After the Life that I Loved

by dealwithfire

Hermione, one that no one thought would be this way, ends up being a deatheater. Now the light asks her to do a thing that she couldn't believe she would ever agree to do, but will she? RLHG

4. Chapter 4

Well i am going to update even though I really don't want to. So far only Remus knows that the girl is Hermione. Chapter 5 will explain a lot, but you must earn it. If I get three reviews, I will update as soon as possible, probably by the weekend. i really want to know what you think, so READ and REVIEW, and I PROMISE I will UPDATE soon. I know that Hermione seems to be getting hurt quiet a lot, but there is a reason, so just bare with me.
Gothical Writer of Weirdpeopleandthepickle

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I felt a cold hand on my head. I thought I must be dead. As I still I wished I was. I began struggle against my restrains, but they weren't chains, they were someone. I opened my eyes to see Remus trying to restrain me. I stopped at once. He let go of me and stared down. His eyes were full of emotions, Hate, concern, frustration and anger. I looked around, just to see I was in one of the dormitories. But which one? I was lying on the bed with Remus sitting next to me. I couldn't restrain my tears any longer. They burst from my eyes as if a large herd of Hippogriffs were stuck in this room. I felt a hand on my shoulder. I felt my anger rise. I jumped off the bed and ran to the corner of the room. I wanted to be invisible. I cried in my arms for a long time.

"Hermione?" I heard once again, from his voice. "Your Hermione has been dead for quiet sometime, since you left her." I whispered, I felt no reason to hold up the Gryffindor Bravery any longer. Remus must have walked over to where I huddled, since I could hear footsteps coming close to me. "You are Hermione." His voice, so soft and kind. It was tearing me apart. I had been so stupid. My entire life. I had a wonderful life, until him. I felt someone come closer to me, but I backed away as far as I could, wishing the wall would just disappear.

"Just go away from me. I hate you." I whispered, more to myself then anyone else. Whether he heard it or not, he wrapped his arms around me. My heart almost skipped a beat. I couldn't take it. He acted like he never left and I was still the old Hermione. I knew I had to kill him. But how? "I looked for you and you were no where to be found." He whispered into my ear. I felt a sudden burst of pain. If I hadn't been in his arms, I would of screamed. My body went limp in them.