Disclaimer: I don't own the x-men and am not making any profit from this story, just trying to get over a boy.
Umm, this is a weird one, it doesn't exactly fit into the series its based afterwards Remy joins the X-men. He and Rogue flirt and secretly fall in love but they can't touch. This is just a diary entry which Rogue writes one night.
Dear Diary
In the day I smile and laugh, we're friends, co-workers that's all. The flirting the looks, they all mean nothing. Just the friendly teasing of an overly romantic Cajun. That's all it can be. I can't touch him however much I long to.
That's in the day. The night is a different story, we kissed once you see. Just once, in a moment of weakness. It was amazing there is no other way to describe it, amazing, but then my powers started, those sucking life-draining powers and I had to pull away.
In the dead of the night, when I can't sleep It comes back to me. I can still smell him, still taste him, feel him in those few seconds when he was pushed close to me, and I know the repetition will only ever be in my mind. It can never happen again however much I want it to. So these memories haunt me, leave me with tears running down my cheeks and yet, I don't want them to ever stop.
I think of a world without powers, a world where I didn't have to pull away, a world where loving you would be simple. I think of exploring you and my whole body aches with it, and I regret not holding on for just a few more seconds, a few more seconds to remember and savour.
You, my ideal perfection whom I was allowed a taste of before it you were cruelly snatched away. I will forever remain unsatisfied, imagining what can never happen, because for me loving you is impossible. You will get bored of me, the untouchable lover. You will find somebody new. I understand, but please, please remember me once in a while because I will never forget you.