Hi! My name is Chichigal. Previously I've only ever written Dragonball Z fan fiction, but I long ago lost interest in the series so I have been unable to write. But since watching all the series of my now favourite anime, (not DIC version, which frankly is butchered to death) my inspiration for writing has returned.

This is a Seiya / Usagi fan fiction, so if they are any haters of this genre I warn you of this ahead of time.

Please review as I am eager to improve.


The Right Decision


I wonder if I've made the right decision. The decision of my life, of my heart. A decision either consisting of Destiny, a sure enough safer path to follow. Another, a path full of danger, a path into the unknown.

I looked at him uncertainly, the moon illuminating the night sky, reflecting beautifully on the surface of the water below, creating a somewhat romantic atmosphere. Perfect, if it wasn't for the thoughts that now ran through my head. For a moment I couldn't help but compare his physical characteristics to the other that had a place within my heart. The one that was there for me like no other could, someone who picked me up when I was down, the very person who brought out the brightest part of my light with his teasing grins, and warm smiles.

I almost smiled in remembrance of his playful words, and harmless mocking words that always sent me into my childish rages, and banished my painful doubts and feelings. I had always been afraid to have him kiss me, afraid that if he did I'd fall too deeply, so deeply that I would of given up the safety of the predestined fairytale, and to a future that would be uncertain. Was it too late? But… I'd never see him again, never eagerly watch his enthusiasm for life, never having him torment me with his daily teasing that I secretly enjoyed… I erased the thought as quick as it came… had I made the right decision?

This man, my destined lover, my husband to be, and father to my future children. A man I'd know never abandon me, break my heart and leave me an empty shell, a future already known. Who loved me as Serenity a thousand years ago, and would continue so through the rise of our Kingdom. Does he see me as Serenity or Usagi, I wonder? I've always wondered that question since the day the insults turned into endearments. Endearments that only came after memories of a previous life came… I'm not her anymore, and different in many ways. He loved me, Tsukino Usagi… didn't he?

Licking my lips anxiously I stepped closer to him, trying to push the thought of the Starlight out of my head, and looked down to our reflection in water below. Then with a small sigh I looked into his blue eyes, that I hadn't seen for such a long time. Blue eyes that were slightly lighter then…

"Mamo-chan… do you love me?"

Does he love me?

"Hai."

"Honto?"

Have I made the right decision?

"Hai."

"How much?"

Mamoru looked down at me, and frowned enquiringly, an eyebrow arched in question.

"Why?"

God, answer me?

"How much?"

"I feel wonderful when I am with you."

With that final word, Mamoru fingers lightly gripped my shoulders, and slowly, he bent his head and gently pressed his warm lips to mine, brushing against my own in a familiar way. I accepted the kiss, expecting to feel the passion I haven't felt for so long, expecting the wonderful flutter of my beating heart, hoping that this would be enough to forget….. Oh God, what have I done?


A little short I know, but took me a while to get right, I think. Please review your comments and say whether I should continue or leave it a one-shot.