Title: found again
Author: Angelsgal
Disclaimer: *sniff * It all belongs to Joss, even though he truly messed up the series. Buffy sleeping with Spike? What the hell was he thinking? Sorry done with the ranting, anyway only the plot is mine and characters you don't recognize.----sorry this story took so long I apologize with all my heart and plead for you forgiveness* on my knees* PLEASE DON'T BE MAD!
Rating: PG-13- just to be safe
Pairing: B/A- I'll never give up! W/O F/S AND F/G
Summary: Buffy's pregnant, Angel has his soul back for good and they find their love once more but who ever said happily ever after was sadly mistaken *evil grin*
Feedback: For all that is holy and unholy please!!!!!
Distribution: If you want it just ask
(You must read this to understand this chapter!!!) A little something to keep you from getting too confused: The timeline is going in really no specific order but here are some basics. Joyce is dead and Dawn never happened, to me the whole series go jumble because of Dawns sudden appearance and ditto for Connor. For the short period of time Angel was missing from the time he left to the time Faith brought him back, Willow, thinking Buffy needed a distraction, had set Riley and Buffy up, they went out and Buffy learned about and joined the initiative but then quit finding it had too many rules and regulations for her taste, then she caught riley being 'sucked' on by a vamp and the next night he left her for another mission taking all the commandos with him and closing down the base. There are you ok now?
"Riley, how nice to see you, and after all this time" Buffy said a little too nicely.
"Honey, who is here?" Angel said sitting up to see the visitor but at once got an evil look from that Riley and his lover.
"Angle this is Riley, a past, uh, boyfriend." Buffy said making the last word barley audible. Then she looked into Angel's eyes and made a smile, bent down and kissed him telling him in her own way to not worry, then she stood up and walked over to Riley.
"So Riley, what brings you down to my neck of the woods? Another demon or apocalypse or id just one of those really rare social visits?" She said putting a hand on her aching back and trying to counter balance herself so she wouldn't fall flat on her face.
"All three actually but first I just wanted to say high and wow are you pregnant!" He said with his eyes really big and she noticed his slight discomfort in that fact that she had moved on really quickly.
"Yeah, well I wasn't really on planning on it but well you know how it goes. So how are you doing, I heard you mission went well in wherever you were." Buffy said hoping the conversation would speed up because she wanted to go on patrol before one.
"Yeah they really didn't have a chance. Do you mind me asking who the father is, I mean its not Xander is it, or that other guy that was in that band? Was I gone that long, I mean you looking full term?" He said running his hands through his hair and then giving a big sigh.
"It's ok Riley first let it sink in then let me say I was pregnant while you and I were going out. No, I mean hell no, it's not Xander or Oz in fact you just met the father, Angel. I am just about full term, no you weren't gone that long I just have a shorter pregnancy due to the circumstances in which the child was conceive and who conceived her and the prophecies." She said beckoning Angel to stand next to her for support and someone to lean on, literally. He stood by her side letting her lean on him and letting this Riley get a good look at him.
"So you're the infamous Angelus that I have read so much about after Buffy told me you were once an item, you walked out on her though, a real shame she could have used you there but then again I probably wouldn't have had the pleasure of meeting her. But wait just a second you're a hostile, you can't conceive children!" He said with a very puzzled look on his face than looked back at Buffy to get an answer.
"Don't look at me I don't know how it happened other than it did and the child is his. But you are going to have to excuse me I have to patrol tonight." She said going into the bathroom and changing from the God awful outfit Drusilla had put her in and emerge moments later wearing much the same outfit she had when she save Angel just in opposite colors, whatever was black before was now red and whatever was red was now black. She ruffled around through her bag of Slayer tools and brought out Kendra's favorite stake Mr. Pointy.
"Uh, Buffy I don't think it's the best idea to patrol in your, um, condition. I mean the initiative is back in town and I think we can handle it. Besides I'm sure you'd like a break." But the instant Riley had said that Buffy had pinned him against the wall and grumble when her stomach got in the way slightly.
"Listen up Mr. Finn, if my friends, watcher, fellow slayer, and even mate can't stop me from slaying and patrolling regularly, I don't think you the hell can!" She said giving him one last push then letting him fall to the floor. Angel just stood by and laughed at his unneeded effort to try and stop his girl. "Not what demons and when is this apocalypse?" She said then slapped Angel in the stomach for laughing.
Riley thought then brought his eyes back up just in time to see Buffy's glare then impatient tap of her foot. "Well it wasn't really specific and I think it was a demon just blowing hot air. So it's probably nothing big so why don't we just patrol and then I'll look at my notes I took about it then get back to you tomorrow." He said hoping to bye him some time and at the same time giving himself another invitation to see her.
"Yeah, ok whatever. Angel you know I really don't think that the badies are out tonight do you mind occupying your girl to the bronze with a few of her friends?" She said turning from Riley to Angel. Angle just smiled at Buffy while looking at her but then quickly gave Riley a glance up right as he kissed her, rubbing the fact that she was his down deep.
"Thanks babe, Riley are you coming?"
"Yeah I guess I might be able to take off a little time." He said coyly
"Oh come on you work to hard." She said smiling at him and then yelled for willow and went with her friend into the next room. "Will," She whispered. "Can you do like some kind of spell to hid my stomach tonight, this is my last time out before the birth and then total house arrest. But I don't want it gone, just hidden like you know everyone just sees me as a pretty teenager and not a pregnant mother who doesn't belong in a club." She said almost ashamed at her request but it was the truth, she hadn't felt pretty at all since her stomach had ballooned to the size of an over inflated beach ball. But her ashamed felling fell away as soon as she saw Willows excited expression.
"Yeah I actually have been working on that spell and have finally mastered it. It is called a 'glamour' it simply is a spell that makes everyone believe that something is there or not without harming the actual person or object in anyway. It just changes their perception." She said excitedly.
"That's great can it be done now?" Buffy asked and Willow shook her head wildly, answering her question with a hell yes.
"No, you aren't doing this I forbid it. Magic on my wife in the home stretch of her pregnancy, Hell no?! Something could go wrong." Angel said stepping in and trying to put a stop to what they were about to do.
"Forbid, forbid? Who the hell are you to forbid me? Have you notice lately that I'm nineteen and am able to make my own damn decisions. Angel maybe you should just stay home tonight." She said going down the stairs then out of Angels view for about ten minutes then coming out like the per- pregnant Buffy and joined arms with Willow and Riley and walking out the door but not before Riley gave him a look. He thought as he grabbed his coat and followed her the whole way to the Bronze.
Once there at the Bronze Buffy felt horrible at the way she treated Angel. For the past few days she had been real moody, crying one minute and laughing the next and she had way overreacted on this. Riley was tying to talk to her but all she heard was; blah, blah, blah. All she could think about was Angel, hell she could even feel his touch and him in the room but she knew he wasn't there and sighs and tried to really concentrate.
"And then he said 'wasabi' It was so, ha, funny" He said then looked at her dull expression and sighed. "I guess you had to be there." He said then went for another drink; he was going to need it.
Then she spotted Spike and Faith on the dance floor and almost cried; she missed Angel something desperate. Then a J.Lo song hit the speakers; odd the Bronze never usually played pop songs but she like the sudden change in music.
He watched her from the balcony and felt her longing but decided to do his way and be he white knight once more and told the D.J, or more like ordered the D.J to play this song he had heard coming from Cordelia's radio. He had actually laughed at how well it had portrayed Buffy and his relationship and mentally noted it for further use, and now he is. He slowly made his way into the middle of the dance floor and just stood there waiting for her.
It seemed to be like the perfect thing for you and me
She smiled at the fact it was exactly what she had felt about Angel when she first met him and found out he was a vampire and she a vampire slayer and then glanced at the dance floor and almost had to do a double take; there in the middle of a couple dozen grinding teenagers was Angel just standing there and beckoning her to him.
"Hey I brought you a drink." Riley began but then Willow just took it away from him and guided him to another part of the club and let the forbidden couple make up.
Buffy walked nearly in a trance to Angel and began to sway to the music and put her back to him and began to dance together; fitting onto each like they were a puzzle finally completed.
This song was almost Buffy's exact thoughts a few days after Angel had left, she told her friends she was fine but she was so angry, hateful and full of bewilderment. She was puzzled on what was so wrong with her that she made Angel leave and even more puzzled on why the PTB would even allow her to fall in love then impair her y taking that love away. But she didn't care anymore and smile to herself as she really started to grind with Angel only to look up at him and see his gorgeous smile. She then turned around and put her hands up his shirt and kissed him all the while swaying to their love life on song.
She giggled as Angel started to squirm under her touch and begged for more with his movements then looked over her shoulder and growled at the onlookers as if claiming his territory publickly.
I locked away my heart
But you just set it free
Emotions I felt held me back from what my life should be
I pushed you far away
And yet you stayed with me
I guess this means
That you and me were meant to be
The song ended moments later and Buffy was out of breath and exhausted at the workout and emotions than ran deep with those memories brought up by that song. Angel seemed equally exhausted but seemed to catch his second wind and smile. Buffy came up close to his ear and whispered her apology for earlier that night and took his hand and brought him back to the table.
"Oh so you and dead boy made up?" Xander huffed and then smiled. "Well at least I could stand you Mr. Fish over there was starting to get on my nerves, your lucky Buffy didn't go all wacky and decide to I don't know destroy anything that remind her of you, like all of Sunnydale. But hey who doesn't want a love induced apocalypse followed by trying to comfort a pregnant slayer because of her vampire-ic boyfriend." Xander laughed then Spike joined in then took a long swig of his drink.
"Yeah he's right you should listen to your slayer once in a while, or else you might lose her to captain commando over there. Now sit down and smile you great poof and enjoy you mate and her company, I am." He said but then received and low dangerous growl from Angel who seated himself down and placed Buffy on his lap. Angel wrapped his arms around Buffy possessively and kissed the nape of her neck when Riley showed up.
"Easy Angel I have my own and I dare not touch you bloody slayer I want to live the rest my un-life thank you." Spike said
"Buffy! Oh hello Angel."Riley said grimly but Angel only smiled at the look of dismay on his face.
"Riley nice to see you're loosening up since you know, you're such a work-o-colic maybe you might even find a date here now that you're finally socializing." Angel said trying his hardest to hold back a laugh and a cry out in pain when Buffy elbowed him in the ribs, with her strength she might have actually broken a few.
A moment later Buffy got up leaving Angel growling at the loss of contact but she had to go to the bathroom. Willow followed her and Faith would have but Spike drug her on the dance floor again. She made her way around necking teenagers, keeping an eye out for vamps but there weren't any and she peacefully made it to the bathroom. She finished before Willow and waited for her friend outside. She tapped her foot impatiently as a tall, bleached blond shaggy haired guy came up to her and got a little to close for comfort.
"Hey, you looked really good out there with that guy." He said getting even closer, if that was possible.
"Thanks but I really have to get back to him now if you would excuse me." She said as she tried to push him away confidently, but the gasped in horror, she couldn't and now he had a death grip on her and she couldn't move. Her powers had left her just when she needed them.
"Come on just one kiss for me, I'm sure I am much better than Mr. Dark over there I mean does he ever get into the light?" He said starting to take/push her into the darker corner of the hall where the restrooms were. He forced his mouth on her and nearly crushed her; he let her go for air and she turned her head and tears streamed down her face.
And she said on word before he kissed her again. "No."
"Angel have you seen Buffy see didn't meet me in front of the bathroom." Willow said looking puzzled.
And that's when Angel freaked out; he started searching through every booth and ever inch of the dance floor. Xander and Riley checked outside while the others helped Angel. Angel turned the corner to the bathroom hall just in time to see his girl being beaten to submission and then her shirt being torn off. He gave out a roar and charged the man pinning him up against the wall.
"Baby, are you ok?" He asked but all he got was more tears and her huddling in the corner. He got even angrier and nearly suffocated the guy. The guy finally stopped struggling and passed out. "Oh baby, come here, what happened why didn't you just knock him out or kill him." He said holding her close and rocking her
"My powers are gone I couldn't even move him." She said through her sobs staring at her hands and squeezed Angels hand as hard as she could and it didn't even faze him.
"I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry." He chanted in her ear and picked her up taking her home and protecting her from the evils of the night, because for the first time ever Buffy the Vampire Slayer was truly helpless and needed him to protect her.
A/N: the song belongs to Jennifer Lopez it's called 'aint it funny'. I don't really like that kind of music but I heard the song a few days ago on the radio and I thought it fit Angel and Buffy's romance perfectly so I used it
Author: Angelsgal
Disclaimer: *sniff * It all belongs to Joss, even though he truly messed up the series. Buffy sleeping with Spike? What the hell was he thinking? Sorry done with the ranting, anyway only the plot is mine and characters you don't recognize.----sorry this story took so long I apologize with all my heart and plead for you forgiveness* on my knees* PLEASE DON'T BE MAD!
Rating: PG-13- just to be safe
Pairing: B/A- I'll never give up! W/O F/S AND F/G
Summary: Buffy's pregnant, Angel has his soul back for good and they find their love once more but who ever said happily ever after was sadly mistaken *evil grin*
Feedback: For all that is holy and unholy please!!!!!
Distribution: If you want it just ask
(You must read this to understand this chapter!!!) A little something to keep you from getting too confused: The timeline is going in really no specific order but here are some basics. Joyce is dead and Dawn never happened, to me the whole series go jumble because of Dawns sudden appearance and ditto for Connor. For the short period of time Angel was missing from the time he left to the time Faith brought him back, Willow, thinking Buffy needed a distraction, had set Riley and Buffy up, they went out and Buffy learned about and joined the initiative but then quit finding it had too many rules and regulations for her taste, then she caught riley being 'sucked' on by a vamp and the next night he left her for another mission taking all the commandos with him and closing down the base. There are you ok now?
"Riley, how nice to see you, and after all this time" Buffy said a little too nicely.
"Honey, who is here?" Angel said sitting up to see the visitor but at once got an evil look from that Riley and his lover.
"Angle this is Riley, a past, uh, boyfriend." Buffy said making the last word barley audible. Then she looked into Angel's eyes and made a smile, bent down and kissed him telling him in her own way to not worry, then she stood up and walked over to Riley.
"So Riley, what brings you down to my neck of the woods? Another demon or apocalypse or id just one of those really rare social visits?" She said putting a hand on her aching back and trying to counter balance herself so she wouldn't fall flat on her face.
"All three actually but first I just wanted to say high and wow are you pregnant!" He said with his eyes really big and she noticed his slight discomfort in that fact that she had moved on really quickly.
"Yeah, well I wasn't really on planning on it but well you know how it goes. So how are you doing, I heard you mission went well in wherever you were." Buffy said hoping the conversation would speed up because she wanted to go on patrol before one.
"Yeah they really didn't have a chance. Do you mind me asking who the father is, I mean its not Xander is it, or that other guy that was in that band? Was I gone that long, I mean you looking full term?" He said running his hands through his hair and then giving a big sigh.
"It's ok Riley first let it sink in then let me say I was pregnant while you and I were going out. No, I mean hell no, it's not Xander or Oz in fact you just met the father, Angel. I am just about full term, no you weren't gone that long I just have a shorter pregnancy due to the circumstances in which the child was conceive and who conceived her and the prophecies." She said beckoning Angel to stand next to her for support and someone to lean on, literally. He stood by her side letting her lean on him and letting this Riley get a good look at him.
"So you're the infamous Angelus that I have read so much about after Buffy told me you were once an item, you walked out on her though, a real shame she could have used you there but then again I probably wouldn't have had the pleasure of meeting her. But wait just a second you're a hostile, you can't conceive children!" He said with a very puzzled look on his face than looked back at Buffy to get an answer.
"Don't look at me I don't know how it happened other than it did and the child is his. But you are going to have to excuse me I have to patrol tonight." She said going into the bathroom and changing from the God awful outfit Drusilla had put her in and emerge moments later wearing much the same outfit she had when she save Angel just in opposite colors, whatever was black before was now red and whatever was red was now black. She ruffled around through her bag of Slayer tools and brought out Kendra's favorite stake Mr. Pointy.
"Uh, Buffy I don't think it's the best idea to patrol in your, um, condition. I mean the initiative is back in town and I think we can handle it. Besides I'm sure you'd like a break." But the instant Riley had said that Buffy had pinned him against the wall and grumble when her stomach got in the way slightly.
"Listen up Mr. Finn, if my friends, watcher, fellow slayer, and even mate can't stop me from slaying and patrolling regularly, I don't think you the hell can!" She said giving him one last push then letting him fall to the floor. Angel just stood by and laughed at his unneeded effort to try and stop his girl. "Not what demons and when is this apocalypse?" She said then slapped Angel in the stomach for laughing.
Riley thought then brought his eyes back up just in time to see Buffy's glare then impatient tap of her foot. "Well it wasn't really specific and I think it was a demon just blowing hot air. So it's probably nothing big so why don't we just patrol and then I'll look at my notes I took about it then get back to you tomorrow." He said hoping to bye him some time and at the same time giving himself another invitation to see her.
"Yeah, ok whatever. Angel you know I really don't think that the badies are out tonight do you mind occupying your girl to the bronze with a few of her friends?" She said turning from Riley to Angel. Angle just smiled at Buffy while looking at her but then quickly gave Riley a glance up right as he kissed her, rubbing the fact that she was his down deep.
"Thanks babe, Riley are you coming?"
"Yeah I guess I might be able to take off a little time." He said coyly
"Oh come on you work to hard." She said smiling at him and then yelled for willow and went with her friend into the next room. "Will," She whispered. "Can you do like some kind of spell to hid my stomach tonight, this is my last time out before the birth and then total house arrest. But I don't want it gone, just hidden like you know everyone just sees me as a pretty teenager and not a pregnant mother who doesn't belong in a club." She said almost ashamed at her request but it was the truth, she hadn't felt pretty at all since her stomach had ballooned to the size of an over inflated beach ball. But her ashamed felling fell away as soon as she saw Willows excited expression.
"Yeah I actually have been working on that spell and have finally mastered it. It is called a 'glamour' it simply is a spell that makes everyone believe that something is there or not without harming the actual person or object in anyway. It just changes their perception." She said excitedly.
"That's great can it be done now?" Buffy asked and Willow shook her head wildly, answering her question with a hell yes.
"No, you aren't doing this I forbid it. Magic on my wife in the home stretch of her pregnancy, Hell no?! Something could go wrong." Angel said stepping in and trying to put a stop to what they were about to do.
"Forbid, forbid? Who the hell are you to forbid me? Have you notice lately that I'm nineteen and am able to make my own damn decisions. Angel maybe you should just stay home tonight." She said going down the stairs then out of Angels view for about ten minutes then coming out like the per- pregnant Buffy and joined arms with Willow and Riley and walking out the door but not before Riley gave him a look. He thought as he grabbed his coat and followed her the whole way to the Bronze.
Once there at the Bronze Buffy felt horrible at the way she treated Angel. For the past few days she had been real moody, crying one minute and laughing the next and she had way overreacted on this. Riley was tying to talk to her but all she heard was; blah, blah, blah. All she could think about was Angel, hell she could even feel his touch and him in the room but she knew he wasn't there and sighs and tried to really concentrate.
"And then he said 'wasabi' It was so, ha, funny" He said then looked at her dull expression and sighed. "I guess you had to be there." He said then went for another drink; he was going to need it.
Then she spotted Spike and Faith on the dance floor and almost cried; she missed Angel something desperate. Then a J.Lo song hit the speakers; odd the Bronze never usually played pop songs but she like the sudden change in music.
He watched her from the balcony and felt her longing but decided to do his way and be he white knight once more and told the D.J, or more like ordered the D.J to play this song he had heard coming from Cordelia's radio. He had actually laughed at how well it had portrayed Buffy and his relationship and mentally noted it for further use, and now he is. He slowly made his way into the middle of the dance floor and just stood there waiting for her.
It seemed to be like the perfect thing for you and me
She smiled at the fact it was exactly what she had felt about Angel when she first met him and found out he was a vampire and she a vampire slayer and then glanced at the dance floor and almost had to do a double take; there in the middle of a couple dozen grinding teenagers was Angel just standing there and beckoning her to him.
"Hey I brought you a drink." Riley began but then Willow just took it away from him and guided him to another part of the club and let the forbidden couple make up.
Buffy walked nearly in a trance to Angel and began to sway to the music and put her back to him and began to dance together; fitting onto each like they were a puzzle finally completed.
This song was almost Buffy's exact thoughts a few days after Angel had left, she told her friends she was fine but she was so angry, hateful and full of bewilderment. She was puzzled on what was so wrong with her that she made Angel leave and even more puzzled on why the PTB would even allow her to fall in love then impair her y taking that love away. But she didn't care anymore and smile to herself as she really started to grind with Angel only to look up at him and see his gorgeous smile. She then turned around and put her hands up his shirt and kissed him all the while swaying to their love life on song.
She giggled as Angel started to squirm under her touch and begged for more with his movements then looked over her shoulder and growled at the onlookers as if claiming his territory publickly.
I locked away my heart
But you just set it free
Emotions I felt held me back from what my life should be
I pushed you far away
And yet you stayed with me
I guess this means
That you and me were meant to be
The song ended moments later and Buffy was out of breath and exhausted at the workout and emotions than ran deep with those memories brought up by that song. Angel seemed equally exhausted but seemed to catch his second wind and smile. Buffy came up close to his ear and whispered her apology for earlier that night and took his hand and brought him back to the table.
"Oh so you and dead boy made up?" Xander huffed and then smiled. "Well at least I could stand you Mr. Fish over there was starting to get on my nerves, your lucky Buffy didn't go all wacky and decide to I don't know destroy anything that remind her of you, like all of Sunnydale. But hey who doesn't want a love induced apocalypse followed by trying to comfort a pregnant slayer because of her vampire-ic boyfriend." Xander laughed then Spike joined in then took a long swig of his drink.
"Yeah he's right you should listen to your slayer once in a while, or else you might lose her to captain commando over there. Now sit down and smile you great poof and enjoy you mate and her company, I am." He said but then received and low dangerous growl from Angel who seated himself down and placed Buffy on his lap. Angel wrapped his arms around Buffy possessively and kissed the nape of her neck when Riley showed up.
"Easy Angel I have my own and I dare not touch you bloody slayer I want to live the rest my un-life thank you." Spike said
"Buffy! Oh hello Angel."Riley said grimly but Angel only smiled at the look of dismay on his face.
"Riley nice to see you're loosening up since you know, you're such a work-o-colic maybe you might even find a date here now that you're finally socializing." Angel said trying his hardest to hold back a laugh and a cry out in pain when Buffy elbowed him in the ribs, with her strength she might have actually broken a few.
A moment later Buffy got up leaving Angel growling at the loss of contact but she had to go to the bathroom. Willow followed her and Faith would have but Spike drug her on the dance floor again. She made her way around necking teenagers, keeping an eye out for vamps but there weren't any and she peacefully made it to the bathroom. She finished before Willow and waited for her friend outside. She tapped her foot impatiently as a tall, bleached blond shaggy haired guy came up to her and got a little to close for comfort.
"Hey, you looked really good out there with that guy." He said getting even closer, if that was possible.
"Thanks but I really have to get back to him now if you would excuse me." She said as she tried to push him away confidently, but the gasped in horror, she couldn't and now he had a death grip on her and she couldn't move. Her powers had left her just when she needed them.
"Come on just one kiss for me, I'm sure I am much better than Mr. Dark over there I mean does he ever get into the light?" He said starting to take/push her into the darker corner of the hall where the restrooms were. He forced his mouth on her and nearly crushed her; he let her go for air and she turned her head and tears streamed down her face.
And she said on word before he kissed her again. "No."
"Angel have you seen Buffy see didn't meet me in front of the bathroom." Willow said looking puzzled.
And that's when Angel freaked out; he started searching through every booth and ever inch of the dance floor. Xander and Riley checked outside while the others helped Angel. Angel turned the corner to the bathroom hall just in time to see his girl being beaten to submission and then her shirt being torn off. He gave out a roar and charged the man pinning him up against the wall.
"Baby, are you ok?" He asked but all he got was more tears and her huddling in the corner. He got even angrier and nearly suffocated the guy. The guy finally stopped struggling and passed out. "Oh baby, come here, what happened why didn't you just knock him out or kill him." He said holding her close and rocking her
"My powers are gone I couldn't even move him." She said through her sobs staring at her hands and squeezed Angels hand as hard as she could and it didn't even faze him.
"I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry." He chanted in her ear and picked her up taking her home and protecting her from the evils of the night, because for the first time ever Buffy the Vampire Slayer was truly helpless and needed him to protect her.
A/N: the song belongs to Jennifer Lopez it's called 'aint it funny'. I don't really like that kind of music but I heard the song a few days ago on the radio and I thought it fit Angel and Buffy's romance perfectly so I used it