Title: If Only
author: jmaria
tth100 prompt: Kit
Crossover fandom: Dark Angel
Characters: Kit, Carlos, Zack
Prompt: 059. Fight
Word Count: 116
Rating: FR-15
Disclaimer: Joss owns Kit and Carlos, James Cameron & Co. own Zack
Summary: If only she had tried, maybe he'd be here with her now.
Set: Mommy's Little Angel (2/5)

If Only

Eyes Only has been sending out a call to all X5 operatives. I can't tear my eyes away even if I wanted to. He keeps saying that Zack was taken, that the other X5's aren't safe. But I can feel it. My Nicky's dead. I can feel it in my heart.

I was never a strong fighter, I gave up on him twice because I couldn't fight them - Lydecker and his cronies. I was a scared kid, one who wasn't old enough to be somebody's mom. But I couldn't fight, I hadn't even learned how to fight when I had him. Because I couldn't, I don't know my oldest son and I probably never will.