A/N: I forgot to say that the entry before was where she is at now, and these are going to be what's leading up to there, and I may go a bit after that.
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I was sitting in the pool house reading Cosmo. I didn't really read books anymore, Logan told me that I shouldn't waste my time with them. I really think Logan was just a bit jealous because I read more than him and had more knowledge.

Tonight Logan and I were going to a party in New York. Actually, Logan was kind of the host of the party and I, being his girlfriend, was the hostess, even though neither he nor I planned it. It was something that his father put together for one of his newspapers. It had something to do with some new literary works or something like that. All I know was that it was a test for Logan, to see if he could handle being in this bussiness. To see if he could charm everyone the way he had charmed me. This party decided his whole future, and although Logan didn't want to work for his dad, he did not want to screw this night up.

All week I had listened to Logan talk about how important this was, and how everything had to be perfect. Everything was about Logan, it seemed. He was all he talked about, he was all my grandparents talked about, and there was a reason for that. He was special. He was perfect, he had good breeding and an okay personality and good looks. I do admit he was quite a catch.

I had everything all set for tonight. Logan told me exactly what to do. He instructed me to wear my light blue dress, curl my hair, wear light pink lipstick, and masacara. I'm sure some people find this a bit controlling, but I didn't mind, I mean it was Logan's big night, right? He wanted everything to be perfect and he deserved because he was perfect. The least I could do was listen to him.

So while I was reading the magazine, I can to an article about a mother and daughter. I read the first paragraph and could feel myself starting to tear up, so I got in the shower. After I got out I set the curlers and got out my outfit. I had just started to curl my hair when the telephone rang. I figured it was just my grandmother so I let it rang and finished getting ready.

I had just finished when I heard vicious knocking on the door so I caustiously went to open. The door opened to reveal an angry Logan standing there, breathing heavily.

"I tried to call you!" He yelled pushing past me into the pool house.

"Sorry." I said, looking at the floor, "I was getting ready."

"Yeah well, you look great Ace. Sorry for yelling, its just I want this whole night to be perfect." He was speaking quickly and a ran a hand through his hair, "But really Ace. You look great." He leaned forward and gave me a quick kiss.

"You clean up pretty nicely yourself."

"So, should we get going? I still have a few last minutes things to do." He push his hand on the small of my back and ushered me out to the car. Out the to the night that started it all.