The Ultimate Angel: Changing Time Itself
Chapter 11: Times can change
Disclaimer: o.o i do not own this anime at all.
A/N: I seriously hope everyone reads this authors note. Full blown lemon this chapter much better then the crappy Misato one i must say. Definatly not the pairing your going to be expecting so keep an open mind. The pairing of this fic is changing as from this point on but it may end up Asuka/Shinji at end, if to many people are extremely against the new arrangement i may re-change the pairing again. This chapter is not for young minds or those offended by an easily submissive woman(Hint: Means it's not a pilot) oh...and it's not Ritsuko just so you don't get freaked out. The story should revolve more around Asuka...but everything just kind of took a life of it's own, drifting away from my original plans.
November 8th
It took awhile for Shinji to get used to his new eye, it always seemed to go out of focus compared to his human eye. Finally earlier that morning he was able to learn to manipulate it to view things like he always had.
As soon as School had ended the acting commander of Nerv made his way towards his work place, it seemed almost like a game he could not play. He was surprised it was still standing with him at the top.
Once again he waved off the Guards comments towards him, once again attempted to suck up to him as always probally hoping for a promotion. Making his way to Dr. Akagi's office he gave a slight knock hearing the blonds voice for him to come in.
Making his way into the office Shinji slowly sit down with a small sigh his face tired"You wanted to see me today Ritsuko..." Nodding slightly The blond pulled on her lab coat slightly "Yes, i was wondering if you have told the other two pilots about your conditions"
Shaking his head slowly Shinji couldn't help but let out a sigh "No mam...i was figuring i could just...leave the subject alone..." Frowning slightly the blond gave a disapproving look "They are your fellow pilots commander Ikari, they have the right to know"
Nodding slowly Shinji stared absently at the floor "I know...but they might over react." If anyone would take it for more then it was it would definatly be Asuka...he had a feeling Rei would nod and nothing more. "I guess i could tell them today..." With a slight smile the doctor nodded "Great idea Shinji, right after the synchronization test alright?" after his nod she dismissed him to report to his test.
After the standard tests the pilots went through at the expense of the angels Shinji was able to find time with Asuka as she left to clean up. "Hey...um Asuka...i was wondering if...i could talk to you about something serious..."
Noticing the more serious nature of Shinji's voice Asuka groaned and nodded "Sure fine, just hurry it up will you? I have to meet Hikari" Nodding slightly Shinji swallowed the lump in his throat, hoping to somehow gain the courage to speak.
"Well Asuka...i um...need to tell you something that happened...during the battle against the Angel Rikto..." Becoming even more curious about what could possibly left to tell she sighed leaning against the wall "Well come on spit it out then!"
Sighing slightly Shinji sucked all the air he could out of his surroundings, filling his lungs as he fought with the right words "After i climbed up Rei's Eva...i well..." Sighing slightly at her boyfriends reluctance to speak she tapped her foot impatiently "You fell off and hit the ground unconscious worrying me like crazy, so what?"
Sighing once again Shinji shook his head, letting his eyes drift close...she really was making this more difficult "W-while i fell...one of those Ricktins was falling right above me...and well it connected with my brain..."
Her attention instantly snapped towards him, pushing off the wall quickly "WHAT? What do you mean it connected with your brain? Like tried to erase your memory or something?"
Shaking his head quickly he groaned "NO! Now let me finish!" When he was sure she was going to remain quiet, at least for the next few seconds he decided to continue "It...attached itself to my head...and i could feel it."
"It was like...i was being invaded...i could see it in my mind, sifting through me for whatever reasons it may have...seeing my life...my feelings...invading every secret i have ever held..." He was glad she didn't speak up with another outburst, gathering the last part and sucking in his fears."T-then it...right before i hit..it transfered itself to me...and...is inside my head now..."
His eyes slowly opened as the silence hit him like a ton of bricks, looking up to see his worst fear in Asuka's horrified gaze. "Then...wait...you have one of them inside you..." He watched her take a step back towards the hallway.
Nodding slowly he gripping his arm tightly looking away "Y-yes...Ritsuko said it's trying to take me over so my mind seems to be more sensitive to impulses. Asuka took another step back her gaze a mix of hatred and fear "Then...your...just another angel..."
"N-no! Asuka listen...that's not..." He reached out to grab her arm but his hand was slapped away, watching as the Anger in Asuka built "I have been dating an Angel! I can't believe this...i can't believe they let you in NERV...your...your a dam monster and thats all" Before he could even hope to stop her she had turned and ran full speed down the corridor, rounding the corner.
He didn't know how long he stood there, or when his tears began flowing from his eyes at the fact someone he loved so dearly had just called him a monster. As much as he wanted to believe that Asuka just spoke those things in the heat of the moment he couldn't help but take it to heart.
He watched his hand as his fists balled up...his anger was directed towards himself and he knew it, who else could he be mad at? If he was a better and stronger person to began with maybe it would have never happened...
His mind wasn't with him at all it seemed, he listened to the song that rung inside his head, letting it fill his ears, allowing him to partially send himself to an emotionless world. Time was non- existent to his mind, even when Kouzou eventually found his blank staring face curled up with his lifeless body against that very hallway wall, he was running away again...but not physically like usual, instead he was running in his own mind, trying to find an exit.
He never even knew when he had arrived in his office, he didn't care either. Unfortunately he forgot that Ritsuko had told him his impulses would be at top notch today. He allowed himself to slip into his chair, placing his head slowly down on the desk. Why he was allowing his Minds roommate so much control over him right now was obvious, and yet he still knew it wasn't smart.
His office door opened slowly as Maya entered, a folder grasped in her hands. She said something but it fell upon deaf ears.
He slowly adjusted his laying head to allow his eyes to shift to the door as Maya came closer. He almost felt as if he knew how Rei must feel being partially doll like, his stare blank. The tech assistant blinked slightly seeing the condition of the Commander, hesitantly moving over to him she moved a hand to his shoulder "S-sir are you alright...you look a little pale..."
He forced himself to allow more control, for if it continued like this he would surly lose the fight for his mind. "I-i'm fine Miss Ibuki, i'm sorry if i worried you..." Turning his gaze back to her he found his heart racing a Mile a minute, pounding against his chest his mind screaming at him to take advantage of an opportunity.
She gave a mix of a smile and a grin nodding slightly "It's alright, Oh right! Dr. Akagi asked me to bring this report to you..." She held out the folder but while his hands moved they did not go for the folder, but instead gently gripped her wrists. He felt cold with his heart shattered and wanted to find warmth anywhere he possibly could, and right now Maya was the closest thing that gave warmth out by a single touch, it was time to find out if she really did prefer women or not considering the rumors about Dr. Akagi.
She suddenly felt very nervous despite the gentleness he held her with, the folder instantly dropped from her hands. "C-commander Ikari, if you would let go of me...I'll be going..." The look in Shinji's eyes reminded the tech assistant of how Ritsuko explained that of Gendo's when she broke down in tears a few days back, which was a first for her to see.
She felt her heart race when he stood, but as she opened her mouth to speak all that came out was a squeal when her back hit the wall. She couldn't help but compare herself to Ritsuko at this very moment..in the last week or so she had heard many stories of her and Gendo, how he would basically use her. What was it with Ikari men and Scientists?
The only thing she noticed different was that he didn't seem to be very rough towards her. When she finally got the thought to struggle she gasped feeling her arms being pinned above her head. She found herself soon wondering when he got so strong as she couldn't seem to break free no matter how much she squirmed under his grasp.
When she tried to retaliate with her legs they were simply held in place with one of his own, in a last attempt she tried to talk with him "S-Shinji what are...you doing...stop this!" Her voice was the next thing to be cut off, soon feeling his lips pressed into hers.
Her eyes were wide with fear and the realization she was being subdued by a boy 10 years younger then her. The scariest part was she found herself excited by the whole ordeal...and when did Shinji get taller? He wasn't taller then her but he was growing.
She wasn't to sure how long she squirmed against his hold, or when she eventually melted into his kiss and actually returned it. The kiss quickly became a fiery battle of passion, both fighting for dominance in the connection. He moved only one hand from the spot where he held her arms pinned and slowly slid down the zipper to her uniform top.
She wanted to hit herself for even letting him continue without a fight, when the kiss broke she took in any air she could, and for good reason she decided as she felt his lips crash back against hers. What she couldn't comprehend was how his hand so quickly was able to remove the belt from around her waist, and then slide her uniform off her slender body so very quickly.
Shinji knew he had no control over the situation in front of him, his mind was completely reacting on blind lust being put into motion by the second mind within him, he could feel her, he could taste her on his lips, and yet could do nothing about what was happening, but he wasn't sure if he wanted to.
When he parted the uniform from her body his hand slowly trailed up her stomach, internally smirking when her back arched to his touch. He enjoyed the feel of the soft skin under his hand, slowly running his hand farther up to her firm breasts. It was then he felt his pin on her arms brake.
Her reaction to free arms was not what the young Ikari expected. As there kiss was slowly severed he soon felt her soft hands sliding underneath his white shirt, causing a quiet moan to roll off his lips while her hands trailed up his lean body. His breathing became harder with anticipation when her hands left his form, working on the buttons to his shirt.
When he felt the clothing slide off his body he couldn't help but grin, soon returning to his original goal, capturing Maya's lips in another passionate kiss, attacking with an unquenchable thirst for her. His hands fumbled with her bra with known inexperience, but eventually his battle was won, not without a small giggle against his lips from the tech assistant. He felt her arms circle around his neck and soon grinned.
Frowning slightly against those sweet lips his hands ran over her skin at a teasing pace, running over her breasts only ever so slightly. It wasn't long till he was rewarded with her back arched again, a whimper escaping her lips when the kiss was broken.
Maya sighed slightly the agonizing torture of his hands proving to break her mind so very quickly 'Damit he knows exactly where to get me...how does a 14 year old learn this kind of stuff? I should be stopping him but...oooh...'
With a small chuckle his small hands gently grabbed her, slowly and gently massaging her soft yet firm breasts. The only sounds her body seemed capable of making were whimpers and quiet moans. Even though she loved the feeling of his hands it was just growing more annoying from the fact she wanted...no needed more.
Her silent prayers were answered when her right breast lost it's sensation, her eyes carefully watching his hand move to her uniform skirt. Her eyes closed promptly as she let out another moan letting her skirt slide down her legs before kicking it aside. 'God why am i giving in to him so easily...'
Maya could feel the last piece of resistance on her body sliding down her legs and soon she could no longer feel the clothing against her skin. In retaliation she smiled slightly running her hands down his chest and finally along his waist.
Sliding her hands into the black pants of his school uniform she used one swift motion to bring both them and his boxers to the floor, which were then moved aside by Shinji's foot. Looking down momentarily Maya slowly sucked in a breath. 'He isn't huge...but for a 14 year old...wow'
Her thoughts were cut short by another searing kiss against her lips. Coherent thoughts were long gone from her mind when her legs were nudged apart by his knee which also seemed to rub against her more sensitive areas drawing a muffled moan.
His lips moved from her mouth to her neck, laying slow teasing kisses along it slowly occasionatly nipping. A hand trailed up, running through her short brown hair, the other soon roughly attacking her breast, tweaking the nipple slightly. Another moan forced through her lips, once again arching her back to him.
Her arms rested around his neck, her eyes watching his hand leave her hair and head down whenever she couldforce her eyes open. When he guided himself to her folds she instinctively absorbed the air around her, despite being 24 she never had the time to get close enough to someone to experience this with all the time put into Nerv.
Maya blushed deeply as everything sunk into her, slowly and hesitantly she brought her legs up around his waist surprised he could actually hold her up. She was lean but he was still young, but he did have the wall to help support her.
Parting from her neck Maya noticed a small blush on her assaulter's face and couldn't help but give a small grin. He seemed to calm down slightly at her grin, his earlier boldness replaced by a sense of worry. "M-Maya if you want me to stop now I'll-" a kiss was all it took to silence the worried boys thoughts, whether he won the battle in his mind or if it was just on a cease fire he didn't know.
"If you had asked that a little while ago, i would have said yes. But after everything you put me through i would rather you didn't stop..." There it was, her last chance for retreat sent off by her own mind, Mistake or not she would find out.
She felt him connecting with her and bit her lip slightly when he reached the last thing separating them, it took only a nod for him to hesitantly tear that barrier. She reacted as she expected herself to, she screamed, and only by 'gently' bitting down on Shinji's shoulder did she calm herself long enough to relax. She could see the slight cringe from Shinji at her bite but just like his soul he was to kind to say anything about it.
"A-are you alright Miss Ibuki..." It seemed like the pain would never go away, and it took extreme concentration to avoid letting tears roll onto his shoulder. Slowly removing her teeth from him she sighed, her body slowly adjusting to the new sensation that filled her "Y-yes...thank you for caring..."
When he smiled that serene loving smile of his she practically laughed, giving a quick kiss Maya grinned "your not just going to sit there all day are you...?" The blush that grew on his face was priceless but with all the teasing he suffered from everyone else she felt kind of bad for subjecting him to another one.
She gasped when he set a slow and soft pace, hearing a moan escape the young commander's lips her own soon followed. Only by her own request did he pick up the pace, her hips bucking against him in an attempt to increase the new sensations.
His less shy personality seemed to return as his pace suddenly became harder, and yet as her back pounded back against the wall she could care less. Moans filled the room and half the time she couldn't bring herself to discover which one of them had given it.
There lips connected in lustful passion, the feel of his hands roaming over every inch of her body sending shivers down her spine. The pace quickened and she let out a muffled scream against him, her shivering continued despite the warmth his body gave her.
As she hit the wall again she heard a slight grunt from him and couldn't help but grin, pulling away from his lips she muffled a moan on his shoulder. Finally as if it had been an eternity she felt her climax hit her sending her flying into a heaven like daze when her little Ikari joined her.
The two stayed like that for long moments, the only sounds they seemed to be able to make were tired gasps. When Maya was let off of the wall she found her cheeks red, quickly pulling on her cloths. "I was supposed to report back to Dr. Akagi immediately...dam it...S-sorry Shinji no time for talk...we'll talk about this later" Despite her excuse being a truth she didn't feel she was capable of talking to him right now, almost immediately flying out the door while straightening her skirt.
Sighing slightly Shinji slowly dressed himself, cleaning the mess made with a roll of paper towels he kept under his desk due to his obsessive cleaning. Plopping down in his chair the young commander slowly cosed his eyes absolutely exhausted, but thankful his mind was currently not dwelling on Asuka despite his feelings for her still with him.
"I can't...believe i just did that..." Picking up the folder the tech assistant had dropped he slowly flipped through the pages, bored with the information presented with him, it was just another report. His door opened once again and he quickly found himself grumbling.
Looking up from the papers he noticed the new scientist appointed to Nerv "Oh hi...can i help you?" The first time he had seen him he looked cheerful and strange, now he looked tired and serious.
Maoto sighed slightly pacing back and forth near the commanders desk occasionally glancing over at the Confused Shinji. "S-Shinji isn't it? Right right...i need to discuss something urgent with you..."
Nodding slowly Shinji leaned back in his chair trying not to fall asleep "Sure...is something wrong...?" The question sent the scientist into deep thought before he began his pacing once again 'i wonder if this guy is like mentally ill or something...'
Sighing Maoto stopped dead in his tracks "Yes...i guess there is." Mumbling something under his breath he slipped into the wooden chair opposite Shinji's "Look i haven't been entirely truthful...i wasn't sent here to help you"
Shinji blinked remaining silent as he thought about what that could mean "What on earth are you talking about Maoto?" Sighing slightly the madman rested his head in his hands "I was sent here by the UN to sabotage the Nerv defenses, and even the Evangelion's if i could..."
Shinji was almost instantly on the edge of his seat "Wait what? So your a spy then! But...why are you telling me this?" Biting his lip for a moment the scientist looked around for some kind of concealed camera that may be monitoring them "Look, the UN is planning an attack on Nerv"
Shinji could hardly handle what was going on, if that was true what on earth could they do "Wait how will they fight the Angels if were gone?" Sighing slightly Maoto continued "Well you see, the UN are currently developing a series of 15 Mass produced Evangelion's that run without pilots. They are weaker then your Eva's but they can pack quite a punch."
Taking a short moment of silence Maoto continued once again "If parts of Nerv are sabotaged then they could easily take over this place with little troop loss since there planning an all out offensive, With the new Development Eva's on standby in case you pilots retaliate.
Letting out the breath Shinji did not know he was holding the young commander wanted to pass out from the information "Wait...why are you even telling me this?" Smiling slightly the spy shifted in his seat "Well...my wife was on the queen that day it was attacked by the angel, and i know it was because of you she is still alive...this is the only way i can repay you...but i would ask you allow me to bring her here"
"S-sure why not...but how are we supposed to defend are selves against them" Finally he realized why it was him in command, if Nerv had a weak and inexperienced commander then the people inside the Geo front could not be rallied against the troops.
"Well they aren't planning to attack until the day before Christmas eve...so i would like us to divert most of Nerv's finances into increasing the defense output, and i do know about those Cyber suits...but the UN does not, so those will be a valuable surprise."
Rubbing his temples slightly Shinji tried his best to understand everything "Y-yeah i guess we can do that...but you need to talk to Fuyutsuki..." Although he looked hesitant the scientist nodded "Alright...i will talk about things with him...and if it's alright could you hold a conference to inform the staff people that matter of the new circumstances?" At Shinji's slow nod Maoto smiled and left.
As Shinji headed home that night his mind was about ready to explode, in one day he found out about conspiracies, a planned attack, lost Asuka and finally gained Maya...what in the world was a 14 year old to do?
He took the long route home wanting to let the cold air wash away his pain and thoughts. He could see his breath and yet he didn't care that his whole body was practically numb from the sensations of the atmosphere.
When he walked into the apartment late he saw Asuka at the kitchen table finishing her take-out food, but just the sight of him caused her to scowl and walk off to her room. Sighing the Third child headed for bed but was soon grabbed from behind by Misato.
"Ah Shinji! There you are..i was so worried!" Smiling slightly Shinji tried to get air from the bear hug but found it easier when she let him go "T-thanks...i didn't mean to come home so late but a lot happened today..."
Nodding slightly she placed her hands on his shoulders "Yeah well don't push yourself to hard ok Shinji...you have been through a lot lately." Nodding again he watched his guardian head off to bed, and did the same.
When Kensuke emerged from his closet he let out a small sigh slipping into bed, but suddenly had an idea. "Hey Kensuke you know a lot about the Military don't you?" Blinking slightly his fugitive friend pushed up his glasses sitting cross legged on the floor "Yeah of course, why?"
Sitting up Shinji smiled "Do you know there tactics and other things like that?" Since the tacticians at Nerv were mostly for figuring out ways of fighting Eva's he did need someone he could trust to help him with a way to combat an entire army.
Tilting his head slightly Kensuke couldn't help but be confused by his friends questions "Um yeah..you know me Shinji i have been obsessed with the Military since i was a kid!"
Smirking slightly the third child stared silently at his friend "Think you could help me fight them?" When his friends mouth dropped open he spent at least a half hour explaining the basic things that were going on around him.
"Wow! So Nerv is going to be attacked by the Military...i can't believe that...but of course I'll help in any way i can! My parents work there after all" Grinning slightly Kensuke couldn't help but feel a little excited about helping his parents and Nerv with his Military Knowledge.
A/N: Well...there it is. Don't go crazy over the Shinji/Maya pairing alright? Looks like Kensuke still can be of help to Shinji! I had originally thought of scraping the whole Maya thing...but i decided this was my story and if i wanted it i would write it.