Hey everyone really sorry it took me like two weeks to write this chapter but school started and the dang teachers are cramming WAY to much work on me as I said before! So anyways let's hope I can write this like I had it before and… yeah let's just get on with the chapter!

Chapter something: Decision to be made

Shi's P.O.V

The next thing I knew I was lying in my room I could feel the darkness around me, feel the light of day being blocked by drawn blinds. My eyes remained shut but I could clearly feel where I was for some reason.

Soon memories of before I passed out ran threw my mind…

Flashback:

Hiei who had been listening intently got down from the ledge and went over to her bending down to her height as she looked at him straight in his emotionless crimson eyes.

"Because I didn't want you with anyone." He said quietly.

End Flashback:

The words he had so smoothly spoke confused me in every way. I could not comprehend why he would say that to me… of all people why me? I was really nothing-special right?

So why would he say that?

My eyes finally fluttered open to confirm my thoughts of me being in my dark room. I was glad whoever put me here knew to block all light from in here to.

I shook my head as I sat up causing all the dizziness that was still in my head to drift off until I felt right again. I stood up on the cool floor and went out the door meeting the silence of the temple that had become so familiar to me.

Walking down the hall I went into the living room to find Kurama sitting on the couch reading a book. "Good your up." HE said looking at me with a small smile on his face.

"How long was I out?" I asked getting a jacket from the closet as he watched my every move; it kind of felt odd to know you were being watched every moment.

"About an hour not very long." He explained as I went back over to the door and just starred at it waiting for it to open… even though I knew it wouldn't.

"Kurama could you… uh." His smile only got bigger as he knew exactly what I was meaning to ask. He walked over and opened the door as I walked threw back out into the coldness.

I always loved the cold weather it was always so quiet during the winter months and it just seemed so peaceful when I was with all my foster families I remember it used to just calm my mind for some reason.

Pushing those thoughts into the back of my mind I instantly found Hiei leaning against a nearby tree.

Walking over to the tree his eyes opened revealing his emotionless crimson eyes.

Normal P.O.V

Both stood there neither saying a word both contemplating whether to say something now and break the almost deadly silence or wait for the other to break.

Finally it was Shi who broke the silence.

"Was it true?" Hiei said nothing to her.

Hiei's P.O.V

Now the moment of truth why couldn't I have just been able to keep my mouth shut? So would I say 'yes it was true but I'm being forced to be in love with you.'

Or lie to her again… I had to admit I hated the lying option so that only leaves the truth. Thinking about it now I suppose my Jagan can't do anything to me sure it can hurt me intensely if she rejects me but it can't kill me… I think.

"Hai." I finally said keeping my look blank as she tried to do to but obviously she was failing in it. She looked down at the ground and I could sense she was contemplating over questions… I didn't blame her.

Shi's P.O.V

I stood still in my place new black filling before my eyes even though my lids were still open. His still emotionless answer held nothing in it but still had enough power to throw me into this daze.

The word ran over and over again in my head and every time brought with it all new questions.

"Nani?" I finally asked feeling the sense of fear running threw my body for a reason I didn't know. He didn't answer or more correctly it seemed that he didn't know how to answer such a blunt question.

"Why?" I asked. "Why me?"

"I've been asking myself that question ever since the fox brought you to his home and my Jagan accepted it." He explained though it still left me in the dark about it.

"I still don't understand." He closed his eyes for a moment before reopening them revealing nothing as usual. I actually had to wonder how he could do it in any situation he can hold such a blank look it's as if he really doesn't care about anything.

But inside… I bet he does. (I wonder about that to sometimes.)

"The night before Kurama found you my Jagan started shooting pain threw me." I nodded signaling that I followed him. "Kurama figured out that my eye had chosen a mate for me."

"And that was me?"

"Hai." It all seemed to… it just seemed do untrue even though something in the back of my head accepted this new information. "I need to go back to my house." I stated.

(All right it's a proven fact now… Shi is even more random then I am.)

His look changed to slight confusion that no stranger would be able to see clearly and I admit I wouldn't have been able to see it either but for some reason I now see it clearly… I wonder why this is.

"With your foster mother?"

"Yeah." I said starting to walk towards the exit of the temple and surprisingly he followed. "Why?" He questioned.

"Well I figure I'm going to be staying here for a while I'm going to need some of my stuff." I explained surprisingly enough not getting shocked when I started down the steps.

"You're coming?" I asked him.

"Hai." He answered and I smirked, slowly configuring a plan for the time I had avalible.

A/N: OH MY GOD YOU ALL DON'T KNOW HOW HARD IT WAS TO WRITE THAT! Seriously that chapter had to be the HARDEST thing I have EVER had to write! Oh well.. Next chapter will be MUCH longer

Preview: Shi goes home and gets a unexpected surprise.

Hiei and Shi leave secretly for the day what are they up to?

I know that sounds gay cause my summaries SUCK but it will be long I promise! YOU HAVE MY WORD!

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