You hung up the phone
When I said I had to go
Clueless, I was telling you a lie
'Cause I was hoping you'd
Say "stay" just one time
When I saw you glance my way
I couldn't help but look away
Afraid of your smile…
And when you held me close
Your arms around mine
With the stars shining above
As we stood under the sky
I'd turn away
You would ask me what you did
And you'd look into me eyes
The truth you longed to see
Would never shine back
'Cause I'd turn away
'Cause I'd run away
You'll pull me wrist hard
Demanding an answer
And not understanding why
I'll start to cry if you ask one more time
Why I keep saying good bye
Pulling out a gun
I look in your eyes
The truth you still don't get,
So I'll tell you why
Because I always loved you and you never loved me back.
Because you never saw
All the things that I gave up
All for you…
Before pulling the trigger
I saw you run
To stop me from doing that I know must be done
I cried my last tears as I finally pulled
Crying out for all that I've done
And falling to the ground in a river of blood
To never hear, that you have always loved me back...
Machika-chan 4/13/06