Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha. But its ok I guess, I'll live.
Notes: I have broken up with my bf poo bear but I have a new bf now his nick name is cuddle bug lol. Sorry I haven't updated its been a realy tuff month.
True Feelings
You Must Keep Going
. . . . . . 'I killed her!' Kagome felt numb her pupils became non-existent, her eyes were cold. She slowly stood on the field and picked up Tetsiga like it was a foreign object , her moves were jerky as if Kagome had died. The lord of the north stood and exited his private box and calmly walked to his royal tent.
Sesshomaru watched as his mate practically died inside on the field. He rushed to their tent as he entered he saw her in beside the bed crying but it was a painful type of crying she didn't sob or bang her fists the tears just rolled out of the sides of her eyes. Slowly he walked over to Kagome and picked her up bridal style. "Kagome, shhhhhh its ok, I'm here my love" Sesshomaru quietly cooed into her ear, he set her down on their large western style bed. Careful not to disturb her he layed down next to her and wrapped his arms around her. She fell into a fit full sleep. 'How could I have pushed Kagome to do this stupid tournament, she may never recover from this. If only I could find the body . . . . though the Tetsiga probably made it into ash.'
Kagome's dream
Kagome was standing in the stadium a cool fog had crept onto the field. She looked around her and noticed a dark figure in the distance she turned around ready to face the figure but it had disappeared. Out of no where she felt a hot breath on the back of her neck, she tried to scream but her voice was gone a clawed hand came to her throat and the figure whispered "My mate died by your hand now you shall die by mine . . . . . . . .
End of dream
Kagome awoke screaming and claws out ready to attack until she felt something warm and fluffy beside her. Turning her head she found her mate staring at her with a worried look on his face. "I killed her Sesshomaru, now he is going to kill me" Kagome started sobbing. "I do not understand my love" solemnly he lifted her tear streaked face. "what do you mean, he is going to kill you?". "In my dream" she started off "there was this person and he put his claws to my neck and said 'my mate died by your hands, now you will die by my hands' and that's when I woke up. "The lord of the north wants you dead" Sesshomaru contemplated. "Lets leave it alone for right now, and I will keep a close watch on you". He placed a light kiss on her lips and pulled her down back onto the bed and Kagome fell asleep while Sesshomaru laid there wide awake.
He didn't want to admit it but he was terrified for his mate. She had obviously found a way to deal with what she did but he could tell she was still upset. Now the lord of the north was probably after her. The lord of the north's abilities included dream walking and mind control. Sesshomaru knew he would have to be on his guard. "Kagome's 3rd fight was tomorrow and it is going to be a difficult one" pondering his actions against the northern lord he stared at his mate lovingly and realized he could never live with out her.