Jaded

Hahah,I write once again lol. I don't own X-men. but i think this is going to be me last chappter. So yea.

Grym Goddess.

Nor do I won "Tell Me" its by Ra.

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Chapter five:Silent gunshot

Its funny how people say that can'tlive without their friends, and that they will surley die if their loved one is far from them. But ah don't have a lover and mah friends are just thyat friends and unfortaually ah am still alive. Ah'm tired, even more tierd then ah was. Ah just wnat out of this dreadful life, there is nothin' here thyat could ever change mah mihnd. Name one thing, just one thing and ah'll consider it...nothing.

Being watched by mah friends and thyat stupid cajun, it was very hard to do anything without them noticing.

It was raining, and ah thought it would always beh nice to die in the rain, where yer blood gehts washed away and there is nothin' left but a meaninless body.

So while it was raining hard outside, ah reached under mah pillow and grabbed something not even the professor knows ah have. Ah walked out of the mansion , and as far as ah could so thyat they couldn't hear the shot. I stood in an empty alley way and held a loaded it to mah temple. This was it, no turning back. No saying ah changed mah mihnd. This was it the end of mah demise. Farewell to mah aweful meaninless life. Farewell to the X-men and Farewell to The Rogue.

"Rogue" ah heard a voice. I pulled the gun down.

"What...what are y' doin'?"Ah new thyat voice, it was the cajuns.

"Ah'm doing ya all a favor, y'all are bettah off without meh and ya know it"

"No Rogue, y' are one of de tings dat keeps us going"

"Stop lieing"

"Im not, do y' honestly tink y' are noting, For what eva possessed y' ta tink of such, is wrong"

"SHUT UP, ya know nothin'!"

"Rogue, give moi de gun"

"No, ah'm gonna do this"

"De one ting, thyat I know Rogue is dat our stronger den dis, I know y' can defeat whats tellin' ya yer not wort it and we're betta off, because de truth is, we're betta off wit y'. If y' kill yer self yer setting a bad example and prooving a point for the humans dat hate us. Yer stonge and I know y' can defeat dis, please Rogue"

"Why do ya care"

"Because de only reason I am an X-men is ta be near y'"

"what eva"ah pulled the gun back up to mah head and was about to pull the trigger." Rogue is yer just doing dis to escape from yer powers and de fact that y' can't touch, den yer not escaping yer running away. At least in de future dere will be a way to get around yer powers, but if y' do dis now den oters like y' will be jus' like y', make a change and don't do dis , please" Tears pouring from his angelic demon eyes.

n violation of a thought a long, long time ago,

Impressive reasons fill the cabins of my mind,

No celebrations for the peoples that I didn't know

Convicted even though there's nothing left to find,

It's more than I can say,

And there's a deeper part of me,

Won't you be my inspiration?

Help me end my desperation, now!

Tell me what it is I'm meant to do.

I've fallen to my knees,

I've shed away my tears,

And lost my destiny.

I sit beneath the sun,

My hands held to the sky.

I cannot ask a question,

But still I wonder why!

Ah shut mah eyes and pulled the trigger hearing, nothing...

So ah wasn't dead. I pulled the trigger, but It didn't go off. And for thyat moment ah was happy. Ah opened mah eyes. and dropped the fun. ah looked him in the eyes. " Ah know"

Even though mah life still hurts and seeing people act with emotions, and ah having to conceal it, ah do know one thing. Thyat ah am the futurem for others lihke meh. And if not care about anything ah know oneday everything will be different, and then ah will at peace.

Poetic Justice never seems to make the world feel right,

Chaotic voices in the darkness call your name

You turn away from me, whenever I remind you of the day,

The sun saw through the lies exposing all the pain

It's more than I can say,

There's a deeper part of me,

Won't you be my inspiration?

Help me end my desperation, now!

Tell me what it is I'm meant to do.

I've fallen to my knees,

I've shed away my tears,

And lost my destiny.

I sit beneath the sun,

My hands held to the sky.

I cannot ask a question,

But still I wonder why!

There's so much pain,

There's so much war,

There's so much hurt,

I can take no more,

Won't you come and take me,

To another day, yea

Take me far away!

Tell me what it is I'm meant to do.

I've fallen to my knees,

I've shed away my tears,

And lost my destiny.

I sit beneath the sun,

My hands held to the sky.

I cannot ask a question,

But still I wonder why!

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So tyats it. hope ya enjoyed it. well RnR No FLAMES.

Grym Goddess