Hello everyone! Okay well this is the next Changing Decisions chapter but you guys already know that. Anyways you guys were all upset with the last chapter ending, yay! I live to torture you guys like that! But to bring you these chapters to. So onto the chapter!

Disclaimer: I don't own YYH just to make that clear, but I do own Shi, any coping of her must be talked to me first! I mean it took me a whole 10 minutes to think her up if that! And I'm proud of those 12 minutes!

Hiei: you just said 10
FS562: Exactly
Hiei: and the other 2?
FS562: yeah to make up the story line!
Hiei: You made the story line in 2 minutes?
FS562: EXACTLY!

Chapter 23: Like charges repel

Shi ad Hiei appeared back in the Ningenkai where they had left before. "So we have to go back now?" Shi asked looking over at Hiei. "Hai." He said then started walking off towards the temple.

She looked confused at one of the black Henki's that hovered next to her head but then turned back to the front and followed him.

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"Kurama!" Shi called when they got to the temple. "Good you came back." He said from his seat on the porch. Then he spotted the Henki's around her, "you got Henki's." He stated walking out into the sunlight.

"Yeah! Hey I'd love to tell you about my trip but I got to get some food before I die!" She said then walked past the kitsune and into the house.

Kurama watched her go until the door closed leaving the two demons in place. "Fox, can I ask you something?" Hiei asked looking deeply into Kurama's green eyes.

"Hai."

"What was your connection to Yusa when he was still alive?" He smirked.

"Why?"

"Just answer the question kitsune." He sighed. "We had a very… close relationship for awhile before he left." Hiei was the one to smirk. "Knowing you I thought as much."

"So when are you going to tell her? I don't mean to pry but I can tell you have intentions to." That earned him a glare from Hiei but Hiei also noticed he changed the subject quickly.

"When do you think?"

"You're consulting me on it?"

"Hai."

"Maybe tonight if you wanted to do it soon, but if not I don't know what to tell you." Hiei watched him closely, trying to decide. "Fine." He turned and started away an idea in mind.

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Later on that night, Shi sat in her room at her desk a single lamp illuminating the room in the faded orange light but leaving the room's corners in the dark.

"Hey Hiei." She said feeling Hiei's presence enter her room. "Shi." She turned her view to him to see him shrouded in half darkness as well as half like, that made his crimson eyes firmly locked on her appear clearly.

"Come with me." He requested.

"Okay." She was slightly confused by his sudden actions and at the bluntness he was using but paid little mind to it as she stood up and followed him out into the clear night.

"What is it Hiei?" She questioned fixing her eyes on him as he did the same. He was silent and gave no evidence as to what it was he had brought her out here for.

Finally he spoke, his voice etched with longing but also the feeling of wanting to hold it all back. "Shi, I want you to listen to everything I have to say alright?"

"Of course." She could hear him sigh; it was obviously hard for him to be doing this for one reason or another. "My… Jagan choose a mate for me, I was against it at first but… now I see why it choose her, and now I find I really like her."

Confusion clearly ran Shi's face, "why are you telling me this?" Another sigh came from the fire demon.

"Because it's you." He watched her and never moved his eyes. Her face held solid expression as her mind quickly registering it into different emotions. Finally her face fell into a look completely unreadable to him.

"No." She said shaking her head. "No, Hiei you're my friend, I don't think I could think of you as more." She continued to shake her head as she backed away. "Shi y."

"No! No Hiei! I don't know why your eye choose me but I don't like you like that, so you need to find someone else." Her head whipped away from his veiw and was instantly gone, blending with the shadows and fleeing the scene before she could be stopped.

'So.' Hiei thought as he made no attempt to go after her. 'I have been rejected again, and this time from someone I truly care about.' He turned from the sight of the night that had at one time seemed so peaceful and went into the house.

"Kurama." He said when he went into the kitsune's room and found him sitting at his desk. "Hai." He gave his attention to the fire demon.

"She didn't accept it, she fled in rejection."

"Shi did?"

"Hai." Kurama's look changed to one of pure sadness. "I would let her be, for as long as she needs; to think. She'll come back and hopefully she'll accept it after that."

Hiei gave him a odd look, "Easy for you, you're not the one who has to live with the pain of this." He looked at the far wall then back at Kurama. "Fox are you such a optimist?"

"Hai." He said with a smile.

Shi's P.O.V

The night is young, I could stay on my selected roof all night if I wanted and I doubt anyone would notice or care. Hiei's words still echoed in my ears, his blazing gaze haunting my sights, and my instinctive reaction confusing my thoughts ever still.

A black Henki circled my head watching me with its sorrow filled black abyss of eyes that were about the size of a penny. It floated down onto my open hand and I smiled loosely as it.

"What do you think?" It gave a soft humming sound as if trying to brighten my mood, and it succeeded on drawing a true smile across my face.

I sighed quietly and closed my eyes my soul intent to sort all my feelings again and try to make sense of everything that had happened and would happen. He said he liked me, really liked me-for reasons I don't know- but… is it true?

What if I accepted it and then later on he rejects me for whatever reason and leaves me to be broken and pained with it; I don't want that. But if it is true and I just left so quickly, giving the impression of my own rejection towards him.

I understand what is happening… but I don't know what to do to make it right again. I guess… there are more positive things in this situation then negative ones over all but I still don't know.

The Henki floated up into the night sky, I followed it as it ascended up with my eyes. The other three flew about in random directions all around the perfectly clear waning moon.

The white ones when hit with the moon's reflected light seemed to make it's body turn transparent in a way were the moon was clearly visibly threw it's smooth and serene body that easily cut threw the air.

The black seemed to melt into a shadow over the moon that made it look natural for the moon to be blocked like that. I smiled again, their contrast seemed to bring them together in a perfect and matching way.

I truly have nothing to loose from this experience, if he thinks wrongly about it for some reason, then to bad! This is my own decision and I'm sticking to it like I did before.

A/N: So I think you get the jist of it then! Anyways I've been finding that for some reason I always use lines from different stories; I don't get that. O well what can you do right?