Sam was devastated. This just couldn't be happening to Dean, to his brother, to the only one he had left. He was still holding Dean's lifeless body, cursing himself for not sensing this sooner, and crying so hard that at first he didn't even notice the very small fall and rise of Dean's chest.
Sam- "Dean I can't believe that you could be this stupid. Did you really think that it would work? Damn it Dean."
Sam was still hugging Dean and crying with his vision very blurred that he didn't even see two very green, alive eyes looking up at him although they were struggling to focus.
Dean- "Yes." he said so softly it was barely a whisper.
Sam thought he heard something but it couldn't be. Dean was dead there was no way. He felt a slight shudder in his arms and looked down. There was Dean, staring back at him. Sam was so relived that he did the only thing he could think to do, he leaned down farther and gave Dean the biggest hug ever.
Sam- "Dean I don't know how but I am so glad that you're back."
Dean- "Sammy." his voice raspy as he gasped for air.
Sam- "Yeah, man it's good to have you back."
Dean- "Too tight….help me up would you."
Sam gave Dean a look and slowly helped him to his feet. Dean staggered slightly but brushed away any help from Sam. He was feeling very dizzy and suddenly everything was coming back to him. He was supposed to be dead. Kat was suppose to be saved because of him, but Sam had interfered.
Dean- "Sammy why did you…"
Before Dean could finish he collapsed to the floor with a thud. Sam wasn't quick enough to catch his sibling but was by his side the second he went down and checked to see if he was still breathing. Obviously Dean was still alive and whatever Sam had done had stopped Dean's irate plan.
Sam took this time to look at Dean and check to see if there were any other injuries. The color was coming back to his face but he still looked bad. Sam tried waking Dean back up many different ways and finally decided that his sibling was even too stubborn in an unconscious state.
Using much of his force he lifted Dean up the steps and then dragged him to the next set of steps and then finally got him up to his and Kat's room.
Sam- "Jeez, when did you begin to feel so heavy?"
He then lifted Dean up onto the other side of the bed. Sam had almost forgotten just how close he came to losing Dean. He wasn't quite sure if he was angry with him or just happy that he was alive. What he had done was so stupid. Sam couldn't believe that he went to such lengths. He looked at both Kat and Dean and laughed a little at how they both looked like they were just sleeping. The idea of what Kat would do if she ever woke up and if she ever found out what Dean had done.
Sam- "Man you are so lucky that I put up with you two."
It just didn't feel right to go back to his room, so Sam decided to just end up falling asleep in a chair in the room. He wanted to be able to hear his brother breathing, and keep him from doing something stupid again. Just as Sam closed his eyes, a vision came.