Note: Alright, this is like one of my first fanfics that i have not updated in FOREVER. If you are reading this then you have gotten past the first five chapters and it may have been confusing for you which i apologize for. I pre-wrote it but i lost the story so now im going to try and wing it. I hope that it makes sense and keeps you interested. Thank you for reading and reviewing. Oh and i dont think im going to continue with all the view points i think im changin it back into first person. But if you prefer different viewpoints let me know in your review and depending on what you prefer i will continue with first person or go back into the way i had it in the beginning.
"Hey Sky, can I ask you something now that you remember everything?" Blink asked her running a hand through his hair, slighlty nervoius about asking.
"Sure Blink, what is it?" sky grinned, she was happy now that she had her memory back.
"What happened to you? I mean why do you keep disappearing and then reappearing but each time you reappear your in worse condition then the last." He looked up at her as she turned to face him. The look on her face told him that she was scared to tell him, but she wanted to all the same.
"Blink, you may not believe me. But..' she looked down turning around starting to walk again. ' but I honestly dont know whats goin on. See one moment I'm 'ere wit you guys and the next I's back 'ome wit my brothers and father bea..." she stops talking and turns into a building with cloths in it.
"Sky..." he follows her in "What did your father and brothers do?" he moves from rack to rack with her patiently waiting for her to finish her sentance. she suddenly turned facing him, her eyes brimming with tears.
"beating me and.. their friends they..."She hangs her head in shame her hand goin to a very pretty dress. Her fingers smooth over the silkyness of it and up the lace trim. Blink vaguely pictured her in the dress the beautiful violet color would bring out the color in her eyes. He mentally shook his head and shifted to his other foot watching her concerned. He wasnt sure if he really wanted to know what her brother's friends had done to her.
"I've been pregnent before.' her other hand went to her stomach rubbing it. 'a few times actually, but my dad made sure it never came too be. Didnt want shame on the family." she laughed slighlty, a very chilling and empty laugh. "Not like what they did wasnt shameful." she fiercly brushed away a tear that made it down her cheek. Her voice was surprisingly strong and you really couldnt tell she was crying excpet for her tears. She turned roughly away from the rack with the dress on it. Blink clenched and unclenched his fists with anger. He hated the thought of all the pain she must have been through. How could anyone put a girl through that. No, how could any father let this happen to their daughter.
"My father of course would blame me for getting pregnant. Calling me all kinds of names and curses.' she fingered a pretty hair comb set. It was silver and gold with a touch of pink and green that colored the wings of the dragonfly that adorned the tops of the combs. 'I've pretty much had every limb broken on me so far, and more then once. Most of them were after the surgerys of the babies, the others were just because he needed a beating bag, but then again all of them werent from my father either. Dad made sure, of course, that we saw different doctors so that none would be suspicious." she sighed and walked out the store.
She may have liked to one day wear stuff as pretty as that but for now. She neither deserved it or had the money for it. It took all of Blinks power not to spaz out with anger, but he knew he had to remain calm for Sky's sake. He silently reached over and took her hand. She looked up at him her viloet eyes iced over with hardness.
"I dont want sympathy Blink. I may well have deserved most of it and even if I didnt, it doesnt change the fact that im definatly no pure poison. I cant be with anyone specially someone I care about because im not goin to ruin their lives for me." she squeezed his hand and then let go. Blink growled with frustration.
"Dont act like that. You know damn well that it was out of your control. None of it was yer fault SKy. Just because your not pure doesnt mean you cant still be 'appy and loved. If the guy loves you enough 'e wont care what your past was. A hooker from the corner could very well get married and have lots of children if she found the right guy. 'cause 'e would help her change her life and make her happy. Cant you beleive that You can have the same thing." he growled some more running his shaky hand through his hair. He very much wished he knew where her father and brothers were just so he could fine them and beat the living daylights out of them.
"Blink..." she sighed and started walking. She didnt want to fight with him. "Lets get something to eat, I'm hungry." she smiled to him slightly and Blink shook his head. He would change her mind.
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