Why? I could see my friends, Ron and Hermione, happy being together. At last, the shyness Ron felt towards Hermione subsided and he decided to tell her how he feels, that since they were in third year, he already loved her. So much that he cannot contain his feelings anymore. Hermione, on the other hand, was also deeply in love with Ron. Their feeling matched so they got married right away. I am happy for my friends.
I have been staying with them since I left the Dursley's. Lucky me, I am already free. But why is it that I still feel incomplete? That I still lack something despite everything I've accomplished: Killing Voldemort, saving the entire wizarding world, being a good godfather to my friends' child. Once again, why?
One day, somebody knocked on the door. I opened it. It was Ginny, Ron's younger sister, visited the house and was staying for the holidays. She didn't know that I was there. I know that if she knew that I was there, she wouldn't come. I could still feel the hurt from her eyes. I know that I was the one who caused her all this pain. But what could I do? I did it for her own good. I loved her very dearly that's why I did not want her to be killed or murdered by my greatest enemy. But now that everything is finished, I still love her. But I don't know if she does.
"Hi Harry. How are you? Where is Ron, Hermione and Kim (their daughter) ?" asked Ginny.
"They went out. I'm okay. Can we talk?" I asked her.
"Sure. Just let me come in first." She said as she walked in the house.
"What do you want to talk about?" asked Ginny.
"I was wondering… if you… would not be… angry with me… if I say…."
"Say what Harry?"
"That…."
"WHAT?"
"I still love you…"
I saw her eyes light up when I said it to her.
"You do? Oh Harry… I've been waiting for this all my life! Why would I be angry? I still love you also and I never would love anybody else from you Harry. You made me happy. You made me live again."
"Oh Ginny…" I said with tears in my eyes and embracing her tight. Our eyes met. I knew what she wanted because I wanted it too. We kissed. It was like heaven.
Now I know why I'm always asking why. It's because I don't have her. But now, I am complete and I know no one can ever take her away from me.