Alright… I hate writers block! I don't have any for the most part on my FF's so much anymore it's my own ones! With my own characters and stuff I have no idea for a new story and it ticks me off soooooooo much! Well while I wallow in my self pity for not having any ideas here's the next chapter.
Disclaimer: I do NOT own YYH, HIM, and now I don't own Jukka or Jarrpi, if anyone knows who I'm talking about when I say that then… you know who Jukka and Jarrpi are and for that reason I now love you! No I don't own them I'm just using the names because I think they're awesome names!
Chapter 33: Half and Half
The hours… seemingly endless… everything melded into one, nothing held a meaning yet everything was questionable to it's very existence.
Shi felt like she was being ripped from her body literally, all the white of the room flooded in her eyes and she could do nothing but comply and let it take her, begging for mercy the whole way.
Her power was changing and she knew it… it felt like everything she had accomplished so far was being drained and replaced with a more alien and painful element; she hated it.
Her vision had blurred sometime ago and she faded in and out of a thinking state but never completely lost consciousness, something was holding onto her, making her stay awake and suffer threw this telling her 'just a little longer… just a little longer, it'll all be over soon.'
But now… now she could see black above her though her weak and paralyzed mind was barely able to make sense of it all. Whoever it was standing above her unlatched the restraints on her head while someone else did the ones on her legs.
Their touches burned her skin; she found it in herself to scream at the painful touches though she could only fall limp into whoever was there to catch her now convulsing body.
The hands were rough, that much she knew… they picked her completely up as though she was a feather, she screamed once more at the pain it caused her but that didn't falter the person holding her, they just carried her away from that… death chair.
How she longed for the darkness she found so much comfort in instead of this constant bright light that burned into her every pour, her mind told her she would not be getting any of that sweet release.
Another room she was halfway aware she was being brought into… another heavily lit room… another painstaking room where this constant opposite of what she wanted and needed was forced into her.
The person put her down onto the floor and stepped back saying something inaudible to her and then left… left her alone there, unable to speak, unable to move, and unable to even think to keep herself conscious, to know she was still alive. The only thing she could do was feel this burning pain everyone seemed to want to bring onto her.
Leleel had been right… "Or I can simple leave you here until you beg to be killed, either way death is in your future." She now did want to be killed, wanted to die, just to escape all of this.
Again her mind started to blur out of the thinking state she had held so firm, the last thoughts that went threw them were thoughts of how to kill herself to end all this.
But she tried her hardest concentrating as much as her unstable mind would let her until she could get thoughts past her mind. One thing troubled her that she wanted to find an answer to… what had made her so cooperative to do this in the first place?
She could have easily fought those light demons off or given them a good fight for freedom… but she had been compliant to what Leleel wanted of her… why? Why would she do that and risk her own life?
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It had been a rough twenty-four hours for the rest of the group, Koenma had been reluctant to help but finally came threw after a few promises from Hiei.
They had even made it to the city in record time when the Rekai ruler had made a portal to their designated city of choice knowing Shi would be there.
So in their current state they had decided to split up, Kuwabara and Yusuke on the upside of town and Kurama and Hiei on the other side, though it was more of Kurama on his own being as Hiei had decided to look on his own.
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"Iiro!" A light demon by the name of Jukka ran over to the other said demon his light gray eyes filled with surprise and almost fear. Iiro watched him from his post until he came to stop before him.
"What do you want Jukka, shouldn't you be with Jarrpi somewhere?" 1
"We were, but the agents from the control base told me to come inform Leleel of the situation becoming at hand." Iiro gave Jukka a confused look, "what are you talking about?"
"I can't tell you, they told me it has to go straight to her." Iiro's look hardened on him. "And I was told to take all issues for her, nothing is to disturb Leleel during this time." Jukka sighed his blonde hair falling in front of his gray eyes.
"Fine." He said, "They have reported that the other members of Shi's… her friends have made it into city boundaries and now have the help of the whole Spirit World."
Iiro gave him a silent stare for a long minute then finally said, "and?" Jukka looked in disbelief. "What do you mean and? Isn't this at least a slight cause for worry?"
The other demon continued looking at him blankly, "of course it is you fool but because of what you're acting as it clearly shows why you're not as high of a ranking as say Topai or myself." He didn't say anything in response.
"Be calm Jukka, go back to the control base and await further directions." Jukka nodded and was off again in the way he had come. Iiro watched him until he was out of evident seeing range then turned to the door he sole guarded.
Quietly he opened the door and stepped into the room with blinding light flooding into it from everywhere. "Ma'am?" He spotted the ruler of their race standing against a nearby wall, eyes glazed over staring at nothing.
They flicked over to him when she felt his presence invading her space. "What did I tell you Iiro?" She asked in a venomous tone.
"Ma'am the agents at the control base say Shi's friends and mate have entered the city grounds with back up from the whole Spirit World."
"And?"
His look fell, "exactly what I asked." She sighed and stood up straight walking over and past him into the natural light. "Sometimes I wonder what you would do without a leader to keep all of you in line." He knew not to answer that.
She huffed, "alright send out s-." Her eyes glazed over again, 'I'm killing myself for you.' She blinked back from that repeating vision a new strategy in line, something told her she had to play things exactly right from this moment on, or nothing would work how she wanted… needed it to be.
She whipped around to face the still awaiting Iiro, "no, let them come, let them do what they want and what they will do any resistance towards them that I did not command will result in death."
Her look hardened towards the light demon in a way she only did around him, "we can not afford any errors from this moment on, I have worked to hard to get here to let it all go to waste, do you understand?" He nodded, "good, inform me when progress has been made if I do not return within the next three hours." Again he nodded and took flight from their place atop a building roof.
Out of the corner of her eye Leleel watched him cut threw the air with amazing speed then looked out towards the sky letting those five words replay in her head time and again, they were timeless never growing dull or fading to her. They were in the vicinity she could feel them, every one of them all searching for her… but by now it had to be to late.
The Shi they had known before was gone from the world.
A/N: You know how much I love to torture you with these cliff hangers! Now it seems impossible from all the little tips I've been giving you how you couldn't have figured out some of the premonitions Leleel's been having and ultimately what's going to happen. Then again a couple of things you wouldn't be able to because I didn't give ENOUGH detail to help it… anyways when you ultimately find it all out I think it'll seem real obvious. NEXT CHAPTER SOON!
1: Alright now these names are Finnish I'm pretty sure from the people I took them from, hehe yeah I love the names I had to do it. If anyone knows who I took the name from you're a awesome person and a lot smarter then some people!