Jaded

I dont own X-men. Thanks for the reviews. And some people in real live situations when they find out that their best friend or what ever is in that situation they get confused and have no idea what to do, it kinda feels like betraying a friend. But thats just in some cases.

Grym Goddess

Hey guys please give meh some ideas, anything.

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Chapter Four:Water.

After ah got out of the med lab, ah found out thyat Kitty, found mah journal and gave it ta the professah, some friend ey. Aftah thyat ah was talked to by the professah and Logan. Wich still is not even close to changing mah mind. its jus' wantin' meh ta escape faster. So thyat night, ah was searchin on the net for more ways to berid mah self, and at this point ah don care who the hell fihnds meh ah jus want out. So ah snuck into the bath room locked the door filled the bathtub with ice cold water, and get in. Ah went under water, closed mah eyes and started to count backwards from a hundred. Ah got to 90, when ah was pulled out and wrapped up quickly, Ah opened mah eyes, and swear ah saw the devil himself. And at thyat moment ah so wished it was the devil himself. Instead it was Remy and his two demon followers, kutt and Kitty.

Alls ah had on was a sports bra and underware with flames. And before ah new it ah was shuved in mah room. Ah threw dry cloths over mah wet ones and sat down.

"Rogue, why do you like, wanna kill yourself?"

"Ah have no idea what yer tahlkin about" Ah turned mah head.

"Chere, y' can tell us, we care f' y' is all"

"Yeah well thanks for the nice words, now leave meh alone!"

"Rogue, please talk to us"

Ah fihnd no use tahlkin' ta either of ya, but ah will say one thing. Y'all would beh happier if ah was gone, so don' give meh the shit ya care, because ah don care anymore, ah don care about life ah don care about anyone, and ahll fihnd away ta escape and noone will fihnd meh" Ah said to much, but ah didn' care ah'd beh gone soon anyways so what does it matta.

"Life does matter, and you matter to all of us, we love you, Rogue." Kitty cried.

"Rogue talk to us, vhy do you vanna kill yourself?" Kurt asked calmly tring to stay strong for Kitty.

"Ya read mah journal obviously, so don't ask meh questions ya already know"

"Im like, sorry, but I like had too. And no, we like, dunno, so tell us why do you want to do this, there has to be a ultimate reason, please Rogue tell us?"

"It's none of your concern" Ah turned mah head and looked away. " Now if ya would please geht outa here, ah wanna beh alone, and don' worry ah won do nothin, tanight, ya have mah word" Ah said.

"Remy isn't leavin', Remy is stayin right here"

"And this as much as your room as it mine

"So zhats settled ve vill have a sleep over"Kurt smiled. "Ill go get ze sleeping bags, because zhere is noway in hell your touching mein sister, cajun"

Ah should of shot mahself in the head. Then this nightmare would beh over with, not only is the man thyat ah hate/ love is bothering meh he is going ta stay in mah room. But being the freak ah am ah cant touch him, mah friends and him are so stupid they cant figure out whats wrong with meh. Its sad really, but its bettah this way, much bettah. People are bettah off not knowing then knowing.

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Short I know but iI need some ideas b/c I am runnin out on ideas, so please help meh out.

Grym Goddess