Always said I would know where to find love
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough
But sometimes I just thought I could give up
Paige felt herself reforming she was onto of the san Francisco bridge and all the anger left her leaving behind guilt sadness and emptiness she felt guilty because of what she'd said to Kyle about him not being a part of her life that wasn't true at all
But you came and you changed my whole world now I'm somewhere I've never been before
Now I see
What love means
She knew deep down how she felt about him, when she met him he was desperate he begged her so much to help that she couldn't say no anymore so the two of them had worked hard for weeks to find out what happened to his family
And it's so unbelievle
And I don't want to let it go
Sounded so beautiful
Falling down like a water fall
I feel like you'll always be
Forever a part of me
And It's so unbelievable
To finally be in love
Somewhere I never thought I'd be
And then when she found out she was pregnant to a demon she should have ran home to Piper and Phoebe but she didn't something stopped her and now she understood what it was, She wished that it was him she was with that none of the past few day's had happened and that it was his baby she was having she placed a hand on her stomach sadly he was the only one who'd understood her like nobody else could he even offered to run away with her she smiled softly she loved him and she only wished he knew
In my heart in my head it's so clear now
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now
I was lost and you've rescued me somehow
She wiped away a tear softly she didn't just feel guilty about Kyle though there was something else if she hadn't ran to Kyle if she'd done what she usually did what they all did and ran home and told her sisters then maybe Leo would still be alive and maybe Wyatt and little Chris wouldn't have to grow up without a father. Piper had tried so hard for so long to keep her family together and now they can't all because Paige was afraid of what her sisters would think she hated herself at that moment she needed Kyle she needed her sister and she needed Leo
I'm in love
I'm in love
You complete me
And I've never been here before
Now I see
What love means
Paige Wrapped her arms around herself and snuggled into the post she sunk down until she was on what could be called the 'floor' she gazed at the bridge below all her life she'd been an only child after her parents died in that car crash then she found her sisters she looked at the cars below each one of them held a person maybe more than one that had their own lives own problems and yet even though the world was filled with people. Paige had never felt more alone.
"Christelle Pretty name" Phoebe commented Christelle smiled
"Thanks" she thought for a moment "I'm sorry about your loss Leo was a great whitelighter and for a short while a great Elder I know he'll always be remembered" she spoke mostly to Piper but met Phoebe's eyes a few times
"Thanks it's a comfort to know" Piper smiled wistfully
"Anyway what do you need?" she asked Piper motioned for Christelle to sit down
"Paige my sister she's having this baby yes? Well if there is no way to stop the baby being born how are we supposed to save the world?" she asked
"Nobody said you where" Christelle said she looked deadly serious but Phoebe laughed anyway
"What?" she asked
"Nobody said that you have to save the world"
"Well you could've fooled me for the past seven years!" Piper snapped
"Everything happens for a reason" Christelle reminded them
"Well what are our options?" Phoebe asked she wasn't laughing now in fact she didn't have a shred of humour left
"Baby's born World ends goodbye world goodbye family goodbye friends" Piper snapped angrily
"Well yes and no If the baby is born on the day it is supposed to the prophecy states that the world will become unbalanced and self destruct the blast will cause a new world"
"So we all go back to having tails" Phoebe groaned
"However if the baby isn't born then the world stays as it is nothing changes"
"But how our we supposed to stop the baby from being born?" Piper asked
"If Paige doesn't want to keep it of course" Phoebe whispered but Piper ignored her
"As long as the baby is inside of Paige it is no threat the only way they become a threat is by being born if Paige is sacrificed then the demon will be destroyed as well" Christelle said Phoebe noticed the way her eyes looked away from them but she was now fixed on Piper who had stood up and knocked her chair over
"I will not Sacrifice my baby sister!" she said words had failed her to basic sentences
"The life of one must be sacrificed for the greater good" Christelle whispered this time it was Phoebe who spoke tears of anger in her eyes
"Not this one even if we considered it it'd mean losing the Charmed ones and the elders need us"
"Our sister is not a tin can you can't just recycle her!"
Kyle sat listening intently he stood up and pulled his coat around him
"I'm gonna find Paige"
"Alright don't tell her about this conversation she doesn't need anymore worry than she has" Piper offered Kyle nodded
"I'll call" he left his stomach feeling a little hollow
Piper stood up
"How did you die?" she asked she stopped at the window watching a few birds on the tree the three of them had planted last year for the eve of Prue's death
"Huh?" Christelle asked
"How did you become a whitelighter?" Piper asked her voice shook
"I uh was trying to save my little sister from a fire"
"And don't you think that when you died it caused your family Pain? Your sister don't you think she feels a little guilty that your gone and she's alive?" Piper asked her voice was shackling violently now as was her body
"Yes but-"
"I lost my husband today the father of my two boys they have to grow up without a father" she whirled around "your asking me to kill my own sister she is one of my two best friends in this mad world I can't, screw it I won't hurt her and I will find another way to fix this stupid mess!" Piper was shouting now Christelle looked a little shocked
"Leo DIED today he gave his life trying to protect Paige trying to keep her safe and now you want us to undo that I've been so wrapped up in keeping Paige safe that I haven't even had the time to say goodbye" Piper's voice Broke Phoebe wrapped her arms around Piper's shaking body and the two lowered to the floor Christelle orbed away
"Shush it'll be ok I promise" Phoebe smoothed back a lock of Piper's hair away Piper shook her head
"It'll never be ok Pheeb's he's gone and now I could lose her too!" Piper sobbed
"We'll get through it together" Phoebe promised but she had no idea how
Authors Note; Please R&R! Thanks x
