Jaded
I don' own X-men.
How is it so far?. Thanx fer the reviews, and to the person who said it was morbid, thank you. .
Im eating pizza thyat tastes lihke chili , now is thyat even right?.
I also don own "Beautiful" By Scarling.
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"You say you love me
but you dont.
You say you'll free me
but you wont.
You say you need me
But thats a lie.
You say you'll miss me
when time passes by.
You say you'll never fergeht me
but in time, you will
you all will all see.
That I am nothing but
your midnight delusion
of a made up illusion."
Chapter two: The journal
Mah body ached and ah couldn't really move, ah slowly opened mah eyes, to see nothing but bright lights. Mah stomach hurt, and ah couldn't really remember what had happened. Ah wasn't dead, ah new thyat. Ah also know it was thyat stupid cajun who saved meh. Does he lihke ta see meh in such pain, God ah hayte him soo much. Ah then felt tears running down mah face. Ah began to hear voices, but they weren't clear, and then ah saw blurry figures stand around meh. One was big and blue so ah new thyat was Hank, one was kinda short and bald, so ah deffinally new thyat was the professor. another one ah new was Remy, and the last one Was Logan. Although bein so blurry ah could tell the y wern't vury happy. So ah closed mah eyes hopeing they would go away when ah opened them again.
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Kitty's pov
I like, ran across Rogues journal the other day. At first I wasnt gonna read it, because like, I don't like to invade on peoples personal thoughts. But when the insident with Rogue's wrists came up, and She has been acting really weird, I decided to like, read it. In the front was just pictures and some depressing poems, till I like, got in the middle, there was one part that like, said."Dear journal, Ah just wanna die", at first I was like oh my God, I have ta tell someone, but I didn't. Rogue is my bestfriend, but if I told on her, she would never talk to me again or like, trust me. But on the other hand if something bad was going to happen to her, I should inform the professor and Mr. Logan. And if Remy new it would tear him apart. Everyone would just like, be freaking out. But like, now, since Rogue "accsidentally" OD, I have no idea what to do. I wanna tell someone!. I don't want my bestfriend to die. I also don't want to have her suicide on my head.
I stared at her through the glass, thinking why would any one want to like, kill themselves. I know her life has been rought, but thats no excuse to kill yourself. I closed my eyes and looked away. I wanted to tell them so bad, but I couldnt. Maybe there was another explanation to what was going on with her. I dont want to accuse someone for something unless I like, have more proof to it, and people like, all the time write depressing things like that, right?.
"Keety" Kurts sweet voice called to me.
"Yeah..?"
"Are you ok?" He asked looking me stright in the eyes.
I couldn't help but smile, he had such sweet eyes, and a kind smile.
"Truth?"
"Of course"
"Then no, but what do you like ecspect, your probably just as sad too" I said, He of all people should know as well, but I like, refuse to be "Kitty the snitch" I respect my friends, thats why I like, have no idea what to do.
"Hey Kurt.."I started off.
"Ja"
"Can I like, talk to you up in my room?" He nodded and we teleported there.
He sat on my bed while i paced around.
"Keety..?"
"If you like, new someone was in trouble would you like, tell someone, even if you didnt have the exact proof and wasnt for sure, but was like, total and complelty freaked out that you like, might lose your bestfriend?"
Kurt loked quite confused at me. "If eet was about a friend, hmm. If I knew one of mein friends was in trouble and about to get hurt, I would in confide in someone, but vhy, vas is zis about?"
He breathed in. And then went over to Rogues bed and pulled out her journal. I handed it over.
"Vas zis?"
"Its her journal."I like, said and then turned the pages to the middle.
He read quickly.
"I like, found it a couple days ago"
He looked up when he was done."You...ve have to tell ze professor"
He took my hand and teleported to the library, where the professor was reading.
"Kurt, Kitty."
"Professor, we like, have something to show you" I said handing him the journal, and turning to the page that like, says "Dear journal, Ah just wanna die"
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Ok that was it fer chapter three. So RnR and no flames please. And please leave meh some ideas thyat I can add in the fic. Also if ya can think of any creepy or different ways of suicide please do tell meh.
Grym Goddess.