Disclaimer: It's the same as the last two chapters

A/N: Ok in this chapter it's going to start switching point of views. It's the only way I could actually involved everyone on from SVU and have the way the feel be known considering this story is written third person. Sorry if there any confusion.

Jennifer's POV

We sat there like till I calmed down, by then his shirt was covered in my tears. We pulled away from each other. I laid my head on my knees hoping he wouldn't ask me about my wrist or about who Emily's father was?

Alls I wanted to do is go lay with Emily, but I knew that wasn't going to happen parents never left their kids alone when they wanted them to, especially when they were worried about them. He waited a couple minutes before saying anything.

"Who did you live with up until now?"

I could tell he was trying to get me to talk to him without upsetting me anymore, but at the moment that was impossible.

"Can I just go to bed?"

"Sure."

I stood up of the couch but quickly fail back down. My dad stopped me from hitting the floor.

"Are you alright?" He said panicking.

"Yeah…..My legs were asleep!" I stood back up after my legs woke up. I turned around and hugged my dad and kissed him on the cheek.

"Night daddy, love you."

"Goodnight sweetie, I love you too." I pulled away

"Oh daddy where's your guns?"

"One is at my work the other is in a lock box on the top shelf of my closet"

"Can she get to it or open the box."

"She can't reach it unless she grows five feet and there's nothing she can stand on to get to it. Plus you have to have a key and a combination code before you can get into it."

"Okay just making sure goodnight daddy."

"Goodnight baby girl" I walked into his bedroom and shut the door. I moved on of the pillow up to the top of the bed then got under the covers. I kissed Emily on the forehead and laid down. I fall asleep shortly after.

Elliot's POV

After she went into the bed room and closed the door I grabbed my cell phone and stepped outside. I had to call Olivia and tell her about everything. I felt like the whole world was crumbling down around me.

There was so many questions I needed answered but I don't want to push her into telling me then her taking off. How could I let this happen? She's my child I'm suppose to protect her. Was she raped? Is that how she had Emily at thirteen?

Damn it how come I was told she was dead? I pressed speed dial one which was Olivia. After a few rings she picked up.

"Hello?"

"Liv! I'm sorry for calling so late but…"

"It's okay El I couldn't sleep anyways what's up?"

"Can you come over?"

"Sure I'll be there in a few."

"Thanks."

"No problem." I hung up the phone we never said bye. Fifteen minutes later Olivia pulled up. She got out of her car. She walked up and sat down beside me on the stairs.

"What's wrong?"

"Do you remember when my daughter died?"

"Yeah" I could tell she was worried

"Well she's not dead."

"What?"

"Someone made a mistake or something because she's inside sleeping with her three year old daughter Emily. She had her when she was thirteen Liv."

I stopped talking to stop myself from crying.

"She has scars on both her wrist from where she cut her self, she won't talk about where she's been or who she's been with. She freaks every time I mention it. She even jerked once when I tried to touch her. Liv I swear to god if she was raped I'm going to kill the son of a bitch who done it."

I started to cry. Olivia hugged me we sat there in each others arms for a while before going inside. We sat down on the couch and talked for a while about random things. I could tell she was trying to keep my mind from wondering towards the fact that my little girl was raped. I looked at the clock.

"Liv it's two in the morning you should get home and get to rest for work tomorrow"

She glanced up at the clock. "Yeah I should." She sounded disappointed

"El call me if you need to talk some more I don't care what time it is okay?"

"I will" We hugged then she got up to leave.

"I'll see you tomorrow"

"I thought you were off."

"I am I need to get some things out of my locked and talk to Cragen."

"Oh then I guess I will see you tomorrow night El!"

"Goodnight Liv!"

She shut the door behind her I got up and locked in then laid down on the couch. After tossing and turning for an hour and a half I finally fail asleep.

Jennifer's POV

"Mommy…..Mommy wake up" I opened my eyes and looked at Emily. I sat up in bed and put her up in my lap.

"Good morning sunshine!"

"Mommy?" She looked up at me with her beautiful blue eyes

"Yeah baby girl."

"I don't want to leave, I wanna stay here!"

"Who told you we were leaving?"

"Last night grandpa said that he hoped that we don't leave. I don't wanna leave I wanna stay here!" I kissed her on the top of her head

"Well I guess we can stay if grandpa don't mind?" Her eyes widened

"Really!"

"Yeah"

"THANK YOU MOMMY!"

She tackled me with a hug and kissed me. Then she climbed off the bed and opened the door.

"Where do you think your going?"

"To tell grandpa!" She ran out of the room.

"Wait Emily"

She kept running towards the living room. I stood up and jogged into the living room. "Sweetie." Before I had time to finish she was already pouncing one him

"Grandpa wake up mommy said we can stay, We're not leaving!"

He smiled at her and lifted her farther up on the couch.

"Sorry dad I tried to stop her." He looked up at me and smiled.

"Its fine I don't mind."

He picked her up by her sides and tossed her in the air. He sat up and put her on the couch beside him.

"So you're staying?"

"On one condition!"

"What's that?"

"You let me and Emily sleep on the couch or at least sleep in the bed with us until I can get a job and get a place of our own."

"I'm in no rush for you to get your own place. I like having you here!"

"What about sleeping arrangements?" "I'm not letting you two sleep on the couch."

"Fine sleep with us, I don't mind and I'm sure Emily doesn't mind. Do you Emma?"

"No!"

"Fine you win!"

"I always do!" He laughed

"You two hungry?"

I nodded my head Emily on the other hand has never been the quiet type

"YEAH!"

He smiled and picked her up. I followed him into the kitchen. He sat her down in one of the kitchen chairs then grabbed three bowls and spoons and sat them down in front of us. He got a box of lucky charms of one of the cabinets and got the milk out of the fridge and sat them down on the table.

He sat down in the chair across from me. I grabbed the box and poured some into Emily's bowl, then poured some milk into it. I tried not to give her too much she tended to make messes while she ate. I got me some after my dad was threw pouring his. I took a bite of my cereal.

"So how old are they?" He looked at me confused

"Who?"

"My brother and sister's!"

"Well Maureen's twenty one, Lizzie's eighteen, Kathleen's fifteen, and Dickie's twelve."

"When will we be able to meet them?"

"Soon I hope."

"How did you and my mom meet?"

"We dated in high school." Emily finished eating

"Do you want some more sweetie?"

"No can I go play?"

"Sure sweetie be careful" She got up and walked out of the kitchen.

"How am I the middle child if you and mom just dated in high school?"

"Ummm…..Me and Katy was having problems I went to the bar one night a got a little more drunk than I hoped. The next morning I woke up beside your mom. We stayed in contact for four months as friends. I went to her house one day and she was gone she wrote me five months later telling me you were born."

"So you had an affair." He hesitated to answer. Not many men will admit they cheated on their wife even if it was only once.

"Yea I told my ex wife when I came home the next morning, she wasn't too mad because she done the same thing that night with her first love as well."

"So I guess she don't like me too well."

"She has no problem with you."

"So if you knew I was born and everything why didn't you ever try to see me?"

"Your mom wouldn't let me; she never wrote a return address or said anything hinting at where you were. I called all my friends to see if they could find you in their data base no one could find you. That's one of your mothers gifts if she don't want to be found it's impossible to find her." We finished eating in silence.

We both walked into the living room. Emily was sitting on the couch.

"Mommy I couldn't find any toys!"

"I'm sorry baby I forgot your toys were still out in the car."

"It's okay."

I sat down on the couch beside her. She climbed up on my lap and laid her head on my chest. My dad went into the other room I guess he was going to take a shower. I changed Emily's pull up and cloths.

My dad came out in jeans and a t-shirt. He also had his shoes on.

"I have to run to the station do you want to come with me?"

"No I have to get her toys and stuff out of the car and everything you can take Emily with you if you want to."

My dad smiled down at Emily

"Do you want to come with me?"

"YEAH!"

"Get your shoes and socks on!"

Emily climbed up beside me so I could put them on for her. I put her sandals on then sat her down on the floor. She ran up to him tugging on his hand trying to lead him to the front door.

I stood up and walked out with him. I got the car seat out of my car and put it in the back seat of his truck. Thankful he had an extended cab. I bulked her in and kissed her on her forehead.

"Bye love you baby girl, Be good!"

"I will mommy love you."

I climbed out of the truck and gave my dad a hug.

"Love you daddy!" He kissed me on the top of my head

"Love you." I waved bye as they pulled out of the drive way.

Elliot's POV

We drove in silence for a few. I kept debating wither or not I should ask Emily who she lived with before.

"Emily I have a question, who did you live with before you came here?"

She hesitated for a second.

"The bad man!"

"Who's the bad man?" She shrugged her shoulders I guess she didn't know his name.

"Did he ever hurt you?"

"No, He hurt mommy though."

"How'd he hurt mommy?"

"I don't know, I couldn't see I was suppose to be asleep but I woke up because mommy was crying"

I thought it would be best not to question her anymore. We pulled up to the station house and went in. When we stepped off the squad room, everyone looked at me confused I guess the fact that I was here on my day off and I came in with a little girl in my arms confused them.

"I thought I told you to stop kidnapping El." I heard Liv call from her desk as she got up and walked towards me. I laughed,

"I'm sorry it's such a hard habit to break." She laughed the rest of the gang followed he lead a surrounded me.

"Hey sweetie." Liv said to Emily

"Hey! Grandpa who are all there strange people?"

"These people are the people I work with, this is Olivia, Munch and Fin." I said pointing at them as I said each of their names.

"Everyone this is my grand daughter Emily."

Everyone accept Olivia looked at me even more confused but said their hello's anyway. I heard Cragen's office door open from behind us. I turned around and smiled.

"and that's my boss Cragen, This is my grand daughter Emily."

He looked at me more confused than the others did. He smiled and waved at her. She smiled back.

"Grandpa I have to go potty!"

I forgot about this part I didn't know if I would fell comfortable taking her to the bathroom so I turned to Olivia.

"Liv can you take her to the bathroom please?" She smiled at me and nodded

I guess she could tell I felt Unconformable taking her myself. I put her down and Olivia took her hand and lead her towards the back. I waited till they were out of sight before attempting to explain.

"How did you have a grand kid and not tell us about it?"

"I didn't know I had one till yesterday."

Everyone looked even more confused.

"How in the hell?"

"Remember when my daughter died?"

"Yeah."

"Well she didn't die, and that is her little girl." I said knowing it would just confuse them more.

"How do you make a mistake that big?"

"Don't know but they did."

"Wait she was ten when she suppose ably died that would make her sixteen now……Elliot!"

"I know she had her when she was thirteen."

"That's a little young don't you think?" Munch said being Mister obvious. I nodded my head.

"Can I talk to you cap?"

"Sure Elliot" He led me into his office he motioned me to sit down. I sat down, and then he sat down.

"I don't think Jennifer had her by choice."

He looked somewhat confused

"I think she was raped by who ever she's been living with for the last six years."

"Will she talk to you about it?"

"Every time I ask her about where she use to live or who she lived with she gets really upset and won't answer me. She has scars on her wrist."

"Have you tried asking your grand daughter?"

"Yes she said they use to live the bad man and that her didn't hurt her but he did hurt Jen and when I asked her how he hurt her she said she didn't know, that she just remembers waking up to her crying."

"Are you sure she was raped and not beat?"

"No but she has all the signs for someone who was raped. I tried to touch her shoulder and she jerked away. When I ask about her past and she starts balling. I even tried to ask her what happened to her wrist seeing if I could get an answer that way and it upset her even more than before."

"Do you think she'll talk to Dr. Wong?"

"I doubt it cap, she seems really scared."

"Try to talk to her tonight; Question her like we do perps, and I don't mean by yelling and screaming either"

He must have noticed the confused look on my face. I instantly knew what it meant by question her like we do perps?

"Tried it, It didn't work."

"Well try again it may work this time. It's the only I can think of to get her to talk. Maybe she just needs time."

"Maybe." I shrugged,

"Cap if she was raped I swear…"

"Elliot, I understand your anger I really do, but I cant having you treating someone's life. At least not here." I nodded my head.

Olivia walked in

"Where's Emily?"

"She's with Munch and Fin." Olivia shut the door behind her.

"Elliot I think I may know who they've been living with."

"Who?"

"Emily asked me if I could get the bad man for her I asked who it was she said my bad grandpa"

"Was Jen's mother married when she died?" Cragen asked from behind his desk.

"No the death certificate Rachael Lynn Martin, She never married."

"Did she have a boyfriend?" Olivia said from behind me

"I don't know, She might've"

"Ask Jen that might get her to talk?"

Cragen said he sounded concerned and worried. Which with my temper he had a reason to be. I lost my temper with a lot of perps and with some I went to far. There's no telling how I would react if someone hurt my children.

Jennifer's POV

I got the bag out of my trunk and took it inside. I went threw it separating cloths from toy and everything else I jammed in there. I never knew Emily had this many cloth, I didn't even notice while I was packing them.

I guess I was in such a rush I didn't pay attention to what I was doing. I took all the sip cups she had into the kitchen and washed them along with breakfast dishes and put them in the rack on the counter.

Then went back and sat down on the couch. I grabbed one of my journals that I packed and looked threw it trying not to pay attention to the words on the page. I turned to the last page. I noticed that the hand writing wasn't mine.