(there should be three or so chapters) I don't know whatever I feel like.
Disclaimer: Never was never will be mine oh and Bad Case Of Broken Heart belongs to the Ataris… !
today I'm missing something in this small new england town.
here's to you my best friend.
just wanted to say that I miss having you around.
Freddy Jones stared at the clock on his apartment wall. The click, click, clicking was in time with his heart. He went lazily to the kitchen and got the six pack of 'Bud Light' out. Sitting back down on the couch with the drinks by his side he downed two in a row without barely breathing. The alcohol takes away his feelings and gives him a warm fuzzy feeling that Summer used to give up.Finally after three hours of infomercials he fell into a fitful sleep and remembered the nights earlier events.
I'm staring at your picture and dreaming that I could hold your hand.
we'd walk down to the ocean and I would write your name in the sand.
"Freddy I don't understand what the big deal is. The internship is only in Virginia it's not that far of a drive!" Summer said sternly crossing her arms and looking at him disapprovingly.
"Yeah but Summer it won't be the same you said we were going to finish up college together I don't see why you can't just stay here and finish up the final term." Freddy replied,.
"That is just like you. You are so selfish, you have no idea how much I've sacrificed to be in this relationship! My parent's disowned me because I wanted to with you and I even decided to go to a community college instead of Harvard like I planned because of you. Why can't you just do this one thing for me?" Summer asked, she was close to tears now and her face was getting more red by the minute.
They say sometimes you need some time apart but I've got a bad case of broken heart.
and you're the only one who's got the cure.
and I can't live another day without seeing you smile.
"FINE! Fine. Arguing for two hours straight is not the way I wanted to celebrate my good news so I'll be at Zack's house. At least he'll be happy for me." Summer huffed as she slammed shut the door to the apartment. Not intending to come back.
After Freddy saw hertaillights finally dim into the darkness he shut the door to the lonely apartment he laughed a hollow, meaningless laugh. After your girlfriend leaves you 10 times or morethe yelling and the doorslams start to lose their effect.
2000 miles between us and I guess that I'm the one to blame.
relationships and heartaches,
these two things are one and the same.
Katie knocked on Freddy's apartment door. When nobody answered she stepped inside and saw Freddy sleeping on his old, worn-in couchwith a beer bottle in one hand and a remote control in the other.
"He's in worse shape then I thought." She whispered absently to herself. She started cleaning up the apartment like she usually did when Summer and Freddy had a fight. Katie was surprised that the relationship lasted this long. When her cell phone rung earlier that night and Summer said that she and Freddy had a fight she didn't whine about how she missed his hugs or his kisses like she usually did. She actually sounded outraged. And when she added she was going to be staying at Zack's for awhile, Katie knew things were going down the drain.
The radio plays a love song I smash my fist right through the dial.
here's to the broken hearted.
a generation born in denial.
Freddy awoke the next morning with his head buzzing and his ears ringing. Without missing a beat Katie shoved a drink in his face. Not caring what was in the concoction he downed it and wiped his mouth on the back of his hand.
"What's in it this time?" he asked, getting up from the couch and making his way over to Katie who took the glass and put it in the dishwasher.
"I'd tell you…but that would ruin the fun." Katie said, laughing at Freddy's face of amusement and disgust of not knowing what he had just swallowed.
"So…what happened last night." Katie asked, trying to sound nonchalant. Freddy groaned and then snorted because this had become routine. Summer and him would fight. Summer would leave and call Katie to come and fix things. Katie would leave, Summer would return and then the cycle would start over again. He wondered why Katie always did this but then again he was always wondering things about Katie. Like with her mystery hangover-potion and other random stuff, she never explained, and it had been that way for as long as he'd known her. Which was a long time.
"Same as usual. I think she might be gone for good though." Freddy said. The words ran out of his mouth before he thought about them and the thought of Summer actually leaving finally hit him. It didn't hurt as much as he expected it to, because in all honesty he was in love with Summer. He thought he had been in love with her at least.
"I'm sorry." Katie said, trying to sound sincere which was hard when inside her conscious was yelling at her for actually being happy that Summer and Freddy might be over.
"I guess…I don't know I'm still kind of shocked. We've been together for so long that it's hard to believe that we're finally breaking up." Freddy said, staring absently at the sun and how cool it looked when it hit Katie's hair. Showing brown, black and red.
"Yeah I know what it feels like when everything is the same for so long and then it changes." Katie replied as she looked at the picture hanging on the wall of the School of Rock band. Freddy and her were standing next to each other making funny faces while Summer was in the front, diligently with her clipboard. It should have been me and him she thought to herself.
"I guess sometimes change is good though." Freddy said, interrupting her thoughts.
"Yeah you're right. I think it's time we all changed." Katie said, smiling.
They say sometimes you need some time apart but I've got a bad case of broken heart.
and you're the only one who's got the cure.
and I can't live another day without seeing you smile.
Yeah I know a bad beginning I don't really like it but there's more to come I'm pretty sure. I don't know do you think they broke up too fast? I know Freddy should ahve been sad but you'l see why the aftereffect of the breakup wasnt so harsh.Review and flame if you wish. Come on baby light my fire.
Ask questions if you want. I've still got questions myself to be honest with you.