HIHI Note: I keep getting writers block on all my stories. And I might change my Mikey story to an M rated…. Maybe. The beginning of this story is kind of angst but only this chapter.
CRIMSON LOVE
Raph POV
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New York a place were freaks hid from humans.
A place were Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles hid in shame.
Layered in clothes to hide our flesh.
Forced to hide in the sewers from them.
Being hunted down from mad scientists like, Stockman.
Or being dissected by Bishop.
And trying to be slaughtered by the Shredder and Karai.
Having a woman, April O'Neil, and an idiot, Casey Jones supply you with food to survive.
Were at their mercy.
Now you know what's it's like to be me.
A freak, unwanted by society and unloved, unmarried, and depressed.
Full of anger for whom I am.
Can't except the truth.
Even my own father can't help me.
What I want is a wife.
A woman whom never laid eyes on me before than suddenly sees me and not cry, scream, nor run.
Just look at me and smile or even laugh.
I lost hope long ago.
I may be fifteen but for whom I am or what I have lost hope even faster.
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...Even each of my three brothers loves someone. Even if the people they love don't. They didn't care. Leo, obviously loves Karai, Shredder's adopted daughter and now new Shedder. He says she's good. I think otherwise. Donny, is the type of personality the girls love. The cute, smart, and shy guys. Dons got his eyes on April but Casey's buttin' in. He also likes our friend, Quarry, was mutated, but turned out to be a girl named, Serenity. I think that's her name. I haven't seen her in so long though Don visits her regularly. Mikey has got a crush on Casey's neighbor, Angel. Like the time we went to find her brother, Ryan. Angel kept on hiding behind Mike's shell. That night at the lair he kept nagging that she can't keep her hands off him. So enough said 'bout that. I got no one to love. I'd feel like I would be less angry and cranky if I had someone to talk to. But I can't have that person.
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No one can love me…
I am a freak…
A lonely freak…
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HIHI Note: yeah I know lots of typos. Well I can't really help it. Damn laptop.