Walking, walking, breathing in and out, talking smiling, walking, walking, breathe, breathe, just breathe
No thinking, don't think, just do assignments, answer a question, "Hey Harry!", no feelings, just go! Just breathe and talk, and smile and walk, and run from the feelings close behind
Ah the day is done good-bye sun hello dangerous stranger ranting in my head and
You know...you're...crazy... ha You shouldn't be hearing voices... but I talk to you, little girl, you weak disgusting child...
Don't say that! Don't say that! I won't listen to you!
How dare you yell! How dare you raise your voice! You are a terrible, disobedient, hateful child! Don't ever raise your voice!
Tremble. Silent. Unable to answer.
Tears. Tears. They hate me, They hate me.
That's because you're a selfish little bitch! Learn your place! They weren't put on this earth to serve you!
I know...I know...I'm here to serve them...to serve.
No self. No self!
It's what you deserve!
I know...I know...No self...no self
They hate you
But why?
Don't you see it? You think it's all about you
But I try! I try! Why? Why?
And they hate you because you play a helpless victim, Oh yes, you play your role so well
I don't! I don't! I can't listen, don't you see? I just don't know how to be brave, I don't know how to be strong
And I scream, How could you betray me? But in the end I know-
It was all your own fault. You dreamt me into life and you'll never wake up because the demons that haunt you-
Are all just a part of the plan to make them pity me. I see, you're right... How could they betray me?
You know you did it to yourself. It was all your own-
All my own fault. Hate me! Hate me! Kill me, it's what I deserve!
Yes, you must die.
Yes, I must die... But oh, I am too weak
Playing the victim! You prat, you're playing the victim and hoping some prince will come and bear you away, but Prince Charming knows-
I'm a demon inside...