This story is for a very very very special friend of mine. This is for you hunni buns. You know who you are.

Sara never wanted to live her whole live in fear. Fear consumed her and it overpowered her. She tried to fight back but when she thought she was winning she was dragged down again by fear. She got so far but only found that she could only loose the battle. She could get so far but then she'd turn back because of fear. Fear was the enemy. Fear was what was holding her down. She tried many ways to get rid of the pain that she felt but none of them worked. It got to the point where she tried committing suicide but only found that it didn't work either. She tried to stop it but found it could never be stopped.

Each battle was lost and she slowly lost her mind till she got help from a very special friend. She learned that it was ok to fear. She learned it was ok to cry. She learned how to be in control. She learned to not loose her battles.

She woke up one day and decided to try to make something of herself. She picked up a rose and gave it to her special friend while calmly stating. "I'm not crazy, i'm in love."

"Wash Away Those Years"

She came calling
One early morning
She showed her crown of thorns
She whispered softly
To tell a story
About how she had been wronged
As she lay lifeless
He stole her innocence
And this is how she carried on
This is how she carried on

Well I guess she closed her eyes
And just imagined everything's alright
But she could not hide her tears
'Cause they were sent to wash away those years
They were sent to wash away those years

My anger's violent
But still I'm silent
When tragedy strikes at home
I know this decadence Is shared by millions
Remember you're not alone
Remember you're not alone

Well if you just close your eyes And just imagine everything's alright
But do not hide your tears
'Cause they were sent to wash away those years
Well if you just close your eyes
And just imagine everything's alright
But do not hide your tears
'Cause they were sent to wash away those years
They were sent to wash away those years
Maybe we can wash away those years

For we have crossed many oceans
And we labor in between
In life there are many quotients
And I hope I find the mean
the mean, the mean

Well if you just close your eyes
And just imagine everything's alright
But do not hide your tears
'Cause they were sent to wash away those years
Well if you just close your eyes
And just imagine everything's alright
But do not hide your tears
'Cause they were sent to wash away those years
Maybe we can wash away those years
I hope that you can wash away those years

Hunni buns this is for you with love.