Tired of hiding our Love
Hour after Wrestlemania
"Congratulations on your win baby."Lita said leaning up to kiss him Both lita and John were trying to regain their breaths after giving John his treat for winning his match
"Thanks, how's your mouth."John said running his fingers over her lips
"It's still hurts a little but it will be ok."Lita reassured him
"Bastard, his dumb ass couldn't even protect you from Foley. I don't want you out there anymore."John said
"John you know I have to go out their with him, unless the boss has a change of heart. I don't think that's going to happen."Lita said
"Yeah I know that, I'm just tired of it."John said
"I think I got it harder than you. I actually have to seem interested in asshole."Lita said just the thought made her sick to her stomach
"So are you going back to him tonight or are you staying with me?"John ask
"You know the answer to that question babe. Lita said "I really want to but I have to go back."
"You don't have to do anything." John snapped "He doesn't control you, I know you said you worried about what other's will think. But Li hell with them, I want you to stay."
"You know how bad I want to stay as well." Lita said rubbing her hands along his face."But it's hard. I just want to shout it out to the world that I'm really with you."
"Then do it, I'll be by your side." John said taking her hands in his" You know I will, I can't stand this anymore."
"Things will change John". Lita told him
"We've been together for nine months Li, nine. I hate having to go out there and pretend that I can't stand you or call you all those names. If only they knew what's really going on."John said "I love you Li."
"I love you to, I understand where your coming from". Lita told him laying her head on his chest "It hurts me to see you like this, I want you to be happy."
"I'm happy baby, believe me I am happy. During the night that is, but every morning you go back to him...yeah it breaks my heart cause I thought we had something special."John said
"Had? John we still have something special. I love you and only you, if there was anyway I could convince you that, that is true I would do it."Lita said
"I know a way."John said cupping her face "Just leave him, don't go back to him. Stay here with me, I can't take seeing him touching you, or even-
"John, honey. Trust me we haven't done that in a long time, he comes home drunk every night to do that. But I do get where your coming from and your right...you've been right for awhile. I don't know why it's so hard for me to tell him, he doesn't care about me or my feelings. I guess I'm just worried still, about everybody else."Lita said
"Fuck them."John said
"John-
"No Li, I'm serious. Forget them you have me and that's all that matters, you can't relay on having everyone's support, your always going to have people disapproving what your doing. But you shouldn't care."John said
"I could say the same thing about you."Lita said When she received a confused look from John she continued "You're the exact same way with fans, you act like you don't care about them booing you. Deep down John I know it hurts to hear cheers one minute than boos the next, I was cheered half of my career and now all I hear is boos or the other word that they love to call me."
"Your right it does bother me, at first I didn't let it get to me. I can really care less whether they cheer or boo, granted I love the cheers but if they chose to boo, let them." John said "Your not what they call you either, so don't ever think that you are. I hate when they cheer whenever I or someone else calls you something other than Lita. If only they knew the truth, every girl in that locker room has no room to judge. Especially Candice, and Maria, could you imagine what people would think if they knew how 'loose' Maria was?"
"More shock to find out that were together."Lita laughed "I've been through so much in these last few years. From the neck injury, to being stalked by Kane and getting impregnated with his child. The marriage from hell, losing a baby, winning the Women's championship. Losing it and getting injured again. Making a mistake that still haunts till this day, to become the biggest whor-
"Don't you say that, I thought I told you to stop putting yourself down. You're a beautiful woman, everybody makes mistakes. You wouldn't be human if you didn't make them. If that can't see that, then like I said hell with them."John said "I'm not mad at you at all, I just hate having to see him touch you. I don't care if he is just holding your hand, I hate that. You know how hard it is for me to stand in the same ring with you without wanting to just take you in the middle of the ring." Chuckling he added "Damn, I sound like some high school kid. Point is I hate it...I hate him."
"I'll do it ." A confident Lita said "I'll leave him, he standing in the way of me being with the man I love. But I'll make sure he gets what he deserves." With a killer look in her eyes, it was clear that she was serious in doing what she said. And their wasn't nothing or noone that was going to stop her.
"Feisty, damn I love that."John laughed "I never seen this side of you before, but I have to admit it turns me on." Drawing her in closer to him
"Everything I do turns you on."Lita laughed "But that's what's so great about our love, because everything you do turns me on. Not just your looks but they way you talk, walk, even though I don't like the music. I get turn on when I listen to your album or hear you try to sing. I get butterflies every time I hear your entrance music, you know that's one thing we got to have happen."
"What's that?"John ask
"You and I in the ring no holds barred, anything goes. No count out, only submission and pin falls are allowed."Lita told him running her hands along his chest
"Oh yeah, that is a must. But for right now we can have our on match right here and now. All those rules you just said our in affect for this to."John said with a seductive smile "Even better a sixty minute iron man match."
"I am in."Lita said straddling his lap "No backing back out either."
"I never back down and I never quit."John said pulling her into a kiss