Sam saw room with two people in it. Wait he knew those two people, they were Dean and Kat. Which meant that it had to be in the room. Dean was up and looking at Kat and then leaving the room. Sam thought that this most have been last night but as he saw Dean walk out of the room he saw something around Kat. The blue lights entered her body. And then Sam saw a flash of someone laying at the bottom or steps and then back to blue lights and then nothing.
He awake with such a force that he nearly fell out of the chair. He didn't quite understand it at all. He really had nothing that he could piece together. What was with those blue lights and who was laying on the floor? This was so frustrating for Sam. It didn't make sense for him to have these visions and not understand them or sometimes not even be able to prevent them from happening.
Sam surveyed the room and everything was in it's place. He felt so connected to that room or the need to be by his brother's side that he took a few deep breathes and settled back into the chair. Just as his eyes were about to close he heard a noise.
He looked over to see Dean sitting straight up in the bed with so many emotions in his eyes.
Sam- "Your stupid, idiotic plan didn't work you jerk."
Dean- "It would have. Why the hell did you have to interfere?"
Sam- "Wait, WHY DID I HAVE TO INTERFERE? MY BROTHER TRIED TO KILL HIMSELF!"
Dean- "I had good reason. You had no right to do that!"
Sam- "Did you ever think of what you were leaving behind! Dude, you're my brother, what did you think I would just move on and forget about you?"
Dean- "You did before! This wasn't any of your business!"
Sam- "And you called me a selfish bastard! Did you think about Riley and Hunter? God, you are so freakin' stubborn!"
Dean- "Yes and I knew that you would take care of them. So now she's just going to die. You do realize that was pretty much her only chance."
Sam- "Look, she's pretty much family but you can't make me choose between you two."
Dean- "You obviously did."
Sam- "No, cause she still might make it through. She's way more stubborn than you."
Dean- "You better hope so Sammy."
Against Sam's judgment and advice Dean got up and began pacing in the room. He was still a little out of it but at this point his anger was keeping him from falling from the exhaustion.
Dean- "I'm not leaving this room."
Sam- "That's not going to do anything. She wouldn't want you fussing like you are either."
Dean- "Look, the second I leave she might just take that as her chance to give up, and that's not going to happen."
Sam- "Fine, then I'm staying here too."
Dean wanted to fight it but knew in the end that it was a comfort to have Sam there, although he would never admit it. They sat in silence for a while each running the past events through their minds.
Some part of Dean felt really guilty about what he put Sam through. But at the same time, he had it all under control. He had been looking for a chance to give back the life that he shouldn't have and that was it. And it would have went to saving someone that he really loved. The anger towards himself and Sam was almost too much for Dean to handle. He really wanted to get all of this out to Sam but at the same time couldn't think of the right words.
Sam felt bad about having anger running through his veins towards his brother. Sam saved his brother and at the same time, Dean was pissed. It really didn't make sense to Sam. Plus the fact that it seemed as though Dean hadn't even thought about what was left behind. Sam honestly could not even begin to imagine life without his brother. He also wondered how many times Dean was going to almost die before Sam would be unable to stop it. Sam hated how stupid his brother could be. Sam really wanted to lay it into Dean but just couldn't think about the right words to even begin it.