Title: found again
Author: Angelsgal
Disclaimer: *sniff * It all belongs to Joss, even though he truly messed up the series. Buffy sleeping with Spike? What the hell was he thinking? Sorry done with the ranting, anyway only the plot is mine and characters you don't recognize.
Rating: PG-13- just to be safe
Pairing: B/A- I'll never give up! W/O F/S AND F/G
Summary: Buffy's pregnant, Angel has his soul back for good and they find their love once more but who ever said happily ever after was sadly mistaken *evil grin*
Feedback: For all that is holy and unholy please!!!!!
Distribution: If you want it just ask
Authors notes: If you haven't guessed I'm not too happy with the way the show went (past tense ..I'm gonna cry) there is slight Spike bashing and heavy bashing on cordy. Sorry I just can't stand the chick. Just to let you know Connor and Dawn don't exist and Buffy's currently seventeen and ¾ and Angel left two months ago but started A.I. quickly meaning his whole crew is made already. Buffy's mom is dead but she sill lives at the house with willow Giles basically supports her with the help of the council. Alright your all caught up now read!!!!!
A/N 2: I need a beta reader because apparently I have bad grammer making this story barley 'bearable' so if your interested please e-mail me.
A/N 3: Thank you for all the reviews it helps being that this is my first story. Just a little side note I never planed on killing the baby.ever. The fact is I've already written over 200 hand written pages of this story so I pretty much know where I'm going but the transfer from page to computer always changes the story slightly. Well I'm done so read on!!
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"Oh, I'm going to kill her!!" Buffy screamed plopping down on the couch. It was three a.m. on the fourth day Faith had been M.I.A and Buffy was worried not only was her one confidant missing but she didn't even say goodbye. That in slayer language either means your dead or soon to be dead.
"Oh I'm glad to see I was missed." Faith said dropping her bag and smiling. Buffy quickly charged her and gave her a big hug.
"Where the hell did you go and why didn't you say goodbye?" Buffy yelled
"Hold up B, I just had some business with a pal of mine and I thought he could help you with a certain something you and I only know about." Faith said touching Buffy's stomach.
"Well where is this 'friend'?" Buffy said looking around and questioning Faiths excuse for leaving.
"I'm right here." The tall vampire said stepping out of the shadows waiting for the punch, scream or other hostile hello. Instead he was greeted with something he had missed for weeks. Buffy looked at him in a way that made his unbeating heart seem to melt her eyes were full of joy and relief and she ran to him and just jumped into his arms staying there embedded in his chest not wanting the other to see her tears and emotions that she allowed only him to see. After a few moments Buffy broke away from him and whipped her tears then her mood did a one eighty.
Buffy stepped back and punched him knocking him down. "Why did you come back are you here?!" She said in tears then looked over at Faith "Just be glad you're not him because you're the one that dragged him here and I'd say that's a crime punishable bye stake around here." She warned
"B, listen to reason for a second, you love him, nothing has ever changed since he left besides the fact you've been in some severe depression. Talk to him or kill him for all I care, just be the Buffy we all used to know and love especially since it takes two to make a impossible child and not telling him isn't fair to him, you or your baby." Faith pointed out then left locking the door behind her before Buffy could protest.
Angel was now sitting on the bed holding his aching head looking at his broken slayer. She had lost that sparkle in her and bounce in her step since the last time he saw her. It looked as though she was living day by day barley able to be the once happy perky Buffy that he loved so much. She plopped in a chair whipping her tears away until she noticed that he was starring at her.
"What not the 'normal' life you left to give me? Or do I look different to you? Maybe slightly worn and torn down?" Buffy spat.
"In a word, yeah." Angel said
"Well news flash Angel I'm not a 'normal' kind of girl who doesn't lead a 'normal' kind of life so why did you think I could have anything normal or in fact wanted it? Well I don't. Do you realize how sick I am of people telling me what and who I should be? Really sick of it. Do you know how tiring it is to wake up in the morning and try to put on a happy face when the man you love rejected you left town and left this impossible gift for you to raise alone and keep it all a secret? I'm so tired I could sleep for weeks. And do you want to know what my reward for all this is? An empty bed a lonely destiny and a world to save on my own. Whoppi for me." She said before breaking down again, huddling and crying softly.
What had he done? He never realized what he cold do to her he just thought leaving would finally give her a chance at happiness but instead he had handed her a fresh plate of despair. His beautiful slayer was dying before his eyes" Buffy no one told me... I mean I didn't realize... I'm so sorry I'll never leave you again if you still want me, if you still can stand me, if you still love me." Angel said on his knees holding his Buffy.
"You don't know how many times I've dreamt of you saying that. I've always loved you always that's the whole point." Buffy said smiling for the fist times in weeks she felt safe and whole again.
"So how this impossibility happen? I mean its great and all but I thought I couldn't-you know" Angel said looking up.
"I have no idea but I'm sure Giles could help us in time." Buffy said puzzled
"Well call him up I don't like mysteries especially when it involves my girl and our child." Angal smiled realizing what he just said. He was going to be a father.
"Umm can I sleep fist I've been up for days and am kind of tired" She said going towards the bed. "Stay with me tonight I don't want you to leave" She pleaded
"You couldn't kick me out." He said smiling and taking of his shirt and climbing in next to her. A few moments later she was a sleep, buried in his chest while he sat there smiling at her. She was smiling in her sleep something he had never seen her done before.
"I can never leave now and I never will. Tomorrow I'll tell you my little, kind of big, secret that will make you smile bigger then you have in years. True happiness will get in our way no longer." Angel said before he himself nodded off.
A/N~Sorry it's so short but I have finals this week. Chapter 3 is coming by Friday or sooner!!
Author: Angelsgal
Disclaimer: *sniff * It all belongs to Joss, even though he truly messed up the series. Buffy sleeping with Spike? What the hell was he thinking? Sorry done with the ranting, anyway only the plot is mine and characters you don't recognize.
Rating: PG-13- just to be safe
Pairing: B/A- I'll never give up! W/O F/S AND F/G
Summary: Buffy's pregnant, Angel has his soul back for good and they find their love once more but who ever said happily ever after was sadly mistaken *evil grin*
Feedback: For all that is holy and unholy please!!!!!
Distribution: If you want it just ask
Authors notes: If you haven't guessed I'm not too happy with the way the show went (past tense ..I'm gonna cry) there is slight Spike bashing and heavy bashing on cordy. Sorry I just can't stand the chick. Just to let you know Connor and Dawn don't exist and Buffy's currently seventeen and ¾ and Angel left two months ago but started A.I. quickly meaning his whole crew is made already. Buffy's mom is dead but she sill lives at the house with willow Giles basically supports her with the help of the council. Alright your all caught up now read!!!!!
A/N 2: I need a beta reader because apparently I have bad grammer making this story barley 'bearable' so if your interested please e-mail me.
A/N 3: Thank you for all the reviews it helps being that this is my first story. Just a little side note I never planed on killing the baby.ever. The fact is I've already written over 200 hand written pages of this story so I pretty much know where I'm going but the transfer from page to computer always changes the story slightly. Well I'm done so read on!!
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"Oh, I'm going to kill her!!" Buffy screamed plopping down on the couch. It was three a.m. on the fourth day Faith had been M.I.A and Buffy was worried not only was her one confidant missing but she didn't even say goodbye. That in slayer language either means your dead or soon to be dead.
"Oh I'm glad to see I was missed." Faith said dropping her bag and smiling. Buffy quickly charged her and gave her a big hug.
"Where the hell did you go and why didn't you say goodbye?" Buffy yelled
"Hold up B, I just had some business with a pal of mine and I thought he could help you with a certain something you and I only know about." Faith said touching Buffy's stomach.
"Well where is this 'friend'?" Buffy said looking around and questioning Faiths excuse for leaving.
"I'm right here." The tall vampire said stepping out of the shadows waiting for the punch, scream or other hostile hello. Instead he was greeted with something he had missed for weeks. Buffy looked at him in a way that made his unbeating heart seem to melt her eyes were full of joy and relief and she ran to him and just jumped into his arms staying there embedded in his chest not wanting the other to see her tears and emotions that she allowed only him to see. After a few moments Buffy broke away from him and whipped her tears then her mood did a one eighty.
Buffy stepped back and punched him knocking him down. "Why did you come back are you here?!" She said in tears then looked over at Faith "Just be glad you're not him because you're the one that dragged him here and I'd say that's a crime punishable bye stake around here." She warned
"B, listen to reason for a second, you love him, nothing has ever changed since he left besides the fact you've been in some severe depression. Talk to him or kill him for all I care, just be the Buffy we all used to know and love especially since it takes two to make a impossible child and not telling him isn't fair to him, you or your baby." Faith pointed out then left locking the door behind her before Buffy could protest.
Angel was now sitting on the bed holding his aching head looking at his broken slayer. She had lost that sparkle in her and bounce in her step since the last time he saw her. It looked as though she was living day by day barley able to be the once happy perky Buffy that he loved so much. She plopped in a chair whipping her tears away until she noticed that he was starring at her.
"What not the 'normal' life you left to give me? Or do I look different to you? Maybe slightly worn and torn down?" Buffy spat.
"In a word, yeah." Angel said
"Well news flash Angel I'm not a 'normal' kind of girl who doesn't lead a 'normal' kind of life so why did you think I could have anything normal or in fact wanted it? Well I don't. Do you realize how sick I am of people telling me what and who I should be? Really sick of it. Do you know how tiring it is to wake up in the morning and try to put on a happy face when the man you love rejected you left town and left this impossible gift for you to raise alone and keep it all a secret? I'm so tired I could sleep for weeks. And do you want to know what my reward for all this is? An empty bed a lonely destiny and a world to save on my own. Whoppi for me." She said before breaking down again, huddling and crying softly.
What had he done? He never realized what he cold do to her he just thought leaving would finally give her a chance at happiness but instead he had handed her a fresh plate of despair. His beautiful slayer was dying before his eyes" Buffy no one told me... I mean I didn't realize... I'm so sorry I'll never leave you again if you still want me, if you still can stand me, if you still love me." Angel said on his knees holding his Buffy.
"You don't know how many times I've dreamt of you saying that. I've always loved you always that's the whole point." Buffy said smiling for the fist times in weeks she felt safe and whole again.
"So how this impossibility happen? I mean its great and all but I thought I couldn't-you know" Angel said looking up.
"I have no idea but I'm sure Giles could help us in time." Buffy said puzzled
"Well call him up I don't like mysteries especially when it involves my girl and our child." Angal smiled realizing what he just said. He was going to be a father.
"Umm can I sleep fist I've been up for days and am kind of tired" She said going towards the bed. "Stay with me tonight I don't want you to leave" She pleaded
"You couldn't kick me out." He said smiling and taking of his shirt and climbing in next to her. A few moments later she was a sleep, buried in his chest while he sat there smiling at her. She was smiling in her sleep something he had never seen her done before.
"I can never leave now and I never will. Tomorrow I'll tell you my little, kind of big, secret that will make you smile bigger then you have in years. True happiness will get in our way no longer." Angel said before he himself nodded off.
A/N~Sorry it's so short but I have finals this week. Chapter 3 is coming by Friday or sooner!!