June 15, 1985
I never understood how many of my peers could walk the halls gawking aimlessly at any female (or in some cases male) body on legs. It was like their brains had all melted and run out their ears. I was always the cool headed one; the reliable one; the one who could sit back and consider the situation from ever possible angle.
Lucius especially confused me. He would sleep with anything that breathed if he felt like it at that particular moment. He was rarely in the dormitory at night, and when he was he was sitting up with Avery and the others discussing as they so crudely termed it 'their latest conquests'.
I personally had never met a woman that was remotely attractive. Each one of the stuttering, inarticulate idiots that inhabited our school were beneath my taste. They were all stupid, shallow, and loud.
When I asked Lucius about it he asked my why I would care about the personality of a girl I would go out with. I cannot see why it wouldn't matter. I wouldn't be able to stand one of the simpering bimbo's company for any amount of time.
The only girl I was even remotely attracted to was Lily Evans, but I believe that was just boyhood infatuation of the girl that would stand up to those deplorable 'Marauders' for me. Now though, thinking back, I can only shudder at the though of myself back then. I couldn't even defend myself from four moronic Gryffindors.
I was asked more then once if I was gay through the years, by multiple people. Once when Potter caught wind of someone asking he posted a date add in the Daily Prophet for me. The preferred traits mentioned in the add didn't exactly favor the opinion of my masculinity.
Every year I would come back to school dreading being swamped by more stories of conquests and other such adjectives that I was sure to receive from Lucius and them. But finally at the beginning of this year everything changed. And it's all Potter's fault. I could be happily unattached to anyone. I could still be cool, aloof, and safe from the pitfalls of the romance. But no. Potter had to go and push me down those blooming stairs.
I will never understand women, and I especially don't understand her.
But I'm not sure I really want to.
Severus Snape
Welcome to the life of Severus Snape my friends. This will, by the end have spoilers for TTWWW but for the first while it won't. This story is my first attempt at the marauders so please be nice. Severus has always been my favorite charector, so i'm trying to make my OWN reasons that he is how he is. And what else would cause problems but a girl? And as a girl i can say that:P
This will not all be done in Diary form i was just using this as an opening. Be watching for the next chapter. Please reveiw.
Aevum.