Yet another day
Hey me again, since I have some inspiration and ideas this story was born, enjoy-Lord of the files
Warning: Is kind of sad, but only the first chapter will be.
Raven was sitting comfortably on the couch when she felt two arms enclosed around her.
"Beast boy…" she said with a sigh.
Beast boy smiled and said, "What you doing?"
"Just sitting here," Raven said with a blush.
"Thinking of yours truly?" Beast boy said with a wide grin.
"No of Robin," Raven said sarcastically.
Beast boy did mock hurt and said, "That's so mean Rae, I'll be injured for life".
They were about to get closer when Robin came in with a box in his arms and Raven practically pushed Beast boy away from her.
Robin lifted his eyebrow for a little bit and told them that the mail was here, and then proceeded to put the box on the table.
Raven blushed and started to make her way to the box. Beast boy just looked down to the ground and scratched his head.
'She'll always be like that,' Beast boy thought 'just once I wish she would show her affection for me around the others'.
Beast boy made his way to Raven when he noticed she was just staring at a letter.
"What happened?" Beast boy asked.
"They are going to publish my book," Raven said looking as if she would explode out of happiness.
"Which book again?" Beast boy said rubbing his chin.
"It is the book that I sent after they rejected the last one," Raven said barely containing her emotions.
"This is great, let me take you to dinner...my treat," Beast boy saidwiggiling his eyebrows.
"Sorry Beast boy, but they said they'll call me with information," Raven said sadly.
"Can I read this book?" Beast boy said after they stared at each other for a few minutes.
"Yes, here they sent the first published book," Raven said reaching into the box and taking out a book.
Beast boy looked at the cover and read out loud, "The Tales of a Mage?"
Raven's smile didn't falter, "Don't judge a book by it's cover".
"But the cover is the reason we go up to the book," Beast boy said as he looked at the very dark colored book.
"Look you don't have to read it," Raven said making a gesture to give her the book.
"No, no, no I'll read it…heck I'll read it now," Beast boy said making his way to his room.
"Wait," Raven said in her monotone.
"Yeah?"
Raven then kissed him softly and then smiled, "Didn't want to end that with negative emotions".
Beast boy smiled and said lowly, "Maybe I should end more of our conversations with negative emotions?"
Raven blushed very deeply and just stood there.
Beast boy kissed her and said, "I'm going to read this book real quick and we'll come back to where we left off".
"You're too good to me," Raven said softly.
"Because you deserve it," Beast boy said smiling.
They both left to go to their rooms and Beast boy started on the book.
The next day-
"That is glorious friend Raven!" Starfire said merrily after receiving the news about the book, and being told what it means.
"Yes, and all of you were foundations of the characters," Raven said.
"We were?" Cyborg said stunningly.
"Yes," Raven said happily.
"What are we?" Robin said interested.
"I will tell you Robin," Beast boy said stumbling in, his eyes red.
"Beast boy—"
"No, not now, Raven," Beast boy said making Raven sound like a cuss word.
The rest of the Titan's looked at each other worriedly, for all the months they have been going out, Beast boy never so much as raised hisvoice at Raven. Now he seems pretty worked up about something, and all of them noticed that his eyes were red froma combination of crying and not sleeping.
"Raven made you the Captain of the guard Robin, Cyborg," he said pointing at Cyborg "You are one of the hero's of the country".
"Beast—"
"No, no, no, I haven't even reached the best part yet," Beast boy said interrupting Raven.
When Raven was quiet for a few minutes, Beast boy continued.
"Now Starfire," pointing at Starfire "You are the princess of the lands, and Raven is your advisor".
Starfire looked confused, but Beast boy ignored her and just looked at Raven.
"And I am a jester," Beast boy said with a tone that was steel.
"But I thought—" Raven began.
"Let us see," Beast boy interrupted flipping through the pages "Oh here we are and I quote 'The jester wears all green and was witty enough, but with a disease that eats all of the new knowledge and warps the old'…page thirteen".
Beast boy looked around to see if someone was going to interrupt him and continued.
"Raven you called me stupid in a very intellectual way, andevery single time you mention the jester it is alwaysassociated the stupidity of the actions of the main characters. Now lets see another quote I like, 'He has the disease of the jester (referring to a peasant they meet)…there is nothing that we can do for him, for only the gods can alter it'…page eighty eight. Oh yes here is another one, 'He swung his sword as the jester would, without any clear thought or ambition'…page hundred and one. Oh and my personal favorite one, 'The jester sacrificed himself for you mage, can you feel nothing? You were married to him, and you loved him.' She looked down as Robert (that's you Robin) continued to scold her. She looked up into his hazel eyes and said, 'And yet I was not in love with him, formy heart always belonged to another'. Robert looked at her quizzically then asked, 'Whom?'. She looked down to the ground before standing up to her full height and said 'You'…" Beast boy stopped for a second, glaring at Raven now "I can't read the rest, it just so disgusting".
Raven looked down to the ground and Starfire was dumb enough to ask, "What happened?"
"Oh I'll tell you! She has a romance scene with him and it goes on for," Beast boy flipped through the pages "about fifteen pages worth…and the font is about ten…so it goes into great detail about everything about it".
"It's a story Beast boy, don't put too much in it," Raven said starting to raise her voice.
Beast boy gave her a look that broke all her defenses; "You told me once that youwrite as an extension of your soul and that you write what you really want out of life…"
Raven eyes widened as she remembered that conversationthey had whenhe asked her why she wrote.
Beast boy shook his head and said, "If this is what you really want Raven, I won't hold you down".
"But Beast boy--".
"Stop," Beast boy yelled.
Raven was quiet and looked at him forlornly.
Beast boy had tears in his eyes when he said, "I won't hold you down, as you get what you really want Raven, so I'm going to let you be free".
Raven started to walk up to him and hugged him tight and said tearfully, "But...I...I don't want to be free Beast boy…I love you".
"'And yet I was not in love with him'," Beast boy said tears streaking down his face as meteors over a sky.
The rest of the Titan's weren't sure on what to do, but all of them knew what was coming up.
Raven tilted her head up to him and kissed him on the lips as hard as she could.
The rest of the Titan's didn't expect that…but what was worse was what Beast boy said.
Beast boy just stood there like a statue, and when Raven broke the kiss he said, "I won't hold you back…"
Chapter Two will come within a week…