HELLO EVERYONE! I am happy to say that this chapter of this story is LONG try 6 pages when I wrote it on paper! Anyway I don't want to make this A/N long so let's get on with this chapter and if it's not as long as I want it to be I'm going to scream!
Disclaimer: I don't own YYH I only own TIFFANY and KRISTINE! Oh and a fish! I love that fish
Chapter : Restricted
Hiei walked down the quiet hall knowing full and well that the fox was at the other end of the hall monitoring every move he made.
He finally stood in front of her shut door he knew he wanted to go in but something also told him to just walk away. 'Wait a second why do I want to do this so bad anyway?' He questioned himself.
He looked back at Kurama who shook his head obviously trying to dissuade him from doing it. "Hn." He said flitting into the dark room.
Her room was small but it obviously didn't affect her at all. Moonlight shown threw the open window and onto her sleeping form.
Her even breathing said that she was already asleep or had just fell into the nights slumber.
Hiei went over to her unsealed his Jagan eye and lightly put a hand on her forehead. He was taken to the inside of Shi's memory bank.
One memory stood out clearly to him and went over to see what it was. The memory itself was rapped in a number of chains and locks signaling that she had desperately wanted to lock it away for whatever reason.
With a push he was transported to the memory, his vision became full of nothing but blackness, a blackness full of the feeling of hatred and death.
After a moment a scream filled the area determined to stop whatever was going on. Never before had Hiei ever felt so much hatred towards one thing as he did now in this memory.
When he felt as though he was going to be pulled further into her mind he released his grip on her and was instantly jolted back to reality.
Shi's P.O.V
I shot forward from my sleep and was met by the blinding moonlight and an empty room. I put my hand on my forehead, how did this happen, I had locked that memory away I didn't want to hear it… I never did.
Finally with a sigh I gave up on holding onto what had just happened and laid back down welcoming the comfort of sleep.
Hiei's P.O.V
I came back to view almost at the end of the hall where it merged in with the dining room. I grabbed onto the wall for support, that memory had a lot of emotion in it no doubt about that.
As I sealed my eye back up that scream echoed threw my mind again and this time it was really starting to make my head pound.
I walked out into the dining room where Kurama sat, I don't understand it but when he looked at me his look changed to confusion.
"What happened to you?" He asked as I sat down. "Why?" I asked back.
"Your eyes are all glazed over." I listened to him intently while trying to make whatever he was talking about go away. "I haven't seen you look like this sense you were questioning your existence." Why did he have to bring that up?
Inconspicuously I turned my not bandaged arm over to reveal three diagonal white lines went across my wrist.
(Sorry to anyone who doesn't like those types of stories but I think Hiei and Suicide stories are written the best and I always have to have something like that in all my stories.)
Normal P.O.V
Kurama decided maybe it would be best to just change the subject a bit, "So what did you see?" Kurama asked as Hiei starred down at the table.
"I didn't see anything." He said simply his eyes snapping up to meet the cunning fox.
"Then what happened?"
"I heard it."
"What did you hear?" He asked.
"Screams of pain and hatred." Kurama drew back suddenly, 'no wonder he is like this.' He thought, 'even if he doesn't show it much.' "I told you not to do it." He stated surly.
"Hn." Was all he said before flitting off. Kurama sighed thinking about what he had started now only time would tell what would happen.
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"Onna." Came a muffled voice the next morning, "Onna get up." Came the voice again now defined as Hiei's.
"Go away." Shi ordered turning away from him.
"No get up."
"Why?"
"We have to go see Koenma." He said ripping the blankets off her.
"Tell him I'm sick." He rolled his eyes and flared his energy getting an idea. When he got to a high temperature he bent down closer to her and touched her exposed arm with two fingers radiating heat of high temperatures into her body.
(Hiei's not taller then her he's still 4'10 if I remember right but her bed is close to the ground sorry for not clarifying.)
After about a minute she shrieked and pulled her arm away. But when she turned to yell at him Hiei had gotten a little close to her resulting in them becoming about 1 inch away from each other.
Neither of them moved a muscle for a few minutes they just sat there staring at each other. Finally Hiei pulled away, "now get up." He said lowering his temperature to a normal degree. (Which was probably still like 150 or something.)
After that he left the room quietly, "you didn't have to burn me!" She yelled at him but getting up nonetheless.
She dressed in a pair of camo cargo's and a plain black shirt. She walked out into the living room to find Hiei standing by an open portal.
"Are we the only one's up?" Shi asked looking around. "The fox is outside." He said looking loosely at the front door.
"Oh okay well then let's go!" She said smiling and walking threw the portal. 'She's supposed to be my mate?' He shook the proven fact off, it sounded more fantasy then fact to his ears.
'She's so high spirited.' He thought also walking threw the portal and reappearing in Koenma office. "Well I'm glad you two made it." The spirit world prince said.
"Hn." Hiei replied walking over to one side of the room. "So what did you want to discuss?" Shi asked stepping closed to the desk. "Well after reviewing over some past records of the other shadow demon's we have learned one thing."
"Wand that is?"
"We don't know anything about them." Shi rolled her eyes.
"So we are going to gain records from you and what powers you possess." Hiei immediately started listening to what Koenma had to say.
"I have a bad feeling about this." Shi said a worried look passing across her face. "Yes well I'm sorry to say that your alone time and where you go is going to be very limited."
Shi sighed, "tell me now before I just leave."
"Well your telekinetic powers should soon be converted into another power probably your phasing ability so it would be best if you stayed at the temple."
'Temple?' Shi thought to herself.
"As we speak seals are being set up around the temple that forbids you from walking out and if you do go out you must be accompanied by someone at all times."
Shi sighed again leaning more on the desk, "why are you doing this to me?"
"We don't want anything to happen to you until you have completely mastered your powers." Koenma explained.
"Fine I'll do it." She said turning to leave.
"Good the portal down the hall will take you to the bottom of the temple." Shi didn't say anything and Hiei simply nodded and followed her.
But as Shi got to the door and reached to push the door open her hand went threw the door completely, "you mean this type of phasing?" She asked turning around and pointing to her hand that was threw the door.
"Yes that and soon you should also be able to teleport yourself." Shi smirked evilly pulling her hand out and concentrating on teleporting.
In a flash she found herself on the other side of the door with Hiei next to her again. "How did you get out so fast?" She asked confused.
He teleported again a little ways in front of her exampling how he had done it. She didn't respond to this but ran up beside him as they started to walk down the hall.
They walked silently about half of the hall before Shi broke the silence. "Are you okay?" Hiei looked at her, "why?"
"Well you haven't said more then five words to me all day and you look like your really out of it."
"What's going on with me is none of your business." He said looking in front of him again.
"There that was ten!" That earned her a glare and a shock of pain for him.
"And you keep wincing every time you say something halfway mean to me or glare at me why?"
Hiei's P.O.V
She asks to many questions, the fox says asking questions is more of a strength then a weakness but I find that hard to believe.
But what was I supposed to say to her, if I told her the truth I don't even want to think about her reaction, but if I lied my Jagan would hurt my again.
I was defiantly caught between two decisions.
But then again I didn't want to tell her for a certain reason… every time I looked at her I heard that awful scream and it only became more painful each time.
I suppose I have to tell her the only thing that is both a lie and the truth until I can ask Kurama about what to do.
Why do I ask the fox anyway… why do I take his advice and take his words to heart when I ignore everyone else's? Oh yeah because he's the only one I completely trust.
"It's none of your business." Another shock of pain but this one a little lighter making it easier to conceal. What was this thing punishing me for maybe I didn't trust Shi as much as I should?
How was I supposed to trust her when I could barely stand to be around her?
Normal P.O.V
"Fine be that way but you know if you keep everything inside of you one day your going to die from it." She said surly.
"I can't." She looked confused at him.
"You can't what?"
"I can't die."
"Are you immortal?"
"No."
"Then why?" It was obvious she wanted his answer. "Death won't take me." It took her a moment to find something to say.
"You are so full of mystery just waiting to be solved aren't you?"
"Hai but you will never see any of it." He said looking at her with deep eyes.
Shi's P.O.V
As we reached the awaiting portal he turned and looked at me with his deep crimson eyes. It was obvious that he masked much of him just by the way that he held nothing on his face… no emotion.
Well maybe I was wrong as I as I looked at him I suddenly felt as cold as ice and I could see the pain locked behind his glassy orbs.
'Exile,' I started to wonder how he got the way he is today. 'Exile,' maybe something bad corrupted his mind. 'Exile,' it took till just then to hear the word that kept pounding in my head exile… it was defiantly coming from him but why I didn't know.
"Have you ever been loved?" I asked before I could stop myself.
Surprisingly he faltered in no way, "no." my eyes widened in surprise. He had… never been loved… never knew the warm feeling of knowing that someone cared for you.
"Stop." He ordered knocking me out of my thoughts. "Nani?" I asked.
He looked at me dead in the eyes as if searching my very soul for something. The silence between us was deadly in a way unable to put into words.
"Don't say anymore."
"I didn't say anything." His eyes stayed pinned on me. "I can hear your thoughts." He said before going threw the portal.
I then realized what I had done. He must have heard what I was thinking about him, not being loved, maybe I offended him somehow… even if it killed me, I sighed and stepped threw the portal.
A/N: Well I have to admit that was good AND long well please review and give me some idea's and I shall update!