Chapter Ten
Expressing My Love
"You ready Mr. Shindo!" Suguru yelled just loud enough to cover the crowd of cheers. Shuichi nodded with excitement and determination glowing in his eyes. Bad Luck was having another concert in honor of their fame and new track "Karaoke Love".
"I just want to know why you want to sing 'Karaoke Love' two days after you wrote it Shuichi, why in such a rush?" Hiro interrupted toning his guitar.
Shuichi smiled, "because Yuki going to come to night and you know how he doesn't like to go out much, so this might be my only chance." Hiro shook his head still not understanding Shuichi's reasons for doing the things he does.
"Now introducing...BAD LUCK!" The curtains went up, reveling an overwhelmed crowd of fans. They all shouted the name of Bad Luck repeated.
Shuichi signaled the group to start as he counted in his head when to start. "One...two...three!"
(Just to let you know I wrote this song myself word from word, no part has been used before and its mine, ok)
"Crashing down on me
is this feeling I can't see
I only hope you feel it as well
through your eyes I can tell
Cause this feeling isn't neutral, it will last eternally
and this feeling I think of is so special to me
I only imagine this feeling inside my heart
Without thinking about it I will fall apart
This feeling, I think of every night
day-to-day
This feeling is alright
This feeling is ok
I want to feel this feeling everyday
It's like song in my heart
That says only one part
I want to do the things you do
I want to be with you..."
Once the concert ended, everyone left the club with whole-hearted looks, happy to have the chance to hear Shuichi sing again. The band was packing up and complementing how well the concert went with Shuichi's new song. Shuichi snuck out of cleaning up and rushed out side to meet Yuki. Yuki hadn't said hardly a word the whole concert, but now that it was over he felt more confident as the night air brushed over his face. He felt alive, tension left him leaving him with a different kind of tension that only Shuichi could melt away.
"Yuki!" Shuichi said cheerfully touching his arm slightly.
Yuki paused, turned to him, and smiled. Shuichi ran into Yuki's arms, spinning around with him once Yuki smiled at him. Yuki quickly stopped putting Shuichi on his feet. He then grabbed Shuichi and kissed him deeply. It was such a sudden movement, no warning for Shuichi. Shuichi than returned Yuki's kiss, tongue to tongue as they both thought the same thing. Right there in public, enough public that it made Yuki's stomach turn, even if there were only a few people around, Shuichi rose up on the balls of his feet, one hand to either side of Yuki. Yuki held him, both hands on his Shuichi and then ended the kiss.
"I think you did great Shuichi." He spoke easily and wrapped his arm around Shuichi, willing to walk him home.
Shuichi blushed, "thanks...but I want you to know I...I wrote that song two days ago for you. I wanted you to be the first one to here it from my heart." Shuichi leaned into Yuki's chest and hugged him as they walked. "I want you to know I am always thinking about my love for you."
Yuki smiled then turned away from looking at Shuichi, he couldn't bare. Shuichi had found a way to prove his love for him, but Yuki had yet to find a way to express his true feelings for Shuichi. He thought now that Shuichi did this, he would be expecting something in return.
"Yuki?" Shuichi stared concerned toward his lover, "what are you thinking? Is it about me?"
Yuki nodded and smiled. He grabbed Shuichi's hand and lead him inside once they got home. Yuki took no haste forcing Shuichi to follow. "Yuki, what are you doing?"
"I have nothing to give you since I can't think of a form in to which to give you my love. So I will let you decide, whatever you say I do." Yuki laughed patting Shuichi on the head.
Shuichi suddenly exploded with excitement. "You really mean it Yuki! Anything I want!" Yuki nodded once more and Shuichi grew hearts in his eyes. "Great! I know!" Yuki paused as Shuichi thought of the things he could do. "I want to rent you." Yuki was startled by the immediate answer, but him and Shuichi had done it plenty of times. "Except I want to lead this time. You always force yourself on me Yuki! And I think its time to switch." Yuki laughed and headed for the bedroom waiting for Shuichi to make a fool of himself.
Shuichi impatiently grabbed Yuki to him, holding him feeling the breathing in his body, small involuntary movements, chest expanding heart beating, and always the wiggling that Shuichi never managed to get over. Shuichi removed his stage clothes and Yuki's as well. Almost unconsciously, Shuichi danced as he pulled Yuki long slung pants tight around his belly flowering the space between them with take me vibrations.
Yuki laughed, head tilting back, eyes never leaving Shuichi. Still laughing as Shuichi tugged at his clothes a little more. "I see you're in no mood to wait."
Shuichi then over Yuki's throat, chin, along the edge of his lip and into his mouth, suckling him. Yuki felt emotions coming, rising in him with all the alpha protectiveness left in the human race. Both hands caught Yuki's shoulders and for a moment, he was sane, pure and complete, embracing Yuki, kissing him with the need of repossession and security and passion. Yuki was Shuichi's and Shuichi was Yuki's.