. I loved you as a sister and always enjoyed your presence. I never thought I'd lose my sister, but I did. I remember when you begged me to go outside and get the cat because you were afraid. I remember all the times you ran to me when you were scared or when you wanted to show me some thing. Sister, remember the day that the cat died? You cried forever until I came in your room and told you things would be alright. I promised you I wouldn't let anything happen to you, but now look. I let you die. You should be alive right now, not me. What I wouldn't give to see you both again, or to hear your voice asking me to help you with something…Sister…Mother…Don't leave me behind, I miss you so much…

Ryou hung his head low and allowed his white locks of hair to conceal his face. He was ashamed. (a/n I don't know anything about when Amane and their mother died…so…meh!) He could feel a few tears coming to his eyes, but he tried his best to stop them. He didn't need to cry right now and get a headache.

Suddenly Ryou's pant leg was attacked by something…He didn't bother to even look because he suspected a duck haggling him for bread or something. (a/n a duckie attacking legs for food? I can imagine Ryou being chased by a huge flock of ducks for food or something… his hair kinda looks like bread!) "Brother…play with me please! You look so sad brother…is something wrong? Did I do something? I'm sorry brother Ryou…"

That voice…! Ryou immediately picked up his head and saw…nothing in front of him. He groaned and looked down at the floor…and there lay a pretty yellow sunflower. I could've sworn she was here…huh? A sunflower…but that's Amane's favorite flower…But how…

"Ryou! You're going to catch a cold if you don't cover up. You know I always worry about you… Are you okay? You look ill…I told you sitting out in the cold would get you sick! Come on Ryou, you've got to take better care of yourself, I'm not always going to be around."

Mother! Where are you? Why can't I see you? Amane? Where are you, please take me with you…

But as much as the boy looked, he could not find his mother or sister. He let his tears fall and cried out for them both, ignoring the stares he got.

Mother…Amane…please take me too…